Lin Yueying no longer had to submit to him, afraid that she would annoy him if she did not do a good job and make him give her a hard time.
She no longer had to force herself to do things she didn't like every day just so that he could look at her more when he entered her palace.
She didn't have to grit her teeth and lie on the huge phoenix bed, enduring his torrential invasion.
Chu Huaijin's emotionless actions and cold grunts had been etched in her mind for many sleepless nights. They followed her like shadows, causing her to be unable to sleep peacefully in countless dreams.
Lin Yueying's relaxed expression made Chu Huaijin's eyes hurt.""Lin Yueying, so you enjoy this kind of life.”
Lin Yueying turned around and used her hand to pillow her head, ignoring him.
" Lin Yueying…" Chu Huaijin was furious at her bold neglect. He kicked her hard on the wooden bed, causing her to tremble.
She slowly turned around. There was no pain in her eyes, only relief.
Chu Huaijin became even angrier.
The reason why he often liked to torture Lin Yueying was that he could often see the pain on Lin Yueying's face.
She had painstakingly prepared a table full of good food and happily sent someone to call him over to eat. When he arrived, he didn't say a word and just looked at her coldly. Then, he used an extremely cold expression to overturn the table full of dishes, making her heart twitch in pain.
He had always remembered her heartbroken look. No matter how she expressed it, he could see it.
She frowned, bit her lips, clutched her chest, or her slender hands turned red and white as she held the back of the chair…
However, no matter how sad she was, she would not vent it on him. She would force herself to still smile at him.
He had once defined it as 'being cheap.'
This was the unique 'slut' of the Lin family. Because she wanted to achieve her goal through him, she could endure all his contempt and neglect, and even his abuse and insults.
Over time, he had gotten used to bullying her. He liked to see her painful expression. He even liked the way she frowned when she was under him and whipped by him…
He had once suspected that he was a pervert, but when he realized that when he did all those things to her, she was never angry, and she would never cry in front of him. Slowly, when he abused her again, he no longer felt guilty. He only felt happy. This was the joy of his revenge on the Lin family...
However, those feelings had disappeared here.
The smile that would never disappear was no longer on her face, and she would no longer be too tolerant.
She lay there, staring at him with her eyes hooked. There was coldness, despair, and anger.
"So you can get angry too. How long did I think you would have to wear that mask? Why? Do you think that the Lin family is finished, so you have no hope? Do you not want to pretend in front of me anymore?”Chu Huaijin forced this thought into his mind.
He rejected the truth of anyone. He only relied on what he saw with his eyes and what he felt in his heart.
" Your Majesty…" Lin Yueying suddenly sat up straight. She raised her chin and stared at him. Although her sitting posture was not as strong as his standing posture, the extreme despair in her eyes made Chu Huaijin's heart clench. He gently covered his chest. He did not know what was going on there. When Lin Yueying suddenly stared at him, it was as if someone was cutting his flesh with a blunt knife.
He looked away and escaped Lin Yueying's gaze. He tried his best to think of the imprisonment that the Lin family had once given him.
When he first ascended the throne, Lin Mocheng had repeatedly stopped him from taking over the government. He had firmly controlled the government and was unwilling to return it to him. He thought of how powerful Empress Dowager Lin was when she was behind the scenes. She didn't allow him to have the power to decide on the appointment of officials, nor did she allow him to make his own decisions...
At that moment, he was like a puppet.
He hated her, hated the Lin family, wasn't that right?
"Emperor, you are wrong. "I've never tolerated you because I felt that I was your Empress. Everything I tolerated before was all because I loved you. My love for you made me tolerate all your insults, disrespect, and humiliation. Now, I don't tolerate you anymore. It's not because I'm not going to be the Empress anymore, nor is it because the Lin family is destroyed. It's because I've woken up. I finally know that loving you is the most difficult thing in the world. Now, I've finally retreated in the face of difficulties. I'm no longer so silly, wanting to climb to the peak to prove that my love is not wrong.”
"This was a mistake from the beginning.”
" Wrong meeting, wrong interaction, wrong process…I want to change this mistake while I still have a few days to live, so that it can have a correct ending.”Lin Yueying's words were like tears.
Chu Huaijin's body stiffened, and he could not help but turn his eyes back to look at her pale lips moving up and down. He suddenly could not bear to hear her say those words of determination. He did not want to hear it anymore, so he shouted her name angrily,"Lin Yueying…"
Lin Yueying smiled sadly, not taking his warning seriously at all.
" Perhaps you want to know why I suddenly realized…" Unfortunately, she was unwilling to tell him.
The reason for all of this was because of the love between Empress Dowager Lin and her father. Even though they were both in love and were willing to die for each other, they were still unable to be together. They were still separated by the world and married separately. Then, they looked at each other from afar for decades, but they were unable to be together.
Their love for each other had become a regret, not to mention the love between her and Chu Huaijin. No, there was no love at all. The so-called love was just a figment of her imagination. Chu Huaijin deliberately pretended to make her believe it. From the beginning to the end, she was like a fool who was played in his palm.
" I once rushed into the palace for what I thought was love. I thought that I was the happiest woman in the world, but it turned out that everything was just a lie. Everything was just a bubble. When they were blown out, they were so beautiful and colorful, but they burst so quickly..."
" It's a pity that I realized it too late…" Lin Yueying said without any logic. She either stared at Chu Huaijin or muttered to herself.
There was no main point and no emotions.
She was so devoted to love, so hard, and gave everything she had. After she failed, she was not angry, did not jump up and down, and did not blame the culprit.
"Emperor, don't worry. From now on, I won't be foolish or delusional.”It was time for her to let go.
Lin Yueying, who had put the phone down, suddenly flashed an extremely brilliant smile. In Chu Huaijin's eyes, that smile was like a shooting star that had suddenly flashed past. It was beautiful, but it was only for a moment. His heart ached more and more as the smile disappeared. He covered it tightly and frowned, forcing himself to turn around and leave…
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