Leaving you is stupid, right or wrong
It's seen through, it's weak
Is this the result of love or hate or what?
If it's a kind of relief, how can there still be attachment in my heart?
Why do I love you so much/Li Zongsheng
A male singer's voice came from the radio. This song seemed to have been specially written for Zhu Jingrong. Every word and every paragraph was completely in line with her inner thoughts.
Just as the lyrics conveyed, she was determined to leave Kang Zhenglun back then. Now, she couldn't tell what kind of emotion made her make this decision.
It had been half a year since she had left. In this half a year, she had been indifferent and seemed to have lost interest in everything.
She had once thought that the days when she left him would be bright, but who knew that without him by her side, the night would always be so cold that she could hardly stand it. When she woke up in the middle of the night from the cold, she subconsciously wanted to seek his warm body temperature. Only then did she suddenly realize that he had long become a passer-by in her life.
At that time, she had insisted on not looking at her newborn daughter. Now, she could not help but miss the daughter she had given birth to after ten months of pregnancy. She fantasized about her sweet appearance and wondered if her daughter was like her depressed mother or her disdainful father.
The newspaper once reported that the playboy Kang Zhenglun had a daughter for no reason. When the reporters asked him who the child's mother was, he answered the reporters without answering the question,"The child hasn't registered yet, so he doesn't have a name.”
"Then why don't you hurry up and give me a name to register?”The reporter asked again.
"I'm waiting for the child's mother. As long as she doesn't come back to the Kang family, I won't let the child register.”There was a strong sense of provocation in his words.
Ever since she accidentally saw the news that day, there had been news about Kang Zhenglun and their daughter every day. The only thing that had never changed was that every time he answered a reporter's question, he would add,"Jingrong, our daughter hasn't registered her household register yet. If you don't come back, the child will forever be an illegitimate child.”
Zhu Jing Rong knew that this was his way of forcing her to return to his side. Moreover, she didn't believe that after more than half a year, he would still insist on not registering the child. Kang Zhenglun had forced her to give birth to the child back then, so there was no reason for him to delay reporting the household registration after he had an heir.
However, even though she told herself not to believe his words, that knot in her heart was stuck and she could not get rid of it.
"Xiao Rong, Xiao Rong, what are you thinking about? You're all in a daze." A girl in her early twenties gently patted Zhu Jingrong's shoulder, trying to call her back to her senses.
Before leaving Kang Zhenglun, Zhu Jingrong had always been used to being alone. After she left him, she was in urgent need of money and accidentally saw a recruitment notice for a children's clothing store. Without much consideration, she came to apply and was hired.
Everyone here treated her well and took good care of her. They persevered in getting close to her, even if they hit a wall. She also began to learn to get along with them. Although she could not open her heart to them for a while, at least her rejection of the friendship between people was not as serious as before.
Zhu Jingrong finally came back to her senses when her colleague Lin Shuting called her. She shook her head and smiled bitterly, wondering why she thought of Kang Zhenglun again. "Seriously, I was in a daze again."
"What's wrong with you recently? You're always staring at children's clothes alone. Are you feeling unwell?”Lin Shuting stared at Zhu Jingrong with wide eyes in confusion, making her feel rather awkward.
"It's nothing." She changed the subject." Shuting, do you think this child's clothing looks good?”She picked up a pink, ruffled dress and waved it in front of Lin Shuting.
Lin Shuting took it and looked around for a while before replying in an appreciative tone,""Of course it's beautiful! It would look extremely cute on a child.”
"That's good." Zhu Jing Rong folded the clothes and planned to buy it after work.
There was a small wardrobe in the house she was currently living in for these children's clothes. Every once in a while, she would buy a few pieces from the store. Although she could not really participate in her daughter's growth, she could at least imagine herself accompanying her daughter as she grew up!! Every time her daughter grew up, she would buy a set of children's clothing and imagine her daughter's current height. She imagined whether she was fat or thin, so every piece of children's clothing represented the process of growing up with her daughter.
"You want to give it to someone?"
"Yes." She nodded and did not say anything else.
Just as Lin Shuting was about to continue asking, the ringing of the automatic door interrupted her. She pouted unhappily, but when she saw who it was, the displeasure on her face immediately disappeared.
They were a middle-aged couple in their fifties, and the woman was carrying a baby girl who was only a few months old.
Lin Shuting whispered into Zhu Jingrong's ear,""That old couple is carrying their granddaughter again.”
Zhu Jing Rong followed her words and looked towards the door. She indeed saw the old couple. They would come here almost every other week to buy clothes with their granddaughter. Every time she saw their doting expressions on the child in their arms, she couldn't help but think of her daughter.
"I've never seen grandparents who love their grandchildren so much.”Zhu Jing Rong sighed and muttered to herself.
"Actually, that's not that surprising. According to my observations these days, do you know what surprised me the most?”
"How would I know?"
"How could I not know?" Lin Shuting said mysteriously," When you go over later, remember to take a closer look at that baby. Her face and expression are very similar to yours. If you didn't tell me that you were single and didn't have any children, sometimes I would even think that she was your daughter who was wandering outside!”
Zhu Jingrong was stunned on the spot. She thought to herself, how big is Taibei? It can't be such a coincidence! Moreover, she had not seen Kang Zhenglun come here for the past six months. If that baby girl was really her daughter, why had she not seen him enter this shop?
"Stop joking around." She pulled her thoughts back and quickly changed the awkward topic. "We have to go and greet the guests quickly. Don't think about those things.”
"I didn't. She really looks like you!”Lin Shuting followed behind, protesting as he walked. "If you don't believe me, take a closer look later and you'll know that I'm not lying to you.”
Soon, they came to the old couple's side and habitually picked up the most popular children's clothing in the shop.
"Sir, Madam, you can refer to this one.”Zhu Jing Rong spread out the clothes in front of them.
"Not bad." After looking around for a while, the old lady sincerely praised him. "I don't know why, but every time you personally pick out the clothes, our good granddaughter seems to like them very much.”
"You're flattering me. I'm not that good. I just happened to pick something that everyone likes.”
Just as the old lady was about to say something more, the automatic door opened again and a bell rang again. Out of habit, everyone looked in the direction of the sound.
The old couple happily extended their hands to greet the person who had just entered the shop, but Zhu Jingrong was practically flabbergasted, staring at the person who had just entered her line of sight in disbelief.
"Zhenglun, we're here. Did you find a parking space?"
It was him! Kang Zhenglun.
As for the old couple in front of him, they were Kang Zhenglun's parents and the granddaughter in their arms!! It was the daughter she had been carrying for ten months.
How big was Taibei, but it just had to be a narrow road to meet him.
Zhu Jing Rong didn't know how she should face him. She believed that he would be very angry when he saw her again, because she had left silently, and because she had even cut off the hair that he wanted her to grow.
Therefore, she chose to leave this dangerous place that was full of time bombs that could explode at any time.
Kang Zhenglun didn't notice her when he first entered the room. Instead, he was attracted by her hasty escape after seeing him. When he took a closer look at her, he couldn't believe his eyes. He thought he missed her too much and mistook the girl who looked like Zhu Jingrong for her. Who knew!
If he had known that she would be here, when his parents told him that there was a female clerk in the children's clothing store who had a similar charm to his granddaughter, he would have rushed over to find out. Because she was too sure that her lonely personality would not find a job that was close to the crowd, she did not take their words seriously. However, man's plan was not as good as God's. If his parents had not brought their daughter to the company today and asked him to accompany them to buy daily necessities and clothes for their children, he would not have stepped into this shop.
Kang Zhenglun didn't have the time to care about his parents. He anxiously walked past them and grabbed Zhu Jingrong, who was trying to escape. "Why did you leave without saying a word?"
"Let me go!" Zhu Jing Rong tried to push his hand away, but no matter how hard she tried and how painful she was, he still refused to let go. "Others are watching."
"Speak! Why didn't you wait for me to pick you up before you left? You even cut off your long hair and gave it back to me. Do you really want to go to the extreme and leave without a hand?”When he saw her again, he couldn't say a word of all the longing in his heart. Instead, he questioned her aggressively.
"Let go of me, you're hurting me." She struggled desperately and refused to answer.
The two elders of the Kang family, who had been standing at the side, saw this and roughly understood why the two of them were arguing. In order to not let the scene get out of control or attract attention, they became peacemakers.
"If you want to attract everyone's attention, it doesn't matter to us! On the other hand, if he didn't want to, why didn't he find a restaurant to sit down and talk calmly?”
"Alright, follow me." Kang Zhenglun did not wait for her to agree. He held her hand and prepared to walk out.
"I'm not going." How could she go? Why should she go? How should she face them when she went?
"Then let's quarrel here and make it public.”If she wanted to waste time, he would restrain his temper and accompany her.
"Don't be like this! Don't disturb my new life when it's finally getting on track.”
"Do you think I'll let you off easily after searching for you for so long?”He replied coldly, not understanding why she was unwilling to return to his side. "Or do you have the heart to let our daughter become an illegitimate daughter that everyone despises?”
"Liar!" The news in the newspaper must have been fabricated by him.
"Believe it or not, it's up to you."
Zhu Jing Rong looked at his parents in disbelief. When they gave her a helpless expression, she finally believed that he really planned to not register her for a household register as long as she didn't go back and was willing to let her become an illegitimate daughter.
"You're too much!" she said angrily.
Unexpectedly, Kang Zhenglun took a step forward and stood in front of her, staring at her with bright eyes.
Feeling a little embarrassed by his gaze, she lowered her head slightly. However, something even more surprising happened!!
He kissed her lips in front of everyone and sucked on them in an intoxicated manner. Although she tried her best to push him away, she was powerless. He even used his tongue to pry open her teeth, entering her fragrant mouth to chase after the tip of her tongue, tasting the sweetness in her mouth.
Zhu Jing Rong's mind went blank, and her body gradually went limp. Fortunately, he held her waist, but this made the two of them closer, and it was also convenient for him to kiss deeper.
All the onlookers blushed. They didn't expect to be lucky enough to witness a French kiss.
Fortunately, Kang Zhenglun was still awake. He reluctantly kissed her fragrant lips repeatedly before moving away and looking at her flushed cheeks. "Do you want to have a good talk with me now?”
She nodded." I'll go with you."
"Alright, let's go. You should have a good talk a long time ago."”
Zhu Jing Rong looked at Kang Zhenglun shyly, but she saw a flame in his eyes that had yet to be extinguished.
"Dad, Mom, wait at the restaurant at the corner of the street. We'll be there soon.”he suddenly said.
The two elders of the Kang family nodded and left without saying anything.
Zhu Jingrong followed Kang Zhenglun out of the shop, feeling puzzled. She trailed behind him uneasily, unable to understand what he was thinking.
Just as she was letting her imagination run wild, Kang Zhenglun suddenly grabbed her hand. She raised her head in a daze and was pulled away by him before she could react. Only then did she realize that she had been pulled into a narrow alley.
"Why did you drag me here?" She looked up and met his deep gaze.
"Because that kiss just now wasn't enough!”He answered domineeringly and pressed her against the stone wall, his warm lips once again pressing against hers.
How could this man be so bold! Although there was no one in the narrow alley, it was not far from the main road. It was difficult to guarantee that no one would see it!
Although she thought so in her heart, she once again surrendered to his wild and passionate kiss. She even took the initiative to open her mouth and let him absorb the honey in her mouth and plunder it at will…
No! He could not have her here!
"You…Didn't you want to tell me about your daughter?”she asked weakly.
Kang Zhenglun, who was in the midst of his passion, was suddenly shocked. Thinking of her leaving without saying goodbye, thinking of how she did not care about her daughter, his desire finally subsided slightly, and his expression turned cold.
"Buckle up, we'll talk in the dining room.”
Zhu Jing Rong was stunned and slowly buttoned her shirt. He still hadn't changed! It was also uncertain. She could only sigh in her heart.
"Didn't you see the report?" Kang Zhenglun asked Zhu Jingrong coldly as soon as they sat down in the dining room.
She nodded silently. So what if he saw it? How could she believe his one-sided words and walk into the trap?
"Since you've seen it, why haven't you come back yet?”Why did she think he worked so hard to create news every day? "Or did you deliberately let the child become an illegitimate daughter that everyone looks down on?”
"I thought you deliberately set a trap to trick me into coming back to your side.”She replied quietly, not daring to look into his eyes that were burning with anger.
" I set a trap on purpose!" Kang Zhenglun slammed the table angrily, scaring the other three into a panic.
"Zhenglun, don't be so rude. You might scare the only daughter-in-law of the Kang family.”Mr. Kang finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he tried to persuade his aggressive son.
"Yeah! That's right! It wasn't easy for us to meet our granddaughter's biological mother. If you scold her like this, of course she'll be afraid and want to run away from you. If there's a misunderstanding, take it slow. Don't rush it.”
Mrs. Kang also joined in to dissuade him. Who taught her to like Zhu Jingrong since she went to the children's clothing store half a year ago to buy clothes for her granddaughter? Because she liked Zhu Jingrong and because she was the woman their son liked, she naturally hoped that the two of them would have a good ending, but if her son continued to be so aggressive, she was afraid that she would not be willing to return to his side for the sake of the child.
Helpless, Kang Zhenglun sighed heavily." Alright, then let me ask you. Why did you leave without saying a word back then? Didn't I promise to pick you up from the hospital?”
"Sometimes, it's better not to see you than to see you.”
"What about the child? The doctor said that you didn't even bother to look at it.”That was their child, and she wasn't even willing to look at it?
"Don't ask me. You were the one who said that children would never be a burden to me. Moreover, a child that I will never see again will only make me miss her more. Since that's the case, it's better not to see her. At least I won't know what she looks like. I won't fantasize about her when she grows up when I miss her.”Even now, her daughter was right in front of her, but she still did not have the courage to look at her or even hug her.
"That was said out of anger. How can you take it seriously?”She thought back to the time when he had said those words because he had been angered by her, but she had actually taken it seriously.
" Whether it was out of anger or some other reason, at least I'm glad that I never looked at her on impulse. Otherwise…"
Kang Zhenglun shook his head weakly. In order to avoid further questioning, he simply changed the topic.
"Changfa, how do you explain this? Do you know how I felt when the nurse handed it to me? I thought you had gone to commit suicide. If the medical staff hadn't kept explaining to me, I might have followed you. How could you see me now?”
When he recalled the time when he received the bundle of hair, he was not only stunned. The pain pierced his heart again and again, piercing his incomplete heart into thousands of holes.
"Since you want to leave, then leave completely. Don't leave anything behind that you can miss.”She could not hide the bitterness in her tone. He would never understand how painful it was for her to make this decision.
"It's yours. It's proof that you love me.”
"No, it never belonged to me from the beginning to the end. It was you who wanted to see me with long hair, so I went along with your wishes. To me, although it had lived with me for six years, not a single second was truly mine.”
"Are you so disdainful of leaving anything related to me behind?”The child didn't look at him, and even his long hair was cut off because of him.
"I told you, I just don't want to be burdened. Once I'm free of burdens, I won't have any worries or betrayals.”
"What about now? And now, you still insist on leaving me, not even wanting your own daughter?”
"I believe she will live well in the Kang family. At least she has a pair of grandparents who take good care of her.”
"So what? Don't forget that she was still an illegitimate child.”Kang Zhenglun said resentfully.
Since nothing could save her, then she would repeat the same mistake again! If he could force her to stay by his side six years ago, then he wouldn't mind forcing her again six years later. He always believed that one day, she would be willing to accept what he had done for her.
"You won't. How can you treat her like this? She is your daughter."
"What do you think?" Instead of answering, he asked with an evil smile." Isn't she also the daughter you gave birth to after carrying her for ten months?”
A chill involuntarily rose from the bottom of Zhu Jing Rong's heart. She believed that he was a man of his word, but why bother? Why did he insist that she return to his side?
"Don't do this. Please let me go without any worries.”She begged.
"Don't even think about it!"
Unable to hold back her tears, they finally burst out. She, who had never cried easily, had cried countless times ever since she met the overbearing him.
"Do you still not understand why Zheng Lun did this?”Mrs. Kang couldn't stand it anymore and tried to persuade him. If they continued to argue like this, it would only end endlessly.
Although his wife would definitely return to his son's side, so what if she did? As long as the knot between them was not resolved, it was impossible for them to be together happily.
"How can I not understand? He is forcing me to continue to go into a dead end.”
"You're wrong. Zhenglun did this because he loves you. It's precisely because he loves you that when he couldn't keep you using normal methods, he could only find other ways. Can't you see that he actually loves you very much?”
It would be a lie to say that she couldn't tell. She was only afraid when she saw his sacrifice. She did not even know how long his love for her could last. Would it be for nothing in the end?
Faced with such a question, Zhu Jing Rong chose to remain silent. Her heart was in a mess, so much so that she had no clue what to do.
Just as Zhu Jingrong chose not to listen, Kang Zhenglun extended his warm hands to wrap around her. Under his powerful embrace, her slender hands were like a pair of huge wings protecting the delicate chick under her, giving her appropriate protection. "I know you will be worried and afraid, but please believe me. My love for you will never change.”
"Why should I believe you?”
"You once said that time will prove everything, so let time prove my love for you!”
"What if you still change your mind? The result is still the same." She had heard and seen too many promises without proof. How could he make her believe it without any doubt under such circumstances?
"Perhaps you find it hard to believe that a playboy like Zheng Lun would have feelings for someone? However, he is our son. As parents, how can we not know him? You might not be able to understand it at the moment, but I dare to guarantee that he is the kind of person who will not be able to fall in love with the other party once he falls in love. No matter how you reject or run away from him, unless you are really heartless and loveless, he will find you again no matter what.”For the sake of her son's happiness, Mrs. Kang also joined in the persuasion.
Seeing Zhu Jingrong's determination waver, Mrs. Kang continued,"You young people aren't tired playing the game of you running and me chasing, but us old people are very tired. As you said, time will prove everything. Since time will prove everything, what are you afraid of? We can guarantee Zheng Lun's character.”
"That's right, that's right. Don't forget that your daughter also needs your love.”Mr. Kang took the opportunity to persuade her.
"Dad and Mom are right. Our daughter needs a mother, and as a husband, I need you as my wife more.”Kang Zhenglun seized the opportunity to take out the wedding ring he had bought for her a long time ago from his pocket. "Jingrong, marry me."
"Sometimes marriage is also a bet, but you don't have to worry. The men of the Kang family are always destined to lose to their wives. Can't you tell? In fact, you had already won from the beginning.”Mrs. Kang encouraged Zhu Jingrong with her experience and affirmation of her son.
After a moment of silence, Zhu Jingrong said,"We're not divorced." She had left in such a hurry that she had forgotten to complete the divorce procedures with him.
"I know, but this time is different. I am sincerely proposing to you with all my love.”
Kang Zhenglun gazed at her affectionately." Jingrong, marry me. Don't let our love for each other have any regrets."”
Pondering for a long time, Zhu Jing Rong finally slowly extended her finger under everyone's expectations. "Actually, I've always loved you very, very much, but!!”
"I know, I know." Kang Zhenglun placed his index finger on her lips to stop her from saying anything else. Then, under everyone's gaze, he helped her put on the wedding ring. "I love you too. I love you so much. I love you until the end of time.!”
Zhu Jing Rong hurriedly covered his mouth with her hand, trying to stop him from saying a bunch of words of love that made her heart flutter but also made her feel extremely embarrassed. Could it be that he had forgotten that his parents were here?
"Don't say anymore." She lowered her head, not daring to look at the Kang family's two elders 'interested eyes. Heavens! She was really embarrassed.
"Zhenglun, look at how you're talking without blushing or panting. Jingrong is extremely embarrassed.”
Mr. Kang laughed heartily. It seemed like the rain had passed. "Now that you two are her parents, why don't you hurry up and carry your child to register for the household register? If you delay any longer, you'll really become an illegitimate daughter.”
Mrs. Kang handed the child to Zhu Jingrong. She held her daughter in her arms and gazed at the sleeping child in her arms. She had to believe Lin Shuting's words. Her daughter's outline was a replica of hers, but her expression was also very similar to her father's. It turned out that happiness was not far from her, and it was within her reach.
"That's true. Let's hurry up and take our daughter to register for a household register. Then, we'll go home and close the door to create another heir.”Kang Zhenglun said excitedly. He couldn't wait to go home and love her again and again.
"Heir?"
Zhu Jing Rong looked at the daughter in her arms in confusion. Couldn't a daughter be the heir?
Kang Zhenglun saw the confusion in her eyes. He hugged her and pointed at his daughter in her arms. "Daughters are meant to be doted on. Why do you think I would let her suffer so much in the treacherous business world? Of course, he should give birth to another son to take over the family business!”
He said it as if it was a matter of course, but why did she still feel that something was wrong? Anyway, at least she found happiness, right?#
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