? Summer in Kitagawa seemed to come earlier than summer in Chu City! The fragrance emitted by the Camphor tree made people feel like they had returned to their youth. Please allow me to use such a superficial word!
It would be great if time could wash away everything, but the problem was that time could not wash away the love you gave me. Every night, I was so quiet that I could hear the words you said to me at the beginning. Try, let me try to love you. Those words, those promises that I foolishly thought.
When she came down from the filming site and saw Ian, whom she had not seen for a month, she was a little surprised. Just as she was about to walk over, Xue Ziyu ran out from the other side. Su Ye handed the drink in his hand to Xue Ziyu. Xue Zi Yu smiled brightly.
Bell was also upset after being scolded by the director. She became even angrier when she saw this. She did not care about her ladylike image and rushed up to give Ian a slap.
"Ian, what the f * ck do you mean?”After the slap landed, Xue Zi Yu covered his mouth and shouted. Then, she reacted and stood in front of Su Ye." Ji Yun 'er, you…what's wrong with you?”She protected Ian like he was a treasure.
"Get lost. This is between me and him.”Ling Dang was a little too angry. She had long known about the rumors between Xue Ziyu and Su Ye. She also thought that it was just a celebrity creating some scandals to hype things up. But now, it seemed that it wasn't that simple. He actually came to the scene to visit. This really made her furious.
She canceled her afternoon schedule and went home. After leaving the filming location, she sped up. When she thought of what Ian had said, her heart ached.
"Bell, didn't Thousand Rain tell you? I broke up with her a long time ago. It's been more than a month.”
They had broken up. It turned out that they had already broken up. Thousand Rain had been hiding it from them all this while, and she had been enduring the pain alone. She knew how much Rain loved Ian. She must have been hurt very deeply! Every day, she had to force a smile to face her sisters. In the middle of the night, she would secretly hug her pillow and cry. It was not because she had a nightmare, but because she missed Ian! The reason why she was suddenly distracted was not because she was in a bad mood, but because she missed Ian!
She slammed the steering wheel and cursed White Rain for being a bastard. She felt wronged and sad for her.
When he returned home, he found that White Rain was lying on the sofa in the living room downstairs, wiping her tears. When Bell ran up to her, she gave White Rain a fright, and the potato chips in her arms scattered all over the floor.
" Lingdang, are you crazy?" White Rain jumped to her feet." Don't you know how scary people are?"”She sat down again and took the tissue from the coffee table to wipe her tears.
" Thousand Rain…" Bell called her name sadly.
White Rain felt a little strange. She quickly pointed at the television and said,""I'm watching a Korean drama. It's so touching. It's even more touching than Auntie Qiong Yao's emotional scene. I'm about to cry.”She slowly sat back down on the sofa. "What a happy couple. They were separated just like that. That man's mother is too inhuman.”She stuffed another mouthful of potato chips into her mouth and continued to say,"It's alright. Ian and I don't want that TV series. It's so melodramatic!”
Bell grabbed the bag of potato chips from White Rain's hand and threw it on the ground. She then spilled a pile of chips, tearing her pocket. Tears streamed down her face like pearls from a broken string."White Rain, how long are you going to pretend? Do you feel good pretending like this? I only found out about you and Ian today.”
Smiling, White Rain got up from the sofa and squatted down to pick up the chips. She said,""Ling Dang, are you stupid? Ian and I have a very stable relationship."
Ling Dang couldn't take it anymore. She rushed up and pulled her up from the ground. She said angrily,""He's with Xue Zi Yu. He doesn't love you anymore."
" Ah…" White Rain suddenly cried out. She then curled up like an injured cat."Can't you just let me be stupid? Why do you want me to wake up? He's just busy. He has his difficulties. He still loves me. He'll come back to me.”
Bell hugged the injured Thousand Rain." Thousand Rain, don't be afraid. You still have us. You still have me. I won't abandon you. I won't."”
"He didn't abandon me. He was just too tired. I gave him pressure that made him unable to breathe. It's not his fault, it's my fault. I gave him time, I gave him space, he was just too tired.”White Rain collapsed to the ground, her body devoid of strength.
"Rain, don't cry. He's not worthy of you. He doesn't deserve you."
There is no ending, no continuation, so I would rather be stupid and wait for him, but why won't he even give me the chance to be stupid? Why was the wound that was about to dry open again? It was so painful…so painful…what was going on? Where did he go wrong?
She was lying on the sofa with her headphones on and playing the song on loop. It was the song Ian had played for her. It was a song from the past. On the table was the breakfast that Bell had specially bought for her. Looking at the exquisite egg tarts, it was really heartwarming. It was good to have friends! That's right! This world was still alive without anyone.
The doorbell rang outside the door. He took off his earphones and pricked up his ears to listen again. After a long time, it rang again. It couldn't be Ling Dang, who had the key, or Shishi, she thought. She stepped on the ground barefooted and walked over unsteadily. As soon as the door opened, she took a step back. The two of them were only a short distance away, but they were very far apart. Then, she looked at him maliciously. Bai Rain turned around and closed the door. Ian called her name as he pushed the door open. She was determined to lock him outside. When she realized that Ian was in so much pain that his face was contorted, she finally woke up from her dream and stopped moving. His hand was pinched by the door until it was red.
"Don't blame me. It's you." Her voice was trembling.
The boy who was squatting on the ground suddenly stood up and hugged her. Her body trembled and she was about to struggle when he increased his strength. That familiar perfume smell stimulated her sense of smell. What was this? His heart, which had just calmed down, was stirred up again. His scar, which had just happened, was forcefully torn open again. What was this? He was treating her like a doll. If he wanted her, he would take her. If he didn't want her, he would throw her away.
"What do you take me for?" She just couldn't understand why they had to come to this. What went wrong?
Ian didn't say anything. He just hugged her quietly.
White Rain began to struggle. This embrace was too terrifying. "What do you take me for? You want me to trust you unconditionally, fall in love with you, and then abandon me. You're just torturing me because I love you! Ian, you're too selfish."
Ian didn't say anything. He tightened his grip on her, wanting to pull her into his body.
When he heard Ling Dang exaggeratedly describe how Bai Qianyu had given up on herself, his heart ached. He wanted to see her and couldn't help but miss her.
White Rain felt a sharp pain in her heart. Ian was still as gentle as ever. He did not want to hurt her. Sensing her unease, he gently released her. Disappointed, he took a step back. He was still very gentlemanly and said lightly,"This is the last time, the last time. In the future, I won't disturb you anymore. There won't be any relationship between us.”
White Rain could no longer hide her anger. She yelled at him,""Since you don't care about cheap love, I don't want it either. Don't think that I can be influenced by you.”She did not cry. She would not cry in front of him again.
"Very good. Then I hope we can all be happy.”Ian turned around and left after saying that.
As he walked away, White Rain's resentful voice sounded once again.""Su Ye, I won't bless you and Xue Ziyu. I will curse you. You don't deserve happiness. You won't be able to get happiness in this lifetime.”
He left without looking back at her. White Rain stared at the ground. One flower after another fell to the ground and fainted…He would never return. She would never wish him happiness, and he would never be happy. In reality, she had always been vicious. She hated him from the bottom of her heart, but the more she hated him, the more pain she felt.
" Rain, it's really over between us. You'll be happy, but I won't. You're right. Someone like me doesn't deserve happiness. I don't deserve it for the rest of my life. So, you must be happy." He loved her as much as she loved him, maybe even more. However, he knew that he could not give her more happiness. He would only hurt her.
He finally let go of her. The road was a little quiet. Some old people were playing chess, while others were running. Once upon a time, a girl said that when she was old, she wanted to watch the sunset with him, run together in the morning, and then bury them together. A tall figure squatted down and could no longer bear it and started crying. It turned out that love was so painful…a pain that even boys could not bear.
If possible, I am willing to give you all the good things I have. If possible, I am willing to bear all the pain. If possible, I will not appear in your world and will not disturb you. I am sorry. All these mistakes were committed by me. I'm sorry. I'd rather you hate me than think about me, but…love isn't something that can be let go just like that. I've taken the poison of love. Rain, I really love you, but this love is too heavy.
White Rain simply sat on the ground. Ian had long since disappeared without a trace. I think it must be because I am not strong enough, that is why people feel so insecure. It must be because I'm not honest enough that people are so wary of me. It must be because I'm not good enough that those who finally like me, those who I like, all turn around and run away in fear. Our love shouldn't be like the rainbow after the rain, which can only be owned for a short time after the heavy rain. Happiness is so dazzling, like a kite with a broken line, and love gradually fades. Ian, you're selfish, but I'm even more selfish. Maybe this is good. After all, I'm no longer worthy of you. How can a person with a natural defect be worthy of someone as perfect as you? The girl who will spend the rest of your life with you won't be me. Ian, goodbye.# Daguan Review Passed: Daguan Time:111420183: 10PM #Cancel Review All: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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