Qing Huan struggled free from the pain. In front of him was the spreading Maha Mandala Manjusaka. It was as red as fire and as bright as blood. It was the Paramita Flower. In that case, the surging water in front of him should be the River of Forgetfulness.
Was he dead? After blocking the bullet for Lin Jinan, he had been stunned. Qing Huan's lips curled into a faint smile.
It was hard to say whether this short life was more sad or happy. The only clear feeling he had was relief. This mediocre and bumpy life had finally come to an end. There is no need to struggle, dive and float, and follow the flow of water. Greeting people with a smile, the bitter water is swallowed by itself.
Qing Huan walked along the River of Forgetfulness, heading deeper into the flowers on the other side. Scenes of the past and old dreams came back. The origin and location were extremely clear. It was as if he was watching a show without getting involved in the dust.
Life itself was a play. The difference was that he had now become a spectator of his own play.
Su Qinghuan. Her mother had given her this name in hopes that she would be born in a peaceful and prosperous world, happy and safe. She had never seen her father since she was born. He was a weak man who didn't dare to take responsibility and would rather leave his hometown. His mother's surname was Su, and her name was Qingning. He was a well-known painter in the country. His painting of mountains and rivers expressed his grief. He did not hold back his sorrow, but had a vigorous spirit. He drank too much and died at the age of thirty.
When her mother died, she did not say anything. Qing Huan saw the relaxed smile on her lips and touched her face with his hand. He said softly,""Goodbye, Mom." She paused and said," Su Qingning. Goodbye." This woman was finally saved.
The wandering monk said that Qing Huan was destined to be lonely and bitter for the rest of her life. Because I came to the wrong world.
Qing Huan smiled coldly. Coming to the wrong world? How was the world wrong? Her birth was a mistake. If it wasn't for her, perhaps the man who should be called father would still be able to continue wearing the mask of affection to deceive the female painter's feelings. The female painter would not have died so early in her thirties. The orphanage could also leave a large sum of money to help those who knew how to be grateful.
That's right, the ten-year-old Qing Huan was sent to the orphanage empty-handed without any family willing to take her in.
When she was seventeen, Qing Huan fell in love with someone. That person was someone Qing Huan had met in the orphanage. He was also an orphan whose parents had passed away. Luoluo was unhappy, and she had an unforgettable melancholic temperament. He was the first person in the orphanage to accept Qing Huan. He stood in front of Qing Huan and handed her the candy in his hand."My name is Shen Yu." That candy had almost sweetened her entire life.
After that, his life was like a man riding a bamboo horse and playing with green plums around the bed. As time passed, the little children of the past slowly grew up and went their separate ways. Most of the people who had lived in the orphanage were tight-lipped and unwilling to talk about it. That was not a past worth boasting about. Only Qing Huan did not complain or hide anything. With Shen Yu in the orphanage, everything was worth it. That young man slowly grew into a tall and straight young man. No matter where she went, she was used to sharing everything with Qing Huan. He doted on her and accompanied her.
When Qing Huan was seventeen, Shen Yu was twenty and went to college.
That year, Qing Huan suddenly felt empty in her heart. She spent a whole month thinking about her feelings, so she bought a train ticket to see him. Su Qinghuan had never been a shy woman. If she liked someone, she liked them. If she loved someone, she loved them. Shen Yu's ecstatic expression at that time almost ignited her entire world. When they were together, they used their arrogant attitude to announce to the world.
Qing Huan snuggled up to Shen Yu. She had shed all her loneliness and turned into a sweet little woman. She even thought of the phrase 'forever.'
Later on. A stable relationship and even marriage. The two of them rented a small apartment and worked together for the future. The place was very small, and the water pipes were leaking. The windows were already rusted, and some of the wall paint had fallen off. He didn't have much money to decorate, so he could only endure it. But with love, everything became bearable.
Qing Huan bought floral cloth and made her own sofa cover, tablecloth, and curtains. He even wrapped a paper basket with a canvas and made two stacked chandeliers. At that time, Shen Yu looked at her as if she was a magical fairy.
Qing Huan worked as a clerk in a small private company and was not a formal employee. But the salary was good. Although she was a clerk, she often ran errands to buy drinks and lunches for her seniors. It wasn't that they hadn't suffered, but they had endured silently for the sake of their family.
When Shen Yu first entered the hospital and started working, he was depressed for a while. Newcomers were ostracized, it was the same everywhere. Qing Huan couldn't help him, but her heart ached for him. She could only work more, earn more money, make more nutritious food, and take good care of his body.
Later, Shen Yu's condition gradually improved. He often left early and returned late. Sometimes, he was so tired that he could not even speak, but it was obvious that he was very happy.
When he was performing his first surgery, even though he was only an assistant, he was so happy that he carried Qing Huan and spun around in the living room. After a while, everything became hopeful and expectant.
However, after a while, Shen Yu was still tired and began to evade. Qing Huan was the person closest to Shen Yu. How could she not notice his change? He just kept silent and deceived himself. He used all his effort to manage and retain them. He had almost lost everything, but all he saw was two people entangled in bed. She knew that woman. She was the daughter of the hospital director. She had once put on exquisite makeup and stood proudly in front of her, saying that she could give Shen Yu a better future and let her leave. How did he perform back then? It seemed to be a very confident smile. She was certain of this relationship and that Shen Yu would not betray her.
Heh. What an old-fashioned plot. She wanted to return early and make soup to surprise him, only to find out that he had betrayed her. When Shen Yu saw Qing Huan, his expression was very strange. It was like he was relieved and desperate. There was no panic or surprise at all. He didn't even have the slightest intention of asking her to stay. Thus, Qing Huan gave up. It was not only because of his betrayal, but also because he did not want to keep her.
So this was the truth. He didn't care to hide anymore. Just like that, he spread it out for her to see.
To what extent could a person's fate fall? She had just packed her luggage and moved out of Shen Yu's apartment when she received a tyrannical dismissal letter. It was just that girl, the general manager of Rongsheng, who had always been on bad terms with him. Pillow talk, taking the opportunity to take revenge.
Qing Huan no longer had the mood or strength to argue. They could only obey, obey, and submit.
Qing Huan didn't have much money on him. Most of her savings were still in the joint account with Shen Yu. Now, she did not want to be involved with him. He didn't want to experience that cold feeling anymore.
Just as Qing Huan was at her wit's end, she got involved in a street fight and was injured. She met the man called Lin Jinan. He seemed to have descended from the sky to save her. She was beautiful, and he was rich. Hence, she stayed by his side. Accept money and material goods, and provide physical pleasure. Fortunately, Lin Jinan was a good choice, both on the outside and inside.
At the age of 25. Qing Huan was rescued by Lin Jinan. She followed him.
At the age of 27. Qing Huan blocked the bullet for Lin Jinan. She left him.
Two years. I'll pay you back with my life. Emotions were ignored.
Qing Huan suddenly felt very happy. He had finally ended such a life. Such a life should have ended long ago.
At this moment, a snow-white ball rolled out of the flowers. He went up to take a closer look and saw a white-robed girl. Doll saw Qing Huan's face clearly and ran forward to hug Qing Huan's leg, crying. Qing Huan squatted down and looked at her in panic. What's wrong with you?" There was no response after a few pats, so Qing Huan became anxious. Don't cry." Doll gradually stopped crying and looked up at Qing Huan pitifully,""Sister Su Shu. I've found you."
"You've got the wrong person. I am Su Qinghuan." Qing Huan quickly waved her hand.
Doll reached out to wipe his tears and looked at Qing Huan firmly." That's right." You are Sister Su Shu. You just forgot everything. It's all Xue Ying's fault."
" You…" Qing Huan was stunned.
Xue Ying interrupted Qing Huan's words and grabbed Qing Huan's sleeve tightly,""Sister Su Shu, listen to me. You're in the wrong world. Back then, I saw that the world was peaceful and there were fewer wars, so I took the initiative to change your reincarnation book. In the end, you were all alone in that life. The place you should go, the fate of those who are connected to you will also be shifted. Sister Su Shu. I beg you to help me. Can you go to the place you should go again?”
Qing Huan looked at the little child who was holding back her tears and felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity. However, he felt that it was a little inappropriate to agree to her request.
Xue Ying saw Qing Huan's hesitation and hurriedly said,""Sister, you will have family, friends, and lovers in that place. You won't be abandoned and left on the spot. You will never be alone again."
Qing Huan was shocked.
Loneliness.
That's right. For the past 20 years, he had deeply experienced this word every moment-loneliness. Even though he was happy for a short while, he still felt uneasy. It was as if it did not belong to him. It turned out that it really did not belong to him.
No matter what, there was nothing left to lose. Qing Huan looked at Xue Ying's expectant eyes and slowly nodded.
"Oh, I see. That was great. Sister Su Shu. I knew you were the best. I'll send you there now. You're about to be born.”
" Sigh…" Qing Huan was about to speak when she blacked out and lost consciousness. The last thing she thought of was that it couldn't be what she thought it was. Birth.
"Sister Su Shu, I will definitely protect you.”Xue Ying clenched her small fists firmly and made up her mind.
In another time and space, on the land of Lin Province. Suddenly, the loud cries of a baby could be heard from the mansion of General Nalan in the capital city of Dongjing Nation, Jinghe City.
The land of Lin Province had been dry for three years. The land cracked, the fertile farmland was barren, and the riverbed dried up. Everyone was in despair. At this moment, a thunderbolt suddenly appeared in the clear sky. Dark clouds gathered rapidly and a storm suddenly descended.
For a time, cheers resounded throughout the four countries. The breath of life descended again. Cancel review all: wdd201302 Time:111420185:56PM
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