The ambiguous and dreamy atmosphere instantly froze. Qin Zihe was shocked by her sudden but aggressive tears. She cried, and the cold tears dripped down the side of her face onto the pillow. Qin Zihe stared at the person under him, and the tenderness and happiness just now disappeared. Why was she crying? Did his kiss embarrass her?
Yun 'er did not answer. Her pearly white teeth bit her pale lower lip tightly. Not saying anything was already her greatest mercy.
However, the tears could not be stopped. It seemed to have a life of its own as it desperately flowed out.
" You-" Qin Zihe was a little embarrassed and angry. His amber eyes turned black. She said she liked him. She was the one who asked for it. Why was she resisting him so silently at this moment? It made him feel so sad that he could not continue. Qin Zihe felt like he was being roasted by two fires. His whole body was burning and his heart was suffering. He had given her a chance to regret. If she could not accept it, she should not have given him any hope from the beginning!
" I'm just nervous." Yun 'er forced himself to expel the last image of Qu Ze from his mind. He answered him with a trembling voice," You continue... just..."
Qin Zihe stared at her for a long time. His tormented heart was about to burn through. Damn it. Qin Zihe, who had always been calm and self-controlled, had disappeared too thoroughly. If she didn't really accept him, what was the point of forcing herself to be with him just for the ridiculous sense of security of a child?
Qin Zihe felt the soft fragrance in his arms. His eyes tightened. He gritted his teeth and turned over to lie on the side. He quietly calmed his breathing, turned his face away, and said softly," Yun 'er, you don't have to force yourself." It's true."
" I..." Yun 'er anxiously turned to the side and tried to explain, but she found that when she looked into his eyes, she could only be speechless.
" Yun 'er," Qin Zihe looked at her with eyes as gentle as water, making people want to drown in it." Believe me. Even if you don't have my child, I won't betray you."”
" I, I don't believe it…" Yun 'er still didn't want to give up. Trying to get pregnant was her plan, and getting close to him was her real goal.
"Trust me." Qin Zihe's eyes were filled with a doting smile. Although he really wanted to be with her like this and have her completely, he couldn't bear to understand her hidden fear and resistance.
Yun 'er looked at him. She felt her trembling body slowly calm down. The fake love in her eyes did not disappear, but her rationality was clouded. She had to think about what her next step should be.
All of a sudden, Qin Zihe held her hand in his thick palm. His hot body temperature was constantly transmitted to her body, and at the same time, his warmth was transmitted to her. Looking at her messy bangs, he smiled lightly and helped her wave her hair. Then, his hand lingered on her hair for a few more seconds.
" You," Yun 'er looked into his soft eyes in a daze. The poison on her fingernails, which he held tightly, seemed to have dried up. If she wanted to send the poison into his body, she could only... sigh. She hesitated and couldn't speak. What should she do? Was he going to give up this last chance?
" Don't think too much about it." Qin Zihe let go of her hand and slowly placed it on her waist. The smile on his lips did not disappear, giving people a warm and reliable sense of security." It's late. Go to sleep."”
As he spoke, Qin Zihe's arm tightened, and Yun 'er fell into his arms again without warning. His fingertips were filled with his dull and powerful heartbeat. Yun' er looked up and saw his handsome and resolute face close at hand. His amber eyes were staring at her with deep affection. Yun 'er was stunned for a moment, and his heart skipped a beat. Did he really do it? She had thought that her feelings for him had been completely destroyed by his cruelty and heartlessness. She did not expect that such a lie would still make her feel guilty.
"I will protect you. Trust me." His hoarse voice came from above her head. It was faint but firm.
Yun 'er was really tired. In the blink of an eye, he fell asleep peacefully in Qin Zihe's arms.
Qin Zihe hugged her tightly with a blissful smile on his face. It didn't matter if she had completely let go of her hatred for him, or if she really wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. Even if she couldn't completely trust him now, he had the confidence to wait for the day when she would completely forget the past, let go of her burdens, and accept him.
Even if they came from two hostile countries, they could still rise and fall together, sleep in the same bed, and wake up in the same dream.
He believed it.
The moonlight shone through the window and shone on the two of them leaning against each other. Everything in the room seemed especially warm.
It was already early winter, and the entire sky was shrouded in a dark night for a full 16 hours.
Even so, when the sun was about to rise, the sky was still bright and red at dawn. Moreover, the sky in this frontier fortress was lower than that in the Central Plains. The feeling of heat pressing on the top of the head was so majestic and magnificent that it was difficult not to feel awe.
Just as the first ray of sunlight pierced through the white window paper, Yun 'er opened his eyes in a warm and thick embrace.
She turned around and saw Qin Zihe hugging her tightly. Her thin back was wrapped in his arms, and the two of them were like two birds that were separated from each other.
He…he actually slept with her for the whole night?
Yun 'er stared at him in disbelief.
All along, whether it was her father, uncle, or her royal brothers, they had lived with the idea that women were like clothes. She had seen too many infatuated women who were trapped by love. None of them had not tried to break the rules of their new love and old love and ended up alone or even died unwillingly. In addition, there were many women who were once beautiful and trapped in the cold palace. Without the grace of the emperor, they lost the focus of their lives and complained all day long.
No one could overturn the rule of the replacement of old and new love. No matter how much love a woman like that had accumulated in her life, she would still end up with a fixed ending.
This ending was too miserable and helpless. She didn't have the courage to take a gamble. This was of course because even her mother was afraid that she, the only princess, would become a victim of the marriage. She ignored everyone's gaze and trained herself to be a killer. After all, dying for the country and family was less painful than losing her beauty and love.
She had always remembered the words that her mother often said-there was true love in this world, but it was too precious. God would not let it descend on the already rich and glorious royal family. Life was always fair. She had already given you gold and silver, so what was the point of being loyal?
Although she was unwilling to believe this sentence because of her Qu Ze, she had never thought of believing it. At least her Qu Ze treated her sincerely and wholeheartedly. He had not been disloyal for ten years. However, she never expected that the high and mighty Qin Zihe would be such a man.
She had forgotten who had told her that. Perhaps it was the empresses of the enemy country who had died tragically under her command, or perhaps it was the noble son who had been deceived by her. There was a saying that, when she thought about it now, made her unable to believe what she had experienced. A man would only sleep with you in the same bed if he loved you and was afraid of you, but would not do anything.
"Am I that good-looking?" Qin Zihe had woken up and was looking at her with his amber-like eyes." Hmm?”
"What nonsense are you spouting?" Yun 'er hurriedly retracted his gaze and replied embarrassedly.
"Then why did you stare at me for so long?”He really cherished the atmosphere between the two of them. He couldn't bear to break this kind of warmth, and it gave him the sweet taste of a newlywed, so he couldn't help but tease her.
" It's nothing." Yun 'er's back was facing him. She felt as if her back was being roasted, making her feel uncomfortable all over." Let go of me first. I want to get up and wash up."”
"It's still early. " Sleep for a while more." Qin Zihe did not show any signs of letting go. Instead, he wrapped his hands around her waist, and his warm breath blew on the back of her sensitive neck." Yun-er, don't leave me, okay?"”
His last half proposal and half request was extremely gentle, but it faintly struck Yun 'er's fragile and wavering heart. She was lost for a moment. Could it be that this man really fell in love with her? No! No, impossible. Yun 'er fiercely dispelled this thought, but helplessly found that the emotion had been lingering around him, unable to dissipate.
"Get up. It's not good if someone sees you later.”Yun 'er pretended to be calm and moved his arm away from his body without a trace. Under Qin Zihe's puzzled gaze, he turned over and got off the bed.
Yun 'er stood in front of the screen with her back facing Qin Zihe. She found it hard to believe. No, not a little, but completely unbelievable. There was still rouge on her face. Of course, it had become a remnant of makeup at this moment. She lowered her head. She was still wearing the light pink floral silk dress that she had carefully prepared last night. She looked at her sharpened fingertips. The light brown lethal poison had dried. Heh, she had spent a lot of effort, but it was all in vain.
"What's wrong with you?" Qin Zihe stared at her slender but heavy back for a long time. The sunlight shining through the thin window paper shone on her back, casting a mottled shadow.
Yun 'er was startled by this sound. He pulled himself back from his thoughts helplessly and smiled bitterly. He slowly shook his head.
It seemed that she could only give up. She had missed the last chance to complete her mission and return to Dayue. Was it the heavens that wanted her dead, or was Qin Zihe blessed by the gods? Could it be that if she couldn't let go of her hatred for him, she would end up being reduced to the ends of the earth and become a princess who couldn't return home?
" Yun 'er..." Qin Zihe was about to speak when he was interrupted by a knock on the door.
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