Three days passed.
Xueru did not kill Yin Yong because he did not come looking for her, and she did not go looking for him.
She didn't know if she was expecting Yin Yong to come. She thought that he should come to the residence of Prince Wen to beg for forgiveness. This was what Yin Yong should do!
However, Yin Yong didn't come. After doing such a despicable thing, he didn't show his gentlemanly side to apologize.
She had nowhere to vent her anger, so she could only curse Yin Yong, who should go to the 18th floor…Oh, no, the 19th floor of hell. As long as she was awake, she would miss him, scold him, and hate him!
Yin Yong did not come, but the person who was suitable to be her punching bag had come!
The guard at the door was new. He didn't know that Luo Wei had been listed as a non-resident by Xue Ru, so he carelessly let him in without asking Xue Ru for her opinion.
"What are you doing here? You're not welcome here, Pearl, see him out!”
Pearl, who was ordered by her master, walked to Luo Wei's side. " Baylor Luo Wei, my Ge Ge invites you…"
" Shut your mouth!" Luo Wei glared fiercely at the reckless Zhu 'er.
"Luo Wei!" "Why are you so fierce to my people?" Xue Ru shouted at Luo Wei angrily. This is ridiculous!"
"My good Ge Ge, don't be angry! It's my fault. I'll apologize to Miss Pearl, okay? Luo Wei said in a low voice.
Xueru didn't seem to be in a good mood today. Luo Wei thought to himself that he had come at the wrong time. How unlucky!
" Little Zhu 'er, I'm sorry!" After Luo Wei apologized to Zhu' er, he quietly approached Xue Ru.
However, Xue Ru did not notice his actions. She was distracted by Yin Yong's matter.
" Xueru..." Luo Wei saw that he couldn't miss this opportunity. His demonic hand slowly moved to the back of Xueru's neck.
He had touched Xue Ru's neck that day, and that wonderful feeling had left him wanting more. If possible, he wanted to touch her neck again today. He also wanted to touch other parts of her body.
"Wow!"
Luo Wei's hand had just touched Xue Ru's neck, but before he could touch her, she suddenly shouted and almost jumped up.
" Ge Ge, what's wrong?" Zhu 'er didn't see that Luo Wei was up to no good, so she nervously ran to Xueru's side.
At this moment, Xue Ru was far away from Luo Wei. She touched her neck, her face pale.
It was so disgusting, as if he was about to vomit.
"Luo Wei, did you do something to Ge Ge?”Pearl pointed at the only suspect present.
"What did I do? I'm just touching it!" Luo Wei looked at Zhu 'er, who was making a fuss, with a reproachful expression.
"Get lost!"
"Ah?" Luo Wei looked at Xueru in confusion. It wasn't that he didn't hear her clearly. He was just curious as to why Xueru would say such things to him, a guest.
" I said get lost!" Xue Ru shouted. She bent down to pick up a stone and quickly threw it at Luo Wei.
"Alright, I'll leave!" Although Luo Wei liked Xueru, he still kept a respectful distance from the angry Xueru. Before more stones were thrown at him, it was better for him to escape first.
"Annoying! Annoying! Don't let me see you again!" Xue Ru shouted as if she was venting her anger. "Men are not good. Annoying! I hate you guys the most!"
That night, Yi Xue 'er, who was still worried, went to Xueru's room again. She hoped to see Xueru's beautiful smile as soon as possible.
"Xueru, I heard from Zhu 'er that Luo Wei came over today. She said that you and Luo Wei were very unhappy?”Yi Xue 'er asked with concern.
" Hmm…" Xue Ru leaned lazily on the table. "Men are all bad…so annoying…"
What was this?
Yi Xue 'er didn't know whether to laugh or cry.”
"He wasn't a good person when he bullied you in the past!”Xue Ru said matter-of-factly. "Now, under your tutelage, he is no longer the bad guy he used to be.”
Yi Xue 'er shook her head. "When did you become so strange? Did some bad thing bully you?”
"Hmph!" Xue Ru snorted."Forget about that bad thing! You're right, I'm not only talking weird, I'm acting weird too.”
"Oh, what do you mean?"
"Now I realize that I don't know myself.”
"You don't understand yourself?" Yi Xue 'er stared at Xue Ru with her beautiful eyes."What does this have to do with you coming back crying a few days ago?”
" Mm..." Xue Ru grunted again and did not say another word.
She could only hide this matter in her heart. Even if it was Xue 'er, who was like a sister, she could not let her know.
She really did not understand herself. They were both men. Why did Luo Wei feel like vomiting when he touched her, but Yin Yong didn't?
Isn't Yin Yong even more overboard than Luo Wei? Not only did he touch her, he even kissed her and reached his hand out…
She hated Yin Yong and blamed him. She wanted to kill him, but why didn't she hate Yin Yong as much as she hated Luo Wei?
They were both men, so why were there such differences?
She didn't understand. She really didn't understand.
Looking at Xue Ru's thoughtful expression and the faint red flush on her snow-white cheeks, Yi Xue 'er could not help but guess in that direction. "Xueru, don't tell me you like someone?”
Xue Ru was shocked at first, then her face turned even redder."Xue 'er, what nonsense are you talking about? When did I…That's impossible!”
How did she fall in love with someone? It was more like saying that she hated someone.
"This is impossible!" Yi Xue 'er picked on Xueru's words. Xueru said that it was impossible. Did that mean that there was indeed such a person? That was why Xueru would think that it was impossible?
"You don't have any experience in love. Is your 'impossible' really impossible?”Xue 'er asked.
Xue Ru pouted and said unfairly,""Yes, I have no experience. Then tell me, what exactly is it like to like someone? Oh right, tell me about your feelings and feelings when you fell in love with Big Brother!”
" Do you really want me to say it?" Yi Xue 'er smiled adorably and charmingly.
"Of course it's true. Tell me quickly!" Xue Ru urged her.
" Hmm, let me think…" Yi Xue 'er's thoughts returned to the past. Her smile had a hazy beauty. "Actually, I don't know how to say this. Before I met Yi Xin, I had never loved another man. At that time, even though I knew that he didn't like me, I still thought of him every day and wanted to be with him all the time. Nothing was more important than him. My mind and heart are filled with him. As long as he is willing to smile at me, I feel very satisfied and happy…Hmm, that's probably the case!”
Xue Ru was fascinated by the story. She thought of Xue 'er and her big brother, as well as herself and Yin Yong.
"Why? Is there someone who makes you feel this way now?”
" Mm..." Xue Ru nodded. Suddenly, she thought of something and shook her head.
"No, no! That's not true!" Xue Ru shook her head and shouted. "I often think of him, but this is different from you thinking of my brother. I miss him because I hate him!”
"Is that so?" Yi Xue 'er smiled."Sometimes, love and hate are two sides, but they are also one. If you hate him, does that mean you care about him a lot?”
Xue Ru pouted again. "It's precisely because I hate him that I care about him!”
"I'm confused!" Yi Xue 'er shook her head. "Since you hate him, why don't you stop caring about him?”
"No! Because I…" Xue Ru paused!
That's right, if she didn't think about Yin Yong anymore and didn't care about him, wouldn't she be happier? Why did she have to make herself suffer?
But…she was already used to caring about Yin Yong, starting from the first time they met.
Xue 'er's words reminded her of something she had never thought about before. Why did she care about Yin Yong? If Yun Rou didn't exist between her and Yin Yong, would she still care about him as much as she does now?
Why did she have such complicated feelings towards him? She only needed to hate him. That should be the case. But why did her heart beat faster whenever she thought of him? Could it be that just hating him and hating him made her feel this way?
Then she also hated Luo Wei. Why was it that she never blushed and her heart raced for Luo Wei?
"Xueru, what's wrong?" Yi Xue 'er could not help but ask when she saw Xue Ru's thoughtful look and her silence.
"Nothing," Xue Ru said slowly. I think I've figured something out…"
"What have you figured out? Can you tell me?"
"Not yet!" Xue Ru said thoughtfully."I'm not sure yet. I have to verify it.”
The next afternoon, Xueru went out to ask for confirmation.
Her destination was Yin Yong's Yong Junwang Fu.
Needless to say, the moment Yin Yong saw Xue Ru, his expression was extremely complicated.
He couldn't believe his eyes. After he did that to her on purpose, she still took the initiative to look for him. Even though he had seen her with his own eyes, he still felt that it was unreal.
Was it shock or disbelief? Was it an accident, disgust, or surprise? Maybe both!
"Alright, let's forget about the past. It's nothing for young people to quarrel!”Granny Ren, who was acting as a peacemaker, looked at the two of them with a smile. She had been worried that they would fall out if they quarreled! The girl was generous, unlike Yin Yong. No matter what she said, he would not go and reconcile with her.
Xue Ru's eyes locked onto Yin Yong the moment she saw him.
As expected, her heart was still beating faster! She knew that she wasn't like Yun Rou. She was nervous because she was afraid of Yin Yong, so why was her heart beating so fast? Could it be that she really had feelings for him?
If this was true, when did it start? Why didn't she notice it?
"What are you doing here?" Yin Yong's tone was as cold as his expression."If you're here to denounce me for that matter, then you've come for nothing! Because I don't think I did anything wrong. I won't apologize to you!”
Xueru, who had not intended to be angry, could not help but get angry again after hearing Yin Yong's words. She glared at his unsmiling face and said,"Don't worry, this lady is not the kind of person who will bear grudges! Who's here to punish you? I am…I am…"
"What is it?" Yin Yong coldly looked at Xueru, who suddenly stuttered and could not speak.
" I..." Xue Ru's heart felt like it was about to jump out of her chest. She suddenly became nervous, and the words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat. She could not say a word.
Yin Yong didn't get Xueru's answer and said impatiently,""I'm sorry, I still have something to do.”
After he finished speaking, he strode out. Granny Ren chased after him and shouted,"Where are you going? Will you be back for dinner?"
" I'm not going back!" Yin Yong's voice came from afar. He had already left.
"This child!" Granny Ren shook her head and apologized to Xueru,""Xueru, please don't take offense. Yin Yong was too rude. When he comes back, I will scold him.”There was no such thing as running out when a guest came. This child was really too much.
"Granny Ren, it's okay. I won't mind!”Xue Ru comforted Granny Ren. She was only appeased because Granny Ren's guilty expression moved her.
"I really don't know how to apologize to you.”Granny Ren said apologetically. "Although I don't know what happened between the two of you that day, I think it must be Yin Yong's fault for you to leave in such a hurry. I apologize to you on his behalf. I hope you can forgive him.”As Granny Ren spoke, she lowered her head and bent her knees to Xueru to express her apology.
"Granny Ren, don't be like this!" Xue Ru panicked and quickly helped Granny Ren up. "I didn't say I wouldn't forgive him. Granny Ren, get up quickly!”
What a good child! Granny Ren nodded in relief and smiled.""I knew that Xueru was a magnanimous person. You came to visit me personally today to forgive my Yinyong, right?”
" I... sigh..." Xue Ru was extremely depressed. She didn't even know why she was here.
At this moment, she realized that she was baffled. Could it be that she came to Yin Yong to verify what Xue 'er had said to her yesterday? What proof? To prove her feelings for Yin Yong? If Granny Ren knew her purpose for coming, she would definitely laugh at her shamelessness.
Xue Ru suddenly felt embarrassed. Fortunately, Yin Yong had left. Otherwise, she didn't know if she would say something that would embarrass herself!
"Granny Ren, I should go!" Xue Ru blushed and decided to leave this place that she should not have come to.
"Xue Ruge, can you listen to me for a while before you leave?”Nanny Ren did not intend to let Xueru go. She grabbed Xueru's hand and said,""You can say that this old woman is meddlesome, but there are a few words that I have to say. I'm not speaking up for Yin Yong, but his personality wasn't like this before. He became like this after his sister died.”
"Oh?" Xue Ru stared at the worried Granny Ren and asked with interest,""Is it the noble Yu who entered the palace?"
"Yes, I am!" Nanny Ren's eyes were filled with tears as she said in pain,""Yin Yong and Yin Yu have a good relationship. Yin Yu's death made him blame himself. He thought that he did not protect Yin Yu well..."
"How can you blame him?" Xue Ru interrupted Granny Ren anxiously. "Although I don't know much about it, Yin Yu's death was a tragedy she chose. How could he blame himself?”
Granny Ren shook her head and sighed. Yin Yong blamed himself and fate. He…he even blamed everyone related to Yin Yu, like the emperor…"
"I know that." Xue Ru whispered.
Nanny Ren did not hear what Xueru said and continued,""I really don't know how to persuade this child. I think I'm powerless!”She looked at Xueru and held her hand tightly.
"Xueru, I'll leave Yin Yong to you!”
"Leave it to me?" Xue Ru was confused. "Granny Ren, what do you mean by that?”Why did he give Yin Yong to her?
"Xue Ru Ge Ge, please listen to this old woman.”Granny Ren said seriously. "I know that Yin Yong pretended not to care on the surface, but in fact, he cares about you very much! You don't know, but I saw that he was feeling uneasy these past few days. He didn't eat much, and I'm afraid he didn't sleep well at night. I think he must be thinking about you…"
"Miss me?" Xue Ru laughed out loud. "Granny Ren, don't make fun of me! Why would Yin Yong miss me? I think it's too late for him to hate me.”
Granny Ren shook her head violently. "It's not like that! You misunderstood him!"
Xue Ru pursed her lips. She didn't want to discuss this matter with Granny Ren anymore.
"I can see that he cares about you.”Granny Ren repeated patiently. "Xue Ruge, what about you? Do you have a good impression of Yin Yong?”
"Me?" Nanny Ren had Xue Ru stumped. She shook her head slowly and did not speak.
How could she answer that? She was already in a mess and couldn't figure it out. How could she give Granny Ren an answer if she couldn't find the answer?
She had never been so lost before, really!
Xueru did not say anything, which made Granny Ren think that she was shy, so she continued,""Please give Yin Yong a chance, okay? Come and visit me often. After you spend some time together, you'll know that what I said is true!”
Xue Ru looked at Granny Ren speechlessly and nodded subconsciously.
In the following days, Xue Ru would indeed go to the Prince Yong's Mansion every few days.
She only had one goal, and that was to clear up her messy thoughts.
As a Ge Ge, she had already thrown away all her reservations as a woman. She did not care what others thought of her, nor did she care about the negative impact that her actions would have on her. Right now, she only wanted to be loyal to herself and her feelings.
Yin Yong had a headache from her frequent visits. He didn't want to see her at all and didn't want her to take a step into his home.
However, due to Granny Ren, he did not have the right to say " no." As long as he was at home when Xue Rulai was there, he had to entertain her and play the role of a good host under Granny Ren's supervision.
Granny Ren said that she wanted to entertain them, but in fact, she deliberately left time and space for the couple. She did not know what they were doing when she was not present. If she knew the truth, she would probably be furious!
How could Yin Yong do anything to Xueru? He did his own things, such as reading books, practicing calligraphy, or playing two sets of boxing to entertain others. Basically, he treated Xueru like air and never paid attention to her. He only did his own things.
Xue Ru would not take the initiative to talk to him either. She just watched his every move with a very calm expression.
He did not expect that his attitude would not drive Xueru away. No matter how coldly he treated her, she would still come back and look at him silently without doing anything.
After ten days of this, Yin Yong finally exploded.
"What exactly do you want?" In his dormitory, he angrily shouted at Xue Ru.
"What do I want? What do you mean?" Xue Ru looked at him blankly.
"I mean, are you satisfied just by looking at me?”He asked loudly.
"I guess so!" A satisfied smile appeared on Xue Ru's face.
She was really satisfied to be able to see him like this every day.
These days, her heart had gradually become clear and transparent. She finally understood what she wanted!
If it wasn't for the past few days of interaction, she definitely wouldn't have known that she longed to see him. She hoped to see him every day. Even if he ignored her, she still hoped to see him.
When she was with him, her heart would be at peace, and a sense of happiness would arise spontaneously.
She cared about him. No matter how he treated her, she couldn't help but care about him.
Now, she finally understood Xue 'er's feelings for Big Brother. At that time, she could not understand why Xue 'er had to love so painfully and painstakingly. Now that she had experienced the power of love, she could not avoid falling for it!
Hearing Xue Ru's answer, Yin Yong was stunned at first, but he quickly recovered.
"Do you think I don't know what you're up to? Do you think you can stop me from getting close to Yun Rou?”
" Do you think I'm…" Xue Ru knew that Yin Yong had misunderstood her, so she quickly clarified,""This has nothing to do with Yun Rou. I admit that I only noticed you because of Yun Rou at the beginning. Also, because you were so obsessed with Yun Rou, I didn't like you at all. But later, I don't know why, but I unknowingly…"
"Why not?" Yin Yong stared sharply at Xueru, who wanted to say something, but didn't. "Tell me! What can't I say?"
" I…" Xue Ru shook her head and mustered up her courage to say loudly,""I fell in love with you unknowingly. That's what I wanted to say.”
What was that? Yin Yong frowned. This was probably the most unbelievable thing he had ever heard in his life!
"Are you kidding me?" he asked angrily. You like me? How was this possible? Didn't you say that you don't have a good impression of me?"
His thick eyebrows furrowed deeply, causing Xue Ru's heart to sink continuously. She, who was losing all her strength, said with difficulty," At first, I did, but…I don't know how to put it, I don't know myself, but I fell in love with you for no reason…"
Yin Yong sneered." You're baffled? I'm the one who's baffled. You're playing tricks again, aren't you? Do you think you can trick me into letting Yun Rou go just because you say you like me? Xue Ruge, I can't help but be moved by your great spirit of sacrificing yourself to protect your friends. Unfortunately, no matter how bad I am, I'm not a three-year-old child. Do you really think you can fool me? Then you're underestimating me too much!”
"No, you really wronged me!”Xue Ru was so anxious that tears were about to fall! "What do you want me to say to make you believe me? I'm telling the truth!"
Yin Yong still sneered." How can I believe you? Would you like me? Alright, tell me what you like about me? Firstly, I have no power, and secondly, I have no power. I'm not as handsome as your brother, am I not? In Beijing, there are many nobles who are better off than me. Why did you choose me over so many others?”
"Because you're Yin Yong. There's only one Yin Yong in this world, isn't there?”Xue Ru's watery eyes glistened with tears, and her voice was choked with sobs. "If you want to ask me what I love about you? I don't know. I really don't know. I don't know why I like you. When I found out about this, my eyes couldn't leave you!”
Xue Ru felt an indescribable sadness. Did Yin Yong not know how much courage she had to muster to say these words? She knew that it was hard for him to believe, and she wouldn't blame him for that. However, he couldn't suspect that she was lying. She was telling the truth!
Yin Yong looked at Xueru silently. The two of them looked at each other in silence.
After an unknown period of time, Yin Yong broke the silence and said,""Let me ask you again. Do you really like me?”
"Yes!" Xue Ru nodded vigorously. "What I said is the truth. I dare to swear that there is not a single word of falsehood.”
"You don't have to swear. You can prove it to me in another way!”
Xue Ru looked at him expectantly." What method? Tell me!"
Yin Yong's eyes were emotionless. "Take off your clothes and lie on the bed!”#
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