She hesitated on the spot for a long time before deciding to return to the residence. She didn't know when Leng Leng had left, and she didn't know when she would be able to see him again. Perhaps, she would never see him again. Did that person know her? Would he see her in his dreams? Or was everything just a dream…
" Leng Leng, you must find out. You must!" she murmured. Was this considered wishful thinking? Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that she had been having that dream ever since she was abandoned. In the dream, he had always been in his twenties. Sometimes, he would even gently caress her, telling her to be strong, telling her to face it bravely. He couldn't give up, he couldn't seek death. Those days were so painful for her.
She still remembered one time when she was thirteen years old.
" Blue Butterfly, the organization has decided that you will start accepting missions tomorrow. This is the information." Xiaoyan looked at the thick stack of papers and frowned." Accept missions?" I'm only thirteen. Can I wait a few more years?”Xiaoyan negotiated.
"Who do you think you are? What does the organization want you to do? Xiao Yan knew that there was no room for negotiation, but she really didn't want to. However, was she qualified to reject this place? Unless she became stronger.
After that person left, Xiaoyan flipped through the information.
Chen Qiang, 17 years old, studying in an elite high school. His family had a father who was a gangster and a mother who was a lawyer. He was cold, but he loved chrysanthemums. Wherever there were expensive chrysanthemums, he would definitely appear. He carefully observed his eyes. There was endless loneliness and loneliness in them.
Why? He had such a happy family. Why was he still unhappy?
That pair of eyes stung her deeply. It turned out that she had not really gotten rid of her feelings after years of training.
In order to forget that pair of eyes, Xiaoyan went to the martial arts field to practice every move she could, but she just couldn't forget it.
She still remembered the moment she killed him. She still remembered his words. Although his words were weak and powerless, those words still hurt her heart.
" I'm very grateful to you for doing something I didn't have the courage to do. There are many times in life where dying is better than living. At least I can sleep peacefully and forget all the pain and scars."
When she returned, she was ready to commit suicide. However, she had been hesitating and couldn't bear to do it. She still had worries. Perhaps it was just as Chen Qiang had said, she didn't have the courage…
When she was about to leave, that figure appeared again. He was crying, even though she couldn't see him. " Don't leave, don't be so cruel. I'm waiting. I'll wait until you come back. I'll wait until you're willing to say you love me in my arms."
Love? It was ridiculous, but she still believed it. Even though she didn't commit suicide and the organization saw this scene through the camera and gave her a severe punishment, she never regretted it. Even if she had to take on missions in the organization until her heart was smoothed out and she had no emotions.
When she came back to her senses, the streets were still bustling. It was as if the figure had never appeared before, disappearing into the dark streets and alleys.
In the Prime Minister's residence, the Prime Minister sat in his study and sighed. What kind of environment did such a daughter grow up in? Did he owe the mother and son too much? In a short period of time, he had indirectly caused the death of her mother. Even her body had not been found yet.
He had been separated from her during the escape, and his life and death were still unknown.
" Men, prepare the palanquin." The Prime Minister hurriedly prepared to leave. He wanted to make a trip to the palace and ask for the Emperor's permission to send some soldiers out to search, including the neighboring countries!
In front of the door. The Prime Minister, who had left in a hurry, met Xiaoyan, who had just returned.
" Xiao Mu, where are you going? Go back immediately and reflect on your mistakes behind closed doors." The Prime Minister was so busy that he was overwhelmed. When he saw his disobedient daughter, he became even more agitated. He shouted at her without paying attention. He had completely forgotten that he had made up his mind to make it up to his daughter.
In fact, he sometimes thought that if the person he loved was still alive while he was on the run, it would only be his daughter who died. However, even if she lived, she would still be drunk and cry all day long, resentful that she did not protect her daughter well. Tired, he was tired too. It was better to find a good family and marry her off as soon as possible. Besides, she was not young anymore.
"Heh, what is the Prime Minister so angry about? Why, is your backyard on fire? Or is the emperor angry?" Xiaoyan wouldn't tolerate it either. This wasn't her style. "Presumptuous, how did your mother teach you?”
The Prime Minister was too angry, so he spoke without thinking. Otherwise, he would never have implicated his beloved Rou 'er. Xiaoyan looked at the Prime Minister with a half-smile. The Prime Minister thought that she was in a bad mood at the mention of Rou 'er's death. In his heart, after all, Rou' er had raised her up. Not everyone could bear the pain of losing their mother.
" Forget it, you should go back and rest well." The prime minister seemed to have aged a lot. He had a lot more affection for Rou 'er than others could see. If he had not sent someone to pick her up, would this not have happened? Would his children have lived well in another place? Would his son have married an ordinary and virtuous wife, and his daughter would have married an ordinary and honest person?
They would live happily. At least, they would be happier than him. However, there was no room for regret. Everything had already happened and become a fact.
" Prime Minister, please don't interfere in my affairs. I have the confidence to handle my own matters," Xiaoyan said coldly.
The prime minister was stunned and did not refute her. This was his daughter. Looking at how she looked so similar to Rou 'er, he thought back to everything that had happened in the past. His misunderstanding, his cold words, his determination…
How could she not be the same person as she was back then? What kind of heart did Rou 'er use to face everything after leaving the Prime Minister's residence? What kind of mood did she use to carry his child and wander outside?
He silently apologized countless times in his heart, but he understood that it was useless no matter how many times he said it. That strong, stubborn, yet weak woman had already left. She had left forever, not even giving him a chance to repent.
"Go do what you like.”The prime minister sighed.
Without the Prime Minister's interference, Xiaoyan was a little uncomfortable. How boring. Why was he so easy to talk to today? Didn't they say that the ancients were very old-fashioned? Or did he really want to make up for it? For some reason, he suddenly felt a little jealous of the real Ouyang Zimu. Damn it, why would he have such thoughts? After a moment of anger, Xiaoyan walked towards her Flowing Cloud Pavilion without looking back.
"Miss, would you like to have lunch?" Xiao Xi stood respectfully outside the door. Xiao Yan pondered as she walked forward. She was very anxious because the coldness had yet to appear. Seriously, she had never been so anxious in the past. So many storms had passed, and she had waited for so many years. Was it only a few hours away?
"Yes, go and get the kitchen to bring the best food.”Xiao Xi left.
Soon, the dishes were served one by one. Xiaoyan quietly tasted the food. To be honest, the food here was not bad usually, but it was not satisfactory if she had to open her taste buds to taste it. There was still a lot of room for development and improvement.
"Miss, is the food not to your liking?”Xiao Xi said timidly when she saw Xiao Yan frowning.
" You may leave." No one could make her speak if she didn't want to. Xiao Xi hesitated for a moment before leaving. It was better to ignore this lady. She just needed to quietly earn money to treat her mother's illness.
As she ate the tasteless food in a daze, scenes from her dream flashed through her mind. Was it real or not? Why did that figure appear? All of this disturbed Xiaoyan's heart.
After a few days of not seeing Leng Leng, it was as if he had disappeared from the world, leaving Xiaoyan to miss him and look forward to him. It turned out that she wasn't completely unconcerned. Xiao Xi was on tenterhooks. She had been having the same nightmare every night for the past few days. In her dreams, it was the same person. She was so terrifying and she said that she wanted to kill her.
"Xiao Mu, there's a banquet in the palace today, and you can bring your family along. Do you want to come along? "Maybe there will be a man you like." The Prime Minister had come to the Flowing Cloud Pavilion at some point in time. Xiaoyan smiled when she heard this. "Does the Prime Minister want to marry me off? So this is why you brought me back?”
Xiaoyan looked at the Prime Minister with a faint smile and said in a slightly provocative tone. The Prime Minister frowned. Was every daughter like this? That shouldn't be the case. Why were they all gentle and refined? It must be because of the influence of his living environment. Why was he the one who was being blamed for everything?
"My dear daughter, how can you think that? "Father is doing this for your own good. If you don't want to go, then don't go. I'll leave first. I'll be back early tonight." After saying that, the Prime Minister left. Xiaoyan was a little confused. What was wrong with the Prime Minister today? However, the Imperial Palace was indeed not interested. Why should they interfere with the right and wrong?
Xiaoyan sat under a tree and drank a pot of sake leisurely. Although her days were boring, they were also quite comfortable. It was not bad to not have to fight and kill anymore.
" Miss " suddenly appeared coldly. After not seeing him for a few days, he had lost a lot of weight and looked haggard. There was a little stubble on his chin and he looked travel-worn. It seemed that he had been living quite a fulfilling life recently.
" Please punish me, Miss." Leng Leng knelt down on one knee. His words had shattered Xiaoyan's hopes. He lowered his head and felt very sorry for her. This was the first thing she had asked him to do. What should he do in the future? Would she still believe him?
"So, the Hall of Seven Kills is also so useless. I should have guessed it long ago. Look at you, the Hall Master. You shouldn't have had any hope if you were so cowardly. I really don't know how this lousy Hall can hold on until now.”
Looking at his cold back, she finally resisted the urge to kill him. Damn it, she actually lost control.
However, who was that person and why did he appear in her dreams? It was deeply engraved in her mind. It seemed that she should go shopping more often. Little did she know that it was impossible for her to run into that person on the streets because he had long forgotten the meaning of going out…
Scenes of the past flashed past. She wondered if she was the only one who had these memories.# Cancel all reviews: wdd201302 Time:111420185: 54PM #
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