It was like a dream from a lifetime ago, from first meeting to falling in love, then parting, and finally being strangers.
Ouyang Lizi only felt that this dream was like this rainy night, deep and depressed.
She was lost in her dream. She felt cold and hot, and she didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She wanted to wake up, but she couldn't.
She could still feel his warmth, but her heart felt an unbearable pain. Her mouth was already dry, and the tears at the corners of her eyes flowed intermittently.
Time passed slowly.
The next day, the sun shone through the curtains outside the glass window.
Ouyang Lizi was confused. She tried her best to open her eyes. She looked at the empty room without saying a word. She was neither happy nor angry. She just looked at it in a daze.
True pain always came silently.
"I'm always lost in every night of illusion/I walk silently on the edge of illusion/It feels like I'm walking in another world/I can't feel the years that were once disillusioned/I can't see my tomorrow/Only the darkness gives me confusion/I can't see my tomorrow/Will it repeat yesterday/My yesterday/Always in every dusk/Every lonely night." I don't know who is playing Xu Wei's song at this time.
"Every night, waiting and touching the distant years?”Ouyang Lizi's lips curled into a self-deprecating smile. This song was like a true portrait of her in the past few months.
"Leng Qingfeng really has another woman!”This information was initially unbelievable and difficult to accept, and it was deeply entangled in his mind.
" I can't see my tomorrow, only the darkness of the night gives me confusion. I can't see my tomorrow, whether it will repeat yesterday," Xu Wei sang sadly.
" My yesterday is always in every dusk, every lonely night. I walk silently in my world." Ouyang Lizi unknowingly started humming along. Her heart was gradually moving towards a calm with despair.
What was the most important thing in this world? Was it money, career, status, or love?
None of that. The most important thing in this world was happiness!
Simple love was happiness! However, Ouyang Lizi was confused.
She didn't know what Leng Qingfeng wanted. Only then did she realize that she did not understand him anymore. She did not even know what he was thinking. She felt that the love between them was slowly thinning. One day, it would definitely disappear without a trace.
She leaned against the rocking chair on the balcony and looked at the sunlight that seeped through the gaps of the coconut leaves. San Ya was not a place for sadness.
Sunshine, blue sky, white clouds, beach, coconuts, betel nuts, what a passionate and romantic paradise!
At that time, she had given up everything and followed him to this seaside town that they had always dreamed of. She thought that this was the temple of their love and their ultimate happy home.
She recalled how Leng Qingfeng had hugged her and stood on this balcony. He had sworn to her that he would let her live like a princess.
Now, she was cleaning up the difference between a year ago and a month ago.
A month ago, Leng Qingfeng had started to brush her off. She thought that he was too busy and tired with work and did not have time to take care of her. Perhaps he did this to let her live a better life!
Ouyang Lizi retracted her gaze and turned her body sideways. Through the French glass window, she saw that there was still a photo of her and Leng Qingfeng on the living room bookshelf. The photo was taken a year ago when they went to the beach for the first time. In it, the two of them were hugging each other affectionately, and the smiles on their faces were like flowers!
" I use illusions to touch your distant beauty. Every night, I wait and touch the years that have become distant." How ironic Xu Wei sang!
Ouyang Lizi looked at the photo in a daze. She had been holding her phone in her hand, but she didn't have the courage to call Leng Qingfeng and ask him what was going on!
There was a voice in her heart that kept reminding her," Forgiveness is not weakness. On the contrary, tolerance is strong because tolerance can resolve your dissatisfaction and resentment towards others. A person's mind could accommodate as many people as he could win the respect and love of as many people. Forgiveness is a virtue, a state of mind, and even more so, a kind of awareness."
"Yes, I can't be so impulsive. What if I wrongly blame him?"
Ouyang Lizi's heart was still a little bit of luck. She hoped that the man she loved deeply would not treat her like this. He was not a man who could be played around with.
Some women could not mention how much pain they were feeling because they had long remembered the price they had to pay for this pain.
Ouyang Lizi knew how weak she was. She didn't want to become an abandoned woman so quickly because she didn't want her girlfriend Annie to know how stupid and ridiculous her choice was.
Perhaps his girlfriend had already seen through Leng Qingfeng's true colors, but she had always been blinded by love and did not dare and was unwilling to see the truth.
Now that things had come to this, what else could she do?
What else could she do?
Was she waiting for him to get tired of her, then she would obediently disappear?
Or should he pretend to be confused and live like this day by day?
Ouyang Lizi's heart was in a mess. She was not only confused, but also helpless. She had no way to tell anyone about the pain that she had long suppressed.
She could only drown her sorrows in alcohol.
The result was obvious. She drank all the high-end and low-end wine that Leng Qingfeng usually brought back from outside. She was drunk, awake, crying, and hungry every day.
This kind of day only ended when Leng Qingfeng returned home in the early hours of the next week. Cancel all reviews: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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