"It's okay. With me around, my family is clean. You don't have to fight for your future.”
"Haha, are you serious? Then I'll be counting on you, okay?"
"What do you think? Do you think I'm reliable?" The boy's eyes were sincere and charming.
Sometimes, An Wuqing really couldn't understand why such a good person would fall for him.
During their school days, there were several meteor showers in the city where they lived. As long as they didn't have evening classes, they would go and watch.
Then, they would sit on the grass and drink milk tea. They would chat about how many children they would have in the future. It would be best if they had a few boys or girls. They would talk about how to take care of the children and what they would be like when they were old.
Just thinking about tomorrow, it was simple and blissful.
An Wuqing had menstrual cramps. The boy remembered the dates of each time An Wuqing would buy some warm things, such as donkey-hide glue cakes, ginger juice, and brown sugar, in addition to reminding him to drink more hot water.
"This donkey-hide glue cake was made by a craftsman I hired. This craftsman was interviewed by a reporter from our television station. Everyone saw the entire process. It's really amazing, and the ingredients are real.
Eating it is good for the body. I'm also very busy with my studies and there are many student union activities, so I really can't stay by your side to take care of you. Therefore, you must learn to take care of yourself.”He would say this to An Wuqing.
As time went by, An Wuqing slowly felt that he could not leave this person.
In her heart, she silently acknowledged that he would be the father of her future child.
But forever was too far away, and no one could see the future. Who knew what would happen in the future? This sweet story finally ushered in an unsettled ending.
"It's a pity that I'm in the wind.”
An Wuqing would later reflect on the reason for the failure of this relationship. Was it because he had gone too far, wanted too much, and made too many mistakes?
She realized that her later self, who loved her more and more, became too possessive and was not as free and easy as she was at the beginning.
Always worrying about gains and losses, always throwing tantrums for no reason. This was probably what everyone often said, being spoiled.
Later on, whenever she saw a boy walking with another girl or chatting with another girl, even if the boy was standing a meter away from the other girl, she would be very, very unhappy. She knew that she should not be so stingy, but…but she just did not want to share her boyfriend with others.
She would be jealous and sad.
Fortunately, the boy was willing to tolerate An Wuqing's behavior, so he became very careful. She tried her best not to make An Wuqing jealous or sad.
However, he, who was born to socialize, did not cut off contact with other girls. It was also because he was now a senior cadre of the Student Union. There would be many social gatherings and social gatherings. Many activities of the Student Union needed sponsors. If he did not socialize, who would sponsor him?
However, he had learned to avoid An Wuqing. Even if it was just a simple interaction between ordinary friends, he would not let An Wuqing see or know. Because he did not want to touch An Wuqing's sensitive and fragile nerves.
The days passed by like water, day after day, but not year after year.
Later on, the boy was not so willing to ask An Wuqing out. He used to call almost every day, but now the frequency was decreasing.
An Wuqing tried to put down his pride and take the initiative to ask the boy out. He would also find all kinds of reasons to decline. For example, he had a cold today and did not want to come out. Tomorrow, he would ask his buddy out to play basketball. This buddy had played with him since he was young and was very important. The day after tomorrow, his mentor had something to deal with himself. He had to go…
As time passed, An Wuqing realized that he couldn't ask the boy out, so he stopped asking the boy out and stopped taking the initiative to look for him.
However, she still held on to hope that the boy still loved her, but he was too busy to look for her.
An Wuqing was waiting for him to miss him as much as he used to and take the initiative to contact him.
But the boy did not.
Later on, he saw the boy walking past in the distance. There seemed to be a girl beside him, and she subconsciously hid behind the wall. She did not dare to go up and ask, and she did not even dare to let the two people over there see her…For some reason, An Wuqing might have been broken up, or maybe he hadn't, so she did not want to investigate.
However, she knew that she probably didn't have a boyfriend.
An Wuqing, who had always been calm and rational, had never cried over the death of her first relationship.
The other girls in the dormitory were more prone to crying, especially Nan Nan. It could be said that Nan Nan was a snotty person. She would cry for a long time over a small matter like a single white hair. An Wuqing felt that Nan Nan must have been very happy when she was young. She had discovered it very early on.
Only a pampered and happy child would cry.
Other than Nan Nan, although the other girls would cry, they liked to hide under the blanket and cry quietly in the middle of the night. They would feel embarrassed when others saw them crying.
Although it was said to be quiet, everyone could hear it. However, everyone was tactful enough to pretend that they didn't hear anything.
An Wuqing couldn't remember how long it had been since he last cried. Perhaps it was because his mother had beaten him too badly when he was young, or perhaps it was because he had been bullied by others for too long when he was in school. Her tears had already dried up.
In any case, An Wuqing had always believed that no matter what, he had to rely on himself. Crying was useless.
The only way to solve problems was to find the problem and solve it. No tears, no sympathy.
His special traits were slowly understood by his roommates and classmates. Then, she became a big sister. Everyone was willing to ask her about small things, and she could give some answers that were not necessarily the best, but were calm enough.
Her first boyfriend had warmed An Wuqing's college days, but he had also given An Wuqing his first emotional blow.
Xu Ruo, on the other hand, had comforted An Wuqing throughout his entire middle school life. It also gave An Wuqing his first blow to humanity.
Perhaps after the incident, An Wuqing did not believe that it was true for a day. When Xu Ruoruo was able to visit her, she immediately packed up Xu Ruoruo's favorite food and went to see Xu Ruoruo. She wanted to hear the truth from her own mouth.
"Xu Ruo Ruo, tell me the truth. Did you really kill those children at the reservoir? Why?”# Daguan Review Passed: Daguan Time:122120183:46AM
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