"Xuanyan, leave him quickly. I can give you happiness!”Zheng Tongju didn't understand Yu Xuanyan's meaning, so he continued to ask her to come back.
"I'm sorry, Brother Tong Ju. I don't love you. The person who truly loves you is Brother Ye.”Yu Xuanyan forced herself to say this. Although she had said it before, she could tell from his attitude that words of that level would not make him give up. She had to use stronger words to make him accept this fact. "I like Xing Jin Yuan."
Now that things had come to this, he would not give up until he saw the Yellow River. Then she would make him give up! She boldly cupped Xing Jinyuan's face with both hands and pressed her lips against hers.
When their lips touched, Zheng Tongju, who loved her deeply, felt his heart break.
He couldn't believe that he still couldn't win her heart back after all his efforts.
Her heart seemed to have been torn into pieces and shattered…
He bit his lower lip and did not look at the two of them. At this moment, he had completely given up on her. What shouldn't be his, it would never be his. Now, he finally understood that he couldn't force it.
After Zheng Tongju left, Yu Xuanyan left Xing Jinyuan's lips in embarrassment.
" I'm sorry. If I didn't do this, it would only give Brother Tong Ju hope to pursue me. That's why I used your kiss…" She lowered her head.
Xing Jinyuan was very happy with her audacious behavior. His Little Xuanyan would kiss him on her own accord, and not him kissing her. He wasn't angry at all. Instead, he was extremely happy that she had taken the initiative. Seeing her blushing face, he began to tease the beauty.
"It can't be! If you want to do it again, I won't mind.”Xing Jinyuan stretched out her finger and tapped her blushing cheeks.
She was so cute when she blushed.
He had really found the right partner. She had the weak appearance of a small woman, but deep down, she was a big woman who was brave enough to woo him. Her personality matched him perfectly!
He felt that he liked her even more.
"I don't want to." Yu Xuanyan said angrily.
The two of them looked at each other and smiled, feeling that this moment was really wonderful…
"By the way, why did you come here sick?”Yu Xuanyan, who was worried about his health, said.
Shouldn't he be recuperating in the hospital now? Why was he here? Could it be that he came specially to look for her? However, even if he wanted to look for her, he should at least take a look at his physical condition!
A disobedient patient like him should be taught a lesson! However, when she thought about how she had caused him to be discharged from the hospital to find someone, she could only put the matter aside for the time being.
" Because I was worried about you. Luckily, Huiqin was here…"
"Huiqin? Your sister?" Yu Xuanyan had heard about his family, so she was no stranger to this name.
But didn't he say that Xing Huiqin and her husband were overseas? How did he know what had happened between them? Could Xing Hui Qin be the woman in the ward?
No way!
"I'm afraid you have a misunderstanding about her. Were you the one who eavesdropped on my conversation with her outside the ward?”Xing Jinyuan said boldly. He wasn't afraid that she would glare at him angrily. Anyway, she couldn't hide the fact that she was eavesdropping outside the ward.
" Uh, I'm sorry…" she apologized.
"Why are you apologizing? I'm not blaming you. I just want to explain to you that the woman I was talking to in the ward was my sister.”Xing Jinyuan hurriedly clarified.
As expected, she had misunderstood. No wonder she ran away in such a panic.
" Then it's me…" It was a misunderstanding. Yu Xuanyan wanted to say that, but she couldn't. She was afraid that if she said this, would Xing Jinyuan tell his sister and give Xing Huiqin a bad impression of her? Her inferiority complex was acting up again.
There was nothing she could do. She was used to being bullied. She could be brave in front of love, but in other aspects, she had always been respectful and did not dare to cross the line.
"Don't worry, she won't take offense. Anyway, she's very good to women. You don't have to worry about her being unhappy.”Xing Jin Yuan said.
That stinky little sister was very good to women, but to his brother and man? So fierce! Other than Xing Yinli, her cousin, her attitude towards men was very bad.
It was because she had a very bad first love.
Damn it! He should go find the person who hurt Xing Huiqin and give him a good whipping. Who taught him to be the culprit who made his little sister prejudiced against men!
"Is that so? " But to you…I'm sorry too…" Yu Xuanyan lowered her head. " I shouldn't have doubted your sincerity, and even…" As she spoke, her voice became softer and softer until it was barely audible.
"It doesn't matter to me. At least you care about me, don't you?”Xing Jinyuan was very happy that she was jealous of Xing Huiqin. At least this meant that she had feelings for him, and he did not have to rack his brains to think of how to win her heart. Although he had made a promise that day, he was worried that it was just his wishful thinking and that she would not take him to heart at all.
But from the looks of it, he didn't have to worry.
Because he had her love.
" I…" Yu Xuanyan was so embarrassed that she couldn't speak.
Xing Jinyuan was very happy to see her reaction. She suddenly remembered something very important. If she didn't deal with this matter quickly, she might not be able to achieve it in the future.
"Xuanyan, come with me." If he didn't bring her along now, he wouldn't have the chance!
The two of them drove to a hospital in the suburbs. Xing Jinyuan held Yu Xuanyan's hand tightly as soon as he got out of the car, as if he was afraid that she would slip away from him. He held her hand tightly, and his strength made Yu Xuanyan feel how much he valued her. After what happened to Brother Tong Ju, he cherished her even more.
It didn't feel strange to have her hand held tightly like this. The warmth from his palm touched her, who had never been cared for since she was young. Her eyes were moist and she cried as she walked. However, Xing Jinyuan, who was walking in front of them, did not notice. She only cried silently.
It was a very warm feeling…
Xing Jinyuan brought her to the door of a ward. He stopped in his tracks, and Yu Xuanyan stopped crying and quickly wiped her tears dry.
The patient's name was written on the door. She had never been here before and did not know the people in this ward.
Yu Xuanyan was filled with doubts. She looked at Xing Jinyuan's back and couldn't figure out what he wanted to do.
But at least she knew that he meant no harm.
If he had ill intentions, she would not have stayed by his side for so long and even accepted his proposal.
Perhaps she was too naive, but she was willing to be naive for this kind of trust. She did not feel that there was anything wrong with trusting the person she loved naively. Instead, she felt a sense of peace and warmth.
"How much do you know about your background?”
Before she entered, Xing Jinyuan was unusually concerned about her background.
These days, he had told Yu Xuanyan a huge lie, saying that he wanted to continue recuperating. In fact, that was not the case. Ever since Dan Xueya told him that Yu Xuanyan was an orphan through mind-reading, he had been actively searching for her biological parents. He had been so busy that he had no time to even prepare to marry her. It wasn't until he found out the truth yesterday that the people in this ward could uncover the mystery of her birth that he was able to let go of the worry in his heart.
If it weren't for Dan Xueya's mind-reading ability, Yu Xuanyan wouldn't have mentioned whether she had parents or not. The mysterious Yu Xuanyan always made him feel insecure. After he had investigated everything, he felt slightly more at ease and brought her, who had no idea what was going on, to meet the most important person in her life.
He couldn't blame Yu Xuanyan for not telling him the truth. He believed that she had her own difficulties. She must not want others to pry into her secret. She was afraid that if others found out, she would be laughed at. Therefore, she hid her identity.
Yu Xuanyan looked like a child who had been caught doing something wrong. She looked guilty. "You, you investigated me? Including the fact that I'm an orphan?"
She was very surprised that Xing Jin Yuan had managed to find out about the identity that she had been hiding all this while. However, after thinking about it, since he already knew about her two brothers, it meant that he also knew quite a lot about her. Moreover, she had never mentioned her background, so it was normal for her to investigate.
She didn't know what her background was like. Ever since she could remember, she had been staying in the orphanage and playing with a group of friends who were also orphans. She had no idea about her unknown background, nor did she want to find out. Because, so what if he found it?
Don't be silly. Back then, she was abandoned. How could she have the right to ask the person who abandoned her why? What a joke. She was not like the tragic heroine in a drama who wanted to get to the bottom of her life and try her best to find out the truth.
She didn't care about the past. The most important thing was her present.
One could not go back to the past and live in the past. It did not matter even if she had been abandoned in the past. It was all in the past anyway. Bringing up the past would only increase her worries.
Therefore, she never wanted to ask about her past. She just envied people who had parents and a famous surname, unlike her who didn't even know her real name.
She frowned and tried to break free from his hand, but she couldn't.
"Although you didn't say it, I had doubts about your background before, so I went to investigate some of your matters on my own.”Xing Jinyuan brushed his hair and held Yu Xuanyan's hand tightly. He would not allow her to escape her past.
He felt sorry for her because he had investigated her privacy on his own, but she could not just run away from her identity like this. He knew that if he hadn't investigated out of curiosity, she might never have found out her true identity and allowed him to lie to himself like this for the rest of her life.
"So what? I'm an unwanted child. I don't want to know my background at all.”Yu Xuanyan's expression turned sorrowful.
She also knew that if she wanted to find out, the truth would come out one day, but she lied to herself that she didn't want to know. She wanted to know but didn't want to find out, which put her in a dilemma.
What was the purpose of living for a person like her? Was he deceiving himself?
She was really useless!
"I didn't say that! Calm down! The person inside has a great relationship with you. You must know her existence!”Xing Jinyuan grabbed her shoulders tightly, trying to calm her down. Did she really not want to know about her background? He didn't even want to know who his biological parents were?
"How important is she? Is it worth it for you to bring me here?" Yu Xuanyan smiled sadly and closed her eyes. She didn't want to be like this either. She hated herself for being like this. She only chose to run away and didn't dare to face the truth. However, her actions betrayed her rationality.
How sad and pitiful!
She, who had always been obsessed with pursuing true love, was actually a coward who did not even dare to investigate her own background!
"The person inside is your biological mother.”At this point, he didn't want to hide it anymore. He might as well tell her clearly. Anyway, he was already prepared for her to run away from the truth. However, he would do his best not to let her escape. If she escaped, they might never be able to see each other again.
As expected, Yu Xuanyan struggled to break free from his grip and turned to run.
She never thought that the truth would come out. She thought that her life would always be a mystery, and she would bring this mystery with her until she died.
However, by doing so, she was pushing herself into a hole called 'contradiction', because she wanted to know and escape at the same time. Yu Xuanyan felt conflicted and tears rolled down her face.
"Don't run away." He held her in his arms. "You should accept this fact. You're no different from others. You were born from a mother. You're just a little lonelier than others. It's a rare opportunity for you to know the truth. Don't you want to see your parents at all?”
His words shocked her!
That's right, how could she not want to see her parents? Running away was just her passive and cowardly behavior. She used meaningless reasons to lie to herself that she did not want to know her background. In fact, she really wanted to…
Go and see your parents!
She gritted her teeth and made a big decision. "Alright then! I'm going to see my mother." She didn't want to run away anymore. The truth was right in front of her, and she had to accept it.
"You've finally thought it through. Let's go!" Xing Jinyuan patted her back to cheer her on.
Inside the ward, the windows were bright and clean. Beside the bed, there was a pile of all kinds of equipment. On the bed lay a woman in her forties or fifties. Her hands were exposed from the white quilt. Her wrinkled skin made people reluctant to look at her. There were needles of various sizes inserted into the back of her hands.
Yu Xuanyan, who had never seen so many needle holes before, was shocked by the shocking scene. She looked at the pile of equipment and the transmission tubes that allowed the nutrients and medicine needed by the patient to be guided into the back of the patient's hand through the transmission tubes.
Was this her mother?
"She has an incurable disease. The doctor said that she would pass away this year because her illness has reached the end stage. She can only rely on equipment to help her extend her life.”Xing Jinyuan walked closer to the bed and reached out to caress the back of the patient's hand where the transmission tube was inserted. He carefully avoided the needle to prevent the patient from suffering from the pain.
Sick? When did this happen? Had it reached the point where it was incurable?
She had been living a healthy life, but her mother…
As she thought about it, her tears that had dried up with great difficulty flowed down again, and her cries gradually became louder.
When the patient on the bed heard the crying, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at Yu Xuanyan, who was crying. Suddenly, the patient raised his hand and pointed at Yu Xuanyan with difficulty. Her mouth, which was covered with a breathing mask, seemed to be about to say something.
Seeing this, Xing Jinyuan quickly reminded Yu Xuanyan, who was crying. "Xuanyan, look! Your mother is looking at you…"
This is my daughter. Although she looks different from the way I see her, her face is the person I miss every night. Fu Gao Meiya reached out her hand and thought about the time when she gave birth to Yu Xuanyan.
"Mom, do you know me? I didn't know at first, but it was because Jinyuan…told me that I was able to see you. I'm sorry for not taking care of you when you were in the most pain.”Yu Xuanyan blamed herself in pain. She didn't care why she was left in the orphanage back then. Instead, she looked at the tall and beautiful woman now and felt a pain of " a child who wanted to raise but his parents didn't wait for him."
Fu Gao Meiya touched her cheek that was leaning towards her. Her soft skin reminded her of when she was young. She had a lot of apologies to say to her, but with her current appearance, not to mention talking, even whether she could survive was still a problem.
However, as long as she could see her abandoned daughter in her lifetime, she would die without regrets.
Realizing that the device was not working normally, Xing Jin Yuan understood that Fu Gao Meiya's body had reached its limit and could not take it anymore. Perhaps she had been holding on until now because she wanted to see her biological daughter.
Beep beep beep! The sound of the instrument indicated that the person on the hospital bed did not have much time left, but the mother and daughter still had a lot to say…
"I'm sorry, Mom. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Xing Jinyuan. I want to ask you to marry Xuanyan to me. Are you willing? Although I used to be a playboy and a terrible person, I really love Xuanyan. Can you entrust your daughter to me?”Xing Jinyuan knew how to make good use of his time. He knew that Fu Meiya did not have much time left. As a mother, she must be worried about her daughter after she died. Therefore, he wanted to properly deal with her worries.
Furugo Meiya was shocked at first, but then she nodded. She believed that this man would definitely be able to bring her daughter happiness. This was because he had been visiting her in the ward repeatedly and was respectful and polite to her. She believed that such a polite person would definitely be able to give her daughter a happy family.
That was great. This way, she would have nothing to worry about. Gao Fu closed her eyes in peace and said goodbye to the world forever.
The device beeped.
Yu Xuanyan knew what he meant. After losing her mother, she couldn't help but cry…
Yu Xuanyan's mood was unstable after her mother's death. Her stomach was churning, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't speak. She kept vomiting.
She was already prepared for the worst because she had a stomach sore since she was young. Her stomach was unstable, and she had been working too hard and eating irregularly. Finally, after her mother passed away, it acted up again because of her sadness.
She stroked her aching stomach and thought about how long it had been since she had been sick.
About five years! It was really funny. If it wasn't for Brother Tongju's coercion five years ago, she would have already acted up when she was still studying. How could she still be in love with Xing Jinyuan and only act up now? Speaking of which, she really had to thank Brother Tong Ju, but it was her fault for tormenting her body like this.
"Xuanyan, what's wrong with your body?”Xing Jinyuan, who accompanied her to send her mother off, asked. He saw her caressing her body in pain. As someone who loved his lover dearly, he would not allow his beloved woman to suffer any pain. Even if it was just a small cold, he would not allow it!
He sincerely hoped that the woman he loved could live happily and healthily, not like him, a man with permanent scars...
It was so ugly.
"I'm fine. My stomach just hurts." Yu Xuanyan forced a smile and said nothing to Xing Jinyuan. However, her stomach started hurting again, and it was so painful that it was about to kill her. However, she tried her best to endure it because she did not want him to worry.
"Is that so? Don't force yourself." Xing Jinyuan looked at her lovingly. He was really afraid that if anything happened to her and she fell in front of him, he would regret that he had neglected her body and curse himself for the rest of his life.
Just as he was thinking this, Yu Xuanyan, who could not hold on any longer, collapsed in front of him…#Insight Review Passed: Daguan Time:1024201810:30AM
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