The quiet Xu Nuo was waiting for the test of time. The moment he lost it made him see the unfamiliar feeling. Outside, there was no sign of her charming dance or her sweet smile. There was only longing for the fireworks that night. Gao Yuxin let go of his pursuit, and in the end, he fell in love with a more beautiful fairy tale.
He had left Chi Qing on this day last year. The misunderstanding had hurt him unexpectedly, and his breakup with Chi Qing was also an unexpected ending. This time, he really wanted to be alone in the self-study room. However, the shadow of a certain person appeared in his heart from time to time, and it was getting clearer and clearer. Memories gradually made him and Cui Qian form two parallel lines. He did not know if he could accept that eternity, but the helpless entanglement would make the parallel lines never cross. The person he loved had already left. It had been five months since he last missed her. Gao Yuxin thought that this time was deliberately arranged by God to miss her, but he was wrong. He was tired.
His phone rang at this moment. It was Cui Qian again. He did not know who he was waiting for, but it was definitely not Cui Qian. About five minutes later, he arrived at the stands behind the stadium. Cui Qian was walking over from afar. Gao Yuxin smiled and said,""What should come will come sooner or later." Cui Qian's eyes were full of love. She held Gao Yuxin's hand. The most beautiful memory of the two of them was holding each other's hands. However, Cui Qian was the one who took the initiative to hold Gao Yuxin's hand many times. "Have you eaten?" Gao Yuxin asked. Cui Qian nodded. Gao Yuxin said," Why do I see that you're a little unhappy? Is there something on your mind?"”Cui Qian said," Yuxin, I can't figure out why you've been so cold to me recently. Is there something wrong with me? Is it because I can't compare to Chi Qing? Or is it because you only have that Wang Siyu in your heart?"”At this moment, it was drizzling again. The unsuggestive coldness penetrated Gao Yuxin's clothes and extended to her heart. Gao Yuxin looked at her wet hair and said,""Don't think too much about it. You're very good." "But I don't feel good about myself. No matter what I do, you're not happy."”Gao Yuxin said," I'm very happy. Don't keep talking about the past. Chi Qing is no longer in my heart."”Cui Qian said," I don't believe it. I heard Wu Dongqiang say that you have two diary entries today. One of them records your love for Chi Qing."”"Then do you believe him?" Gao Yuxin asked.”"I want to ask you," Cui Qian said. "Then do you believe me?" Gao Yuxin asked.”"Of course I believe you," Cui Qian said. " Chi Qing and I only have the past," Gao Yuxin said." You should know that time can change many relationships, including love." My past with her will slowly no longer be the past. It's just a forgotten memory.”"Will you forget her?" Cui Qian asked.”"You still don't believe me," Gao Yuxin said."If I couldn't forget her, why would I still be with you?"”"But I feel like your heart isn't with me."”Gao Yuxin looked at her confusion and said helplessly,""I'm sorry. Let's break up." His words were very direct. The moment he said it, he regretted it. Cui Qian stood behind Gao Yuxin in a daze. She had loosened her grip on her hand. Gao Yuxin said,"You don't even have the basic trust when you're with me. We definitely won't be together in the end." It was better to break up now. They might still be friends.”Cui Qian said," Why do you want to separate from me? I love you. You know that. I don't want to lose you."”Gao Yuxin said," Some love is destined to be together. The lingering without fate will hurt more and more. I don't want to hurt you."”"But I gave you so much."”Gao Yuxin said,"I'm sorry. Maybe you're right. I can't let go of Chi Qing."”Cui Qian turned around and shed tears. Gao Yuxin said,""Don't be sad. You'll meet someone better than me.”"But I like you." Cui Qian said.”"But we're not suitable for each other," Gao Yuxin said.”"I'm sorry, it was my fault."”"I should be the one apologizing," Gao Yuxin said.”"Can you give me another chance to love you?" Cui Qian asked. Let's think about it together." Gao Yuxin didn't approach her. Her gentle longing brought about a second of passive separation. Love was selfish. Any encounter was filled with longing for the next encounter. "Are you determined to break up?" Cui Qian asked.”"I don't want to either, but the longer we fight, the more damage we'll get."”"Did you break up with me because of Wang Siyu?" Cui Qian asked.”"Don't talk nonsense," Gao Yuxin said.”Cui Qian said," I knew it was her. She's the closest to you. Call her out. I want to make things clear with her."”"This has nothing to do with her. I'm doing this for your own good," Gao Yuxin said.”"Can you think about it for me?" Cui Qian asked.”Gao Yuxin nodded and said," Alright, let's calm down. Maybe it's because of our emotions that we're confused."”"Yuxin, can you tell me about Chi Qing?" Cui Qian asked.”Gao Yuxin looked at the umbrella and said,""The time we spent together was basically happy. I realized that she knew me very well. Sometimes, she understood what I was thinking without saying it.”"Isn't Chi Qing very beautiful?" Cui Qian asked.”"I can't comment on a person's beauty, but she's my type," Gao Yuxin said. She's sensible, kind, cheerful, and gentle in many ways. You're not bad either.”Cui Qian said,"But I can't compare to her."”Gao Yuxin didn't say anything. The wind blew on the canvas of the stands, making a strange sound. Cui Qian said,"I know you still like her. Do you still have a chance?"”"I once told her that as long as you exist, I will have a chance."”"Then what did Chi Qing say?" Cui Qian asked.”Gao Yuxin said," Chi Qing's words made me very sad. She said that once two people miss each other, they will never be together. Happiness can only be given to two people once. Once you don't cherish it, you are destined to be hurt. I was afraid that you would be hurt too, so I didn't struggle for another chance.”"Why did we lose this opportunity?" Cui Qian asked.”"Because of your pestering," Gao Yuxin said.”Cui Qian nodded and said," Let's go back. I've learned a lot from this separation. Thank you."”"I'll treat you to a meal tomorrow," Gao Yuxin said.”Cui Qian said,"Let's see. Maybe you don't have the time."”Cui Qian left very quickly. She was afraid that she would see Gao Yuxin's perfection and be reluctant to part with her again. In the end, she really was reluctant.
When Gao Yuxin returned to the dormitory, Wu Dongqiang said,""Carrot, why are you back so early today?”Gao Yuxin said,"If there's nothing else, just come back."”"You look a little unhappy." Zhao Yuhui said.”"I'm fine," said Gao Yuxin. Wu Dongqiang said,"Why don't we drink some?"”Gao Yuxin said," I'm not drinking anymore. Drinking once is worse than staying up all night. I still haven't recovered from drinking so much last time."”Wu Dongqiang said,"Why don't we stay up all night?"”Gao Yuxin said,"Again? I have nothing to play with."”"I have nothing to do tomorrow anyway," said Wu Dongqiang.”Gao Yuxin thought about her confusion today and said,""Then go. Where's Colonel Zhong?" Wu Dongqiang said,"Let him order a machine. If there is one, go."”"If you have one, book one for me too."”"I don't think so. Tomorrow is the weekend."”Wu Dongqiang said," There's a higher possibility. I heard from the bell school that it's very difficult to jump there. There aren't as many people going there as before."”Gao Yuxin lay in bed and prepared for the night. During that time, he went to the internet cafe to relieve the pain in his heart, but what really worked was Wang Siyu's concern. At this time, he gave up the wonderful wait. Wu Dongqiang received a text message saying,"Colonel Zhong said there were more, but they weren't next to each other.”"Are we still going?" Gao Yuxin asked. "It's already decided," said Wu Dongqiang. Gao Yuxin said,"You guys are really fast."”At this moment, the dream seemed to have shattered, but the eternal longing was still by his side.
Cui Qian was lying on the bed and was about to send a text message to Gao Yuxin when Yan Feng said,""Nancy, what's wrong?" "I'm fine," Cui Qian said. " You're back a little early today," Yan Feng said." That's not like you."”"Qianqian, I heard that you have a good relationship with the labor committee," said Yuan Yili.”"Who did you hear that from? I'm not familiar with him."”When Yan Feng heard this, she knew that many things had happened today. Thinking about the happiness of the past, she felt cold and desolate. Cui Qian thought about so many reasons. She took out all her memories from this period of time and sent Gao Yuxin a happy greeting. Gao Yuxin saw Cui Qian's text message. He had no choice but to continue searching quietly in the internet cafe. At this moment, Wang Siyu called him. Gao Yuxin picked up and said,""Sister, what's the matter?" Wang Siyu said,"Did Brother go all night?"”"Yeah, I just arrived," Gao Yuxin said.”"I knew that my brother would stay up all night today," said Wang Siyu.”"Why?" Gao Yuxin asked. "I heard from my brother that you will be very sad today."”"Thank you, sister, for remembering my brother's words."”Wang Siyu said,"Brother, you've changed."”Gao Yuxin said,"Why did you say that my brother has changed?"”Wang Siyu said,"You don't go to class much now. You don't talk much when you see your sister. Is it because you're in love with Cui Qian?"?”"No, my brother hasn't changed," Gao Yuxin said.”" Really?" Wang Siyu said." I'll trust you this time. You should rest well in the dormitory tomorrow."”"I know, Sis. Remember to rest early."”He had just hung up when Cui Qian called."What were you doing just now?" "I didn't do anything," Gao Yuxin said.”Cui Qian said,"You must be calling someone. I've been on the phone the whole time."”" I don't want to explain anything," Gao Yuxin said." I'll give you a complete answer tomorrow, but please don't interfere with my privacy."”"Do you not want to talk to me?" Cui Qian asked.”Gao Yuxin said," You always think too much. There were many things that happened in the past. Initially, nothing happened, but with your misunderstanding, something happened.”Cui Qian said,"I like you. I'm afraid of losing you."”"I know, but I'm not used to it," Gao Yuxin said.”Cui Qian said,"I hope you will understand my love in the future."”The call ended. Gao Yuxin's phone was also out of debt. He didn't know how to face the person he liked. Happiness had gone so far, and he missed the good times of the past. The last time, there were still bright stars at this moment, but now it was very cold outside. Gao Yuxin missed her sadly, but her quiet pursuit was lost in the distant time.
Gao Yuxin didn't know how to let go of the sadness that she had felt today. What was Chi Qing doing now? Would she want to come back that night? Also, Cui Qian's love had ended just like that. He was a little reluctant, but he didn't want to be moved by such love.
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