In the afternoon, my aunt really brought Liu Kaizhi over. I ignored Feng Lan's advice and forced myself to put on my clothes and go down to the ground. He sent Feng Lan to get some food and saw Liu Kaizhi in the small hall outside. Looking at him carefully, he was about thirty-five or thirty-six years old. He was gentle and elegant, and he did not look like a businessman at all. Instead, he looked like a scholar. In modern times, this would be the model of a Confucian businessman.
Seeing me, Liu Kaizhi seemed very excited, his voice trembling."I haven't seen you for five years, and you've grown so big. When I sent Junior Sister to the capital, you were still a little girl who cried all day.”
"Senior Brother," I panted slightly and smiled."Long time no see. How are you?"
"I'm fine."
"Then let's not chat anymore. I asked you to come here because I want to beg you for everything.”
"What is it?" he asked calmly.
"Help me leave the Imperial Residence!"
"Ya 'er!" " I've already asked Kaizhi to help me even if you didn't tell me," my aunt caressed my head gently." He also agreed, but…"
"But what?" I looked at Liu Kaizhi.
"I'm just afraid that I'll implicate the Fujin." He said quietly,"When Teacher passed away, there were three people who worried about him the most. One was you, one was your aunt, and the last was Prince Yong, the Fujin."”
"They really do have an old relationship!" "Then there's only one way."”
"What is it?"
"I can only die."
"What?" Aunt was shocked, but Liu Kaizhi looked at me with admiration. We looked at each other and smiled. I looked at him questioningly and he nodded at me. I knew that he had a plan in mind and felt relieved. Under his aunt's confused expression, Liu Kaizhi took out a porcelain bottle. I took it and opened it. There was a round pill inside. It smelled very pungent. He leaned over and said softly," After taking it, the disease will act up. The symptoms are the same as the blood consumption of a woman after she has lost her fetus. She will sweat like a pulp and become weak. In the end, she will be in a state of suspended animation. She will recover after taking the antidote in two days. However..."
"But what?" I gripped the bottle tightly.
"After taking this medicine, you will never have a child again.”
"Is that so?" I was a little melancholic. Thinking of the child I had no fate with, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. Perhaps I don't really dislike his arrival? However, he came at the wrong time. I didn't protect him well and deprived him of his right to be born into this world. Then, let him be my only child to compensate for my guilt towards him (her). Thinking of this, I said to Liu Kai: "It doesn't matter. Imperial Physician Wu said that my fetus fell due to external damage. It's very difficult to have another child." It didn't make any difference whether he took the medicine or not. But how did you get this medicine?"
"I asked a Jianghu friend to spend a lot of money to buy this.”He looked at me sadly." I'm also very hesitant, but looking at you, it's really…I shouldn't have sent you back."”
Senior Brother, don't blame yourself." I didn't know how his relationship with Sonya was in the past, but now it seemed that he cared about me so much. I quickly comforted him,"This is my life, it has nothing to do with you.”I took out New Moon's urn and whispered,"Auntie, take Xinyue back…"
"Sonya, why are you up?" Nala's panicked voice came from outside the door. The door was pushed open and Liu Kaizhi stood up and whispered,""Fujin, how have you been?"
"You?" In an instant, Nala seemed to have turned into a stone statue. The atmosphere became heavy. I wonder, so they know each other! Nala was in a daze for a while, then walked up to me and said,"Go back to bed and lie down. It won't be good if you get sick.”
I looked at Liu Kaizhi, who nodded without batting an eyelid. I said with a double meaning,"Take care, Senior Brother. Thank you for coming to see me. The medicine you brought will definitely taste good.”
"Alright, then I'll take my leave first. Have a good rest!”He nodded at Nala and turned to leave. Nala looked at his back, clenched her fists, and her eyes were dreary. I couldn't bear to watch, so I walked into bed with difficulty.
Not long after, Nala came in. She sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me. Suddenly, she burst into tears." I've let your father down…"
"Don't be like this!" I was frightened by her appearance. She had always been so calm and graceful. She did not show her emotions. Today, she lost her composure. She was probably agitated.
"I wanted to take good care of you, but I didn't expect to harm you! I let your father down, I let him down! He helped me but wronged himself. If he wasn't depressed, he wouldn't have died so early! It's my fault, it's all my fault…"
"Father won't blame you." I hugged her. It wasn't just me and her locked up in this bustling cage. When she gradually calmed down, I helped her wipe her tears."Don't be sad. Everyone has their own lives. Some people could accept it, while others couldn't. Those who lived might not be happy, and those who died might not be sad. Father is gone, but we are still alive. There is still a long way to go! Don't think about him anymore. Think about yourself more. Life is only a few years. Why do you have to make things difficult for yourself?”
" You're right, but I…" Nala looked at me with tears in her eyes."How can you be so detached? I always thought that I understood wangye and that he truly liked you, but why did he treat you like this? I can't figure it out!"
"Haha!" I laughed. There was no benefit in connecting some things.”
Nala went out with a dispirited expression. I took out the small porcelain bottle under my pillow and poured out the medicine. After looking at it for a long time, I opened my mouth and swallowed it.
In the middle of the night, my breathing became rapid and I sweated profusely. Feng Lan was dozing off in front of my bed. I pushed her awake with great effort. When she saw my appearance, she jumped up in shock. My breathing was weak as I said that I wanted to drink water. Feng Lan went out and I heard her say outside,"... Go and call the Fujin..." So she wasn't the only one here. After drinking the water, I only felt that my head weighed a thousand pounds, my chest seemed to be stuffed with cotton, and I felt as if I was floating in the clouds.
The door was knocked open and Nala stumbled in. When she saw me, she was shocked and shouted,"How did this happen? How could this be? Didn't they already see each other yesterday? Imperial Physician Wu said that he was fine, how could he suddenly…Where was Imperial Physician Wu? Have you sent it?"
"I've already sent it." Niu Gulu, who was behind Feng Lan, answered,""Fortunately, the emperor ordered him to stay in the wang fu.”
I wondered why Old Kang treated me so well. Sending the top imperial physician of the palace to me and even letting him stay in the residence, I'm really flattered. However, I won't be able to enjoy it for a few days. When I leave the Imperial Residence, I'll be free!
Not long after, a little old man in his sixties came in. Nala quickly made way for him. He didn't care about avoiding suspicion and pulled him to my bed. I stretched out my hand and looked at Imperial Physician Wu uneasily. He put a handkerchief on my hand and closed his eyes to take my pulse. I felt his fingers light and heavy. His expression became more and more strange as he kept muttering to himself," That's strange, that's strange…" He didn't leave me after the diagnosis. He packed his things and went out.
Nala Shi followed closely behind the imperial physician. As soon as she reached the outer room, she heard her ask anxiously,"Imperial Physician Wu, how is it?"
"It's very strange." Imperial Physician Wu's voice was very light,"It looks like blood consumption, but it came too quickly, it's really puzzling!" He was already much better yesterday, but he had only lost both his Qi and blood. Why did he become so heavy overnight?”
"Then what should we do?" "How could it be blood consumption?" Nala's voice was choked with sobs. Is there still hope?"
"... Eat first... I'm useless..." After hearing Imperial Physician Wu's words intermittently, a cry of surprise came from outside,""Fujin! Fujin!" I was anxious, but my body was weak and I fell asleep.
I heard sobbing in my ears. I barely opened my heavy eyelids. Nala and Niu Gulu were sitting in front of the bed. My aunt was sitting in front of the dressing table and looking at me silently. Since she's here, it's about time for me to go. I stretched out my hand with difficulty and grabbed Nala Shi's hand tightly."I wish you were my mother…"
"Sonya!" Nala held my hand in grief."I shouldn't have brought you into the prince's mansion. I knew this place was a cannibal place, but I still brought you here. I thought I could protect you, but I didn't expect to harm you…"
"Don't cry." I smiled at her, hating my selfishness. If I did this, she would definitely feel guilty for the rest of her life. This separation is probably forever. How can I lie to such a person who treats me sincerely? But I couldn't tell her the truth. Maybe I can find a chance to tell her after I leave. I took advantage of the fact that I still had strength and said with difficulty," I…After I go, I'll ask my aunt to bring me home…I don't want to stay in the Prince's mansion. I want…to go back to Suzhou…"
"Sonya!" Nala Shi's tears flowed like a fountain." You will be fine. I have already sent someone to inform His Highness. You wait…"
"I don't want to see him!" I turned my face away and felt a pain in my heart. I turned to Niu Gulu: "Sister, I want to see my longevity." Niu Gulu hurriedly wiped her tears and ran out. I deliberately looked at my aunt and said,"Aunt, are you here to take me home?" I want to be with my parents. Promise me, or I won't die in peace!”
"Sonya!" Aunt and Nala exclaimed in unison. Aunt looked at Nala questioningly. Nala nodded repeatedly. I promise you! I want you to return to Suzhou and be with your parents!”
"Little sister!" Niu Gulu ran in, panting. I forced myself up and looked at the baby in her arms. Her face was small, her eyes were closed, and her lips were moving. He probably dreamed of something delicious, right? If my child was still alive, he would be like this in seven or eight months, right? But after I took that pill, for the sake of my freedom, I will never have a child again in this life. How selfish and cruel I am! Trembling, I reached out and stroked Yuanshou's face. I said to my aunt,"Bring me the wooden box under my wardrobe. It's the dowry box.”Auntie took it out. I opened it and took out the longevity lock that Old Kang gave to Auntie Xiaoxun's unfated child. I looked at it carefully. The front side said longevity. On the other side was a dragon baring its fangs and brandishing its claws. I hung the longevity lock on Yuanshou's neck and said to Niu Gulu,""I've always wanted to give him longevity, and now I finally have the chance. I told you this child is blessed. The next time the emperor summons you, help him put it on. If the emperor doesn't forget the old friendship, it will be of great help to Yuanshou.”
"Little sister!" Niu Gulu sobbed," You have to get well soon. Yuanshou is my son and your son. Let's be his mother together!"”
I don't have such good fortune." His vision blurred and he felt his voice drifting."Greetings…Yuanshou…"
"Little sister!" "Sonya!" Niu Gulu and Nala shook me hard. I slowly closed my eyes and let out a deep breath. When I woke up next time, I should be able to breathe the free air outside King Yong's Mansion…
The previous life ended here. Tomorrow, I will start updating the second chapter," This Life." I hope everyone will like and support it. I want my votes…
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