There are four hardships in life.
Firstly, he couldn't see through it. He couldn't see through the entanglements in interpersonal relationships, the hidden injuries after the battle, the dullness in the hustle and bustle, and the tranquility after the prosperity.
Second, he was reluctant. He couldn't bear to part with the brilliance of the past, the vanity of his high position, and the applause of his pride.
Third, he couldn't afford to lose. He couldn't afford to lose an emotional loss, nor could he afford to lose a life.
Fourth, he couldn't let go. He couldn't let go of the people and things that had gone far away, and he couldn't let go of the right and wrong that had long been sealed.
Ouyang Lizi lay weakly on the bed, her tears flowing silently. She was now bearing the four great sorrows of life.
Her mind was in a mess, like a ball of paste. She had no clue where to go and could not find the way out.
The embarrassing thing was that when you already knew the truth, he lied to your face.
She struggled in the dark night in such a chaotic and sorrowful manner.
The only thing she could do was to think back, to think back to all the things she had experienced.
In the twenty-five years of one's life, perhaps nine out of ten things did not happen completely according to one's wishes.
She had been searching for the life she wanted in the midst of pain and sorrow since she was young. Although she knew that having too many desires would add to her troubles, she could not be happy only if she had no desires.
"To be a happy person, you can have a clear goal that can bring you happiness and meaning. Then, you can work hard to pursue it. Only then can you bring you true and lasting happiness.”
She suddenly remembered something her mother once said," Happiness is not about desperately climbing to the top of the mountain, nor is it about wandering aimlessly at the foot of the mountain. Happiness is about the various experiences and feelings on the way to the top of the mountain. In contrast, love was the same!”
"Is love the same?"
She knew that happiness could be obtained without putting in any effort. Perhaps no matter how much effort she put in, she might not be able to obtain happiness!
"You can't have it both ways!"
She could understand this. It was much easier to make a living in this world than to seek love!
However, after she met Leng Qingfeng, her heart burst out with boundless courage. She believed in love, and she believed that she could have both love and a living!
The person they met for the first time was gentle and honest, as warm as a wisp of winter sun. His meticulous care and loving love were once so close to her, so easily able to warm and melt her heart in an instant.
How much she hoped and believed that from the moment they fell in love, in the days to come, no matter if it was wind or rain, sorrow or hardship, no matter what difficult situation, he would always be by her side, never leaving her!
Some wounds would become a thing of the past after they healed. Some scars, even if they were very light, would remain in the heart. There were some people who were so close to him, yet felt so unfamiliar.
Ouyang Lizi felt this way in her heart. She realized that although the man who was lying on the same bed as her in the past was not as good as she had imagined.
A city without anyone became a ruin; No one's oasis became a desert; A night without anyone, becoming a lonely self? The crying meteor glided through the long night, for whom did it disappear in a flash? The persistent match fell in love with cigarettes, so what if it turned into ashes?
Ouyang Lizi realized that she had been building her impression of this man in the void of her own imagination. Once it was implemented in the real life of daily life, the whole world would collapse.
"The mirror can reflect on oneself, and the heart can know misfortune and fortune.”
Everything in the outside world is a manifestation of our inner hearts.
A person whose heart was filled with love could feel the warmth of others everywhere. However, the love in her heart had turned into hatred. She could no longer feel if the man beside her still had any love for her!
A person with a pure heart would be free wherever she went. She had long lost her mind in love and hate. How could it be easy to be free?
A contented person would always be happy. In the past, she thought that she would be satisfied with a man who loved her!
In fact, whether we love or hate, our hearts are our true mirrors.
Only he knew why he had become like this!
Very few people could clearly and rationally know what they wanted. What they once yearned for and desired was wrong again and again. At this moment, Ouyang Lizi was so rational and let her imagination run wild. The man beside her quietly walked out of the room.
When Ouyang Lizi opened her eyes again, the door was already open, and the man was long gone.
Everything in front of him was covered in a layer of fog, and he could not see it clearly. It was as if nothing had happened, or as if he had an old dream that had long gone away!
Sometimes, we are willing to forgive someone, not because we are really willing to forgive them, but because we are unwilling to lose them.
"If you don't want to lose him, you can only pretend to forgive him!”Ouyang Lizi looked at the empty room and panicked. She was wondering if she had gone too far. Why should she care about a man's momentary loss? Perhaps he had already forgotten, so why should I pursue a meaningless matter that has already passed?
The stupidest mistake in life was to think that the person who hurt you the most would not hurt you again.
Ouyang Lizi did not expect that her intention to forgive this man would cause her to suffer the pain of death again.
She got up from the bed and forced herself to eat something. She was going to look for Leng Qingfeng. She just wanted him to give her an explanation, a reason that could convince her to accept it. She would also forgive him at the same time. The two of them would reconcile and start anew!
Ouyang Lizi arrived at the building of Leng Qingfeng's company. She raised her head and looked at the shiny company signboard. She had come here with Leng Qingfeng a few times before, but she didn't expect her to come here for such a reason this time.
She smiled bitterly and calmed herself down. She walked in with heavy steps.# Cancel all reviews: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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