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43 afraid of losing you

Wu Ling

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He handed Zuo Zhuliu a cup of her favorite black tea. He was worried about Zuo Zhuliu, who had just recovered from the shock." Are you feeling better?"”Considering the weather outside, he decided to give her a cup of hot black tea.

" I'm actually scared again…" Zuo Zhuliu took the cup and took a sip. He felt an infinite warmth flowing through his heart. Her eyes reddened and tears almost flooded again. He was still so good. No matter how she treated him, he could always give her warmth.

Just like when they were dating, his tolerance and patience always made her feel that she had met a good man. She even thought that if she married him, would he still treat her like this? She thought of all kinds of possibilities in her heart, but in the end, she was ruined by the fact that he was two-timing.

However, they had been separated for so long. Shouldn't they be as unfamiliar as strangers? Why did he pull her into his arms without saying anything when he saw that she was afraid of the dark? This didn't seem like something a stranger would do.

What was he thinking? That hug made her face her feelings for him. It turned out that she had never forgotten him. She had never forgotten him. She was even happy that he took the initiative to embrace her! She hadn't forgotten. She never had.

Zuo Zhuliu felt extremely embarrassed!

Her cold and flawless mask was completely ruined.

She lowered her head and did not look at him.

"It's okay. It's not a bad thing to be afraid of something!”Yu Kai stroked her hair and gave her a shot in the arm. "I was once afraid…"

Yu Kai was afraid that after losing her, he did not know what his life would become. Although it came true in the end, he also understood that he loved her to death!

Ha! There were good and bad things. This breakup had a price to pay.

Her existence was so unique that no one could replace her.

"What are you afraid of?" She was very curious. What would a man like him be afraid of? A man shouldn't be afraid, right?

At least in her opinion, that was the case.

" Afraid of losing you. Do you believe me?" The words that he had buried deep in his heart, after so many years of breaking up, he actually blurted them out without even thinking. It was really unbelievable.

All these years, hadn't her departure become a habit?

It seemed that his heart was no longer as muddled as it was then.

However, he attributed it to Zuo Zhuliu.

Because of her, he could mature.

"You…but I've already left you.”Zuo Zhuliu didn't expect that he would get an answer that was related to him. He shouldn't be afraid, because he was the one who was two-timing at that time. Why would he be afraid? Why?

This was beyond her expectations.

"Yes, the past few years were worse than death, but it got much better later. That's why I can come to see you like this.”Not only had his heart changed, but his abilities had also improved.

He was no longer a man who relied on his family to survive. He had enough ability to survive and could give happiness to any woman!

He was confident even if it was Zuo Zhuliu.

However, it depended on whether she was willing or not.

"Did I contribute?" Zuo Zhuliu asked. She didn't know that her influence was so shocking.

Yu Kai knew that he couldn't miss out on Zuo Zhuliu in this life. He wanted to be with her forever, not just for a short time.

Even Zuo Zhuliu probably didn't think of this, right?

"Yes, and I'm very sure that you contributed the most!”Yu Kai replied with a smile," At that time, I finally realized how weak and unbearable I was. After that, I decided to become a strong person and wanted to marry you. Are you willing to give me a chance?" he said honestly.

He did have the idea of marrying her, and he really wanted to realize that dream!

Zuo Zhuliu looked at him in shock, as if he couldn't believe that he would say that. Weren't they in the past? Why did he…the waves in her heart that had calmed down with great difficulty, rise again because of his words?

Should she give him a chance to redeem himself?

It would be a lie to say that she had no feelings for him. She used to love him so much, and even after that, she still had that feeling. It became an unforgettable memory in her heart, and it was also the culprit that caused her to become heartless. However, after hearing what he said, a trace of hope rose in her heart that was once scarred by love.

Since he had already said that, it would not be good to keep pushing him away, so she gave him a chance.

"Alright then! However, there are conditions. If you can make me want to marry you while I'm here, then I'll let you have your way.”Zuo Zhuliu gave him the bait but did not agree to date him directly because that was impossible. She had long made up her mind not to date anyone else. The only chance for him to get close to her and steal her heart was this one time!

It was neither a relationship nor a farewell, but a way to get closer to marriage.

"Are you willing to let me do this?"

"I'll have to rely on you." Zuo Zhuliu was deliberately mystifying.

Perhaps this…was the best!

On the second day after Zuo Zhuliu agreed to Yu Kai's request, Yu Kai filled her room with all kinds of flowers. Zuo Zhuliu almost fell to the ground after taking a shower!

Heavens! She had only promised to give him a chance to win her heart, but that was not the case!

A large dark hand grabbed her waist in time to prevent her from falling to the ground. She looked like the ugliest beauty in the world.

"Be careful, don't fall." He said with a helpless smile.

Yu Kai's deep and attractive voice reached Zuo Zhuliu's ears, causing her ears to turn red.

"Let me go." She pretended to be calm and pushed him away. She stood up straight, like a child who was frozen in fear.

Zuo Zhuliu's actions made Yu Kai laugh. He looked at his old lover who had finally returned to his side, and all his feelings surfaced in his heart.

"You don't have to be so nervous."

"That's right! To a hungry wolf, an ugly ice woman like me doesn't need to stiffen my body.”She glared at him and said self-deprecatingly.

She wanted to let him know that she was already angry.

"How are you ugly? I can't tell? " Hmm…" He stared at her huge breasts in front of her." What did you eat?" Her figure is perfect!" She had everything that she should have, and she didn't have anything that she shouldn't have. What right did she have to say that she was an icy ugly woman? It didn't look like it at all!

"I'm scolding you. Please get out! A gentleman would not behave like this. Look at a woman who had just come out of the shower!”England was a country that valued equality between men and women. His behavior had already violated the privacy and dignity of the woman, and it was quite disrespectful.

Although she could not be a princess, she had royal blood. How could he look at her body like that? She only had a towel wrapped around her body. Other than that, she was almost naked. Being stared at by him like that made her want to find a hole to hide herself.

He really had no face to meet people!

"You are very beautiful. After you put on your clothes, come to the garden.”Yu Kai held her right hand in a gentlemanly manner and kissed her gently, showing the behavior of a gentleman. Then, he left the room confidently.

Zuo Zhuliu was stunned for a moment, then he thought of his behavior and couldn't help but shout--

"Yu Kai, you fake gentleman! You actually looked at my body and shamelessly kissed me. You're too disrespectful!”

Zuo Zhuliu angrily changed his clothes and went to the garden according to what he said. She wore light clothes and walked to Yu Kai who was watering the flowers and squatting on the ground like an old man. She had the thought of playing a prank and pushed him.

"Ah!" Yu Kai lost his balance, and his face fell onto the soil in the flower garden. His feet kept swinging outside, and he looked like he was laughing.

He used all his strength to let his face see the light of day again.

"Hahaha! It's so funny!" Zuo Zhuliu burst into laughter, finding it quite interesting to tease people.

"Serves you right. Who taught you to see me when I came out of the bath just now? This is your punishment!”She pointed at Yu Kai unceremoniously. Her actions were not allowed in the strict English upbringing.

That was a disrespectful act that insulted the other party's self-esteem!

"Oh…that's enough!" He patted the dirt off his face, but it was still not completely clean. Yu Kai's handsome face showed a hilarious smile.

"I called you here to show you something.”Yu Kai knew how ugly he looked, and he was too embarrassed to say anything more.

He only hoped that her unladylike smile would stop.

"What?" Zuo Zhuliu looked at him in confusion. Did he have something to show her? What could it be?

"Something you should be thinking of.”Yu Kai said happily," I want to show you how the purple roses bloom.”It should be the blooming season now. The blooming season of purple roses was not short, but it was not long either. It often took a lot of time to cultivate.

"Why do you want to see the Purple Rose?"

"I think purple roses are very suitable for you.”It was arrogant, sometimes cold, and also had the passion of a red rose, which was very similar to Zuo Zhuliu's personality.

"How?" Wasn't the meaning of roses passionate? She didn't look like him at all.

"Come with me first." Yukayla took her hand and walked towards the garden where the purple roses were planted.

Purple roses were an uncommon species. Recently, with the help of human technology, purple roses had been bred in large numbers, but the species were not pure. Most of them were mixed with many other species, causing the purple roses to begin to show inferior species.

It was not easy to find a native purple rose now!

However, those kinds of things were not qualified to enter Yu Kai's garden. Yu Kai was a strict person. Even if it was about the variety of flowers, he would pay attention to it. He would never have those kinds of low-quality things.

It was because of his attitude that the flowers in his garden had the purest variety, and there was almost no flaw.

Yu Kai brought her to the garden of purple roses and introduced them excitedly." These are the original purple roses that I bought a few years ago. They were already blooming when you came. How about it?" Isn't she beautiful?" He wanted to hug Zuo Zhuliu when he was focusing on the purple rose.

However, she had discovered his intentions one step ahead of time. She pulled away from him and looked at the flowers in peace.

Humph! The two of them weren't very close, so why did he hug her for no reason? She looked at the flowers and could not help but mutter in her heart.

If it was that day when she was so frightened that he took advantage of her, it would be fine. Why did he want to hug her even when she was sober now?

There was something wrong with him!

"Not bad." Looking at the delicate and beautiful roses, Zuo Zhuliu's bad mood was swept away. "Unfortunately, I'll thank you soon.”Although the flowers were beautiful, they could only have a short life. When their life ended, they would also wither.

No matter how beautiful something was, it would eventually die and disappear.

It was the same for her. Her baby face would grow old with age one day, and in the end, she would be no different from an ordinary old woman.

Beauty was short-lived, so humans would usually try their best to preserve that beauty when they were at their most beautiful.

"Why do you think so sadly?" Yu Kai came over. This time, he quickly put his arm around her shoulders so that she could not escape from his embrace. She could only obediently let him hug her.

"Just be casual." He said optimistically.

Zuo Zhuliu wanted to beat him up when he heard what he said.

She thought so seriously.

"What about me? One day, I will grow old. Do you still want me then?”She asked a question that could only be said by a couple in love. It was as if she was asking," You will love me forever."

He really didn't expect that the heartless Zuo Zhuliu would ask such a question.

In fact, she just wanted to know how deep Yu Kai's love for her was. This was a question that every woman would ask.

He kissed her nose lightly." Whether or not it will be up to me in the future. I can't give you a definite answer now. Who knows if it will change in the future?”He didn't dare to make a vow like a couple in love and say that he would love them for the rest of his life. It was simply bullsh * t! There was no evidence for the future, so why should he find a lie to comfort the woman now?

If they agreed so easily, it would be the most laughable thing in the world if they could not do it in the future, and then they would sigh about their incompatible personalities and resent the sweet words they said at that time!

He did not dare to make any promises.

"That's right…no one can guarantee the future!”Zuo Zhuliu smiled in relief. She felt that this answer was very suitable for her requirements. Since he couldn't predict the future, he couldn't give random guarantees in case the future changed.

As expected, he had matured and had his own thoughts. He was no longer that eighteen-year-old boy…

"Right? So don't think too much about it." Yu Kai chuckled.

"None of your business!" She retorted," Can you let go of me now?”Zuo Zhuliu always thought that she was not used to being held in his arms, but it was undeniable that she used to like his behavior.

Had they not been together for too long? She only wanted to break free from him!

Perhaps her body wasn't used to it!

"You're shy? I remember that you weren't like this in the past!”Yu Kai suddenly felt that Zuo Zhuliu in his arms was no longer the woman who loved to stick to him and wanted to be with him all day long. He didn't expect that she had changed so much after she left him for so long.

Although he was used to her coldness now, the feeling of being rejected by her was really uncomfortable.

No one could stand being rejected by the person they loved!

"Who would? I'm just not used to it. Let go of me!" She struggled to get out of his embrace, wanting to catch her breath five meters away from him, because he was hugging her too tightly, almost making her unable to breathe!

Now, she had nothing else to ask for. She only hoped that he would let go of her.

If this continued, she really wouldn't be able to take it.

"You're so cold." He let go of her.

"I'm sorry, but that's just how I am." She replied, unwilling to be outdone.

She just wanted to leave his embrace. It wasn't a life and death separation, nor was it a breakup. Why was he talking about the changes she had made over the years in front of her?

She had heard these words many times and was already used to it.

"Forget it, now is not the time to quarrel about this kind of thing. Let's go out on a date tomorrow!”Yu Kai had forgotten that Zuo Zhuliu was so angry that he almost wanted to leave. Instead of asking for her permission, he decided for her to go on a date tomorrow.

"Don't help me make a random decision. I didn't agree.”Zuo Zhuliu thought that Yu Kai was really asking for a beating. He really wanted to teach him a lesson.

Yu Kai was simply a domineering man!

Why did she decide to go on a date with him? She didn't even ask. He wanted it, but she just wouldn't let him have it.

This man had been going overboard recently. Ever since she gave him a chance to win her heart back, he first saw her naked after she came out of the bath. Then, he hugged her tightly without any explanation. Then, he decided her schedule for tomorrow without her permission.

That damned guy! Didn't he know the word 'respect'?

God damn it!

"Then I'll invite you now, okay?”Yu Kai said indifferently.

"I don't want it." Humph! There was no sincerity in his words at all.

"Please, Miss…"

Yu Kai would do anything to achieve his goal. He knelt down, just like the man who proposed to the female lead.

"Hmm…alright!" She didn't want to make things difficult for him. Zuo Zhuliu saw that the time was right and let him go. If there was a next time…hmph!

"Then where are we going tomorrow?" Yu Kai quickly got up and asked.

"I've been to all the places in England, big and small. There doesn't seem to be anything that interests me.”Zuo Zhuliu glanced at him. She had been to all the more famous places in England, but it didn't seem to be anything fun. She shook her head, indicating that she would leave the troublesome matter of deciding the location to him.

They had already played it all, what else was there to play?

"Is that so? Then tomorrow, we'll just walk around the streets of London, okay?”Since she had already played it all, there was nothing fun about it. It did not seem fun to go to the same place again, but he did want to go to the streets of London for afternoon tea or coffee.

Well, this was a good decision. Yu Kai felt that the more ordinary the date, the more interesting it was. There might be unexpected gains!

That was what he thought.

"If you want it, then this is it!" Zuo Zhuliu agreed.

She couldn't think of where to go anyway.

Isn't it better to let him decide?#

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