The worst feeling in the world was to have to doubt something that you had believed in before.
Ouyang Lizi was lying on the hospital bed. She did not eat or drink, and no one came to take care of her. She was curled up on the bed with a gloomy expression. Her forehead was covered in cold sweat, and she bit her lips tightly. A few strands of long hair mixed with sweat stuck to her neck, as if she was mocking her sadness.
The so-called growth of a person, especially a woman, was a process of forcing you to endure pain and then learn to be strong!
Ouyang Lizi was in such a state now. She no longer had the strength to recall anything, nor did she want to struggle or say anything. She just wanted to be quiet like this. No one would care or help her, and she would be left to fend for herself. This was also quite good!
Finally, one day, she could let go of all the things she didn't understand back then.
Finally, there would be a day when she could also completely injure herself like this and leave her in a place where no one would pay attention to her.
Finally, one day, no matter who or where she was, no one would ever mention her again. She could grieve silently, neither hate nor love! There was no ripple in her heart. Don't hate someone you loved, don't ask for the reason for breaking up, don't beg for the possibility of getting back together.
"If you want something, let it go. If it can come back to you, it will belong to you forever. If it doesn't come back, it's not yours at all.”
She understood everything. She didn't want to persuade herself, nor did she want to suppress her painful feelings. She just wanted to be like the quiet space in this room. Although she felt a little scared, in the empty corridor, there was only the sound of the nurse's footsteps occasionally passing by. The air was filled with the smell of various medicines and strong disinfectant.
"Women cry more in bed than anywhere else. Men lied more in bed than anywhere else!”This was something Annie had said before. Ouyang Lizi frowned. Why did she suddenly think of this sentence? She felt a pang of sadness. A series of tears rolled down from her eyes uncontrollably. Drop after drop, they were like broken beads, quickly wetting the pillow.
" What are tears? They are tears. When you realize your love, no matter how hard you work, how devoted you are, how much you give it your all, there is no place to go, no way to return. You can only turn into a drop of water and fall into the dust.”
" Mom, Mom!" Ouyang Lizi sobbed softly. It was as if she was bullied by children when she was young. She only wanted to return home and throw herself into her mother's arms. It was as if only the warmth of her mother's body and the gentle touch of her mother's lullaby could make her feel at ease.
"Mom? I'm a mother now? Was this true? Why did it feel like a comical nightmare?”
Just like that, Ouyang Lizi was in a daze. She seemed to be awake and in a dream. She continued to sob and cry. She missed her mother and home, but now, where was her mother? Where was home? Just like that, she fell asleep.
"No one has the right to judge you. They may have heard the same thing as you, but they can't feel all the pain you've been through!”
Time passed quickly. Ouyang Lizi stayed in the hospital for a few days. Although she only ate some simple meals brought by the nurses, her spirit finally improved a little. She did not look as listless as a few days ago.
"If you can't endure pain, you can't see happiness! I'm not alone now. I have to be strong for him!”
Ouyang Lizi followed the nurse to complete the discharge procedures. Although her heart was still a little heavy, she no longer felt despair.
She stood on the street outside the hospital, caressing her stomach with one hand. She turned around and looked at the hospital building. Although she had been abandoned by a man here, she had a fresh new hope, and that was the little life in her stomach.
Love was like a cup of coffee without sugar. It was bitter to drink, but it had a lingering fragrance that would not fade away for a long time.
Love is a journey. It doesn't care about the destination. What matters is the scenery along the way and the person accompanying you to enjoy the scenery.
Love was a bumpy road. Even if you kept falling, you must get up and stick to your dreams.
"Remember, if you don't give up now, there will be hope in the next second! Yes, my hope is this little life!”
Ouyang Lizi looked at the people coming in and out of the hospital. She was alone.
Ever since Leng Qingfeng left the hospital that day, he had never appeared in front of her again.
Ouyang Lizi finally understood that a man's ruthlessness was enough to destroy a woman's lifelong dream.
Her heart was filled with endless sorrow. She could only reach out and hail a taxi to go home.
"In this world, don't rely too much on others. Even your shadow will leave you in the dark!”
When Ouyang Lizi got out of the taxi, she felt her stomach churn and she began to feel nauseous. She sat down at the flower bed by the roadside outside the community and took a short rest before slowly walking into the community.
She pressed the button for the elevator and waited weakly at the side. Soon, the elevator arrived. She reached out and pressed the number 13. The elevator soon began to move.
She looked at the numbers that kept changing. Second floor, fifth floor, eighth floor. Soon, it showed that she had arrived at the thirteenth floor.
She walked out of the elevator and staggered to the door of her house. She took out the keys from her bag, picked up one of them, and turned it into the keyhole. She turned the key weakly, but after turning it left and right a few times, the door still wouldn't open.
"Why can't I open it? The key isn't wrong, right?"
Ouyang Lizi pulled out the key and checked it. There was no mistake. She usually used this key!
"It can't be, right? He won't do that?"
A trace of uneasiness flashed through Ouyang Lizi's heart." Is he really so heartless that he doesn't want to enter this house?”
She put the key in again and used all her strength to turn left a few times, but it did not open. She turned right a few times, but it still did not open.
"Why? Why is it like this?"
She leaned against the door weakly. Her last glimmer of hope was completely shattered. She stared blankly at the key in the keyhole and could not find it. She had no choice but to believe the truth in front of her.
If a person wanted to completely free themselves from their feelings, they would push the other person into a terrible hell!
The door to home was clearly right in front of him, but in the end, he still could not go home.# Cancel all reviews: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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