In the spring, you wave your handkerchief, will you send me away or return immediately?
Gu Cheng
Seeing the graceful figure walking further and further away, Shen Nan Shuang slowly retracted her gaze.
He looked at the corner where the girl was. It was empty. There was no one there, only a few empty wine bottles piled up in a mess.
Shen Nanshuang thought that life was just like that. Some people would disappear from your life in the blink of an eye, or perhaps you would never meet them again.
That night, Lu Yichen helped the drunk Shen Nanshuang to the hotel.
She staggered and could not stand properly. In the end, Lu Yichen had no choice but to carry her horizontally.
After returning to the hotel, he gently placed Shen Nanshuang on the bed and got a wet towel for her to clean.
Shen Nanshuang was lying on the bed with her eyes closed. She looked extremely obedient. Lu Yichen had just finished showering and laid down beside her.
Lu Yichen held her in his arms and rested his chin on Shen Nanshuang's head. Yu Wanting's appearance today reminded him of his father's words,""You and her are destined to be impossible. We owe her father a life. Even if she doesn't know now, what about the future? Can you hide it forever? Listen to your mother. Wanting is indeed a good child. It's good to try and develop her.”
Lu Yichen hugged Shen Nanshuang tighter. Nothing was impossible.
If there really was, then he really wanted to fight with the heavens and see if he could hide it for the rest of his life!
Lu Yichen closed his eyes and felt Shen Nanshuang's peaceful breathing. He slowly fell asleep.
He had thought that the night would pass just like that, but the world would always let you experience some unexpected things.
Just as Lu Yichen fell asleep, Shen Nanshuang suddenly woke up.
She opened her hazy eyes and struggled free from Lu Yichen's hand to sit up slowly. Lu Yichen was a light sleeper to begin with, so he naturally followed her.
Shen Nanshuang was still drunk, but the images of the girl and the man kept appearing in her mind. From time to time, it would turn into her and Lu Yichen.
Lu Yichen looked at Shen Nanshuang, who was sitting up, and reached out to stroke her hair.""What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
Shen Nanshuang turned to look at Lu Yichen, and her tears fell.
"Why don't you want me anymore? Why did you leave me alone?" Shen Nanshuang's words stunned Lu Yichen.
His hand froze on the spot, still touching Shen Nanshuang's soft hair.
Shen Nanshuang felt like she was half-awake. She couldn't control herself and couldn't suppress her desire to speak.
Therefore, the words that he had been trying to suppress and hide in the deepest part of his heart kept coming out."Do you know how scared I was? Dad didn't want me anymore. He left. I begged him. I knelt on the ground and begged him, but he still left. No matter how many calls I made, no matter how long I waited at the entrance of your company, you never showed up? Lu Yichen, why?"
Shen Nanshuang's words pierced into Lu Yichen's heart, causing him immense pain.
Especially her last words, which made Lu Yichen feel even more remorseful and remorseful.
When Shen Nanshuang's father had just passed away, Lu Yichen had not only felt guilty, but he had also felt a sense of panic.
On one hand, Father Shen's death was directly caused by his father, and Lu Yichen felt that he was partly responsible for it. He blamed himself and felt guilty. He felt that he was no longer qualified to love her and that he had caused her to lose her last family member.
On the other hand, he was afraid that Shen Nanshuang would find out the truth. He was afraid that she would hate him. He was afraid that he would see a foreign Shen Nanshuang with hatred.
Therefore, he left silently, avoided Shen Nanshuang, and timidly cut off their relationship.
He was like a coward, without the courage to bear all that.
But in this process, the one who was hurt the most was Shen Nanshuang.
Shen Nanshuang grabbed Lu Yichen's hand and said,""Can you answer me? Tell me, do you have any difficulties, like that gentleman from before?”
She was like a child, lost and unable to find her direction, desperately wanting the person in front of her to guide her.
"Or, or do you actually like another girl? But why, why are you still so good to me after three years?”Shen Nanshuang's tears fell.
She spoke incoherently and even sounded a little flustered.
Lu Yichen clenched his fists tightly. He really wanted to tell her that it was not what she thought. He had always loved her only.
"Don't keep silent, okay? Give me an answer. If you really can't do it, then leave me completely. Stay far away from me. Don't appear in my life. Don't treat me so well. Don't bring me along to do this and that. I'm so uncomfortable. I'm afraid that this happiness is so illusory. I always feel that maybe in the next second, all of this will disappear. With a gust of wind, everything will disappear.”
Shen Nanshuang's voice was almost inaudible.
Even so, Lu Yichen still heard those words.
He deeply felt that he was very incompetent. He could not even do something as simple as giving happiness to the woman he loved the most.
He even started to doubt if it was right or wrong for him to get close to Shen Nanshuang again.
Lu Yichen didn't have an answer, and neither did Shen Nanshuang.
Silence, endless silence.
"You still won't tell me. You won't even answer a single word.”Shen Nanshuang's voice was filled with a sense of helplessness, as if she had given up completely.
She turned around and slowly got off the bed, staggering out.
Lu Yichen maintained his posture on the bed and looked at her back that was still stubbornly straight.
Shen Nanshuang sat on the balcony. The cold night wind had woken her up.
What she said just now echoed clearly in her mind. Lu Yichen's expression was also clearly imprinted in her mind.
She suddenly realized the deep fear in her heart. She could not continue like this.
They should not be so unclear. She had always been a person who understood everything clearly.
Shen Nanshuang looked at the direction of the room and walked into another room.
She heard the sound of the door closing.
Lu Yichen thought that Nan Shuang was probably still drunk. When she woke up, she would forget everything. They could still be like these few days.
The night was long and hopeless.
But we still have to experience it, because only after experiencing the night can we welcome the dawn…
Lu Yichen walked out of his room and opened the door of the other room.""Nan Shuang."
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