"Because he didn't want to drag us down, he took advantage of the night when the hospital staff changed shifts and dragged his paralyzed lower body down from the eighth floor. He landed headfirst and disappeared in an instant.”
"By the time we were discovered, the blood had already coagulated into black blood, and the brain matter had also coagulated into brain matter. The stomach was even bitten by the wild dogs in the back alley of the hospital, and the internal organs were dragged everywhere…"
It was as if he was casually talking about what he wanted to eat for lunch today, but the two girls could feel Lin Chuangyu's deep despair from his tone.
"Later on, Master's daughter sold her blood to raise enough money for Master's cremation. After that, Master's wife lost her mind because of Master's passing and the pressure of life. Half a year later, she committed suicide.”
Finally, he could no longer hold back the urge to cry. Lin Chuangyu withdrew his right hand from the shoulder of the Poison Island Cultivator and slammed it heavily on his chest again and again to forcefully suppress his tears.
"After that, Master's daughter and I went to work together to earn money. We planned to buy Master's wife's house back. This is the only place that we have memories of them. Because of this, she was kept by her boss and even got pregnant…The child…is not mine!”
The corners of Lin Chuangyu's mouth curled into a smile as he spoke casually about things that seemed to have nothing to do with him. However, the calmer Lin Chuangyu appeared, the more the two girls could feel the deathly despair from him.
"After that, I killed that man and then jumped into the sea to commit suicide. At that time, I could have killed that woman too. That woman even begged me to help her free herself and send her to see Master and Mistress, but I didn't agree!”
"Teacher Chuangyu, do you hate her?" The Poison Island Cultivator grabbed Lin Chuangyu's right hand to prevent him from hurting himself again because of his emotions. He lowered his eyes slightly and said.
"I don't hate her, really!" Letting out a breath, Lin Chuangyu continued,""If I must hate someone, it should be myself!”
His eyes were bloodshot. Lin Chuangyu gritted his teeth violently, making a terrifying sound. His entire body was trembling, and even his tone was!
Lin Chuangyu's face was filled with malevolence as he growled,"I hate myself for being so useless! I hate why I was born in this world! I hate how I met Master and his family! I hate myself for not dying earlier!”
The tear glands of the two girls collapsed again. Tears flowed down their beautiful cheeks slowly, but they did not cry out loud. Instead, they chose to listen quietly to Lin Chuangyu's confession.
"If I hadn't been born in the first place, my mother wouldn't have died, right? In that case, would his father not be sentenced to death for revenge?”
"If I hadn't met Grandpa Director, he wouldn't have died in the sea of fire because of me, right?”
"If I had died before I met Master, then Master's family wouldn't have such a tragedy, right?”
"Enough…Teacher Chuangyu! Enough, stop talking!" Hugging Lin Chuangyu's head, Poison Island's Witch rubbed Lin Chuangyu's hair with her chin.""This has nothing to do with you!"
Ignoring Poison Island's Demon Child's comforting words, Lin Chuangyu collected his emotions and said in an indifferent…no, indifferent tone that didn't care about all lives, even his own life,""So I committed suicide, and I jumped into the sea to commit suicide!”
"Because I once heard a legend. It was said that there was a Sea King at the bottom of the sea. Anyone who committed suicide by jumping into the sea would have their soul suppressed by the Sea King in the eighteen levels of hell, the Red Lotus Hell. They would suffer extreme cold and never be reincarnated!”
The corners of Lin Chuangyu's mouth curled up into a coquettish arc. His eyes flickered with dense madness as he growled,"I was the one who killed Mom, Dad, Grandpa Director, Master, and Master's wife! Even if he died, how could he face them?”
"I shouldn't have been born in this world! Even if he died, he couldn't go to reincarnation! People like me should be suppressed by the Sea King in the 19th level of hell and never be able to reincarnate!”
As he growled, a trace of pale red liquid diluted by the physiological salt in his tear glands slowly flowed down Lin Chuangyu's ferocious face. It was blood tears!!!
"Enough, Master!" Hugging Lin Chuangyu's head gently, Xin 'er's voice came from behind him,""You still have me, you still have us!”
" Miss Xin 'er..." Ignoring the two women's gazes, Xin' er gently stroked Lin Chuangyu's slightly prickly hair and spoke in a gentle and dream-like tone.
"If you really think that you have lost the reason to continue existing, I will be the reason!!!”
"If you feel that you're shrouded in darkness and will never be able to be saved, I'll be your sunshine and help you pull yourself out of the darkness!”
"If you feel that you are bound by the shackles of pain and will never be able to escape from the darkness, I will be the key to unlock your shackles of pain!”Xin 'er's sleep-talking words entered Lin Chuangyu's ears, causing his heart to slowly calm down.
" Xin 'er..." For some reason, her trembling body slowly calmed down. The fear and confusion from not knowing what to do in the future gradually dissipated.
"If Miss Xin 'er alone isn't enough, there's still us!”Holding Lin Chuangyu's arm tightly, Takeshi Ryo and Poison Island's voice slowly entered his ears.
"Zizi…Li…"
"And us!" Accompanied by the clear voice, two different fragrances surged into Lin Chuangyu's nose, and two jade-like arms gently pressed on his shoulders.
" Shizuka…Saya…" There seemed to be a myriad of emotions in his eyes as Lin Chuangyu laughed softly. As time passed, his laughter gradually became louder.
After a while, he stopped laughing and said softly,"I was just trying to console my son, but I didn't expect that in the blink of an eye, I would go into a dead end…I'm really stupid!”
His broad palm gently caressed his shoulder, bringing along the calluses that had formed from handling guns for a long time. He gently stroked the back of the women's hands and then stopped on the back of Xin 'er's hand. Lin Chuangyu wiped away the tears on his face."Thank you!"
Slowly shaking their heads, all the girls except Xin 'er looked at each other and pressed their palms on the back of Lin Chuangyu's hand layer by layer. They said in unison,""Yu, we'll follow you in the future. Don't even think about abandoning us!”
"Yu…?" A smile appeared on Lin Chuangyu's face as he slowly nodded."Then I'm afraid you won't be able to escape even if you want to in the future!”
" Gulu gulu…" Just as Poison Island Girl was about to say something, her stomach, which had not eaten anything the whole day, suddenly started to protest. This sound made Poison Island Girl lower her head in embarrassment.
"Hahaha!" The embarrassed look of Poison Island's Tsuyoshi immediately made everyone laugh out loud. Takeshi Ryu, who had found her reason to exist again, laughed the loudest!
However, the good times did not last long. Her stomach, which had not eaten anything that day, also made a protest sound. This sound immediately made her stop laughing and lower her head shyly. The laughter of the others became louder.
Just as the two girls were about to dig a hole in the ground, Lin Chuangyu stopped laughing and looked at Xin 'er. Xin' er nodded knowingly and turned to enter the kitchen. She took out the dinner that she had already prepared and placed it in the microwave. After turning it around twice, she called the two of them to eat.
"Alright, you guys go to sleep too. We still have to set off to find your families tomorrow!”Lin Chuangyu looked at the women and said softly.
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