"Ouyang Lizi?"
Leng Qingfeng tried to call out softly, and he had already stopped and walked towards her.
Ouyang Lizi was slightly stunned. She wanted to stand up and leave quickly, but she thought about it again. He was the one who had let her down. Why was she the one who had to escape?
If that was the case, it would show that she still cared about him. Wasn't it just a greeting to a shameless dog? Did she have to be afraid of him for the rest of her life just because she had been bitten by him?
Ouyang Lizi calmly raised her head and looked at him expressionlessly.”
"Li Zi, it really is you!"
On the contrary, Leng Qingfeng looked pleasantly surprised. He stood in front of her and confirmed that it was her with a fake smile on his face.
"You've changed!"
"Is that so?"
Ouyang Lizi said calmly," Someone who has died once, even if she doesn't want to change, she probably can't, right?”
"Li Zi, do you still hate me?"
Leng Qingfeng looked at her unnaturally and asked," Are you feeling well?”
"There's no such thing as hatred for someone you don't love. Thank you for your concern. I'm fine now!”Ouyang Lizi looked at him expressionlessly and said calmly.
"That's good!"
Leng Qingfeng originally thought that Ouyang Lizi would definitely not let him off so easily and would at least pester him for a period of time. Who knew that Ouyang Lizi would really do what she said? Ever since they parted on bad terms at the hospital, there had been no news of her. He thought that she had left the city. He thought in his heart that since she could let him off like this, she must have some feelings for him!
"Li Zi, can we still be friends in the future?”
Leng Qingfeng had nothing to say." If you need my help in the future, feel free to look for me. You still remember my number, right? It hasn't changed!"
"Friends?" Ouyang Lizi smiled faintly.
Perhaps, Leng Qingfeng had forgotten that as long as people were separated, no matter how familiar they were, they would slowly become estranged. He had also forgotten that he only had one chance to hurt her to that extent. After that incident, he had gone from being indispensable to dispensable. Even though she still loved him, she was no longer the person she used to be because some things had really changed.
"Leng Qingfeng, do you think we can still be friends?”
Ouyang Lizi sneered in disdain and said seriously," I seem to have forgotten how much I loved you back then. I forgot those trivial fragments about you and also forgot how I risked my life back then. Time was really the best medicine. No matter how much one loved someone or how deep the pain was, it would become light with time. Strangers who had no interaction with each other should just disappear from each other's world!”
"Li Zi, why must you be so heartless?”
"No matter how cruel life is, I should be as strong as possible!”
Ouyang Lizi revealed a confident smile. She was no longer the woman who thought that the sky would collapse without love.
"When a woman's pain reaches its peak and she can't bear it anymore, that's the moment when she awakens! In life, there was only the past that could not be returned, and there was no present that could not be passed. Life has taught me that some things, I am lucky to get them, and I am destined to lose them. Fantasies were just fantasies. Reality was the reality that they had to face. Lies could only bring about temporary peace, but it would bring about countless troubles later. What I once cared about, others might not care about. Therefore, I want to live for myself now. I also wish you happiness!”
"Li Zi, thank you for forgiving me. You're much more mature and rational than before.”After Leng Qingfeng heard Ouyang Lizi's words, he was deeply moved. He never thought that in a short month, the woman he hated in the past could say such philosophical words.
"I didn't think of that either. I have to thank you for all this. It was you who made me mature. If it weren't for that car accident, I wouldn't have realized the value of life. One of the greatest bravery in life is the ability to maintain trust and love after experiencing deception and harm!”
"Li Zi, I'm sorry. I know that I'm being too hypocritical by saying this now. To be honest, I didn't mean to hurt you. It's just that I was under too much pressure at work during that time."
"You used to be the one I wanted the most, but you never seemed to need me. I think because of this, I gave up on you! "So, don't mention the past anymore, because there's no need for that anymore. You don't have to apologize to me. I don't need it anymore! The cruelest sentence in the world was not 'I'm sorry', nor was it' I hate you', but 'we can never go back!'”
"Lizi, can't we be lovers? Can't we just be friends?”
Leng Qingfeng wanted to say something but stopped. He really didn't know what to say anymore because every word that came out of Ouyang Lizi's mouth made him shocked and then regretful.
"What else can we do? They couldn't be confidants, lovers, siblings, or friends. Let's just be enemies. Only by making this choice could they retain their initial kindness and innocence. Without blessings, they would disappear forever to avoid causing more harm to each other. Two fragile shoulders, unable to bear the fruitless love!”Ouyang Lizi looked at him indifferently.
He was regretting it now. Why didn't he notice her brilliance back then? How could he hurt her so heartlessly? It wasn't that he didn't love her, it was just that he had lost his mind for a moment and hadn't dealt with the sudden incident properly.
Leng Qingfeng suddenly said thoughtfully," Li Zi, your clothes are still at home. When do you want to come and get them, or should I send them over?”
"Clothes?"
Ouyang Lizi was stunned for a moment. She stood up and said indifferently," No, please throw them away! Now that I'm much thinner than before, those clothes probably don't fit me anymore!”
"Li Zi, how about this? I'll keep it for you first, and when you need it, you can come back and get it, okay?”Leng Qingfeng said anxiously.
"You should throw it away! It would be bad if your girlfriend saw it and misunderstood! Oh right, I should go home. Excuse me!”After Ouyang Lizi finished speaking, she quickly walked in another direction.
"Li Zi, where do you live? Can I send you?" Leng Qingfeng was about to walk forward.
"Stop right there. We are already strangers. If you see me in the future, please don't greet me. I have already forgotten you!”
Ouyang Lizi turned around, straightened her back, and said to Leng Qingfeng seriously and coldly. Then, her heart seemed to feel much better. She turned around gracefully and walked away without looking back.
In fact, her heart still ached. The softest organ in her body felt like it had been twisted into a dead knot. The moment she touched it, she felt a sharp pain. She did not dare to turn around. She was afraid that if she saw that familiar yet unfamiliar face again, she would not be able to help but try to salvage something. Therefore, at this moment, other than saying goodbye, there was no other way.
Learn to give up, turn around and leave before you cry, leaving behind a simple back view; Learn to give up and bury yesterday in your heart, leaving behind the best memories; Learn to give up, so that each other can have an easier start, the love that is covered in bruises is not necessarily unforgettable. This journey was deep but not fated. It wasn't easy to get to where we are today. I'll say goodbye gently. I'm really grateful that I have you along the way. I once said that I love you. Today, I will learn to love myself.
Leng Qingfeng looked at the woman who had left decisively. He felt a little disappointed. He thought that she would scold him like crazy like she used to, and then cry and beg him not to leave her. He did not expect that in such a short period of time, she had completely turned into another woman. Moreover, it was something he had never expected. Not only did she not sink from then on, but she also seemed to be happier after leaving him!
Ouyang Lizi's change and every word she said made Leng Qingfeng feel disappointed. It was as if he hadn't abandoned her, but had been abandoned by her. He was a little confused. Had he made the wrong decision back then?
Leng Qingfeng regained his senses and looked for Ouyang Lizi's figure again, but she had already disappeared into the night.
He looked a little dejected. As he walked, he looked around. In the end, he left helplessly.
Many times, when we say we've let go, we don't really let go. We just pretend to be happy and then touch the scars alone in a quiet corner.
At that moment, Ouyang Lizi finally realized that the person she once loved had already disappeared from this world on the day she was hospitalized. The love and longing in his heart were only memories that he had once had. She knew that some things could be forgotten, some things could be remembered, some things could be willingly done, and some things could not be done. She once loved him, and that was her calamity.# Daguan Review Passed: Daguan Time:111420183: 20PM #Cancel Review All: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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