Drinking alone her tears
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Duan Lingsha was woken up by the voices outside.

Looking around, she finally recognized that this was the Flame Emperor's resting room. Recalling his enthusiasm for her, her face unconsciously turned red. She thought that he would be unhappy that she had disturbed him at work, but not only did he not, he even put down all his work to have sex with her.

Duan Lingsha quietly walked to the door. When her hand grabbed the door handle, she heard the Flame Emperor talking on the phone.

"Okay, I'll make some time, okay? Don't be sad, my angel."

She stopped her hand because of the Flame Emperor's words. She didn't expect the other party to be a woman. She thought that he was talking about work.

"Don't be angry. When the time comes, I'll definitely look for you and do whatever you want with me.”

The tone he used when he spoke to that woman was a gentleness he had never felt before. It was different from when he spoke to her. It was a tone of love.

"I will miss you, Angel."

In the end, when he hung up the phone, Duan Lingsha's face had already turned pale.

She told herself in her heart,'Duan Lingsha, don't be so useless. You were the one who said he could have other women. As long as he doesn't bring her back to the Flame Residence, he can do whatever he wants, isn't that right?'

However, when she heard it, it was another matter. She felt as if she had heard the sound of her heart breaking, and she felt very painful.

For the first time, her tears did not listen to her and kept sliding down. No matter how she wiped them away, it was useless.

Her heart ached, the pain of being betrayed. It was only at this moment that she realized that the Flame Emperor had unknowingly occupied her heart, and she had fallen deeply in love with him. It was just that this realization came at the wrong time. It happened to be discovered when he was talking to his lover, which made her feel even more heartbroken.

In order to hide her embarrassment, she hurried into the bathroom.

When Duan Lingsha walked out of the bathroom, the Flame Emperor had already returned to the lounge, and he looked at her lovingly.

Don't look at me like that when you still have other women in your heart! Duan Lingsha shouted in her heart.

"Why didn't you sleep a little longer?"

The Flame Emperor waved his hand, wanting her to sit on his lap. He then held her in his arms.

After confirming that her voice would not reveal her true feelings, she said,"I'm hungry."

She just wanted to leave this place as soon as possible, to leave this place that made her sad.

Noticing that she was a little strange, the Flame Emperor asked her worriedly,""What's wrong? Your expression is so ugly." He lay down in the big leather chair and lifted her face, wanting her to look at him.

Duan Lingsha turned her face away to avoid his gaze. She no longer trusted him.

"No, maybe he just woke up and his consciousness is still a little unclear.”

The Flame Emperor smiled dotingly. Because he had never seen her after she woke up, he took it seriously.

"Wait a little longer. After I finish reading these documents, we'll go eat.”It was almost time to get off work. He pressed her head against his chest, wanting her to lean into his arms. Then, he focused on his work.

At this moment, Duan Lingsha wished that time could stop for them. The peace at this moment was the scene she longed for.

She looked at his face and realized that he was frowning as he read the documents. His sexy lips were pursed into a straight line. It seemed that these documents were bothering him.

However, his hand that was gently pressing on her waist caressed her gently without a trace of impatience. She could not help but raise her hand to smooth out his furrowed brows.

"Don't frown."

Her hand caressed the space between his eyebrows and even moved to his lips. Little did she know that this kind of action was a great temptation to a man.

"Are you teasing me?" The Flame Emperor's eyes were filled with desire.

Duan Lingsha smiled and patted his face." I didn't.”

The Flame Emperor seemed to have noticed her tiredness and merely kissed her on the forehead before continuing his work.

About half an hour later, the Flame Emperor heaved a sigh of relief.

"That's enough."

He pressed the extension and asked Yan Jue to come in.

Duan Lingsha wanted to jump away from him when she heard Yan Jue was coming in.

"It's okay. They all know about us.”

Duan Lingsha was slightly stunned. Their business? Did everyone in the company know that she slept with him?

At this moment, Yan Jue knocked on the door and entered." Flame Emperor, you were looking for me.”He smiled knowingly when he saw Duan Lingsha in the Flame Emperor's embrace.

"You handle these documents. I'll bring Shasha out for dinner.”He couldn't bear to let her starve.

"Alright." After taking the documents, Yan Jue left.

"Alright, let's go out!"

Because the Flame Emperor was in a good mood, he did not pay much attention to the slight change in her expression.

Duan Lingsha obediently let him lead her out of the office. When she saw the employees in the company staring at her along the way, she really wished she could disappear immediately. She felt that she was worthless and was just a woman who provided warmth to men. Although the employees did not have any special expressions on their faces, she knew that they must be laughing at her in their hearts. They must be.

Duan Lingsha did not eat much throughout the meal. It could be said that she did not touch anything at all. She only used the cutlery to fiddle with the food.

"Are you not feeling well?" Only then did the Flame Emperor realize that her complexion was not too good, and the smile on her face was also somewhat forced.

Duan Lingsha didn't say anything and still lowered her head.

The Flame Emperor was anxious this time and immediately called for an attendant.

"The bill, please."

The waiter looked at them in disbelief, but he still did as he was told.

After leaving the dining room, the Flame Emperor immediately pulled her into his embrace." Tell me, what's wrong?”Her every move could affect his mood.

Duan Lingsha only shook her head lightly.

"I'm fine. I'm just a little dizzy.”

"You're not lying to me?"

After spending some time with him, she knew that he hated it when people lied to him.

She nodded and deliberately leaned against his chest. And because of her actions, the Flame Emperor believed her words. He called for a car and immediately rushed back to the Flame Residence.

On the way, the car drove quickly and steadily. Meanwhile, the Flame Emperor let Duan Lingsha lean into his embrace and gently massaged her head, wanting to alleviate her pain.

His gentleness caused Duan Lingsha to be unable to hold back her tears. She lowered her head and let her tears fall onto the Flame Emperor's hand that was hugging her waist.

This had frightened the Flame Emperor, causing him to be at a loss.

"Why are you crying? Are you really sad?" He asked her anxiously, but he did not dare to be too loud. "We're almost there. Bear with it a little longer."

The Flame Emperor looked at his slightly wet hands in disbelief.

Shasha cried! Shasha, who had never cried, was actually crying. She did not even cry when he took her virginity for the first time. Why was she crying now?

He no longer believed that she was unwell. She must be hiding something from him.

Duan Lingsha, who had her head lowered, was still crying. This was the first time in her life that she wanted to use tears to vent her emotions.

The Flame Emperor hugged her slender body tightly, as if he wanted to bury her in his embrace. Only when the car safely entered the Flame Residence did he carefully carry her out of the car and ask Yan Hao to call the doctor over.

Duan Lingsha allowed the Flame Emperor to carry her into the room. She did not open her closed eyes because she did not want to look at the Flame Emperor's affectionate gaze.

After the doctor entered the room, the Flame Emperor was asked to leave. Although he was very unwilling, he was still persuaded by Yan Hao to leave, leaving the doctor and her alone.

"You can open your eyes now, Miss Duan.”It was a woman's voice.

Duan Lingsha was so shocked that she opened her eyes. She did not understand why there was a woman in the Flame Residence.

"Don't doubt me. I live here too.”The female doctor examined her and answered her doubts.

Duan Lingsha looked at the woman who was around her age and didn't understand what she meant. She said she lived here too? Did 'this place' represent the Flame Residence?

"You know me?"

"I should say that everyone in the organization knows you.”

The woman's attitude toward Duan Lingsha was very cordial, causing her to relax her guard.

"You are…"

"My name is Yan Lian. I'm from Yan Workshop and also a doctor in the organization.”

"Flame Workshop?" Why hadn't she heard of it before?

"It's a unit of the Yan Residence."

Yan Lian wanted Duan Lingsha to unbutton her clothes so that she could check, but she saw that Duan Lingsha was in a difficult position.

Because she had many hickeys on her body, especially today, those marks were even more obvious.

Seeing her difficulties, Yan Lian smiled knowingly. "It's okay. We're both women. I can understand.”

Only then did Duan Lingsha unbutton her shirt shyly.

Yan Lian looked at the many red dots on Duan Lingsha's body. Some of them were no longer very obvious, but some of them were very bright red. She deliberately ignored them. Because she suspected that Duan Lingsha might be pregnant, she did a pregnancy test. Not long after, she announced something that shocked Duan Lingsha.

" You're pregnant, Miss Duan."

Yan Lian's words made her quickly sit up and tighten her clothes in disbelief.

"Impossible!"

She had clearly seen the Flame Emperor using a condom. He was unwilling to let her take the pill to prevent pregnancy, saying that it was unfair to her.

"I think that's the truth." Yan Lian said as she packed up her equipment.

"Please don't say it, okay?" Duan Lingsha requested Flame Lotus to help her keep it a secret. She absolutely could not let the Flame Emperor know about her pregnancy.

"I'm very sorry, but I have to tell the Flame Emperor that he is our master.”Yan Lian was obviously unwilling to help her keep the secret.

Duan Lingsha covered her head with the blanket sadly, allowing her tears to flow freely. She didn't even notice the Flame Emperor entering the room.

She only stopped crying when she realized that the edge of the bed had sunk in because he had sat down.

"Shasha!" The Flame Emperor called out to her affectionately and pulled open the blanket. Looking at her who was crying like a baby, his heart ached as if he had been punched hard.

Duan Lingsha turned over. She did not want him to see her in such a sorry state, nor did she want him to think that she wanted to use her tears to win his sympathy.

She understood their agreement back then. There was no mention of a child. She knew that if she had a child, it would be her own responsibility. She had no right to ask him for anything.

"Look at me, Shasha."

The Flame Emperor couldn't stand her ignoring his existence. She was unwilling to talk to him in the car just now and was crying alone. Now, she was like this again.

She could not compare to him in strength, so she could only face him according to his words. However, in order to prevent him from saying something that would make her even more sad, she had to force herself to speak first."You don't have to take responsibility. I was too careless.”Her eyes were red from crying, and her mouth was trembling.

"Let's get married!"

The Flame Emperor's words made her hold her breath and stare at him.

Even the Flame Emperor had never thought that he would say such a thing. However, these words did not make him regret it in the slightest.

"Why?" She didn't think that he wanted to get married.

"Do you want to have an illegitimate child?”

It was for the sake of the child. It turned out that he wanted to get married for the sake of the child. Duan Lingsha remained silent. She felt so heartbroken and disappointed.

Her silence made his face look worse, and he shouted angrily,

"I won't allow you to leave with my child, and I won't allow you to marry anyone else. If you want to marry, you can only marry me. I'm your husband and the father of your child!”

His overbearing and rude words made her even more embarrassed. She had never thought of having children or getting married.

"I'll handle it myself." Since the child was hers, she would definitely think of a way to deal with it. However, it came too suddenly and her mind was still in a mess. She did not know what to do at all.

The Flame Emperor thought that she was going to have an abortion and pressed down on her shoulder in anger.

"Don't you want a child?"

No, she didn't. She had never thought about it at all. His fierce eyes made her tremble. This was the first time she saw him angry. In the past, he would always control his temper, but now he might have completely lost his mind.

"Answer me! Do you not want my child?"

Duan Lingsha did not want to say anything more, but it caused the Flame Emperor to be even more furious.

He stood up in a fit of anger and began to smash things in the room.

The sound of things shattering made her extremely uneasy. She did not dare to move and only dared to sit on the bed, watching him smash things to vent his emotions.

Not long after, the room was like a typhoon. It was a mess everywhere except on the bed. No matter how irrational he was, he would still prioritize not hurting her.

This scene reminded her of the scene before her mother passed away. Once, when she was young, she wanted to look for her mother because she didn't dare to sleep alone. When she walked out of her mother's room, she heard her father's curses and roars coming from inside. Then, there was the sound of things colliding. She was so scared that she froze on the spot. Her mother's low sobs and her father's angry roars were so clear that they were memories that she could not forget even if she wanted to.

From then on, her father stopped looking for her mother, and she also realized that her family was no longer polite to her mother. Instead, they were at loggerheads.

Later, she found out from the servant that the mother had aborted the child. An unborn child died because of the mother.

She didn't blame her mother. At such a young age, she knew very well why her mother wanted to abort the child. Even if she didn't abort it, she wouldn't have been able to give birth to it!! Her mother had cancer, and the doctor announced that she had less than half a year to live. Her mother's body was not suitable for pregnancy.

However, his father never asked for a reason. He was just angry. In the end, her mother passed away. She didn't know if her father understood her mother's intentions at that time, but from then on, her father told her not to mention her mother again.

Until now, she could still remember her mother's terrified look because of her father's anger. However, she was not a mother. She would not rely on a man to live for the sake of her child. If she gave birth to a child, she could raise it herself. She believed that her mother would support her in heaven.

The Flame Emperor saw that she was not speaking and left the room in a huff.

Duan Lingsha sat on the bed in a daze, feeling as if her heart was being stabbed by a knife. She loved him. She loved the Flame Emperor. It was just that she did not want to marry him for the sake of her child, just like her mother. She did not want to walk down that path. Why did he not listen to her? Why did he immediately judge her guilty? She was just very afraid.

Today, her tears seemed to be unable to stop and flooded again. Thinking of his gentle tone when he was talking to another woman on the phone at the company today, it made her even more sad. Perhaps leaving him was really necessary, and it was also an unavoidable decision for her. She did not want to suffer anymore.

That night, the Flame Emperor did not return to his room to sleep, nor did he come to see her. This was the first time she had come to the Flame Residence.

The Flame Emperor did not return to the Flame Residence for a few days. She didn't know where he had gone. Perhaps he was in the arms of some woman.

The flames of war between them caused everyone in the Flame Residence to become nervous. During this period of time, they could tell that the Flame Emperor was deeply fascinated by Duan Lingsha.

Duan Lingsha locked herself in her room for a few days, but she felt that she could not continue to be depressed like this. She did not care if there were other women. Anyway, she had a child now. Her child alone was enough.

When she arrived at the hall, she saw Yan Hao and smiled at him.

"I want to go out for a walk."

Staying in the Yan Residence would make her continue to be depressed. She planned to go out for a walk so that she could figure out where she should go next.

Yan Hao did not know if he should let her go out or not because the Flame Emperor did not give the order to not let her go out. But with the current situation, it did not seem right to let her go out.

"Can't I? I'll just walk around the door."

"You have to be careful." Yan Hao was one of the few people in the Yan Residence who knew that she was pregnant.

After obtaining Yan Hao's approval, she walked out of the hall and walked alone in the courtyard. When she reached the entrance of the Yan Residence, an unfamiliar car stopped in front of her and pulled her into the car. The entire time was less than ten seconds.

When Yan Hao heard the sound and ran out, he did not even see the car. At the entrance, only the roses she had picked in the courtyard had fallen to the ground.

Duan Lingsha who was caught in the carriage kept struggling, but she stopped when she heard a familiar voice.

"Miss, I'm Old Liu."

It was her father's men. In that case, it was her father's men who had come to bring her back to Japan.

"Let me out of the car."

She could not return now. If her father knew that she was pregnant with the Flame Emperor's child, things would not be so simple.

However, Old Liu did not intend to let her go.

"I'm sorry, but the old master told me to bring you back no matter what.”

Was this the will of heaven? Just as she was about to leave the Flame Emperor, her father's men appeared.

He would be lying if he said that he wasn't sad when he thought about how she had left without even having the chance to see him again. And what would the people of the Flame Residence think? They must be very anxious about her disappearance. Moreover, she disappeared at the main entrance of the Flame Residence. If the Flame Emperor blamed her, no one could bear the responsibility!

Duan Lingsha was getting more and more worried as she rubbed her belly. She was afraid that her father would not be able to tolerate this child. What would she do then?

After the Flame Emperor received Yan Hao's call, he immediately rushed back to the Flame Residence.

Yan Hao blamed himself. It was all his carelessness that caused Duan Lingsha to go missing.

The Flame Emperor sat in the hall and closed his eyes angrily." Did you leave anything behind?”

Yan Hao only shook his head. In the end, he took a rose and said,""Miss Duan picked this when she was taking a walk in the courtyard. Not long after, I heard the sound of a car braking and her shouting. When I rushed out, only flowers were left on the ground.”

The Flame Emperor took the flower and held it tightly. "Send someone to investigate. No matter what, you must find out. I won't let that person off.”

"Yes."

After Yan Hao left, the Flame Emperor looked at the rose in his hand. Nothing must happen to you, Shasha.

He should not have left her alone for so many days. He just needed time to sort out his feelings.

These few days, he had been locked up in another villa by himself and seriously thought about the relationship between him and Duan Lingsha. He realized that he had long fallen in love with her, but he just didn't admit it.

She was his life! This was also the reason why he wanted to get married as soon as he heard that she was pregnant. He would not marry a woman he did not love. Even if that woman was pregnant with his child, he still would not marry her. He would only marry the woman he loved, and that person was Sha Sha.

In the beginning, he fell in love with her appearance and indulged in the pleasure of her body. However, as time passed, he realized that there was a very special emotion growing in his heart, and that was love. He fell in love with her.

However, before he could tell her that she had gone missing, he would definitely find her. No one could take her away.

In order to look for Duan Lingsha, the Flame Emperor practically never stepped into the company again. He left everything to Yan Jue to handle.

However, after searching for so long, there was still no news. This made them wonder if she had been taken away from the United States.

The Flame Emperor finally recalled that Duan Lingsha's father was a Japanese mafia figure. Could it be that he was the one who came to take his daughter away?

"Flame Emperor, do you think we should look for people elsewhere?”Yan Hao asked.

"Japan, she's in Japan!" The Flame Emperor suddenly shouted.

He looked haggard because he had been looking for someone for days. He was no longer handsome like usual, but rather dispirited.

"Yanhao, help me book a plane ticket. I want to go to Japan.”He didn't believe that he couldn't find her, and his intuition told him that she must be in Japan.

"Yes."#

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