I stood at the door without moving. Compared to the people inside, I suddenly felt that my day had been very hard. I also had two identities. I had to spend effort to express different emotions to different people, but the emperor in front of me could enjoy it freely.
Dragging my tired body, I slowly walked in. Jia Yingjia was the first to see me. The two of them felt guilty and knelt down without saying a word.
Jing Yi paused for a moment before turning to look at me. Meeting his gaze, my lips and teeth touched slightly, but my eyes were still calm as I spoke."Your Majesty."
"Yes." He smiled faintly and waved his hand to signal the two girls to leave.
His familiarity set off my unfamiliarity. When we were alone, I didn't know what to say if he didn't speak first.
At this moment, he maintained his comfortable sitting position, looking as if he had plenty of time to patiently waste. This made me hesitate for a moment before asking him,"Why did the emperor come so late?”
"You can't come just because you have nothing to do?" He raised his eyebrows.”
" Of course not." I forced a smile and randomly found a topic." Has the emperor eaten?"”
Jing Yi didn't expect me to say this.""No, I'm not waiting for the Empress.”
As he spoke, he turned to look at Cai An, who was waiting at the door."Pass the food."
It's already past dinner time, so I don't believe Jing Yi hasn't eaten yet. I thought that if he said he had eaten, I would advise him to rest early. I didn't expect him to listen to my words and pass the meal to me.
Cai An quickly went to take care of it, but I was a little annoyed. If it was another day, I would definitely hope that he would stay a little longer, but now it only added embarrassment and anxiety.
I stirred the bowl of soup in front of me with a spoon. I used silence to hide my helplessness. As Shen Lin said, the injuries on my body couldn't be delayed any longer. The Qi and blood that were flowing in reverse were getting stronger and stronger, and it had consumed too much of my mental energy. I couldn't hide it for long when facing a sharp and sharp person like him.
"Does the Empress have nothing to say?" Jing Yi didn't even look up when she spoke.
I was silent for a moment, then said,"Auspicious Palace…"
" Mm." Jing Yi looked up at me and said," What else?"”
" I believe Commander Fu has already reported the matter of the Prince's mansion." I paused for a moment and continued the topic just now, but avoided the key point." Although Concubine Lan's family is not considered an important official, she is still a respectable person. Should we give her some compensation?"”
He glanced at me." If you need it, there will be an edict tomorrow.”
I was stunned for a moment before I understood what he meant."Thank you, emperor. ChenQie doesn't need it."
He resisted the urge to frown, but he didn't stop himself from saying,""We've been together for a few years. Why must you be so heartless?”
"Is the Empress lecturing me?" Jing Yi asked, her face expressionless.”
I smiled faintly." I don't have the right to lecture you. I just want to tell you that I'm very clear about my situation and know what I'm doing. This Empress is just a delaying tactic now. In the future, she will be a target to attract attacks and a chess piece to lure the enemy in. Just like the sword in my right hand. No matter how much I use it on a daily basis, it's just a means to confuse the opponent and hide myself. Sooner or later, I'll have to let go and abandon it.”
" If that's the case," I said," I'll take this seat. At least you won't have to worry about anything. You just need to keep an eye on the enemies in front of you. Leave the rest to me."”
Jing Yi stared at me, then stood up and turned away."No matter what I want to do, I naturally have my ways and means. I don't need you to sacrifice yourself without any desires, because if you don't have any desires, you will ask me for even greater rewards in the future.”
I noticed the change in how he addressed himself and smiled."Whether you need it or not, you have no choice. You can't cripple me now. That's not as simple as making a move.”
"Besides," I said lightly,"who says I have no desires?"”
I put down the soup that I couldn't swallow and stood up to walk in front of him. I looked into his eyes." It doesn't matter how you treat me in front of others. You can just follow your plan. I won't back down or give up. I only hope that when there's only the two of us, you can remove the disguise that tightly wraps you so that you can have a place and a moment to let yourself go and let me go.”
Even though I said that, I knew how difficult it was for Jing Yi to let go of the ruthlessness that he had endured for twelve years. It wasn't something that could be shaken with just a few words.
" It doesn't matter even if you can't." Seeing that he was still expressionless, I sighed and leaned closer to him." At least we don't have to be so cold and hypocritical. At least you can treat me like the other concubines. I'm happy to see you talking and laughing."”
My second best finally made him react. His eyes quickly narrowed and he suddenly put a hand around my waist."Is that so?"
"... Yes," I, who rarely let people get close to me, trembled slightly. My body immediately tensed up and I reluctantly replied," If the Emperor is done eating, is it..."
" Yes." He waved for the people outside to come in and remove the dining table. He took me into the inner room." It's time to rest."”
My heart skipped a beat and I didn't dare to argue with him."Your Majesty…"
She was held hostage by him until she was in front of the bed. He lowered his head and said,"It's too late, so I can only sleep at the Empress's place.”
He also had an expression that said,""Let's change."
I was instantly stunned, a little flustered as if I was playing with fire. After a while, I slowly stretched out my hand.
As soon as she unbuttoned his outer shirt, he said with a playful voice,"The empress just said that she hoped zhen would treat her like the other concubines, why are you afraid now?”
I looked up at him and knew that he was doing it on purpose. If I backed down now, perhaps he would never repeat this moment again. He bit his lip and did not forget the rules that he had been taught many times before entering the palace: "The Emperor has not bathed yet."
He looked at me deeply.”
I lowered my head in silence. With my current physical condition, once I was soaked in hot water, I probably wouldn't be able to hold on for even a moment.
Before I could think of a way to deal with it, he was already impatient. He stretched out his hand to take off his clothes and then pulled mine. There were few summer clothes, so he took them off in an extremely skilled manner.
When I lay down with my body covered, I realized what was about to happen and my entire body stiffened. The breath that I had been suppressing suddenly broke. I felt a sharp pain and couldn't help but cough a few times. In order to not expose myself, I didn't dare to speak and hurriedly struggled to get up.
Jing Yi furrowed her brows and tightened her grip on me, preventing me from moving. She then struck out like lightning and pressed on four major acupuncture points on my chest. She said in a low voice,"Do you know why the palace can't accommodate concubines who know martial arts?”
With her major acupuncture points sealed and her internal energy completely drained, the pain in her chest was temporarily relieved. As her body softened, Jing Yi kissed her and said in a hoarse voice,""You won't have the chance to regret it anymore."
These words suddenly made me want to cry. The fiery chest in front of me was my dream for many years. At the moment when it came true, how could I let fear take the upper hand? So what if he found out? So what if his foundation was hurt? It was nothing compared to me finally being able to have this man.
It wasn't that I couldn't move under my weakness. I had just become an ordinary woman. Facing the emperor's visit, how glorious and happy was that? I gently stroked his smooth and solid back. In my nervousness, I began to carefully and warmly respond. I catered to and deepened that kiss, silently telling him that I was very happy and that I would not regret it.
Even though I had once received those teachings that made my face turn red, I still didn't know how to continue. Fortunately, the person who took the initiative was an expert. A hot and humid sensation came from my ears, instantly making my entire body go numb. I was a little confused, not knowing if he was deliberately blowing or if there was really a sigh.
My body was no longer stiff and my simple response made his heat and breathing even higher. I could see his deep gaze. His dark pupils were even more fascinating than usual. I didn't know if he could see the flicker in my eyes. If he didn't speak, I couldn't speak.
When he entered my body, I gently closed my eyes. At the same time, I felt his warm lips cover me once again. As I tossed and turned to absorb the sweetness, I felt a sharp pain. I subconsciously wanted to push him away, but I couldn't use any strength. The slight resistance caused his waist to sink without any obstruction. In the end, the uncontrollable trembling of my body and the uncontrollable moan in my throat made him pause after he went deep into my body, giving me a moment to recover from the pain.
Actually, compared to a sword, this bit of pain was nothing. It wasn't even as unbearable as the internal injuries on my body. However, the significance of it happening was extraordinary. It attacked me at my weakest moment, making it impossible for me, who was used to tight defense, to predict and resist.
At first, his attack was strong and swift, but later on, perhaps he heard that I couldn't catch my breath because my acupuncture points were sealed, so he eased it down again. In the end, he only increased his strength slightly. Even though this first experience wasn't considered a pleasure, I was still happy. I knew that my years of persistence were not wrong, and what I firmly believed in had indeed become true.
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