"I've never hated you. It's not about forgiveness." Yi Nuo said quietly, his gaze so calm that it could not be more calm.
" Nuonuo..." Gu Yi was surprised by her answer. For a moment, he didn't know what to say.
"I don't hate you, but that doesn't mean I'm not hurt or sad. I was so sad that I needed you to find you, but you were willing to let me leave in an even more miserable state. I kept asking myself,"Gu Yi dotes on me so much. How can he bear to treat me like this?"" Yi Nuo muttered, but tears could not help but flow out.
"Nuonuo…I can't bear to. I regret it. I regretted it every day for the past three years. Gu Yi hugged Yinuo tightly in his arms.
"Nuonuo, I miss you every day. I blame myself every day…"
"Nuonuo, can you come back and accompany me? Don't go anymore."
Gu Yi said to himself without waiting for Yi Nuo to respond.
Yinuo was in Gu Yi's arms. She felt wronged and sad. All kinds of emotions that she had accumulated over the past three years erupted. Tears soaked a large area of Gu Yi's chest. Slowly, she got used to the familiar embrace and the familiar smell. He had changed, and so had she. However, the feelings they had for each other for the past six years were slowly repairing the three years of time gap between them.
The space became quiet. Yi Nuo heard the clear sound of water dripping down her ear. Gu Yi buried his face in Yi Nuo's neck. Cold tears flowed down from his neck to his back, but it hurt in Yi Nuo's heart. Gu Yi only hugged her tightly and did not speak. The two of them were venting their emotions in their own ways. Those three years, that kind of longing, that kind of self-control to not pay attention to or contact the person he loved, those who had not experienced it would not.
"Gu Yi. I want to know why." No matter what, there had to be an explanation for what happened three years ago. He had let Yinuo leave for no reason, and then Yinuo had come back to stand between him and Qiu Jie for no reason. This was something Yinuo could not accept.
"Nuonuo, I've never loved Qiu Jie anyway. Don't think about anything else, okay?"Gu Yi said with a solemn and pleading look.
"Gu Yi, do you want me to be the third party?”
Gu Yi was silent. However, she was struggling in her heart about how to say it. Gu Yi looked into Yi Nuo's eyes and said very frankly,"Nuonuo…will you forgive me?”
Nono was confident that she was mentally prepared, but when she saw Gu Yi's cautious expression, she could not help but be shocked. She held her breath and waited for Gu Yi to tell her the cruel truth.
"I…I slept with Qiu Jie when I was drunk.”Gu Yi lowered his eyes, but his hands were tightly wrapped around Yi Nuo's waist. Perhaps because he was nervous, his Adam's apple was trembling slightly.
Yi Nuo stared straight at Gu Yi. Gu Yi felt uncomfortable from being stared at and could not help but look away. In fact, this was not an answer that Yi Nuo had come up with. On the contrary, Yi Nuo had also come up with such an answer before. However, when he heard the truth with his own ears, he was still shocked.
"Nuonuo, I'm drunk and don't know anything. It's true."
“……”
"I don't know what happened that day either…"
“……”
"Nuonuo. Can you speak? I'm most afraid of you not talking.”
"You don't have to be responsible for her?"
"Promise. I feel that these three years are already a very cruel punishment for me. I admit that no matter what, it was my fault. But if she didn't want to, why did I succeed when I was unconscious?”
"Gu Yi. You shouldn't be so heartless and so…"
"Irresponsible? Nono. The most heartless thing I've ever done was to tell you to get lost when you needed me the most. As for being irresponsible, Nuonuo, you see things much more clearly than I do. You weren't around for three years. I admit that I took care of her and gave in to her to make it up to her, but I never admitted that she was my girlfriend because I didn't love her, I didn't want to harm her, and I never promised her.”Yinuo had always seen things more thoroughly than anyone else. She could pick out the minute details of a matter. Because she was thorough, it was painful. Gu Yi knew, but at this moment, he was afraid that Yi Nuo would be stubborn and tangle with it until the end.
"Gu Yi. Even though I feel that both of us are willing to do this, I still can't help but blame you for being drunk, for not being conscious at that time, and for being tied down in the end.”The more Yi Nuo spoke, the more excited he became. In the end, he could not help but punch Gu Yi. Gu Yi hurriedly pulled Yi Nuo into his arms. It was fine as long as Yi Nuo vented. He was most afraid that she would be lukewarm and not say anything. That would be equivalent to a death sentence.
Gu Yi let Yinuo hit him but did not fight back. If this could make her feel better, then she would hit him. When Yinuo was tired and stopped, Gu Yi slowly stroked her back to calm her down.
"After I left, the two of you were together?”
"We played together, not together."Gu Yi became very serious."At times like this, I would make it clear that I wanted to be with you without hesitation and make it seem like I was irresponsible. However, I had a conscience and felt very guilty, so I tried my best to make it up to her.”
"So you're always together wherever you go?”
"Yes, I am. Just like before we got together. But there's really nothing else." Before Yinuo and Gu Yi got together, the two of them had a pure friendship, loyalty, and beauty. However, Yi Nuo was still unhappy. Qiu Jie had anything to do with Gu Yi. Just based on her smugness that night, Yi Nuo could not contain her.
"Moreover, I'm not afraid. We're really only doing it once. He was really drunk that time. He was like that when he woke up. Nono. I regret it." Gu Yi looked at Yi Nuo seriously.
"Do you think that once is not enough?" Yi Nuo rolled her eyes at him.
"Chen Yinuo. You know that's not what I meant. Aiya. I know I can't explain myself. If I'm wrong, I'm wrong. Tell me what you're thinking today.”
"I don't have any ideas." Yinuo had experienced so many things. She knew very well whether a person was true or false to her. Although this seemed like an unforgivable blunder, when she thought about what Lin Lan had said to her on the night she returned, and how Gu Yi had defended her in front of everyone every time, and how he had looked at her so many times, it was not that she did not understand.
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