The sky was gray, the ground was gray, and the buildings were gray. In the gray, two children ran past, one bright red, the other light green…
- Gu Cheng
Xu Bojun's voice came from the other end of the phone, sounding helpless.""Nanshuang, it's me, Pojun."
Shen Nanshuang took the phone away from her ear, looked at the time, and said,""It's so late. What's the matter?”
" I'm downstairs now. Yichen is drunk and insisted on coming here. I couldn't stop him, so…" Xu Bojun didn't know what to say.
Shen Nanshuang walked to the window and pulled open the curtains. Lu Yichen's car, which she was very familiar with, was parked not far away.
In the distance, he could vaguely see two figures getting out of the car as the door opened and closed.
"So what?" Shen Nanshuang heard her voice waver.
Xu Bojun glanced at Lu Yichen, who was staggering, and finally said,""Nan Shuang, can you meet him?”
Shen Nanshuang reported the room number.
Soon, the doorbell rang.”
Shen Nanshuang walked to the door and opened it. Xu Bojun helped the drunk Lu Yichen in.
Even though Lu Yichen was drunk, he still looked elegant and high-spirited.
However, his lips kept opening and closing, and no one knew what he was saying.
Xu Bojun placed Lu Yichen on the sofa and handed his coat and keys to Shen Nanshuang.
Xu Bojun looked at Shen Nanshuang and Lu Yichen. Their beautiful love in the past had always been Xu Bojun's dream."Nanshuang, Yichen really loves you.”
Xu Pojun was about to leave when Shen Nanshuang stopped him.
Shen Nanshuang handed him a cup of water. Xu Pojun took two sips and looked at Shen Nanshuang.
Shen Nanshuang looked at Xu Pojun, the question in her heart was about to come out, but she hesitated.
"Nanshuang, do you have something to say?" Xu Pojun guessed.”
Shen Nanshuang shook her head and didn't intend to ask further. Love was like drinking water, one would know the warmth and coldness of the water. How could others explain it clearly?
In the end, Xu Bojun left, leaving Shen Nanshuang and Lu Yichen alone in the room.
Shen Nanshuang looked at Lu Yichen, who was lying on the sofa in a daze. She could not bear to leave him behind.
Shen Nanshuang wrung a wet towel to wipe Lu Yichen's face, but he suddenly grabbed her wrist.
"Nan Shuang." Lu Yichen's voice was low and slightly hoarse.
As soon as he opened his mouth, the air seemed to be filled with the smell of alcohol.
Shen Nanshuang didn't respond, but her eyes were fixed on Lu Yichen's face.
Under the warm light, Lu Yichen slowly opened his eyes, which were a little dazed from drinking.
When he saw Shen Nanshuang, the great designer, who had always been reserved in public, smiled brightly.""Nan Shuang, you're back."
Before Shen Nanshuang could react, Lu Yichen continued.
"I'm sorry." Lu Yichen said.
Shen Nanshuang's heart trembled,"You have nothing to do with me."”
Lu Yichen smiled bitterly." Heh, how could there not be? It's all my fault."”
His words were half-drunk and half-awake, and the smell of alcohol in his breath made Shen Nan Shuang feel drunk.
Otherwise, why would she answer him like this?
"Wrong, what did you do wrong? I never thought you did anything wrong. I just want to know why you left me.”
Shen Nanshuang thought that perhaps this time, the drunk Lu Yichen would tell her.
Looking at Shen Nanshuang, who had double vision, Lu Yichen kept shaking his head.
"I can't say, Nan Shuang, I really can't.”
I don't want you to blame me, nor do I want you to hate me, nor do I want to be strangers with you.
Even though he was a little drunk, Lu Yichen still remembered those things.
Shen Nanshuang suddenly lost her patience and shook her head,""Since you can't say it, then don't come looking for me again. You know that I'm a person who can't tolerate sand in my eyes.”
Lu Yichen, no matter how much I love you, I can't stand this kind of fleeting love."
Shen Nanshuang stood up and was about to return to her room when Lu Yichen grabbed her wrist.
"You only need to know that I love you.”Lu Yichen's voice was pious. Shen Nanshuang believed him.
However, he loved her so much. How could he bear to disappear and leave her alone?
Shen Nanshuang turned around and looked down at Lu Yichen,""If you love me so much, why did you leave without saying a word back then? Do you know how hard it was for me to find you? Do you know that at that time, I…"
Do you know how scared and helpless I was at that time? But you disappeared when I needed you the most.
You are my lover, we love each other so much.
What was the reason that made you leave me in such a decisive manner at that moment?
Shen Nanshuang's eyes turned red, and hot tears fell without warning.
A hot tear fell on Lu Yichen's wrist, which was holding Shen Nanshuang's hand, burning his heart.
Even the slight tipsy feeling seemed to have been melted away by this drop of tear.
He got up from the sofa and hugged Shen Nanshuang tightly.
"Nanshuang, since you must know, I will tell you. But I can only say that my departure has nothing to do with anyone else. There is no one else in my life. From the beginning to the end, my feelings for you have never changed.”
Shen Nanshuang heard him sigh," It's just that I owe you in the end. I don't know if I still have the right to love you. Perhaps I won't be able to make up for it in my entire life. At that time, I was too weak. I didn't even have the courage to gamble with fate, so I fled your world in a panic..."
Lu Yichen did not finish his sentence.
Shen Nanshuang didn't know if she understood.
She seemed to understand what Lu Yichen meant, but at the same time, she didn't seem to understand what he meant.
Just as Shen Nanshuang was confused, Lu Yichen spoke again,"
"I know that you still have a knot in your heart. I know that you've lost confidence in our relationship. I know that you're afraid of repeating the ending from back then. Nan Shuang, believe me, it won't happen. Give us another chance…"
Lu Yichen's words carried a hint of pleading.
However, Shen Nanshuang had yet to fully understand.
Lu Yichen slowly released his grip on her, his expression turning ugly.
Then, Lu Yichen covered his stomach with his hand, his face turning paler and paler.
He said in an extremely weak voice,"Nan Shuang, let's put the past behind us and start anew."”
Shen Nanshuang watched as he slowly fell to the ground, blood trickling down from the corner of his mouth…
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