Zhan Wufei had never known what it felt like to wake up in pain. Today, he had personally experienced what it meant to be in so much pain that it was worse than death.
Feeling someone flip him, he slowly opened his eyes and saw a face staring at him worriedly.
He didn't need to recall, he could clearly remember what had just happened.
His bound hands had been released. Because his wrists were protected by a few layers of soft handkerchief, other than a circle of inconspicuous red binding marks, the rough scout rope did not leave any other marks on his hands.
Although he was in so much pain that he couldn't move, he could clearly feel that his entire body was as clean as if it had been washed. He had also changed into his pajamas, and even the bedsheets had been changed. The entire room, including himself, was as if nothing had happened.
The faint smell of medicine stimulated his sense of smell. He noticed that there was a white first aid kit on the desk. Was that the smell mixed in with the fragrant clothes?
The fluorescent lights on the ceiling were still as bright as before. Even if he still wanted to deny what he had experienced, Tong Luohua, who had covered him with the blanket and knelt by the bed, looking at him with a tearful expression, would most likely not let him have his way.
Speaking of which, how did he know where to keep the replacement bedsheets at home? Even as a member of the family, he didn't know why he could find it so easily.
He looked at Tong Luohua, who was kneeling by the bed, with a puzzled expression. However, that self-reproaching and ashamed expression did not make him feel better.
Being betrayed by his most trusted and closest friend in such a way, Zhan Wufei couldn't even muster up any energy to get angry. He really didn't know why Tong Luohua still had the face to stay in his room so openly.
No one would ever dream that a friend who spent more than half of his twenty-four hours a day with him would look at him with such an unbelievable gaze!
They had grown up together and were more intimate friends than anyone else!
He didn't want to see that regretful face again. He closed his eyes tiredly and meditated. It was annoying to even make a sound.
After the cleaning was complete, Tong Luohua, who was standing guard at the side, knew that Zhan Wufei had long since woken up. However, his entire body was emitting an aura that kept people away. It was obvious that he wanted him to leave as soon as possible.
Anyone would have the same reaction if they were suddenly violated by the person they trusted the most!
Tong Luohua also knew that she was in the wrong, but it was easy for people to lose their rationality in the heat of the moment, especially when that person had already endured for so many years.
" I'm sorry…Wufei…" He muttered as he stared at Zhan Wufei, who was so annoyed that he even closed his eyes.
Do you think a mere apology can make up for the pain I've suffered?
The shock of being betrayed, the humiliation, and the unwillingness to do whatever he wanted were all striking at Zhan Wufei's self-esteem. He pulled the blanket over his head, not wanting to hear or see his repentance.
"Wufei…"
The figure that was tightly covered by the blanket seemed to have hardened his heart and did not respond to the repeated calls. However, Tong Luohua did not care that she seemed to be facing a wall. She still planned to confess to him, which he had been dreaming of for a few years. Although the process before and after was a little wrong, the timing did not seem to be suitable.
"I like you, I like you so much. I've been chasing you since a long time ago.”He knelt on the floor with his arms crossed and his back slightly bent as he leaned against the edge of the bed. His chin rested on his crossed arms." I've had this awareness since elementary school, so even if you went to the neighboring district to attend a school with a basketball team in junior high, I still went after you, didn't I? It's the same now. The reason I entered this high school is because you're here…"
The questions that Zhan Wufei had been unable to figure out all this while were finally answered.
When he was about to enter junior high school, there was no basketball team in the school district. After discussing with his parents and obtaining their approval, he crossed the district to study in another school with a super strong team. Then, in the autumn of his second year, he unexpectedly saw Tong Luohua at the entrance ceremony.
In order to attend this school, he had to get up an hour earlier every day to catch the bus. The traffic was so inconvenient, so when he saw Tong Luohua also attend this school, he naturally didn't understand why and asked. At that time, the answer he got was " Because you're here." It was the same in high school. He thought he would go to another school that was more in line with his aspirations. Therefore, when he saw him again in high school, doubts naturally arose, but because the answer he received still sounded like a joke, he never took his words seriously.
He had always treated that answer as a routine joke, but now that he thought about it, it was indeed coincidental with Tong Luohua's strange actions.
Because you are here.
Did he always say this sincerely?
"I will chase you for the rest of my life, Wu Fei.”She didn't know that Zhan Wufei was reminiscing about a long series of events in his heart. Tong Luohua continued his confession with a sorrowful expression."Whether you like it or not, I'll keep chasing you. Whether it's university or society, or even if you study abroad, I'll chase you!”
The strange confession was actually carried out after they had already taken action. It seemed that it would not be possible to obtain the understanding of the "victim" in two or three days.
"I've been holding it in for a long time.”He leaned on the edge of the bed and said to Zhan Wufei, who was covering his face with a blanket,""I was afraid that you would find out about my feelings and hate me, so I didn't have any other hope. I just hoped that I could stay by your side. But, Wu Fei, do you know? Hiding my feelings…is really a very painful thing, especially when I have to stay by your side and watch girls confess to you openly. Can you understand how jealous I am and how much I hate them? " I love you. I've liked you for so long, but I can't do anything other than stay by your side silently…" As if he was overcome by sadness, his words gradually weakened.
After listening to this long confession, Zhan Wufei suddenly realized that he was secretly angry. He lifted the thick blanket and shouted with a scowl,
"Since you've already endured for so long, why don't you continue to endure?”
That's right! If he could continue to endure, he would not have suffered such painful treatment, nor would he have felt betrayed. He would not have to worry about losing his best friend!
The more he thought about it, the angrier he became. He couldn't help but grit his teeth and glare at Tong Luohua, who was staring at him with a helpless and sad gaze.
" Wufei..." Yes, he could endure for so long. Why would he give up at this critical moment? But…" Because you abandoned me for that woman…"
Her words made her feel sad. As soon as Tong Luohua explained, her haggard but still unbelievably beautiful face showed a hint of sorrow.
For some reason, this expression made Zhan Wufei's heart tighten.
"When did I say such a thing?”He didn't know why his heart palpitated, but the confusion made him anxious and unknowingly deepened the growth of the flames of anger.
"Yes!" He raised his head as if he had been wronged." Didn't you want me to find a girl to date because you think I'm disturbing your relationship?”
What? He didn't want him to get a girlfriend for such a stupid reason!
"Please! Can you not comment on other people's words?”Zhan Wufei flew into a rage and jumped up from the bed, glaring at Tong Luohua with fiery eyes.
"Isn't it?"
"If that's the case, then there's a ghost!"
"Then…why did you suddenly ask me to leave?”Her beautiful eyes were filled with tears.
"Who wants you to leave? I want you to get a girlfriend! Even an idiot knew that the meaning of these two was completely different! How did your ears grow? Where did you hear other people's words?”
Tong Luohua, who had been very confident earlier, was now like a lonely baby. She stared at the furious Zhan Wufei with a pair of innocent eyes that didn't know what to do.
Zhan Wufei, who was originally fuming with anger, saw his pitiful appearance, and the temperature of his Raging Flames that could melt iron instantly decreased.
" I want you to get a girlfriend…" He sighed." It's because a third-year classmate reminded me that you might lose your own space because of me, so…"
At that time, he was 100% sure that his actions were for Tong Luohua's sake, but he didn't expect that the outcome of his good intentions would be…”
"Yes, she came to me and said that I was the one who held you back because you felt responsible for me and wanted to take good care of me. That's why you never had the chance to get a girlfriend.”
"But I volunteered…"
"How would I know?" Zhan Wufei interrupted him angrily.
If he had known what kind of intentions he had for him, he would not have wasted his time on him!
In the end, the cause of everything was that ignorant and self-conceited senior sister, causing Tong Luohua to misunderstand Zhan Wufei's kindness. The desire that she had been suppressing with reason all this while exploded under the stimulation of grief and indignation, and she did something irreparable to Zhan Wufei, whom she loved the most.
From the looks of it, his jealousy was simply out of thin air. It actually caused him to do such a stupid thing that could not be stopped! It was just a wrong understanding of one sentence, but it had instantly messed up his rationality and caused him to do such an unforgivable action.
" I'm sorry, Wufei, I…" Tong Luohua immediately realized how ridiculous her mistake was. It wouldn't have mattered if it was just a thought, but he actually took advantage of the situation…
How could he be so stupid?
Tong Luohua's self-reproachful and desperate apology caused Zhan Wufei's already extinguished anger to rise again.
This guy was just acting recklessly because of a misunderstanding?
"What's the use of apologizing? " It's all your fault…" It was difficult for the victim to say the next words. After roaring to his heart's content, he simply shut his mouth.
Thinking that everything was her fault, Tong Luohua couldn't help but feel extremely regretful. She raised her head and stared at Zhan Wufei, begging for forgiveness as she hugged her head and cried.
Hmph, you want to use your tears to attack? Do you think you can appease my anger by doing this?
However, when he saw him crying like a pear blossom in the rain, the anger in his heart actually disappeared without him realizing it. Beautiful people really had an advantage. At this moment, when he should have vented all his anger and grievances on him, his anger was instantly thrown out of the clouds because of his pitiful appearance.
Did he lose his mind because of this misunderstanding and do such a thing to her? He…had been looking at her with that kind of gaze?
When he thought of the erotic scene that happened in the room half an hour ago, Zhan Wufei's face instantly turned as red as a ripe crab.
For a moment, Zhan Wufei could not tell whether he was embarrassed or angry. His flushed face and chaotic thoughts confused his ability to think.
"Let's go out!" A completely different emotion from the previous moment dominated him. He suddenly let out a low cry.
"Wufei?" Tong Luohua, who didn't understand the struggle in his heart, raised her head and called out in confusion.
"Get out!"
"Wufei?"
"I told you to get out! I want to be alone. Don't you understand?”Zhan Wufei was caught off guard and hid back in the quilt, the hidden place where Tong Luohua wouldn't be able to detect his emotions.
Was he unwilling to forgive her?
Tong Luohua bitterly laughed at herself as she stared at the blanket that had been pulled up high. Actually, as long as she thought about his experience, it was only natural that he would react like this!
Once again, the two of them had different explanations for the same sentence.
Zhan Wufei didn't know what he was more angry about. Was it the pain of being violated, or was it the pleasure he felt in that situation?
After carefully thinking about the entire matter, Zhan Wufei realized that even if he was treated like that, he couldn't hate Tong Luohua, who was the closest to him.
However, what she meant by not hating him was, could he not care about what he had done to her?
No matter how he thought about it, this was impossible!
Firstly, he had yet to wake up from the shock of this matter. For a moment, he even suspected that the person in front of him was the Tong Luohua he knew. Such an unfamiliar attitude and gaze made him understand that there was another side to him even if he didn't want to.
Moreover, this was the last thing he wanted to admit, but it was the absolute truth.
He was obviously the one who was violated, but he felt cherished. In the process, he even had the best pleasure of his life.
However, in his eyes, Tong Luohua was still his best childhood sweetheart! But most playmates of the same age wouldn't do such a thing!
Wu…What should he do?
Early Monday morning, Zhan Wufei went to school as usual.
However, he made a different decision today. He didn't plan to pick him up at Tong Luohua's house because he didn't know what to say to him. He was even more worried that he would punch him out of anger.
Even though Tong Luohua wasn't weak, he knew that his strength was much greater than boys of the same age. Thus, if his self-control collapsed, he didn't know how he would hurt Tong Luohua.
However, his painstaking efforts were in vain the moment he left the house.
Tong Luohua, who should have been waiting for him to fetch him, stood at the entrance of the Zhan Family. Her nervous expression was displayed on her stiff body.
"Good morning, Wufei." Seeing Zhan Wufei walk out of the door, he spoke hesitantly.
Sweeping a glance at him, Zhan Wufei was shocked to find that his face had actually turned red.
The pink lips that had greeted him in the morning, the tender kiss that had kissed him…Wahhh! What was he thinking!
The shame made him feel ashamed of the world, and he couldn't face Tong Luohua, who was staring at him with a longing expression. He simply turned his head away and treated him as an invisible person, planning to avoid seeing him.
Zhan Wufei turned a blind eye and left quickly, making Tong Luohua believe that she was truly unforgivable. The pain of grief clouded his eyes, but he had already made up his mind. No matter how much Zhan Wufei hated him, no matter how much he hated him, he would still chase after him and stay by his side, just like in the past.
Pulling himself together, he picked up his pace and ran up to Zhan Wufei, who did not even look at him.
After the after-school activities ended, Zhan Wufei went through his personal training as usual. The only difference from before was that Tong Luohua, who would usually accompany him during his training, was sitting quietly at the side today, silently watching Zhan Wufei running around the basketball court.
The reason was very simple. Zhan Wufei didn't even say a word to him, so he could only wait silently at the side. In any case, this could be considered as accompanying him.
The feeling of being completely ignored was indeed very uncomfortable. Tong Luohua, who was silently following behind Zhan Wufei towards the school gate, couldn't help but feel sad. Wufei had always talked and laughed with him. Even when they quarreled, he had never completely ignored him.
His heart ached, but the person who destroyed this friendship was himself!
On the right side of the school gate, Tong Luohua realized that the person who had disturbed her and Zhan Wufei's private time for the past week was standing there again.
Wu Fei…did he really like that woman?
Tong Luohua had the urge to push her to the middle of the highway when she saw her walk confidently beside Zhan Wufei while she could only follow behind him silently.
Along the way, only Yin Yurou was in high spirits. Her endless chatter was occasionally mixed with Zhan Wufei's brief answers. Other than that, there was only silence.
The atmosphere between Zhan Wufei and Tong Luohua was different. Yin Yurou didn't need to be observant to sense that something serious must have happened between the two of them over the weekend.
This was a good opportunity! She thought about it, but when she saw Zhan Wufei's listless reply, she realized that his mind was not on the topic.
When she arrived at Zhan Wufei's house, she smiled and said,""Can I study with you today?”
She smiled faintly, waiting for his answer like last week, but…”
"Eh?" The unexpected answer stunned her.
"Not just today, but tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, and even in the future.”
"You mean, you think that studying with me will disturb you?”
"Yes."
She nodded without thinking. His straightforwardness made her feel sad, but she also knew that she was respected.
"Also, I don't think you should wait for me at the school gate anymore.”
"Why? Aren't we dating? We have to find a chance to meet…"
"I'm not ready to date anyone yet.”Zhan Wufei interrupted her." It was my fault for agreeing to date you so rashly.”
Yin Yourou stopped talking and was surprised that she wasn't surprised.
From the start, she knew that he had no choice but to let her get close to him, but it didn't matter. She was confident that she had the patience to wait for him to change his mind. However, after getting close to him, she gradually realized that things weren't as simple as she thought, because Tong Luohua was always by his side.
At first, she thought that this young man who was even more beautiful than a girl was just a follower. However, after spending time with the two of them, she slowly realized that this was not the case.
This had nothing to do with gender. Anyone who truly admired Zhan Wufei could clearly feel the role Tong Luohua played by his side.
"Is…is it because of Tong Luohua?”She was too lazy to even ask why, and went straight to the heart of the matter to get the reason why she was disqualified.
Zhan Wufei, who hadn't expected her to ask such a question, was stunned for a moment. From the corner of his eye, he saw Tong Luohua anxiously waiting for his answer. His body tensed up and he stubbornly shook his head in denial.
"It has nothing to do with him. It's purely because I wasn't prepared for this.”
"Then…does that mean we don't want to see each other anymore?”
"If we're friends…it's okay.”
She paused for a second, then smiled faintly." I never thought so before, but now I think you're very cruel.
Zhan Wufei, I truly like you, but you're using this method to escape.”
He never thought that an excuse that was convenient for him would hurt him so much. Zhan Wufei suddenly felt that he was really as cold-blooded as she said. He treated Luo Hua the same way. He had never noticed that the figure who had been chasing after him without any regrets had such deep feelings.
"I'm sorry." He involuntarily lowered his gaze.
With his apology, Yin Yourou clearly understood that she wouldn't have a second chance. She gave him a helpless, bitter smile and glared at Tong Luohua before leaving.
" Wufei…" Taking a step forward, Tong Luohua didn't know if this situation meant that he still had a glimmer of hope. Wu Fei understood and ended things with that woman.
What greeted her eyes was that thin pink lips again.
Zhan Wufei watched as Tong Luohua took a step closer to him and retreated without hesitation. His actions immediately triggered a chain reaction from Tong Luohua. After a miserable smile, he stopped moving forward and stood straight on the spot.
His pained expression made Zhan Wufei feel like a bad person.
Didn't he already decide to look at that matter in a different way?
However, it was not as easy as he imagined, especially when he could not help but stare at the lips that had once wantonly wandered on his body. This made him even more confused about what he wanted or did not want.
She turned around and ran back to her own home. The door slammed shut behind her with a loud bang.
He ran up to his room on the second floor and peeked out through the gap in the curtains. He saw Tong Luohua raising her head like a sunflower, staring straight in his direction.
What should she do to be better for herself and him?
As he dribbled the ball and practiced his escape, Zhan Wufei moved from the sidelines of the court to the basket on the other side of the court for a layup. He watched the basketball draw a beautiful arc in the air before it was thrown into the basket. However, he kept thinking about this problem that had been bothering him for days.
This was the fifth day. Ever since he had adopted the policy of ignoring Tong Luohua, the latter still reported to his house and gym on time every day. She was not disheartened by his indifference at all.
Just ignore him and pretend he didn't exist.
Zhan Wufei tried to convince himself. Even though he had decided a few days ago that he would directly reply to Tong Luohua's feelings for him, every time that pair of black eyes that had seen the most hidden parts of his body stared at him, his heart would beat faster as if it had run a hundred meters. Even if he wanted to have a good talk with him, he would be overly nervous because of the inexplicable palpitations. He would never be able to say a complete sentence.
He had to try not to care about the gaze that was glued to him, and he had to accurately throw the ball into the basket. His mind was full of distracting trivia.
He was absent-mindedly practicing his layup and didn't notice a ball that had been thrown in earlier. He accidentally tripped and although he didn't fall on his back, he fell quite badly.
"Five Flies!"
Tong Luohua, who was quietly watching him practice, naturally couldn't maintain her unmoving posture. He quickly jumped up and ran to Zhan Wufei, who was kneeling on the floor. He was only short of flying.
"Are you alright?" He nervously reached out to help Zhan Wufei, who was half-kneeling on the ground, up and down. He then nervously checked every part of Zhan Wufei's body.
"I'm fine!" He wanted to shake off the slender arm that was restraining his arm, and he was shocked to find that the strength of a person when they were tense was really extraordinary.
The grip on his arm didn't relax even a little because of his struggle. Usually, he could easily shake off these arms, but today, because of Tong Luohua's brute force at the scene of the fire, she could only obediently be grabbed by him.
"You're injured!" Within a few seconds, Tong Luohua grabbed Zhan Wufei's hand tightly and found a small wound that even he himself had yet to feel pain.
"Is there?" He lowered his head to look at the area that Tong Luohua was making a fuss about. He only saw a very small scratch that would have been overlooked if he hadn't paid attention.
It was really a small wound. It was just a broken skin that couldn't even bleed.
This kind of injury was nothing! What made him feel bad was his heart rate that was beginning to accelerate.
"How is this considered injured!" He threw this shout to hide his panic. He tried to pull his hand back, trying to shake off Tong Luohua's restraint.
But right before his eyes, Tong Luohua suddenly held his hand and put the tiny wound on the side of her index finger into her mouth.
Zhan Wufei's body instantly stiffened. He stared at Tong Luohua as she sucked his finger into her warm mouth. He could only stand there without moving, allowing him to lick his wound as he pleased.
He sucked on his index finger lightly, and his entire body immediately trembled as if he had been electrocuted.
Zhan Wufei took a step back in panic, wanting to push away Tong Luohua's face that was too close to him.
"Wufei?"
"No, don't touch me!" After shouting in a panicked tone, he shook off the hands that were grabbing him in one go and ran in the direction of the lounge without thinking.
Staring at the figure that disappeared in the next second, the person who was left behind only had the urge to cry.
Tong Luohua gave another explanation for Zhan Wufei's stiffness and escape. She hated herself for making Zhan Wufei so afraid of her.#
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