"It is." As if responding to his inner thoughts, Du Shaxi suddenly said,
"In my heart, you are the person I care about the most. Other than my sisters, I don't understand why I care about you so much. However, feelings can't be judged with words.”
Li Zifei was speechless at her emotional confession. He immersed himself in her affectionate words and carefully felt her feelings. After pondering for a while, he said hesitantly,"Sha Xi…"
"Hmm?" Leaning on his back seemed to have become her habit. Leaning comfortably on him, as if he was her support.
"Do you really not mind that I am a special alien?”Being able to see what others could not see and what would happen to others was a heavy burden for him. He did not like his uniqueness, so he did not fit in with the crowd.
As he grew older, he was able to control his emotions. Even if he really saw a strange phenomenon, he could pretend that nothing happened. However, this situation was not something his heart could bear.
His question made Du Shaxi quickly turn around, then she slid in front of him and slipped into his arms. She hugged his waist with both hands and raised her head to give him a reassuring smile." Then you really don't mind my identity as a witch?”She asked him in return and watched his reaction.
"That's different."
"What's the difference? Wasn't it the same? As long as we treat each other sincerely, our identities and backgrounds are not important at all. What's important is our hearts, understand?”
Li Zifei didn't nod or shake his head, nor did he speak. He just stared at her for a long time before he said,""My parents were a very strange couple. They couldn't see anyone else but each other in their eyes.”He seemed to be immersed in his own memories and began to tell her.
Du Shaxi knew that Li Zifei had already trusted her and was willing to tell her everything. Therefore, she just looked at him gently and listened carefully, not disturbing his thoughts and letting him continue slowly.
"Perhaps it's because of their special identities, or perhaps it's because they appreciate each other! In short, no one can interfere in their world. Even my biological son can only watch from the side. The intimacy and embrace between them is something I will never be able to experience because I have never experienced it.”
At this point, he suddenly paused, as if he was sorting out his thoughts. Du Du Shaxi's only reaction was to give him a comforting hug, just like how she hugged the little boy who lacked love. She could imagine that he must have been very lonely at that time.
Li Zifei could feel her feelings. This time, he didn't ignore her and reached out to hug her. He felt that his heart wasn't as cold as before, so he continued,""Because of her special ability, my mother could see some things and warn my father in advance. After all, my father needs luck to do this kind of business. He can't just rely on his fists. Otherwise, with his ruthless way of doing things, he would have long died under the assassination or scheme of others.”
"Are you saying that your mother used her special ability to help your father?”
"Yes."
Du Shaxi couldn't help but exclaim," But this is very bad for your mother. Don't they know?”
Li Zifei couldn't help but twist the corners of his mouth and said mockingly,""When a person greedily wants everything, or for his own life, any love or feelings can be thrown aside.”
"I don't understand." Du Shaxi couldn't help but shake her head and asked in confusion,"" If it's really like what you said, why would your mother be willing…"
"Sha Xi!" Li Zifei couldn't help but exclaim," You're too naive.”
"Don't say that I'm na?ve. I just think that if their relationship is really that good, then they definitely can't bear to let the other party suffer any harm. Your father should know the seriousness of the matter. If he loves your mother…don't shake your head!”
Seeing him shake his head, Du Shaxi couldn't help but protest,""That's what it is!" She couldn't help but exclaim, then guessed,"Your mother must have seen that your father was in trouble, so she…Aiya, don't shake your head again.”
"Sha Xi, do you think there's anyone in this world who would be willing to bear everything for the other party and pay the price with their life for love?”Before she could answer, he continued,""No, not at all! In this world, no one would die because of losing someone. When faced with something, the first thing they thought of was themselves.”
His words expressed all the sadness, helplessness, and heavy cynicism. Perhaps it should be said that he no longer believed that the love of this world was worth the selfishness of human nature.
"What happened? " Ah Fei, tell me everything. Let me bear it with you. We can share everything, be it happiness, anger, sorrow, joy, or happiness.”Yes, perhaps this was the dark side that she had seen from the beginning.
His dark side came from his parents, his background, and his family. Her heart ached so much. She wanted to know everything about him. She wanted to give all her love, care, and care to this man whose soul was traumatized to heal his wounds.
"Are we going to share weal and woe?" He repeated this sentence over and over again. He didn't dare to believe it, nor did he want to believe it. How was it possible? This must be just a dream.
"You can choose not to believe me now, but I will prove it with my actions. Ah Fei, tell me, what happened to your parents?”
Looking at her, he thought of that unbearable past.
All along, he had thought that his parents had neglected him because they were so loving that he had no room to intervene. He did not know why they had given birth to him if they could ignore him so much. If there was love between them, why could they be so selfish as to ignore what he thought was love when the other party was interfering with their own interests?
When the truth was revealed, it was so unbearable and funny. He had thought that he was no longer worthy of attention. It was not until his mother died that his father discovered his existence. It was also because his father knew that he had the same special ability as his mother that he valued him.
This fact made him understand that his father had married his mother because of this ability of hers. He wanted to use her, so he married her. All of their love was just for his own ambition. It turned out that their love was so fake that he felt that his birth was a joke and that his knowledge was a joke.
At that time, he was still young. Even if he knew that his father was so cruel and heartless, he could not break free. However, under his father's fists and harsh environment, he successfully replaced his father's position and became the leader of the Phantom organization. He then brought it to greater heights. With his special abilities, excellent leadership skills, and decisive strategic martial arts, the Phantom organization became powerful in the underground world.
Not only that, but he also turned a part of the Phantom Organization's forces and funds into the Phantom Group, and set up branches all over the world, and had the same achievements as him in the underground world.
"The love between them was just an illusion. My father only saw that my mother's special ability could help him build his own kingdom and control the entire underground world. That's why he used his sweet words to make my lonely mother fall into his plan and fulfill his ambition.”
"But didn't your mother have a superpower? How could he deceive her?"
"Aren't women in love the most stupid? They could not see everything clearly. Even if they could, they would lie to themselves because she had been lonely for too long. That feeling was too uncomfortable. It was not something that ordinary people could feel and understand.”
"What happened in the end?"
"Because my mother helped him time and time again, she tasted the bitter fruit of revealing the secrets of heaven. In the end, in order to protect herself, she wanted to escape from my father's control, but she accidentally fell down the stairs and died.”
" Didn't she see herself…"
"She can see when something will happen to others and can even describe it in detail, but she can't predict her own. Moreover, she could not tell others about what she had predicted, or else she would suffer for others. She knew this very well, so when she repeatedly warned her father to suffer for him, it was originally because of his love for her. However, when she found out the truth and her love was gone, she chose to escape for her own life, but she could not escape the arrangement of fate.”
"What about your father?"
This time, Li Zifei's answer was not so fast. His body was stiff, and even his expression had become very ugly and gloomy. His eyes were so gloomy that it was shocking. There was not a trace of emotion in his deep black eyes.
After waiting for a long time for his response, Du Shaxi stared at him curiously, but she could not see any clues on his face. However, she keenly felt that something was wrong, as if the crux of the matter was here.
Therefore, she didn't rush him. She just waited quietly for him to give her an answer. She knew that he would give her an answer. Otherwise, he wouldn't have taken the initiative.
The atmosphere froze for a while, until he suddenly said something that made Du Shaxi think she had misheard and look at him in surprise.
"I killed him with my own hands."
"What?" Du Shaxi replied in a daze, her shocked expression unable to fade for a long time.
Li Zifei clenched his fists and used all his strength to tell himself not to hug her, and not to look at the fear and disdain in her eyes. However, he couldn't help but want to see and know her reaction. When he saw her shocked reaction, his gaze turned sad and dark.
"I stabbed him in the back with a knife, dozens of times. After his death, I took his place and became the leader of Phantom.”His tone was calm and emotionless. Even his body was tense.
This time, Du Shaxi was completely immobilized. This fact was too shocking for her to accept. She could only stare at him with her mouth agape. She could not say a word. She did not even have the courage to ask. She just stared at him quietly.
He really killed his father with his own hands!？This…how could this be?
"I must have misheard." She stammered out these words, but he shook his head in denial, as if telling her that she did not hear wrongly. "Then you must be wrong."
"No, I can't! You didn't hear wrongly, and I didn't say anything wrong. I really killed him, I killed him with my own hands!”
He emphasized the truth again, and she was so shocked that she could not come back to her senses. She didn't know that her body was unconsciously moving backward, pulling away from him. She didn't know that her subconscious action had hurt him, making his heart ache. She did not know how twisted her expression was. She glared at him as if he was a monster.
He did not stop her from retreating, nor did he say another word. It was as if he had expected her reaction, but he did not expect it to make him feel so hurt and uncomfortable.
Du Shaxi did not know how she should react when she heard him repeatedly confirm this shocking fact, because her mind was blank, and she could only hear the fact that he had repeatedly told her that he had killed her father.
She was unable to make any specific reaction. She could only use teleportation to get herself out of this space.
The moment she disappeared, Li Zifei felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. He could not believe that she had disappeared just like that.
The person who had vowed to accompany him just now had disappeared from his life just like that?
After a while, he suddenly raised his head and laughed loudly. His laughter was cold, wild, helpless, and sad.
It was the pain and sorrow in his eyes that made Du Shaxi come back to her senses. Only then did she realize that she had subconsciously pulled away from him and disappeared? Even though she was now aware of what she had done to him, she could not make up for the harm she had done to him.
Heavens! What did she do to him? Although she didn't say a word, her actions had already hurt him!
She was really embarrassed. She even said that she loved him, but why did she do the opposite of what she said? She knew that she had to go back now, but she also needed to prepare herself mentally.
What should she do? She knew that she did not love him any less because of the truth he had told her. It was just that no one could face a murderer who killed their father there, right?
Her heart was in a mess. What should she do? For the first time, a feeling of loss surfaced in her heart, making her feel at a loss. She really wanted to run back to his side and hug him tightly, but her rationality told her to wait a little longer. However, even she herself did not know what to wait for.
However, even she herself did not know that time had passed so quickly. When Du Shaen appeared, she was shocked to realize that a week had passed since she disappeared in front of Li Zifei. She had been muddleheaded for a week. She wondered how he was now.
She wondered how he felt and hurt by her sudden disappearance.
Heavens! She suddenly felt a little afraid to get close to him.
Dushan's gentle eyes stared straight at her and whispered the worry in her heart,"Sha Xi, if you're so worried about him, why don't you go look for him instead of letting yourself guess for half a day? Moreover, since he had caused the harm, he should face it bravely. Sha Xi, you have always been the most courageous. Under such special circumstances, you should show it to the person you love the most!”
"But, I…"
" Sha Xi, I know that you're at a loss because your indecision and rationality are limiting you. However, it's useless to lock you up here for a week. I think…"
"Shane!" Du Shaxi suddenly interrupted her words and rushed to her eyes. She grabbed her arm excitedly and shouted at her,"Tell me, what should I do? I know you can sense anyone's thoughts, so tell me, how is he now?”
"Sha Xi!" Dushan smiled gently and called out to her to stop her from asking a series of questions.
"Since you're so worried about him, why do you have to worry so much? Why don't you follow your heart?"
"My heart?" Du Shaxi slowly let go of her arm and stared at Du Shaen, her eyes still flashing with confusion.
"Yes." Dushan smiled and slowly told her what she had sensed these days." Your heart and his heart are both suffering and suffering. Since your hearts are the same, why don't you resolve this knot? The one who tied the bell needs to untie it."
Hearing Du Shaen's words, Du Shaxi's heart suddenly ached. The feeling of heartache filled her chest. Her reminder made her feel cheerful and her entire mind became clear.
Since they were all suffering, suffering, and enduring torture, then what was she hesitating and wandering about here for? She was the one who caused this situation, so she should be the one to solve it, right?
"Shane, thank you." Du Shaxi jumped up and planted a kiss on her cheek, and her figure disappeared into the air.
These days, Sha Xi wanted to see Li Zifei through all kinds of normal channels, but she couldn't get in. She clearly knew that Li Zifei did not want to see her because she had hurt him too deeply. If it were her, she would not easily forgive her for running away that day.
However, if she did not see him, how could she make it up to him? So, since she couldn't find her way in through the normal channels, she could only use a special method!
She had heard that Li Zifei would be performing today, so she used magic to enter the stage and observe him from a high place. She wanted to find an opportunity to talk to him alone.
However, there was another reason why she was so patient.
That was, in the process of her inquiry, she found out that Li Zifei did not become depressed because of her departure this week. Not only did he perform as usual, but he even performed a few more scenes. The manager of the show was flattered and mistakenly thought that he had changed his character.
What was even more shocking was that his performance on the stage was unusually passionate and unrestrained. He even responded to the requests of the female guests and made all kinds of hot movements and provocative eyes that they would not normally do. It made them crazy and fascinated. Everyone fought for the rare opportunity that only happened once in the entire night and threw a lot of money on him. As long as the person who offered the highest price could go on stage and dance with him.
Not only that, but during the dance, they could also touch his strong and healthy muscles. How could they not teach the female guests to flock to him?
When she heard this news, her anger rose. She wanted to see if it was true with her own eyes before making a plan.
When she appeared on the stage, his performance had just reached its climax. She stared at him with her eyes wide open as he put his arm around the waist of a passionate girl, allowing her to touch him greedily. He did not stop her at all, and even deliberately looked at her with affectionate eyes.
Du Shaxi's anger rose rapidly. Her eyes burned with intense flames, and her expression became very ugly.
Damn it! He actually dared to treat her like this. Very well, then don't blame her for being impolite.
She chanted a series of incantations, and in an instant, the enthusiastic female guest screamed endlessly. Painful wails came from her mouth, but they were covered by the crazy screams of the crowd. No one noticed her abnormality at all.
Only Li Zifei, who was standing right in front of her, quickly noticed the change. The female customer quickly withdrew her hand from his body and shook it hard, as if there was something on his body that made her feel hot and afraid to touch it again.
She held the wrist of her other hand with one hand and widened her eyes in shock as she looked at her swollen and festering palm. She could not believe that her hand had become like this.
When Li Zifei saw her appearance, he immediately knew whose masterpiece it was. He quickly swept his gaze around the show and sharply saw Du Shaxi's figure on the high platform. He saw her glaring at him with a pair of angry eyes and a provocative look.
He raised his eyebrows. The meaning in his eyes was very clear. However, she turned her head away and ignored him. She even walked down the stage towards the stage.
Li Zifei vaguely understood what she wanted to do, but he was really surprised and angry. After she disappeared so mercilessly that day, how could she return to his life so innocently and as if nothing had happened?
He simply could not let go, let alone remove the harm she had caused him. Even though he understood that it was only human nature for her to do so, he still felt as if he had been betrayed.
Therefore, when she appeared in his life again and generously requested to meet him, he rejected her directly. Because there would be no contact, no interaction, and there would be no more harm. Therefore, he decided not to meet her again.
However, he did not take her determination into account and almost forgot that she was a witch. As long as she wanted to, she could use magic to sneak into the show. Even if he asked people to stop her from entering, she still had a way to enter.
Li Zifei watched as she walked straight towards him, walked to the center of the stage, and stood in front of him. He said coldly,""Take back your magic."
"I don't want it, and I'm not willing to."
Her firm refusal left no room for negotiation, causing Li Zifei to frown. He saw that everyone was staring at this scene with wide eyes and started to stir. Just as he was about to reprimand her, he saw her wave her hand and mutter a series of incantations that he did not understand. In the next moment, everyone on the stage fell asleep except for the two of them.
Even the female guest in front of him slowly fell to the floor. Just as he wanted to reach out to support her body, Du Shaxi pulled his hand hard. He could only watch as the female guest fell to the floor, making a loud sound.
"You…"
"I forbid you from touching any woman. You are testing my non-existent patience. You should know that I can't tolerate this.”
"What?" Li Zifei couldn't believe her boastful words, but he felt that her arrogant tone was unbelievable. Was she too confident and confident in him? He didn't remember giving her this right. At least, he had lost this right when she disappeared without a word a week ago.
"I don't mind reminding you again. I remember telling you before that you're mine. I don't allow anyone to touch you. This is my exclusive right. Since you've tried, it shouldn't be too much for me to show you my way to deal with it, right?”
" You…" How could she say it so matter-of-factly, as if she had done nothing wrong?
His face grew darker and darker as he approached her face. He gritted his teeth and whispered to her,"Should I remind you?"
"Remind me of what?" Du Shaxi was puzzled by his sudden question.
"Didn't I, the murderer who killed my father, scare you away? Why did you dare to come back so boldly? Moreover, after you leave, you no longer have the right to look for me, nor do you have the right to possess me.”
"I…"
She wanted to explain, but he did not give her the chance. He rudely interrupted her and said sarcastically,"Besides, I'm sure you don't want to chase me anymore. After all, who would dare to be with a murderer? Shouldn't you be glad that you disappeared at the right time? Why did you come back?"
"Ah Fei, listen to me…"
"Let me tell you!" He completely ignored what she wanted to say and was so agitated that he even moved. He grabbed her arm tightly with both hands and shook her body." I don't welcome you back at all. I don't even like you entering my life anymore, do you understand? I don't need anyone, let alone you. I don't love you. You've already lost this bet. You can leave now.”
The words of breaking up were so easily spoken, making Du Shaxi's eyes flash with a hurt look.
Although Li Zifei had seen it, he chose to ignore it because she had hurt him deeply. He wanted to hurt her fiercely and let her know how much pain she had hurt him.
Her return was enough to explain everything, but he just couldn't forgive her so easily because he didn't have the courage to let her walk out of his life again. If it happened again, he might not be able to take it and break down.
In order to prevent himself from walking down the path of destruction, in order not to let her continue to occupy such an important position and weight in his life, he decided to stab her ruthlessly, cut off all his feelings, and chase her out of his life.
He had neglected Du Shaxi's courage and how persistent she could be.
Du Shaxi suddenly slammed into his arms and hugged him tightly, letting her body snuggle up to him. She whispered to him,""No, I don't want to go!"
Her sudden action made him unable to react in time. He could only let her hug him. When he came back to his senses and wanted to push her away, he realized that she was already firmly stuck to his body and could not be pulled away at all.
He had to admit that he did not really want to push her away. He was very angry at himself for still being so attached to her.
And this anger had spread to her. When he was angry, his anger would cover his rationality, making him want to hurt her at all costs. He pushed her away forcefully and mercilessly, not caring how she would react because he only wanted to use this action to hide his true feelings.
Du Shaxi did not expect Li Zifei to treat her with such a ruthless and broken attitude. She was not mentally prepared and was actually pushed to the ground by him, but the feeling of falling was numb.
What she couldn't believe was that Li Zifei really pushed her away with such determination. He was no longer like before, just pretending to be cool with his mouth, but not seriously pushing her away.
She didn't get up and only half-knelt on the ground. To her, the pain from the fall was nothing compared to her heartache.
Was she too confident? Or had she overestimated her place in his heart? Perhaps what he said just now was true. He didn't fall in love with her, nor did he like her. After all, she was the one who took the initiative to pursue him from the beginning to the end. He didn't even show any expression.
Her eyes quickly turned red. She felt so cold. Was this what Hoodlum felt that day? This was her retribution, right?
She suddenly laughed, attracting Li Zifei's attention.
"What are you laughing at?" His question caused her to tear up as she looked up, making him freeze. " You…" He had never seen her cry before. Even if she did, it was just tears in her eyes. He had never cried so sadly before. This made his heart tighten and hurt.
He didn't like to see her cry so sadly, and it was because of him.
He really wanted to hold her in his arms and dote on her, but he tried his best to restrain his impulse and clenched his fists to stop himself.
Closing his eyes and not looking at her was the only thing he could do.#
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