Trust was like a piece of paper. Once it was crumpled, even if it was smoothed out, it could not be restored to its original state!
The next morning, Ouyang Lizi was preparing breakfast in the kitchen with dark circles under her eyes.
She was wondering if she should still choose to believe her man before everything was completely revealed.
She remembered that Annie had once said," Before a sentence is said, you are the master of the word. After you say it, you become the slave of the word. Speak too much, you will lose, disaster comes from the mouth, be careful and speak carefully!”
Therefore, Ouyang Lizi chose to remain silent. She didn't want Leng Qingfeng to know so soon that she already knew about the dirty things he had done behind his back.
Leng Qingfeng woke up early in the morning. When he saw that there was no one beside his pillow, he stood up and called out softly," Li Zi!”
No one agreed, so he came out of the living room and saw Ouyang Lizi busy in the kitchen with her back facing him.
He seemed to be in a good mood. He walked to her back and reached out to hug her. He gently kissed her ear.
"What are you going to make for breakfast?"
"Nutritional porridge!"
Ouyang Lizi struggled instinctively. If it was in the past, she would definitely turn around and throw herself into his warm embrace. The two of them would definitely be entangled for a while.
But now, Leng Qingfeng was still acting like before, but Ouyang Lizi was no longer in the mood. She began to feel disgusted from the bottom of her heart. Did he treat that woman like this too?
Women, no matter who they were, being paranoid was always fatal!
"Alright, go wash up first. You can eat soon!”
Ouyang Lizi tilted her body and reminded him softly.
"Okay, Honey, yes! I haven't eaten your nutritious porridge for a long time!”
Leng Qingfeng didn't notice Ouyang Lizi's subtle change. He thought that she didn't rest well last night and reminded her to catch up on her sleep.
"I know!"
Ouyang Lizi sat opposite him, eating her porridge with her head lowered.
"Lizi, are you feeling unwell? Do you want to see a doctor?”
Leng Qingfeng could still tell that she was not in good spirits. He said with some heartache," Look, I'm so busy that I don't have time to take care of you. You have to take good care of yourself. Don't make me worry about you, understand?”
"I know!"
Ouyang Lizi didn't seem to have much to say to him and just casually agreed to his request.
Leng Qingfeng didn't care about her emotions, and his mood wasn't affected by her at all. He had a good appetite and ate two big bowls of porridge in a row. He even kept praising her. Her cooking skills were getting better and better, and she could even catch up with the local daughter-in-law in Guangdong.
"Li Zi, rest well at home. I'm going to work!”
After Leng Qingfeng finished his porridge, he picked up his briefcase and was about to leave. Ouyang Lizi sent him to the elevator door as usual and helped him pull his tie.
Leng Qingfeng also kissed her on the cheek as usual and said with a smile," I'm going to work!”
"Okay, be careful on the road!"
When the elevator door closed, Ouyang Lizi was like a deflated balloon, leaning weakly against the wall. The forced smile on her face instantly fell.
The world was small, so small that one did not know who they would meet when they turned around. The world was big, so big that if he turned around, he didn't know who he would lose.
Ouyang Lizi didn't know if Leng Qingfeng would be able to come back with a complete heart and soul after stepping out of the house. She didn't know if she had the confidence to keep this man by her side.
At this moment, the two little people in her heart had already started an endless war a few days ago.
In life, a real self carried a fake self.
In reality, a simple version of himself contained a complex version of himself.
Watching the show, listening to the show, acting.
Love, be loved, hate, be hated.
Life seemed to dominate everything, but it was actually the real idea behind the appearance.
What was reality?
Behind the truth, desire was the mastermind.
The heart that didn't believe in eyes, didn't believe in ears, and only had perception was right. Was it right?
Ouyang Lizi kept asking herself. At least the rational villain in her heart was still able to barely win over the impulsive villain.
However, once Leng Qingfeng left with the elevator, the impulsive villain in her heart immediately suppressed the rational villain and even slapped her twice. Should she do something?
Ouyang Lizi held onto the wall and slowly walked into the house. She sat on the sofa by the window in the living room.
"How many of you are like me, sitting in a space of less than ten square meters and reading the gorgeous 95,000 kilometers in a book? Or maybe you're like me, with a heart that's wider than 95,000 kilometers, but you're sitting on a chair that's less than one square meter!”She suddenly thought of this sentence that she had read in some book. At this moment, her heart was filled with 95,000 kilometers of pain. She picked up the phone on the coffee table and stared at it blankly. Her eyes were filled with unwillingness. How could she let another woman freely take her man like this?
"You have never laughed completely, you have never cried completely, you have never been angry completely, you have never hated completely, you have never loved completely, nothing has been done completely-nothing has been done. Nothing was complete. It's all tangled up, so there's always so many things in your head, and that's why you're so uncomfortable, you never feel at home!”# Cancel all reviews: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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