As time passed, Xing Jinyuan woke up from her sleep. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Yu Xuanyan sitting next to him and looking at him with a serious expression. She seemed to have been looking at him for a long time and did not move at all.
"Phew, I slept so well. Xuanyan, what's wrong?" Could it be that some reckless man had come to harass her while he was sleeping? No way! He had already parked the car away from the crowd. This road should not be where the car would stop.
When Xuanyan heard his question, she pondered for a long time before she raised her head and met Xing Jinyuan's dark eyes. It was as if she saw his worry in those dark eyes.
In order not to make him worry, she smiled bitterly and said to him,"No, I'm fine." Sigh, she was clearly thinking about his past life. That was why she was so lost in thought and her expression became solemn. How could she say that she was fine?
"Is that so?" Xing Jinyuan started the car again to warm it up so that nothing would happen. "Then why is your face so ugly? Lying is not a good behavior!”He caressed her head with one hand and gave her unprecedented warmth and love.
He was so good to her, so why would she lie to him? As she thought about it, her bean-sized tears flowed down and dripped onto her clothes, causing Xing Jinyuan to be at a loss.
"I'm just wondering why you're such a playboy among women.”Seeing how gentle he was, Yu Xuanyan told him about her troubles. " Because you're very good-looking, but you're playing around. Logically speaking, you should have gotten married long ago. Why…"
Before she could finish her sentence, the rest of her words were swallowed by Xing Jinyuan.
He wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes. His expression changed when the past was brought up. In order not to hurt Yu Xuanyan, he said to her,""Xuanyan, some things need time to change. Before I'm ready, don't ask about this again, okay?”
Yu Xuanyan looked at him in confusion. She thought that he was really hiding something from her and didn't even mention the past. This answer made her heart ache, and her tears flowed out again.
Xing Jinyuan's heart ached when she saw this. He could only hug her in his arms and turn it into a silent request.
"You told me so gently not to lie to you, but you weren't as honest as me. It's not fair!" Yu Xuanyan shouted like a child. She clenched her fists and punched his shoulders.
"Stop fooling around! Xuanyan, please forgive my selfishness. I really can't tell you now!”Xing Jin Yuan said with a sorrowful expression.
However, in Xuanyan's eyes, she only felt that he was very selfish. He had selfishly lied to her!
"It's up to you. If you don't want to say it, then forget it.”The love she had for Xing Jinyuan had been discounted. Since they could not confess their hearts and confess their past, could this be called 'love'? Love should be endless devotion and trust.
Now that he was not willing to tell her, it meant that he did not trust her! Since that was the case, why should she waste her love?
It was not worth it!
"If you lose confidence in me, I won't be able to say anything. But when you know the truth, you will understand my pain. I'm a selfish person. Please don't forgive me.”Xing Jinyuan sighed, as if he could see through her thoughts and knew that her love for him had changed.
"Think whatever you want. I didn't say that.”Yu Xuanyan didn't want to say anything more.
Xing Jinyuan didn't reply and drove the car up the mountain.
Xing Jinyuan brought Yu Xuanyan to the couple tree.
Looking at the two hundred-year-old trees that stretched into the sky, Yu Xuanyan glanced at the tree name on the sign and felt a wave of pain in her heart.
Even the tree could be so reluctant to part with him, without holding back, so why would Xing Jinyuan deliberately hide his past?
Under Xing Jinyuan's lead, she admired the scenery of Mount Ali. When she saw the couple tree, she couldn't help but stand under the tree and think about what Xing Jinyuan had said in the car. She looked at the couple tree again and felt like crying.
Suddenly, her mind turned. They hadn't even discussed marriage yet, so why did they have to know so clearly? It seemed that she was asking for trouble.
However, she still cared about his past life.
While she was still troubled by this question, Xing Jinyuan took two cups of hot coffee and walked to her side.
On the way, she had never appreciated the natural scenery. He thought that she did not like nature. He did not expect her to be looking at trees now.
It was really strange. There were trees along the way, so why was she staring at that tree so intently? He couldn't help but wonder what tree she was looking at. When he caught a glimpse of the tree, he quickly understood that she was looking at the couple tree.
"Here's the coffee. It's cold on the mountain." He helped her pull up her coat that was about to fall off. "Even if you're angry at me, you have to be careful of your health. If you catch a cold when you go down the mountain, my heart will ache and I'll blame myself.”
"Thank you." Although she was a little angry with him, she felt embarrassed to let him down when he treated her so gently.
"The Matriarch Tree…Why did you pay attention to it for so long?”Xing Jinyuan's doubts were stirred up in his heart. He really wanted to know why Yu Xuanyan had been paying attention to him for so long. Could it be that she had the same thoughts as the tree and did not want to be separated from him?
If that was the case, he was willing to admit that he had the same thoughts as her and wanted to realize them in real life.
He didn't want Yu Xuanyan to just be his maid and woman. He wanted her to be his exclusive woman and his wife.
"Because it's beautiful. Moreover, trees could grow for so long and never separate. Why couldn't humans be like it?”Yu Xuanyan pointed out the high divorce rate in today's society. If one got married and then divorced, why did they stay together in the first place? Could it be that they had never truly loved each other?
"The world is unpredictable. It's very difficult for a couple to be as loving as it is.”Xing Jinyuan really admired himself for saying such words. Usually, he spent a lot of time writing music scores and did not have much literary attainments, but he could actually say such deep words. It seemed that his aptitude was not bad.
However, it was really funny to say such a great truth about love.
"Is that so?" Yu Xuanyan's eyes turned cold. She took the coffee and turned to leave without looking at him.
Xing Jinyuan immediately panicked. He knew that she felt that it was unfair to be angry at him because he didn't tell her about the past.
He became like this because…
Sigh! Forget it.
He quickly grabbed her wrist.
Yu Xuanyan, who was holding a cup of coffee in front of them, almost fell to the ground due to the sudden tug. She looked embarrassed.
"What are you doing?" Although she didn't fall, she lost her balance and spilled half of the coffee in her hand. Fortunately, it was facing outwards and not inwards. Otherwise, she would have wasted a good piece of clothing.
"Are you still angry with me?"
"No, I haven't." She denied it.
"Then why are you ignoring me?" Xing Jinyuan felt that he was the most pitiful person in the world. Not only did he pull her back in front of everyone, but he also asked her about the private conversation between couples. He felt that he was going crazy. That was why he did this.
"I'm not ignoring you. Weren't we talking just now?”Yu Xuanyan was confused. She was just going somewhere else to drink her coffee and think about something. Who knew that after taking a few steps, he would pull her back. What was he trying to do?
Not only did he spill half of his coffee, he really shouldn't have done such a thing in front of so many people. She wasn't angry with him, so why did he make her act out a couple's quarrel in front of everyone? It's not like I have nothing to do!
"Then why did you have that cold look in your eyes just now?”Now that he thought about it, he still had a lingering fear. He had never seen such a cold gaze before.
Why did she reveal such an emotionless and unusual gaze?
If she wasn't angry at him, then why?
"I remembered something at home. Let go of me quickly. There are more and more people around.”Everyone was looking at them, so she had no choice but to say this to him. It was just to eliminate everyone's curiosity and to watch the show. She did not want to become the focus of everyone.
"Is that so? Do you like me?" He held her tightly.
Yu Xuanyan didn't even have the chance to break free. She could only let him grab her like this and become the focus of everyone's attention. At the same time, she cursed Xing Jinyuan in her heart for asking her this question when there were so many people around.
If they didn't agree, everyone's gaze on them wouldn't shift away. If he agreed, it would cause unnecessary people to shout and jeer.
She didn't know whether to agree or not…In the end, she chose to agree because she loved him, so she didn't hide her feelings.
"I like you. Is that okay?”
Xing Jinyuan was very smart. He knew that Yu Xuanyan was still very concerned about his past, and that was why she had quarreled with him. Now that there were so many people staring at them, she did not dare to say anything that did not match her feelings, nor did she dare to reject him easily. He knew to seize this opportunity and take the opportunity to ask her again,"Then can you forgive me for not being able to tell you about my past?”
Yu Xuanyan didn't expect him to use everyone's attention to ask her this question. However, she didn't want to continue being the center of attention, so she had no choice but to agree."I'm not angry anymore. We'll talk about it when you want to.”After saying this, she felt that this matter was actually not a big deal. It would not be too late for him to say it.
Yu Xuanyan's mood suddenly brightened, and a mesmerizing smile appeared on her face.
Hearing her words and her smiling face, Xing Jin thought that she understood her intentions and pulled her into his arms, attracting more people to watch them hug. Some people whistled at the side, and some even pulled their lovers to hug each other. The scene became very lively.
"It's all your fault! There were more and more people. I wanted to run, but you pulled me into your arms.”Yu Xuanyan protested.
"Yes, yes, yes. My Little Xuanyan, is what you said true?”Xing Jinyuan affectionately called her by her nickname. "In front of the couple tree, I want to ask you, are you willing to marry me? I want to be with you forever." The reason why he had never gotten married was because he had yet to find a suitable partner. Now that such a suitable partner had appeared, of course, he had the idea of getting married.
He asked softly, but to Yu Xuanyan, it sounded like an atomic bomb had been dropped.
" I…" His sincerity caught her off guard and made her even more nervous. She looked at him shyly.
"Hmm?" He lifted her chin. "I was only fooling around with women before. Only with you did I have the thought of being with you. Are you willing?"
His firm attitude moved her, and she nodded. "I promise you."
Not long after returning from the trip, Xing Jin Yuan's body started to show abnormalities. It turned out that before the trip, his stomach had been sick for a long time, but he refused to go to the hospital for treatment. Coincidentally, it acted up at this time. As a result, he could only be sent to the hospital for treatment by the woman he loved.
Xing Jinyuan had been in a bad mood for the past few days, but Yu Xuanyan, who was used to his temper, endured it silently.
Yu Xuanyan's expression was calm as she listened to his complaints.
The days passed. One day, when she went to the hospital to visit Xing Jinyuan, she realized that there was already someone in the ward.
"I really can't stand you! You didn't take good care of your own body, but you had to make a scene until everyone knew.”
A woman's voice came from his ward. Her sweet voice sounded like she was complaining, and it made Yu Xuanyan's heart ache.
Who was the woman in the ward? She stood in front of the ward door, holding the doorknob tightly in her hand, listening carefully to their conversation.
Could she be Xing Jin Yuan's ex-woman? Under such circumstances, it was not impossible. Those women who had pestered him in the past, if they could not bear to part with a good man like Xing Jinyuan, they would definitely come back to find him. This was the plot of a novel she had read before.
Then…it might be!
"Stop complaining!"
Xing Jin's words caused the girl to laugh nonstop.
"Your body is not bad. Then I don't have to worry!”The woman laughed a few times.
Yu Xuanyan, who was heartbroken, turned around and wanted to leave. However, before she left the ward, she accidentally kicked the door and made a loud noise, attracting the attention of the two people in the ward.
"Who's sneaking around outside, afraid to see people?" asked the woman.”She used that sweet voice to speak. Her tone of questioning seemed to be relying on Xing Jinyuan's presence, so she spoke much louder.
Yu Xuanyan felt even sadder after being questioned by that woman.
Tears streamed down her face and she ran out of the ward.
She did not have the courage to face that woman, nor did she have the courage to become her love rival. Because to Xing Jin Yuan, her love was not as important as that woman. She felt inferior as she thought about this. She was just an ordinary woman. How could she compare to the people inside?
" It can't be Xuanyan, right?" Xing Jinyuan couldn't help but worry when she heard the departing footsteps.
After all, she had a similar experience before. She had once argued with him because of Zhen Buddha. However, Yu Xuanyan was brave enough to face it back then. She shouldn't have run away when she heard the woman's voice.
Although he thought so, he couldn't help but worry.
He was afraid that the person who ran away was really Yu Xuanyan…
Xing Huiqin, who was visiting, snorted coldly. "If it's true, go and see for yourself." she said coldly.
This stupid older brother, he couldn't even understand a woman's heart, and he still wanted to marry the person he loved. It was simply a fool's dream. He really angered her to death!
"Then I'd better go and take a look." Xing Jinyuan was worried that the person who had just run away was really Yu Xuanyan.
After all, he did not have the patience to guess who that person was. If he wanted to know the truth, he had to find it himself. He could not expect others to give him an answer.
After Yu Xuanyan left sadly, she did not run around. She returned to the Xing family home and collapsed on the sofa, crying until the ringing of the electric bell outside interrupted her crying.
She wondered curiously who would press the bell. Xing Jinyuan had told her before that everyone in the Xing Family had a key and would never trouble the person inside to open the door. In addition, this villa was a high-class residence located in the suburbs. Ordinary people could not enter.
She was puzzled, but to satisfy her curiosity, she went to open the door.
Could it be the Xing family who forgot to bring their keys? Or was Xing Jin Yuan chasing after them? Impossible. She didn't even say anything. How could he know?
Opening the door, an unexpected person appeared in front of her.
Yu Xuanyan thought that it was the Xing family who did not bring her keys. She did not expect that it would be her brother, Zheng Tongju, who was not related to her by blood. Yu Xuanyan was so frightened that she stumbled and fell to the ground.
Although Yu Xuanyan's surname wasn't Zheng, she had been adopted by the Zheng brothers from the orphanage as their younger sister. Hence, they weren't related by blood.
"Xuanyan, long time no see."
Zheng Tongju looked very haggard, and there were dark circles around his eyes. If it weren't so obvious, Yu Xuanyan might not have noticed it, but the dark circles were too obvious.
She also noticed that Zheng Tongju, who had always been strong, had lost weight. She couldn't help but worry and hurriedly invited him in. However, she did not see the evil smile on his lips, nor did she ask him why he was here.
She was born with a good temper, but she became a little slow after she left her relationship.
" Brother, why are you here?"
Before she could finish her sentence, Zheng Tongju suddenly kissed her on the lips.
Yu Xuanyan was terrified by her brother's " disgraceful " actions. When she met his eyes, she saw the love and anger that she had been suppressing for a long time…
At this moment, she finally understood how Zheng Tongju used to look at her.
She used to feel Zheng Tongju's strange gaze. His attitude had always been different from Brother Ye's. It turned out that he had a love for her that surpassed the love of a brother and sister.
"Let me go!" She bit his mouth so hard that he let go of it in pain. "Brother, why are you doing this to me?”Although she knew that he was showing love in his eyes, she didn't believe it until she heard it from him.
Zheng Tongju wiped away the traces of blood at the corner of his mouth. "Because I like you. When I heard that you were working at the Xing family, I also heard about your employer from my friends. I came here five days ago and saw a note outside the door. I was very angry. A few days ago, when I saw you with a man, my anger rose uncontrollably. Why are you so cruel to abandon me? Don't you know that I've been missing you for more than a month?”
Yu Xuanyan was shocked. She was right. Brother Tongju had feelings for her since the beginning, but she had never wanted to admit it. She really didn't know how to deal with the current situation.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Zheng Tongju continued,""Ye and I adopted you as our sister because you're very attractive to me!”After saying that, he began to cry.
Yu Xuanyan couldn't help but feel her heart ache.
How could he resolve this relationship so that everyone would be happy?#
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