However, she did not feel any pain at all. When she found out that he was the emperor and was about to marry another woman, her heart no longer felt pain. It was numb. Unknowingly, Fulin's voice was a little hoarse." Xiyan, I know you hate me for lying to you. I hate that I'm the emperor. If I could choose, I would not want to be the emperor. I would rather be an ordinary person. But Xiyan, I was born an emperor. My birth cannot be changed. I don't even have the right to choose my marriage. Only through a marriage alliance can the Keerqin Race truly submit to our Qing Dynasty. This was the only way to avoid war. There were so many ethnic groups on the grasslands, how could they all submit to the Qing Dynasty? They could only make them kill each other through Horqin.
It was because of the nobility of being an emperor since he was young. In the end, he was unable to lower his noble head. He could no longer continue. He closed his eyes and panted for a while, then slowly let go of Xiyan's chin. When she let go, five claw marks appeared on her jade-like chin. Fu Lin said to the guards outside the door,"Bring me the ointment."”Immediately after, a guard handed him the ointment.
Fu Lin took the ointment and glared at the guard. The guard was so scared that he immediately left the room. Fulin took the ointment and gently applied it on Xiyan's chin. Her movements were so gentle as she carefully painted the five hand prints over and over again. After a while, he caressed her collarbone and said in a low voice," Xi 'er, stay. Although I can't give you the identity of the Empress, I can give you the honor of a Noble Consort." No matter what, I will overcome all difficulties and let you be the imperial concubine. Now, that bastard Dorgon didn't have much time left. As long as he married that Mongolian woman, his days were numbered. I can give you the same status as the Empress.”
When he said this, he looked at her pleadingly and said," Stay, Xi 'er. Stay with me."”The hoarse and pleading voice almost shook Xiyan's heart. Xiyan closed her eyes tightly and stayed with him. Yes, he married the Empress for the benefit of the Qing Dynasty. Perhaps he did have feelings for her, but in this life, he would always have a thousand, ten thousand reasons to marry the Imperial Consort and Zhaoyi. Marry Jieshu and then waste her youth. She was like those resentful women in the deep palace who were happy to see the holy face every day.
Fighting to the death with those women in the palace just for a man. In the end, she could only die in the depths of the palace. Wasn't the once pampered Empress Chen, Chen Ajiao, just like this? The love of the past was still in front of him. A few years later, Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty fell in love with another woman. How could he still remember the Jin Gang Jiao from back then? Perhaps she could win in the battles that happened day after day. Then, they would enjoy the admiration of the world. The crown and pearl ornaments enjoy the prosperity of the world. Then, when she turned around when she was old, she realized that her hands were stained with blood. She realized that the quality between them had long changed. No, her life should not be like this.
Love was the deepest. Even if her bones were broken and her heart was crushed, as long as she still had a breath, she would still want to breathe the fresh air! Love was only a part of life. She could not exhaust her youth and look ferocious for it!
Other than love, she still had her life and her beliefs. Even if the pain of parting made her wish she could die, even if she died, it was better than wasting her time in this palace and crippling her heart and feelings! After all, she was the one who loved herself the most. She valued dignity and the freedom of her soul more than survival. She was Xiyan.
In Fu Lin's trembling embrace, she slowly opened her eyes and gently pushed him away. She lowered her head and bravely raised her head to look at him. She said word by word," I won't throw myself into the depths of the palace for the sake of my feelings. Let me go. Your Majesty. I don't want to see you again in my lifetime.”
Fulin's face turned pale. He took a step back and said," Xi 'er, is your heart made of iron? I've begged you so hard. Are you still going to leave?" Do you really want to be so heartless? In a deep voice, he quickly took a few steps back, raised the sword in his hand, and only wanted to cut Xiyan's throat. The cold sword was dense and the yellow light was clear! As long as he gently sent her away, Xiyan would return to her hometown. He stared at her coldly. The sword in his hand was trembling slightly. He stared at her, stared at her, and after a moment, he waved his right hand, and the cold sword in his hand slashed heavily at a few. With a "pa" sound, the sword struck the table. With a "peng peng" sound, the table was tilted by him and heavily hit the corner of the wall.
A flurry of footsteps came from outside." Your Majesty, Your Majesty, is there an assassin?”Fu Lin's eyes were red as he shouted,"Get lost!"”He turned around and glared at the woman in front of him. He glared at her, and she glared at him without showing any weakness. Suddenly, he raised his head to the sky and laughed loudly. His laughter broke through the night sky and rushed into the clouds. His laughter stopped abruptly. With a swoosh, he returned the sword to its sheath, turned around, and said with his back to Xiyan," That day, my father suspected that my mother had killed Noble Consort Hai and wanted to take revenge on my mother. He forced me to take poison, but he did not even pray.”As he said this, he looked at her sorrowfully. His eyes were filled with hatred and hurt." To think that for the first time in my life, I begged you so hard, but it was because of you. Haha. Haha."
He laughed mockingly and waved his long sleeves. He shouted,"Since you want to leave, then leave! In this life, pretend that I never knew you, this heartless woman.”He raised his voice and shouted,"" Get lost!" This shout was directed at Xiyan.
Xiyan stood up slowly and looked at his back. He bowed and slowly walked out of the room. He walked down the stairs. He vaguely heard a woman say to the guards outside the door,"The Emperor has allowed me to leave."”Hearing the sound, he rushed to the window. However, the familiar figure was no longer outside the window.
The room that was originally filled with joy was now so desolate. He raised his head and looked at everything with wide eyes. It felt so surreal. The love of the past was still there, but now it was gone. Leaving behind a heart filled with desolation. There was no sign of her. There was no longer her laughter, no longer her shy smile, and he was alone again. There was nothing. There was nothing left. A line of clear tears flowed out of the corner of his eyes.
At this time, Xiyan was walking on the street expressionlessly, striding forward. The night slowly fell, and there were noisy voices around her, but she felt so cold, chilling and lonely. Despair welled up in his heart. He just walked forward numbly. Step by step. Her eyes widened as she tried hard to control her tears. However, she could not stop them from flowing down her neck.
The calmness he had in front of Fu Lin just now. His smile had completely disappeared. Her heart was being stabbed by thousands of needles, twisting and turning, repeatedly picking out wounds and tearing them apart. Her footsteps became faster and faster. She hugged her arms tightly and kept trembling. She suddenly became afraid. She was afraid that she would not be able to control herself and run back. She was afraid that she would hug that man and beg him, saying that she was willing to be one of his concubines. She said that she was very happy to be his concubine!
Her running made the people on the street treat her like a madman. This woman must have been abandoned by her husband. Her husband didn't want her anymore, so she ran like crazy. Someone pointed behind her. Xiyan knew that she was like an abandoned woman at this time. She rushed out of the town and found that she had no way out. What should she do? What would she do in the future? Suddenly, his stomach felt uncomfortable and he started to vomit. This was a dry retching. She kept retching and retching, but other than a few mouthfuls of water, she did not vomit anything. After vomiting for an hour, she dragged her weak legs and walked out step by step.
It was dark in the small city at night. There were no figures or torches, except for the half moon in the sky. She walked forward slowly. There was only one thought in her empty eyes: She had to walk further away before she regretted her decision and begged to become one of the concubines of a man.。。。。。
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