Siyue helped me into the carriage outside the door while Su Peicheng closed the door for us. I gripped the porcelain bottle in my hand tightly. My heart was beating so violently that it almost suffocated me. Siyue looked at the luxurious and comfortable interior of the car and asked suspiciously,""Madam, where are we going?"
"I don't know." I closed my eyes and leaned against the carriage. My head was dizzy. I only hoped that the carriage would continue on and never arrive…
"Madam?" In a trance, Siyue called out to me. When I opened my eyes, the carriage had already stopped. Siyue helped me put on my gauze hat and Su Peicheng opened the car door. I got out of the car and didn't know where I was for a moment. The bamboo forest swayed, and the scenery was lush green. Unknown flowers bloomed all over the hillside. In the middle was a large lake, and there were probably thousands of Brocade Carps swimming around. What was even more amazing was that an exquisite and beautiful palace building was built in the rippling blue water. On it were four big words,"Peace in All Directions".
Su Peicheng saw that I was still standing there, so he walked up and explained,""This is the Nine Provinces Palace in the Old Summer Palace. This 'Peaceful Palace' has just been built not long ago, and no outsider has ever entered it! Madam, please. Master is waiting inside.”
I glanced at him. He lowered his hands and bowed, as if he had no intention of entering with me. Siyue was about to go with me when Su Peicheng stopped her.""Master has instructed that only Furen is allowed to enter.”
"Then you can stay." "I'll be fine," I said softly. You can play in this garden. We'll go home in a while.”
Step by step, I walked up the stairs. My feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. The unknown future was like a huge beast, waiting to devour me with its bloody mouth open…When I reached the front of the hall, I reached out and pushed open the door. It was dark inside, and I couldn't see anything clearly. A familiar sandalwood scent filled the air. I walked in and slowly closed the two doors. In the silence, I seemed to hear my own heartbeat. It was so fast and chaotic…My hands subconsciously grabbed the clothes in front of my chest and opened my mouth to breathe desperately. Suddenly, a gust of wind blew past my ears and I fell into a familiar sandalwood embrace.
I didn't speak and just struggled. He hugged me tightly and didn't let go. The gauze hat fell to the ground. I lowered my head and bit his hand hard. A salty and sweet taste of blood spread between my teeth, but he still didn't make a sound. We fought silently, and in the end, I lost. Hot tears fell on his hands. He seemed to tremble, and his hands gradually moved from my waist to my face, gently wiping away my tears. I pushed him away and turned to run out. He grabbed me and carried me into the air. I wanted to scream, but I choked on my saliva and started coughing violently.
After entering the inner room, there was light. Through my misty tears, I looked at this room that was obviously a dormitory. There was a big bed against the wall, a low cupboard and a long table in front of the bed. There were two deep chairs against the door, and opposite it was a chaise lounge with cushions. Yin? He carefully let me lie flat on the bed. He half-knelt in front of the bed and reached out to brush away my messy hair. His movements were gentle as if I was a fragile porcelain. I closed my eyes and didn't look at him. He gently hugged me and muttered hoarsely,"" It's really you. I'm not dreaming this time…You don't know how much I've missed you. I've been thinking about you even in my dreams…"
"Let me go." I said coldly. His body stiffened and his arms hugged me tighter."No."
I opened my eyes. His face was slightly red from excitement as he stared at me with fanatical eyes. I forcefully sat up and looked at him coldly."Prince Yong, please have some self-respect. Jin Se is just a lowly singer. If Prince Yong thinks of me even in his dreams, wouldn't that be a disgrace to his own identity?”
"Sonya, you…"
"My name is Jin Se." A twisted smile appeared on my lips."Didn't you say that your daughter lost her fetus with a kick?”
His face turned pale and his lips trembled." I didn't know. I didn't know you were pregnant…"
"Even if you didn't know that Sonya was pregnant, you still kicked her?”My gaze was like an ice blade that stabbed at him."You even ordered Xin Yue to be killed. She was still a child, and she lost her life in such a muddle-headed manner. Is your heart made of stone? No, I should say, you don't have a heart, right?”
"Sonya!" "You should hate me, I don't blame you…" he whispered.
"Of course you won't blame me, because everything is your fault!”
"I know I was wrong. I'm sorry.”He actually begged me,"I beg you to forgive me. I have my difficulties." If I knew you were pregnant, I wouldn't have touched you no matter what…As long as you're willing to forgive me, I'll do anything!”
"Did I hear wrong?" "Prince Yong is actually apologizing to me!"”After a pause, I asked innocently,"As long as I'm willing to forgive you, are you really willing to do anything for me?”
"Yes, sir!" He nodded without hesitation.
" Alright then." I nodded in satisfaction."My request is simple and reasonable. A life for a life."
"What do you mean?" He looked at me in confusion.
"I want the child in Nian Xinlian's womb to pay for my child's death.”"Go and kick her too. Kick her child down…" I said cruelly.
"Sonya!" "How could you…" He was shocked.
"Why can't I?" I shouted in grief and indignation,"You won't, right?" Then stop pretending to be willing to do anything for me!”
"Other than this, I can agree to anything else.”He answered with difficulty.
"I don't want anything else other than this.”I insisted coldly.
"Sonya!" He suddenly became tough. If I insist on bringing you back, you can't resist…"
"Prince Yong." "Are you treating me like Ya Ge Ge?" I asked gently. She's already dead. If you bring me back, what will happen to the emperor when he finds out? He will sentence me to the crime of deceiving the emperor and execute me immediately, right?”Satisfied, I looked at his increasingly pale face and leaned closer to him."Do you want me to die that badly?"
" You…" He panted heavily."Do you hate me that much?"
"What do you think?" I sat down in the chair." After what you did to me, do you still expect me to love you?”
He squatted down in front of me and said,"Then, I'll treat you as Jin Se." Now that I've seen your face, will you marry me and be my Fujin…"
"I don't want to." I coldly refused.
"Are you unwilling? I really want to know how you got out of the Imperial Residence.”"Did your aunt get you out?" he asked suddenly. That's right, she married your Senior Brother Liu Kaizhi. He came before you 'passed away', so it must be them who helped you leave, right? Aren't you afraid of implicating them?"
"Yin? You're so despicable! You actually used them to threaten me!" My expression suddenly changed. I pushed him away and stood on the chair. I showed him the small porcelain bottle in my hand."If you really want to rape me, then I can only die! After I die, you can do whatever you want to my aunt and uncle. Anyway, I won't know anything after I die…"
"What's that in your hand?" He asked in a trembling voice.
"It's arsenicite." I laughed silently. When you gave me that poem, I knew that you had seen through me. I carry it with me just in case.”
"You came to see me with arsenical acid?" "Are you preparing it for me or for yourself?"”
I hesitated. Yeah, why didn't I think of killing him with drugs? Could it be…No, it can't be! I don't have any feelings for him anymore, nor do I have any lingering feelings for him! "As long as I have the chance, I will definitely kill you!" I said cruelly.”
Hearing this, he took a big step back and fell on the chaise lounge. He looked at the ground with scattered eyes and muttered,"You actually hate me so much and want me to die…"
"Yes, I want you to die!”I suppressed the throbbing in my heart. I took a medicine that can let me avoid the doctor's examination like a dead person. The side effect is that I will never get pregnant again. Back then, in order to leave you, I was willing to sacrifice anything! Now you know that I will never forgive you! Just treat me as dead and let me go back!”
"Let you go back?" He suddenly burst out laughing, his eyes bloodshot and his expression ferocious. I was about to open the bottle cap when he pulled me off and threw the porcelain bottle out of the window. I screamed. His mouth covered me, and his tongue roughly reached into my mouth to kiss me. I struggled and resisted, but he tore my clothes apart and pressed me onto the bed. He quickly took off his clothes and covered me…
Thunder rumbled in the distance, and the spring rain continued to fall, wetting the roof, window sill, and my heart…
After a few rounds of madness, I blankly looked at the light muslin tent on top. Yin? Her head was buried in my neck, and sweat dripped onto my chest. "Why?" I asked hoarsely. Since everything is over, why should I hate you more?!”
"I can't let you go." He turned over and hugged me in his arms."Ever since you left, I've been dreaming of you, dreaming of…our fated child. He looks very much like you. He's very beautiful. He called me Ma and you Mother…"
"Shut up!" I struggled to sit up and hit him hard."It was you who killed him. It was you! You know that I hate you, but you actually forced yourself on me! I will never forgive you! I won't forgive you in this life or the next life!!!”
"Sonya!" He grabbed my shoulder and looked at me."I'd rather you hate me, so you won't forget me! As long as you have me in your heart, you can hate me however you want!”
"You're crazy! Lunatic! Lunatic!" I screamed and almost broke down.
"…Fourth Brother! Fourth Brother, are you there?" " Thirteenth Master, you can't go in..." Yin Xiang's anxious shouts and Su Peicheng's anxious obstruction came from outside the door.
"Yinxiang!" I cried out,"Come and save me!" Save me!"
"Don't come in!" Yin? "No one is allowed to come in!”"Yinxiang?" he said fiercely. You call me that so intimately! Don't you know that you're naked? Or are you two already together?”
"Yes, sir!" "We're together!" He's gentler than you, kinder than you, and understands me better than you…He's better than you in everything! I like him, and he likes me!!”
"Good! Alright! "Hahaha…" He laughed miserably."So Thirteen likes you too! Ever since I was young, there were always people fighting with me for the things I liked. Only Yinxiang, I am willing to give in to him. No matter what he wants, I will give it to him. Since he likes you, you should…go with him.”After saying that, his large hand gently stroked my face and stared at me for a long time, as if he wanted to engrave me in his heart. He suddenly kissed me on the lips." If there's a next life, I'd rather you not be you, and I'd rather not be me…" Then he left like the wind.
Looking at his back, tears flowed out of my eyes, and my chest was suffocating. He said that since he was young, there were always people fighting with him for the things he liked, and he was always willing to give up what Yinxiang liked. How helpless and desolate was this!
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