"Brother Leng Zhan seems to be very tired. His self-awareness has always been very strong. Even if he is asleep, he will immediately wake up when he hears a little sound. It was the first time that he could not talk to someone like this.”Xiao Xi whispered to Nuanyi. It was unintentional, but it touched her heart.
She really knew Leng Zhan very well, perhaps even better than her." Xiao Xi, have you known Leng Zhan for a long time?”Leng Zhan liked to close his heart and would not let others understand him. Even though she grew up with Leng Zhan, she always felt that she did not understand him enough. It was very familiar, but it would also become very unfamiliar.
"A long, long time. We've known each other since we were young. We've known each other for more than ten years. She remembered that when she first met Brother Leng Zhan, she thought that he was an autistic child who stood alone in a corner every day and did not speak. It was only after we had known each other for a long time that he was willing to talk to me. Only then did I know that it was not that he did not like to talk, but that he could not find anyone to listen to him.”Xiao Xi recalled the past with Brother Leng Zhan. Although she was a year younger than Leng Zhan, she was like a little adult at that time. She took the initiative in everything.
So that's how it was. Before meeting Leng Zhan, he was like this. He didn't like to talk. Nuan Yi also recalled the first time she met Leng Zhan. In front of his parents, he was always an obedient child, but in front of her, he was completely different. He was not obedient at all and kept bullying her. However…she had unknowingly fallen in love with him. She liked him more and more, more and more. When she was ready to be with him properly, she…
"So you played the role of talking to him, right? Always accompanying him and comforting him. It's so good to have you by his side.”Xiao Xi really liked Leng Zhan, and Nuan Yi could tell. Any man would be satisfied to have such a close female friend accompanying him.
"But doesn't he have you now?" Now, the person beside Leng Zhan was no longer her. It was a different girl, a girl who was completely different from her.
"No, he still has you." Nuan Yi grabbed Xiao Xi's hand and placed it in Leng Zhan's hand." We're not what you think we are. We might have had something in the past, but it's different now. We're just siblings, and siblings won't rely on each other forever. What he needs is someone who can accompany him for the rest of his life, and that person is you."”
Why, why did she say that? She clearly didn't think so. Why did she emphasize that they were siblings?" But you're not biological siblings?”Why couldn't they be together? Although she liked Leng Zhan, she didn't want someone else to give up their love.
"Can't they be siblings if they're not related by blood? Then let's treat each other as sworn brothers and sisters. I'm his sister, and he's my brother. But you are Xiao Xi to him, and he is Leng Zhan to you, so we are different.”We're siblings, so we can't be lovers. You're just yourself, so you can be together.
Nuanyi's words were a little complicated, and Xiao Xi didn't quite understand what she was saying. However, she knew that Brother Leng Zhan liked Nuanyi. He really liked her." What if Brother Leng Zhan likes you?"”She really wanted to know what Nuanyi would do if she knew that Leng Zhan still liked her.
She still liked him. No, she couldn't like him. Even if Leng Zhan still liked her, he couldn't let Xiao Xi know. "Have you ever realized that perhaps a person's actions are different from what he really thinks? Because one can often only see the surface but not the heart. Sometimes, if you take a feeling for granted, for example, if you think you don't hate her, you might mistakenly think that you like her. If you automatically filter it out, it might be that you don't care. Or maybe it was just a kind of dependence but mistakenly thought it was like, automatically eliminating the affection. If the other party was unwilling to accept it, it would be replaced by a desire to conquer her. He only wanted to possess her, tacitly acknowledging that she belonged to him. In the end, he would think of it as love. However, this was a thing that was mixed with many emotions, but it was not the kind of love that one would take for granted.”
Xiao Xi felt even more confused. Could it be that his Mandarin had deteriorated because he had been abroad for too long? "Nuanyi, I…I don't quite understand what you mean.”
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