Money didn't buy Qiu Jun love. Both of them had incomparable self-esteem. In the end, neither of them gave in. Their love was drowned by the flood of their strong self-esteem. Although both of them loved each other very much, the way they expressed their love was not to show weakness or sacrifice themselves for each other. Instead, they expressed that they loved themselves more than the other in a self-improving way.
At first, Qiu Jun compromised, but Wu Yan did not accept his compromise. That day, Qiu Jun invited Wu Yan to a quiet restaurant for a meal. The two of them were silent for a long time before Qiu Jun said,"There's no need for us to quarrel about your work. You can do whatever you want, but I hope you will consider my suggestion.”After saying that, he held Wu Yan's hand.
Wu Yan was in pain. She had been tortured by the pain of love for several nights. Did he want his career? Or do you want love and a family to replace your career? Why did those ordinary people have both love and career? They could love each other and work hard together for the prosperity of their family. Why would she give up the job she loved when she married a man who could make money?
Wu Yan asked Ya Qiong about this, and Ya Qiong replied,""A poor couple needs to work hard together. One person's ability alone is not enough for his wife and children to live a happy life. For a man who is very capable of earning money to support his family, he doesn't need a woman to help him earn money to support his family.”
After hearing Ya Qiong's answer, Wu Yan seemed to understand a little. She just couldn't give up her job because it was what she relied on for survival and spiritual sustenance. It was the support for her independence. Most importantly, she was afraid that her ex-husband would be like that. If that happened, she wouldn't be able to support herself without a job. Qiu Jun was so capable and strong, and she was worried that she wouldn't be able to persuade him.
Wu Yan pulled his hand out of Qiu Jun's hand." I think our personalities don't match. It's better for us not to date. It's better to have a short-term pain."”
After Qiu Jun heard this, he sat quietly and could not say anything. He could only understand that Wu Yan did not love him and wanted to break up with him.
Wu Yan thought that he was very calm, but in fact, he was in pain and wanted to cry. It was only because of his pride that he could not pester him. He was in so much pain that he could not say anything.
However, Wu Yan saw that he was cold and expressionless.
At that moment, Wu Yan's heart was deeply hurt. He gritted his teeth and thought," Damn men, they were all so heartless. When they broke up, they all acted so cold and heartless. No one would beg me to stay by their side. No one was willing to give in for love. It was obvious that they did not love me.
From then on, the two of them cut off contact and walked their own paths like strangers.
Wu Yan was even more conscientious in his post. That day, the temperature was so high that it easily made the food smell rotten. The number of patients in the hospital suddenly increased, and the air was filled with the smell of fear and anxiety.
They carried in a few seriously injured people who were still bleeding because of a catastrophic car accident. The patient needed immediate surgery, and the doctors were short of manpower. Wu Yan took over the position. This was her first chance to perform a major clinical surgery.
White masks, operating tables, spotlights, scissors, tweezers, and the tools that were usually ignored seemed extremely strange and familiar. They were like skeletons with souls that were manipulated by Wu Yan. The spotlights were dazzling and annoying. Because of the high concentration, sweat dripped onto the operating table and intertwined with the bright red blood on the wound, instantly fading the blood.
" Quickly help me wipe my sweat." Wu Yan's voice pierced through the silence.
The assistant quickly wiped her sweat.
The clock ticked and the surgery was finally completed. Wu Yan heaved a long sigh of relief.
The operation was very successful, and Wu Yan received the honor.
From then on, her professionalism was proven in this practical training. From then on, she had many clinical opportunities, which added a bright luster to her year-end work summary. After that, she was quickly promoted to chief physician.
However, her busy work could not make up for her mental loneliness. Whenever it was late at night, Qiu Jun's face would often rise and fall in her mind, causing a sense of loneliness to flow in her blood. She would think of the time when they were eating together. Qiu Jun always liked to look directly at her while he was eating. Every time she met his fiery and gentle eyes, she would glare at him shyly and then counterattack,"How can you stare at people like this? Be careful that your eyeballs fall out.”Qiu Jun would always smile evilly and say,"If you really fall, you'll cry to death. No one will stare at you like this anymore."”Wu Yan would say,"It's better if no one sees it. I don't care."”Qiu Jun would laugh and say,"I know you. You only want me to look at you."”
The beauty of the past was like a waterfall pouring down a thousand miles in her mind, but the aftermath of the waves was pulling her bones and tendons. Wu Yan felt a lonely chill pass through her body. If Qiu Jun could take the initiative to give in, I would definitely rush over to reconcile with him, but he didn't. This at least proves that he doesn't love me that much. He loves himself more than he loves me.
Thinking of this, her burning heart gradually dimmed.
It was the holidays again. The sun cast a large mottled shadow on the trees. There were more couples on the streets, and the shopping malls had a strong festive atmosphere.
Ya Qiong and Wang Gao intertwined their fingers and happily drove off.
Ya Qiong said to Wang Gao,"Let's invite Qiu Jun and Wu Yan out together and let them reconcile."
"Alright, you can ask Wu Yan out. I also hope that they will be well.”Wang Gao replied.
However, when Ya Qiong asked Wu Yan, Wu Yan said that he had to work overtime and was not free.
Wu Yan stayed in the hospital. This seemed to have become her habit. She used her work to drive away the pain of heartbreak and the loneliness of frustration. Her hands never stopped and her mind kept spinning. She didn't have the time to think about it or feel lonely.
In the clinic, a slightly older colleague asked,"Wu Yan, don't you have a boyfriend? Why do you always work overtime without taking a break? Why don't you take time to drive the streets with your boyfriend? Don't always bury yourself in your career. Other than the hospital, there are many beautiful things waiting for us to do. When you are young, you have to leave some time for yourself to fall in love. Otherwise, when you are old, you will regret it. When you reach my level, you won't have the interest to talk even if you want to.”
"Sister Li, is it that bad?" Wu Yan replied softly.
"Believe what Big Sister said. After all, I've been through it. The freshness of love is only three years. After a few years, love will become kinship. How can we still hold hands and walk on the road? If you don't cherish the good times now, you won't have to do it again in the future.”Sister Li nagged.
Qiu Jun's face flashed across Wu Yan's mind, and a sharp pain surged into her heart. She frowned hard.
Seeing that she was silent, Sister Li said," Your boyfriend is really handsome. He has a good temperament. It's as if I've seen him on TV. You have to keep a close eye on him."”
" We've urged him." Wu Yan's voice was so weak that only he could hear it.
"Really? You two look like a perfect match. Why are you rushing me?”Sister Li felt awkward and started spouting nonsense.
" You're really rushing me," Wu Yan said in a low voice.
At this moment, a patient came to see her. Wu Yan got busy again and temporarily forgot about her sadness. She used her work to numb herself and heal herself.
After work in the afternoon, Sister Li took off her doctor's coat and said to Wu Yan,""I have a classmate who has always wanted me to help him find a doctor to be his wife. He said that he likes to be a doctor. He's cultured and knows how to take care of people. He's a good person.”
Facing Sister Li's enthusiasm, Wu Yan didn't know what to do. She knew that she hadn't gotten rid of Qiu Jun yet and wasn't in the mood to go on blind dates, so she said,""Thank you, Sister Li. I don't want to go on a blind date now.”
"You haven't gotten over your previous relationship, right? People say that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new one.”Sister Li said relentlessly.
Wu Yan lowered his head with a troubled expression.
"My classmate is older than you, but it's good for a man to be older. He knows how to be considerate and dotes on his wife. Look at you, you're in your thirties, and he's in his forties. He's about ten years older than you.”
Seeing that Wu Yan did not say anything, Sister Li continued," Just meet him. If you're not suitable, then separate. No one forced you to do anything. Give me some face and treat it as a favor. That person said for a long time, but I still couldn't find a suitable person. He's very picky. I'm afraid of hurting his self-esteem if I just find someone to send him away. When I heard that you don't have a boyfriend today, I had the idea of helping you two matchmake. You're both talented and beautiful, so you'll definitely be liked by men.”
Wu Yan didn't say anything.
Sister Li stared at Wu Yan and said,""This classmate of mine works in the research institute. You're both cultured people, so you're quite compatible.”
" Alright." Wu Yan's heart softened. She had never been able to withstand others 'begging. Moreover, Sister Li was trying to help her out of kindness. If she insisted on refusing, it would seem too heartless.
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