She had nightmares the entire night and woke up before dawn. She hurriedly washed up and was thinking hard about how she could get news of her aunt's safety when she saw Xin Yue enter. She hurriedly closed the door and said,""His Highness came back last night. I heard that he was very angry and beat his personal eunuch Fu thirty times.”
"Do you know why?" I was a little surprised.
Xin Yue seemed to be frightened and said with a trembling voice,""I don't know. How would I dare to ask why?”
I replied with an "oh". He gave her 500 taels of silver and some silver."Go to the silk shop yesterday and take a look. Bring this banknote to aunt. After leaving the Imperial Residence, he would buy some miscellaneous items first and be careful not to be targeted by others.”
Xin Yue nodded and said carefully,""Don't worry!"
New Moon just left, Yin? "You went to see your aunt yesterday?"”I nodded uneasily. Did he already know that my aunt was missing?
"How could it be Fourteen who sent you back?" he sneered.”
"Yesterday, my aunt took me to burn incense." In the end, I was squeezed by the beggars at the entrance of the temple and fell. It just so happened that the 14th master passed by and pulled me out. He also sent me back.”
He looked at me for a long time, snorted, shook his sleeves and left. I looked at his back inexplicably and felt that he had really taken the wrong medicine.
Xin Yue came back during lunch. She wiped the sweat off her forehead and said,""I walked a few streets and bought some cloth and silk. When I saw that there was no one else, I entered the silk shop. That old woman was very smart. At first, she wouldn't let me in no matter what. Later, I said that you asked me to go. I told you not to worry, she's fine!”
I heaved a sigh of relief." We shouldn't go to see her for the time being. If anyone comes to ask about her, just treat it as if she's still living in the same place. Don't let others know that we know where she went."”
Xin Yue agreed. Fortunately, no one asked. We were also relieved.
Yin? She had been back for a few days, but she had not seen him. On the sixth day of the sixth month, the wife of the Fujin, Nala, ordered me and another concubine, Liu, who had never been pregnant, to go to Fuyun Temple to offer incense.
When we arrived at Fuyun Temple, Lady Liu and I finished our prayers together and ate vegetarian food. Lady Liu's maiden family was nearby, and Lady Nala allowed her to go back and take a look. She agreed to pick me up at the temple gate at ten in the evening. Xin Yue and I rested for a while in the guest room of the temple. It was really boring and there was no place to take an afternoon nap. Tell Xin Yue to stay. I'll go out alone.
Fuyun Temple was divided into three entrances. In front was the main hall for Bodhisattva, and in the middle was the guest room and the residence of the nuns. Behind them were probably the rooms of the concubines who were not favored by the rich families. Those women were really pitiful. They couldn't get the love of their husbands, but they weren't willing to let them go. They lived here like the ancient Buddha until they died. This was the evil old society! Now that I've come to this terrifying era, I seem to have fallen in love with someone I shouldn't have. Where should I go? Did I really exist in history? Can I still go back…
A hand was placed on my shoulder. I was shocked. I turned around and saw a kind-looking old nun. He couldn't tell how old he was, but he was probably between 60 to 80 years old. She gestured at me, and I couldn't help but follow her to the wooden railing in the courtyard and sit down. Old Nini looked at me with a deep gaze and said,"The poor nun's name is 'Fate.'"
I put my palms together and said,"Amitabha, the believer…Sonya."”
She smiled slightly and looked at me calmly. Her eyes were clear and clear."It doesn't matter who you are. What's important is your heart.”
"My heart?" I stared at her blankly. "You've been confused, haven't you?" She smiled kindly. He didn't know where he came from or where he was going.”
"You…knew?" I was so shocked that my entire body trembled.”She nodded slightly.
"Plop!" I knelt down and said,"Please enlighten me, Abbess!"”
She just looked at me and said,"Who was I before I was born? Who was I when I was born?"
"What do you mean?" I don't quite understand.
She shook her head and explained,"Everything has a cause and effect." You've never come out, so you have to go somewhere. There is a verse in the gatha that says: All dharmas come from the beginning, as if they are the cause. What had already happened would not change, and what had not happened would eventually come. What others owe you will eventually be repaid, and what you owe others will eventually be repaid. When you figure it out, your confusion will be solved.”After saying that, she left, leaving me kneeling on the ground in a daze, thinking about the meaning behind her words…
Even when I returned to the Prince's mansion and sat down on the stool in my room, I was still racking my brains. Where to go? Who owes me? Who do I owe…?"
"Ge Ge! Ge Ge!" I was in a trance when someone called me. I looked up and saw Xin Yue's anxious face.
"What's wrong?" I asked in surprise.
She took two steps back,"His Highness is here."”I didn't react to what she said and slowly followed her gaze. Yin? He was standing at the door, frowning at me. I forced a smile. He turned to Xin Yue and shouted,"Where did you guys go today? Why is Ge Ge in a daze?"
Xin Yue was shocked. She knelt down and stammered,""No... Nowhere... I went to Fuyun Temple..."
I gradually came back to my senses and stood up."You scared Xin Yue. It has nothing to do with her. Xinyue, you can go out first.”
I missed the new moon. I poured a cup of tea and drank it in one gulp. Yin? He sat down and looked at me,"What's wrong today?" He lost his soul after a trip to Fuyun Temple?”
"It's nothing, I'm just a little depressed."”
"Oh?" He pulled me over to sit beside him."Tell me, what are you worried about?”
"What else? He thought about whether he would also live in Fuyun Temple if he lost favor in the future!”I said faintly.
He turned my face and said,"Why are you saying this?" I have work to do these few days, so I really can't find the time to come and see you.”
I looked at his face and said,"No need to explain. I'm not blaming you." You're not mine alone. There will be more women who will share you with me in the future. I don't expect you to be with me forever. I just…just…"
"But what?" He looked at me with pity and guilt in his eyes.
I gathered my courage and said,"I just suddenly realized that I…seem to like you."”
"Isn't it good to like me?" he asked happily.”
"I'm not the only woman who likes you." To you, it's just conquering another woman, but to me, it's a disaster.”
"Why a disaster?" he asked anxiously.
I smiled bitterly." I'm different from others. I don't want to share my love with others. I also hope that my lover will only love me. But you can't do it!”
He hugged me from behind and hesitated for a moment before saying,"I understand what you're saying. You're also special to me. But you know I can't help it. Aren't you getting along well with the Fujin and the Niu Gulu family? Even Consort Li likes you very much. She even spoke up for you at the Dragon Boat Festival banquet. What was wrong with that? At most, I promise you that I won't easily let another woman marry me after you.”
I crawled into his arms." Don't make promises easily. Let's leave it at that. Maybe I owe you. I'll be free when I pay you back…"
I took the initiative to kiss his lips. My hands quickly moved around his chest and took off his outer robe. I panted as I untied his belt. He chuckled."What a little vixen!" She pulled off my top and tube top, and her wet lips kissed my chest. I couldn't help but cry out. His hands caressed my shoulders, my waist, and my buttocks. Everywhere his hands passed by was like a burning fire, so blazing…I held his back with both hands and bit his shoulders. My legs tightly clamped his waist, allowing him to enter me deeper…Let me sink into it. No matter who owes who, at this moment, I only treat him as loving me, mine alone…
The lazy Ren Yin who was soaking in the water? Clean my body. "This is the first time I've ever served a woman in a bath!" he said with a smile.”
"Thank you for your grace, Your Highness!"”"I'll carry you back to your room later?" he asked mischievously.”
I blushed." No, I can leave now."”
He laughed out loud. Your body is a little weak, but it can't be to the extent that you can't even walk…"
"Don't say it!" In a moment of desperation, I used my lips to block his mouth. He stared at me with his bright eyes. His eyes were filled with tenderness, just like two balls of fire, and I was willing to be burned to ashes...
In the end, it was still Yin? He carried me back to my room. After dinner, he sat down and drank tea. I pretended to ask casually,"Why did you punish Eunuch Fu with a cane a few days ago?”
His expression changed." It's nothing. I just thought he was unreliable and punished him."”
I looked at him." That doesn't mean he's so angry. I heard that he almost lost his life."”
"You don't know, but there's no one around me that I can trust…" he sighed.
"Did he leak your whereabouts to others?" Who was it? Eighth Prince or Crown Prince?"
Yin? "Who told you that?”
"I guessed." I smiled and grabbed his hand."If it's the Crown Prince, don't be afraid. If the Emperor could cripple him once, he could cripple him a second time. If it's the eighth elder brother, you just pretend that you don't know. He's in the limelight now, so you'd better avoid him for the time being. When his achievements shock the master, the time of misfortune will come.”
" You…" Yin? Shocked, she grabbed my hand tightly."Who told you that? Have you met Mr. Dai?"
"Who is Mr. Dai?" I shook off his hand." I don't know him. You're hurting me!"”
He looked at me in shock as if he was talking to himself."That's right. You've never been out before, so how did you meet him? But why did the two of you sound so similar?”He looked at me again and pondered for a moment before saying,"Then what should I do?"
I was a little uneasy. Although what I said was history, should I say it? Would it change anything? It shouldn't be, right? Since he said that what I said was similar to what that Mister Dai said, it at least meant that someone had already told him before me. If I answered, there shouldn't be any big problem, right? Thinking of this, I vaguely replied," A loving father and filial son, a loving brother. Do what you should do well, and don't care about what you shouldn't care about. Let's wait for the right time."
"What timing?" He smiled faintly.
I gritted my teeth.”
"You're a distant relative of Roncodo?" he asked, squinting at me.”
I actually didn't know the relationship between Sang Ye and Lonkedo, so I said awkwardly,"Not really. My aunt married her uncle."
He stared at me expressionlessly for a while and asked,"Where did your aunt go?"
"I don't know." I shook my head firmly.”
He approached me and said,"If you know, tell me."”
"I know, but I won't tell you!"”
"Are you afraid that I'll send him to the Crown Prince?" he sneered.”
"Yes, my aunt is my only relative. I can't harm her!"”
He looked at me sadly.”
I hesitated." Yes, I don't trust anyone.”
He didn't speak and only looked at me. His eyes told me that he was injured. I quickly explained,"I'm sincere to you." It's just that I can't harm auntie."
There was a long silence. He stood up and caressed my face."Go to sleep. It's getting late."
"No need," he stopped me."I still have things to do. You go to sleep first."
"Then…will you come over after you're done?”I looked at him expectantly.
He hesitated for a moment and said,""No thanks." I grunted and laughed randomly. I turned around and walked to the bedroom, stubbornly not wanting him to see my tears.
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