Finding someone was not a matter of a day or two. By the time Pei Chenghuan persistently tracked down Song Siqiao's whereabouts and found her, it was already a month later.
Things had changed. One month was enough to change a person's attitude and habits. The Song Siqiao from back then was no longer the girl-next-door he was familiar with.
She had become mature and charming, and she was good at using her own characteristics. She played with men in the palm of her hand and lingered in the PUB every night to hook up with men and rich men. This mentality of hers was simply taking revenge on all men.
After learning of Song Siqiao's whereabouts, Bae Chenghuan rushed to the noisy PUB. However, when he reached the entrance, he looked at the unbearable scene with a chill in his heart.
If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't have believed the information Long Qisheng had given him.
She had been torturing herself for the past month!
The man and woman clung to each other affectionately. If this was a restaurant or a hotel, the two would have already gone to bed. This ugly scene made Pei Chenghuan walk over to Song Siqiao angrily.
He had thought that she would look a little ashamed, but she was not afraid of anyone's gaze. It revealed her coldness and a strong sense of revenge. She did not care about anyone's gaze at all. She only wanted to exile herself and be a depraved and rotten woman.
" Oh, it's you…" As if she had expected him to appear, Song Siqiao took a glance at him and immediately treated him as an invisible person, flirting with other men in public.
With a charming smile and an enchanting body, she was a woman that made men drool. When Song Siqiao took the initiative to throw herself at a man, no man could refuse her invitation.
Bae Chenghuan clenched his fists tightly, and the veins on his forehead bulged. He had the urge to punch someone. Just as he was thinking about it, his hand had already subconsciously swung his fist. Song Siqiao cried out in shock and stared at him in shock. Only then did he realize what he had done.
"Get lost!" Bae Chenghuan roared at the man.
Damn it, he was actually touching Si Qiao. He was clearly taking advantage of her, and she actually had an intoxicated expression. This scene simply burned his rational cultivation to ashes.
When the man who had been beaten saw Pei Chenghuan's furious expression, he immediately gave up on the idea of spending the night with Song Siqiao and quickly ran away with his tail between his legs.
Seeing the man running away, Song Siqiao turned around without saying anything." You scared the man away. You can leave now."”She said calmly as if nothing had happened.
"You're ruining yourself by doing this.”
"I don't need you to lecture me." Song Siqiao didn't want to see him anymore and left the pub.
Bae Chenghuan quickly blocked her from leaving.
"Come home with me." He held her hand.
"I won't go back." She pulled his hand away, and a cold wall was built between the two of them.
"Look at your current appearance. You're simply playing around in the world. I can't let you continue to degenerate.”Bae Chenghuan's attitude was firm.
"Who do you think you are to me? Why do you care so much about me?”Song Siqiao looked at him coldly.
Her usual plain face was now covered in heavy makeup, and her conservative attire was replaced by a cool singlet and short skirt.
It was as if she had completely changed into another person. The light in her eyes was no longer delicate and moving, but cold and resentful.
Her heart was filled with resentment and injustice. She only wanted to take revenge on all the men to make her feel at ease.
Therefore, she used her beautiful face to attract the attention and gaze of men. Once the man took the bait, he would be tempted and lustful to take her to a restaurant. She would usually use them to rob her while they were showering and then slip away. She would get the pleasure of revenge every time.
She used the joy of being a bad woman to forget those unpleasant and painful memories.
" Many people were worried sick about your disappearance…" He tried to persuade her to go home.
"I'm just an unimportant person. No one will worry about me.”She turned her head away, not letting Bae Chenghuan see the feigned determination and rebellion in her eyes.
In fact, did she really get pleasure and comfort from changing herself and dealing with different men every day?
In fact, she hated herself for becoming a woman who degenerated herself. Doing so was simply humiliating herself, but she had no choice.
Because she didn't want her weakness to become a lifetime of pain.
In the month that she had disappeared, she had tried all kinds of ways to forget the pain. Whether it was drinking to numb her body and mind, crying loudly, going to the PUB to find happiness, dancing to relieve her pain, exile herself, etc. She had tried all kinds of methods, but she could not forget the humiliation and pain that day.
She was still brooding over the pain she felt that day.
" You clearly know that even if the entire world doesn't care about you, there's still me…" Bae Chenghuan looked at her heartbroken. He couldn't bear to see her torture herself like this.
Song Siqiao lowered her long eyelashes." We have nothing to do with each other anymore. Please don't appear in front of me again.”She cut the Gordian knot quickly. The sight of Bae Chenghuan reminded her of the humiliation she had suffered that day. She would rather lick her own wounds than open them in front of him. The situation today was partly his fault.
If he was willing to confess everything to her, she would not have been so ignorant and ended up in a divorce.
All of this was due to his concealment.
"You know I can't give up.”Bae Seonghwan conveyed his thoughts with a firm gaze.
"It's impossible for us to return to the feelings we had before. Right now, I only feel disgust for you. If you insist on pestering me, you'll only be embarrassed.”She said ruthlessly.
"I just want to find Song Siqiao.”
"Song Siqiao is already dead.”Song Siqiao pushed him away with all her might.
He stumbled for a moment, and Song Siqiao took the opportunity to leave quickly.
However, the woman's footsteps were ultimately no match for the man's intentional pursuit. In just two or three steps, Song Siqiao was already trapped in Bae Chenghuan's embrace, forming an ambiguous scene.
"Don't make me worry anymore, okay? In the past, Si Qiao was so understanding and definitely not as rebellious as she was now.”Her change made him feel pity and pain.
Half of the reason for this situation was because of him.
If he had told the truth earlier, perhaps Siqiao would not have changed her appearance so drastically. If the people who were worried about her saw her like this, they would definitely be sad.
Song Siqiao struggled in his arms.
"Bae Seonghwan!" Song Siqiao shouted his name angrily.
Not long ago, the gentle call of " Big Brother " had been downgraded to " Bae Seonghwan " with his full name. It seemed that Si Qiao really hated him to the bone.
"I just want to help you…" Bae Chenghuan smiled miserably.
"I don't need your help. Just don't appear in front of me again!”She gritted her teeth and said. When she was angry, she was as fierce as a little wild cat.
"I won't leave you alone. You're my responsibility.”Bae Chenghuan grunted and frowned, but he quickly relaxed.
Song Siqiao's sharp teeth bit his wrist and refused to let go. She vented all her anger on this bite.
However, Bae Chenghuan's silence frightened her.
An iron pestle could also be ground into an embroidery needle. He believed that as long as he had the heart, there was nothing he could not do. In time, Si Qiao would definitely forget the unhappiness in her heart. That considerate Si Qiao would come back.
She looked up at him. His eyes were always gentle like water, and he reflected her in his deep eyes of love without any regrets.
There was a moment when Song Siqiao was moved. She loosened her mouth and stopped being unreasonable. Two rows of deep teeth marks were imprinted on Bae Chenghuan's wrist.
Tears flowed down her cheeks, and Song Siqiao could no longer hold it in and burst into tears.
Her crying made Pei Chenghuan's heart ache. He did not care about the pain in his hand, but the pain in his heart was even more painful. He really wanted to hug Song Siqiao and comfort her, but he could not do anything and just stood there.
If feelings were to torture people like this, he would rather never know the taste of the seven emotions and six desires.
Suddenly, Song Siqiao was shocked that she had lost control of her emotions. She pushed Pei Chenghuan away when he was caught off guard and stumbled away from his gentle gaze…
The trauma of the heart could not be healed in a day or two. Pei Chenghuan's appearance caused Song Siqiao's fake emotions to collapse completely. She hid at home, and the myriad of worlds at night could not attract her. She would rather quietly curl up on the sofa and heal her injuries.
For the past month, she had numbed all her senses and allowed herself to indulge in the night world of luxury. Every night, she dealt with a different man, and she temporarily forgot about the pain.
However, Bae Seonghwan's appearance exposed her disguise. She actually began to fear her previous life and no longer dared to go to the PUB to seek excitement and happiness. Her mood had changed greatly.
Her self-indulgence and rotten life had added a new wound to her traumatized heart. She was no longer the simple-minded Song Siqiao.
Because of Bae Chenghuan's reappearance, she was beaten back to her original state. She could only stay at home in pain to recuperate, but the pain in her heart could not be soothed.
All of this was due to Bae Chenghuan's appearance.
If he hadn't thought that everything he did was for her own good, she wouldn't have come to this point today, demeaning herself and living a hypocritical life.
All of a sudden, Song Siqiao's eyes shone with an unusual light. The bright light contained a trace of ruthlessness, as if he was plotting against someone.
Why did she have to live her days like a silly woman? Since Bae Chenghuan had feelings for her, why didn't she use this to push him into the abyss of hell?
Bae Chenghuan was the one who caused her to become like this. If he had been willing to confess everything to her earlier, so many things wouldn't have happened today. Thus, Bae Chenghuan deserved it.
She wanted revenge!
Song Siqiao smiled coldly. Her originally delicate and bright features gradually became ugly because of hatred. However, she was immersed in her revenge and did not notice this change...
After a phone call, Bae Chenghuan left the company like a fly.
When he saw Siqiao run away from him in despair yesterday, he knew that he could not give her any more pressure, so he did not chase after her immediately.
He had already known where she lived, so he calmly drove to her place.
Not long after, he saw her stumbling into the building she lived in. However, he was still worried that something unexpected would happen. He wanted to rush in to check on the situation, but he did not dare to be too presumptuous. He could only guard the car nervously.
Fortunately, the lights at her place were switched on, and he saw a figure walking around. Then, the lights were switched off, and he finally let go of the heavy burden in his heart and drove home.
Today, he was in low spirits. He suppressed the pain in his heart and had a meeting. Unexpectedly, halfway through the meeting, his phone rang. The number displayed on the phone was Si Qiao's.
He didn't expect Si Qiao to not only call him, but also invite him to her house, saying that she had thought about it for a night and realized a lot.
Therefore, he ignored the important meeting and left the table under everyone's stunned gaze. Then, he drove quickly to her residence.
Bae Chenghuan nervously pressed the doorbell. When the door opened, a smiling face entered his sight.
" Siqiao…" Bae Chenghuan called her name affectionately and hoarsely. The anxiety and concern in his eyes could be seen as long as one had the heart.
However, Song Siqiao, who only wanted revenge, ignored the deep feelings in his eyes.
"Come in and sit!" Song Siqiao's beautiful and sexy lips curled up slightly. She turned around and walked into the house. After the emotional incident, she had changed a lot.
Song Siqiao, who used to be weak and timid and only lived for Pei Chengyu, had become very strong. From her behavior, her change was refreshing, but it was also very worrying.
Since young, Bae Chenghuan's gaze had followed her movements. He had practically watched her grow up. He was familiar with her every frown and smile, and he had doubts about her change.
He sized her up without batting an eyelid. Perhaps it was because she had not really gotten rid of the haze of emotional changes that caused such a change.
Forcing a smile was probably her current state of mind!
He didn't want to expose her disguise, so he could only walk to the sofa and sit down silently.
She had been living here for the past month. It was a small residence with all the facilities and was filled with warmth. He took a deep breath and could still smell her scent. The gloomy mood he had been in these days seemed to be gradually improving.
"Big Brother, it was my fault yesterday. Is your hand okay?”Song Siqiao walked over and sat down opposite him. As he spoke, he looked ashamed, as if he regretted his actions yesterday.
However, the truth was that she was not apologizing sincerely. She wanted to make use of Bae Chenghuan's feelings for her and let him have a taste of being abandoned. She did not want to be alone in pain. If she wanted to be in pain, she needed someone to be with her, and that person was Bae Chenghuan.
"It's fine." When facing people, he could give precise orders, but when facing Song Siqiao, he could not put on a cold mask and could not restrain his true feelings.
Ever since Siqiao found out about his feelings, he no longer had to suppress his surging emotions in front of her. Every look in his eyes was passionate and sincere.
He wanted her to know that his relationship was not a joke.
" I bit her so hard, it must be very painful…" She lowered her head and looked like she was admitting her mistake. Anyone who saw this would feel sorry for her, let alone Bae Chenghuan, who loved her to the bone.
"As long as it can alleviate the pain in your heart, I don't care.”
"Is it really okay?" Song Siqiao smiled desolately." Why are you so good to me? I'm not worth it at all." She looked straight into his deep, dark eyes.
It was a pair of eyes that could seduce people. Any woman who saw it would definitely be electrocuted, but Song Siqiao had long become an insulated body.
Right now, her heart was as still as water. She only wanted revenge. Even if she had to pay any price, she would destroy the owner of those charming eyes. She did not want him to live so happily.
He should be in as much pain as she was.
" You're worth it…" If he wasn't afraid of offending her, he really wanted to embrace her and dote on her.
She shouldn't be unhappy…
All this pain was caused by him!
"I'm not worth it. I'm just a divorced and emotionally traumatized woman now. I'm not worth your love at all.”Song Siqiao bit her lower lip in pain.
" I don't care about your past. I care about you. Siqiao, you should understand my feelings for you. Feelings are not child's play. My feelings for you are not something that happened in a day or two. To put it bluntly, I'm deeply fascinated by you and can't stop…" He smiled bitterly.
He knew that this was a relationship that would never have an ending, but he just couldn't let go. He could only walk in circles foolishly.
"You know that I put all my feelings on Chengyu, but you still protect me. Why do you have to do this?”Song Siqiao mumbled.
If it was in the past, she would definitely be moved by these words. However, things had changed. She was no longer the simple Song Siqiao. She approached him with the intention of revenge. No matter what, she could no longer have a compassionate heart.
The weak Song Siqiao was already dead!
"I know that this is a bitter love, but I still want to silently wait for you. I know that it is indeed a little presumptuous for you to accept my feelings at this time, so I don't dare to have any extravagant thoughts.”
"Can I call you Chenghuan?" She suddenly asked him shyly. Without the word " big brother ", their relationship seemed different from before.
"Of course." He couldn't be happier. How could he refuse?
Bae Chenghuan, who had fallen head first into his relationship, had lost his sharp eyes in the business world. If he was willing to take a closer look, he might be able to see the conspiracy in Song Siqiao's eyes. However, he had long been mesmerized by the name Chenghuan, and his heart was filled with excitement.
" After last night, I've already accepted the fact that Chengyu doesn't love me. I don't want to live in sadness anymore. I want to walk out of the haze of this relationship..." When she talked about Pei Chengyu, her originally beautiful face paled. It was obvious that he still had a place in her heart, even after he had hurt her so deeply.
Bae Chenghuan looked at her with a complicated expression.
He knew the feeling of loving someone and the pain of not being able to get the person he loved, so he listened to her affectionately but did not dare to carelessly give her any verbal comfort.
Because too much talk is bound to make a mistake.
He didn't want to ruin this hard-earned atmosphere and feeling. He just wanted to carefully protect this lost and regained feeling.
"I know it's very difficult to forget Chengyu, but no matter what, I hope you can help me get through this difficult time because you're the only one who truly cares about me.”Song Siqiao finished speaking in one breath, his mesmerizing eyes sparkling as he looked at Bae Chenghuan's thin face.
"How can I help you?"
He couldn't refuse this request, because if it wasn't for him, Siqiao wouldn't be where she was today, so he had to take responsibility, as long as she could regain her past happiness.
"What I need most now is your love.”
"My love?"
" After the trauma of this relationship, I've become very fragile. But once I have your love, I believe that in time, I'll be able to forget those unhappy things, as long as you're willing to give me your love again..."
Seeing Bae Chenghuan step into her trap, she really wanted to be overjoyed. However, she could not smile because she had long lost her joy. She was now just an unintentional woman.
"Siqiao, I've always loved you, as long as you're willing to give me this chance!”As smart and wise as he was, he definitely did not expect Song Siqiao to set up an emotional trap to force him into a desperate situation.
"The next man will be better. I hope your love can fill the wounds in my heart.”As he spoke, Song Siqiao's tears fell like rain, turning into a tearful person. His body twitched as if he was suffering from great pressure and pain.
Her pitiful appearance made people feel pity for her.
Pei Chenghuan walked over to Song Siqiao and squatted down. He reached out to wipe the tears off her face." Believe me, I will pour all my feelings into protecting you. I won't let you shed a single tear or be sad…"
Hearing this, Song Siqiao hugged him emotionally and rested her chin on his broad shoulder.
Bae Chenghuan could no longer suppress the desire in his heart. He hugged her, who he had not obtained easily, and gave her endless comfort affectionately.#
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