After lying at home for the whole afternoon, she was too tired to rest. Just rest for a while. Everything would be fine tomorrow.
She had always thought that this was a dream. When people in love were together, they felt that they could not live without each other. However, there was no one in this world who could not live without someone.
She did not think that they had broken up. She thought that he needed to calm down and be alone for a while, so…she could give him time. She believed that he still loved her. She went to class, went to work, and went home.
We were all living well, as if nothing had happened. Everything bad would pass. She had been comforting herself like this.
She and Ling Dang sat back to back in the living room. She didn't tell Ling Dang about her relationship with Ian. She knew that she had to face some things on her own. "Shishi's birthday is coming soon," Ling Dang said as she played with her nails.”
" That's right!" White Rain leaned against Bell's back with her eyes closed. So fast. She will be twenty-three years old."
Bell lowered her head." Thousand Rain, you didn't do anything wrong. She'll forgive you." But I, I really let her down.”
"She's not forgiving me, she's forgiving us. A few years of relationship can't be broken just like that. Didn't you say it was an accident? If you want to blame someone, blame that bastard Lu Qimin.”
We've been together for a few years and have so many memories. Shishi, you'll forgive me, right? Thousand Rain, thank you. Thank you for being by my side. It's so good to have you guys by my side.
Shishi's birthday was coming as scheduled, and the two of them were a little excited. Everything was set up by the beach. There was a table, unlit candles, three stools, and food was still in the car. The weather wasn't good, but they were in a good mood. Ling Dang leaned closer to White Rain and instructed her to send a text message. She typed each word into her cell phone and sent it to Shishi.
"Come to the beach. We'll wait for you." When she received the text message, she had just come out of the shower. Her hair was wet and dripping.
She deleted the message and sat on the sofa to dry her hair.
White Rain and Bell were busy preparing champagne and Shi Shi's favorite lilies. It seemed a little too romantic. It had been an hour since the text was sent, but she still hadn't appeared. At first, they had expected this, but they were still full of anticipation. The two of them sat on the beach and watched the sun slowly set in the sea. The scenery was really beautiful. They had been waiting like this for more than ten years, but in the end, their relationship was broken. Mu Shi did not appear in the end. She was such a person. She could not tolerate others lying to her or betraying her.
If love is the most beautiful thing in the world, then friendship is the most precious thing in the world. We will meet many people in our lives, but there are very few people worth sharing our hearts with.
That day, the two of them waited for Shishi at the seaside for a long time. The next day, Ling Dang was bedridden.
White Rain could not stand it anymore. On her way to school, she dropped by Shi Shi's shop. She was busy, and when she saw White Rain, she was stunned for a moment. Then, as if she did not want to see her, she turned to leave.
"Mu Shi!" White Rain called out to her from behind. "Shishi, do we really have to go this far?”
Mu Shi didn't want to say anything more. She didn't hate them. She just felt uncomfortable. Perhaps it was a kind of unwillingness.
" Shishi," White Rain continued," Bell didn't do it on purpose. She didn't want it to happen!"”
"She didn't do it on purpose. How can such a thing be explained?”She turned to look at White Rain with disdain." White Rain, you're thinking too simply. I'm about to get engaged to that man. He cheated on me. Forget it! But why is the person who cheated on me my good friend? That's what friends do, right?”
"That's not it. Shishi, it's not like that." She still wanted to explain.
"Alright, don't come looking for me in the future. I don't want to go back to the pain zone because of you.”
Since that was the case, what reason did she have to salvage this relationship? How could she not understand Shishi? She just needed some time! Then he would give her enough time to recover!
Bai Qianyu didn't know why Yi Xin resigned. Lin Lie didn't say anything either. Perhaps she was tired of this life or had other thoughts. She really didn't want to know about these things. Perhaps sometimes, we just don't need to know too much.
Yi Xin was a sentimental person after all. When she left, she said to her,"Actually, I envy you very much. I've been envious of you since high school, but jealousy often takes the place of envy.”
It was only then that she suddenly recalled how she had shyly handed her a love letter in high school and asked her to give it to Ian. Of course, she did not give it to Ian. Instead, she turned around and threw it into the trash can. Therefore, it was only right for Yi Xin to hate her. Perhaps Yi Xin was more suitable for Lu Qimin than Shishi! Their attitude towards others was very unique. They did not become enemies, but they were not friends either! However, this was also good. It was fine as long as everyone was fine. Let bygones be bygones! The road ahead is still very long. We still have to continue walking!
She had also forgotten how many days she had not seen Ian. She would always take out her phone to see if he had called or sent a message. However, the screen was always filled with photos of him hugging her and smiling brightly. There was no news.
"It's been a long time since we've contacted each other, right?" Lin Lie suddenly stood beside her, giving her a fright. She quickly put her phone away. Otherwise, he would say that she was too busy to be in love.
"Fine, don't pretend with me. If you're in a bad mood, you won't be able to make anything good.”He squeezed over and turned off her computer. "Either go home, or go find him. I'll allow it." He turned around and left with his coffee.
When did he stop looking like an ice sculpture?
She bought some delicious food and was a little nervous along the way. She comforted herself that they had calmed down for so long and should be fine. She imagined many scenes of them meeting, but Ian was in class and was very serious. He would occasionally take notes and look up at the blackboard after taking notes.
A student beside him nudged him and said something. He turned his head to look behind him and saw White Rain standing outside, looking at him with a sad expression. Then he went back to taking notes. He could no longer listen to what his teacher was saying. His mind was filled with images of White Rain. He thought they were done for, but she still came. What a fool. The class was finally over, and her palms were sweating.
"Here, your favorite." She handed him a full bag.
"Thank you." He took it and asked his classmates to help him take it back to the dormitory. "Let's go downstairs!"”
He was still holding her hand as they slowly walked through the maple forest. It was as if nothing had happened and nothing had been said. He had always made her feel uneasy. Other than hurting her, he had never given her anything else.
He faced her. She didn't like to tie her hair up, so he held her in his arms. It was like hugging an injured puppy, wishing he could rub her into his body. Sorrow slowly spread…
" I'm sorry, Rain."
White Rain didn't seem to understand. She lowered her long eyelashes, her bangs covering her beautiful eyes."I know that I made you sad. I won't do it again in the future. I'll listen to you very much and not make a fuss.”
It's not like this, Thousand Rain. It's not like this. I can't even wait to love you. Why would you make me sad? You're really a fool. How can you love me so much? I don't know how to make you happy or how to love you more. It's as if all my emotions are stuck in my heart, and I can't make a sound because of the pain.
" I'm sorry, Rain." Ian repeated. His fingers were trembling nervously and he could not stop." We've already broken up.”
"You've read too many romance novels. Don't act like Qiong Yao in front of me.”She wanted to play dumb. She didn't want him to not love her.
Ian used his arm to create a safe distance between himself and White Rain." Rain, don't be like this. We can't be together anymore. Don't you feel tired?”
"I'm not tired. I'm not tired no matter what I do with you.”She opened her eyes wide in disbelief. Her eyelashes trembled. She was afraid.
"Thousand Rain." He called out her name with great difficulty, feeling as if his heart was about to split open and bleed. "White Rain, aren't you tired? I obviously don't believe it, but I have to pretend to believe it. I'm obviously very sad, but I'm pretending to be very happy. I've had enough!”
" Ian…" She was tired, but she didn't care. She felt happy. She was afraid that a piece of glass would shatter. She grabbed Ian's hand and said carefully," You love me, I know…If there's anything I've done wrong, you can tell me. I can change…I can change anything for you…" She felt that she was running out of strength.
"I hate it when you do this." He looked at her with red eyes. If he said anything else, he might cry. "Rain, I hate it when you do this. Do you think I won't know how sad you are just because you don't say anything? You just want me to have a hard time, right?!"
"Ian, what have I done to make you treat me like this? We're in love. Don't abandon me!”
"Rain, don't be like this."
Don't be like this. These words were enough to make her bleed. Don't be like this. Am I bothering you?
As she released him, she gradually understood what was going on. Anger, unwillingness, dissatisfaction, and resentment filled her as she said,""Crappy jeans don't match a branded suit. Ian, you bastard. You made me fall in love with you and then threw me away like trash. Ian, I hate you." She shouted at the top of her lungs. Screams broke through the quiet campus path.
He still couldn't bring himself to say such harsh words." You're very good, but I don't…"
"Stop it, stop it. I'm good. Why don't you want me anymore? You are a bastard." She screamed and covered her ears.
"Listen to me." He didn't know what to say to reduce her pain. How could he not hurt her?
She screamed as she shook off his hand and turned around to run away. She didn't want to see him. She didn't want to, she didn't want to. Her heart was in so much pain that it was suffocating. He was simply a demon.
He stood rooted to the ground. His legs were a little soft, and his eyes were filled with layers of dark clouds of sadness. It was so painful that it was unbearable. Finally, he could not help but cry. When it flowed into his mouth, it was salty and bitter. How silly!
We are all very silly. We thought that we could continue to be silly like this, but…but there are always people who like to tell the truth clearly. Why do we have to make people sober up? Isn't it good to live a silly life? I told you, I can change for you…I can change anything, what am I afraid of…I'm afraid that you don't want me anymore, and finally…you still throw me away like trash.
She didn't know where to go and suddenly felt that it was very funny. Perhaps it was too evil! If a strong-willed woman like Shi Shi was betrayed by a man, and a flirtatious little woman like Ling Dang couldn't get happiness, then a fool like her who could continue to act dumb for the other party couldn't get happiness either.
"Lin Lie…I'm very sad now. You should come over and be happy.”If Ou Nuo Chen was here, she would have gone to find him, but he was too far away from her.
She ordered a dozen beers and ate the chicken wings of the Taiguo pepper. No one knew that she was crying from heartache. They all thought that she couldn't eat spicy food! After all, he didn't know her. Why should he care about a stranger's matters? In the past, she was still eating spicy chicken wings like this, but it wasn't empty beside her. He was sitting beside her, passing her tissues and watching her eat happily. But now, that person didn't want her anymore. She was the only one here.
When Lin Lie arrived, the table was already littered with empty wine bottles.
She looked up. Her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was especially red from drinking. She said,"Did you ride a snail here?”
He frowned and said,"Faster than a snail, Tortoise."”
" Haha!" White Rain roared with laughter." You're a turtle.”
Lin Lie accompanied her and watched her drink bottle after bottle of wine. He watched her eat spicy food until her stomach hurt. He just kept frowning at her. Her heart slowly became conflicted. The sadness slowly spread.
Probably because of the alcohol, she suddenly felt a little absent-minded because Ian often frowned at her. She reached out and gently touched the boy's face. It was cold.
"Ian, why are you so cruel? I thought you would always love me! I know, I know everything. There are too many things between us that stand in the way of our relationship, but why can't you hold on for a while? Can't you hold on for me?”
As she spoke, White Rain couldn't help but cry. She continued,""Didn't you say it before? We have nothing to do with the previous generation, but why do you have to break these words?”
Ian, you don't know. There's something wrong with my eyes. If you don't want me anymore, who else will want me? Wasn't the heavens too unfair?
As she walked down the street, a gust of hot wind blew at her. Unable to resist, she squatted by the roadside and began vomiting. She complained that the alcohol was getting worse and worse. Why was she still so sober? How she wished she could get drunk and solve her worries!
Lin Lie helped her up. She was a little wobbly and her limbs were a little out of control. He used a piece of paper to help her wipe the disgusting thing off the corner of her mouth. He moved in front of her and bent down to carry her on his back. She chattered non-stop. After saying a few words, she would bang a few times, causing Lin Lie to almost lose his balance several times.
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