Western love is a flower that blooms strongly, while Eastern love is the subtle fragrance between two flowers. -------- Gu Cheng
Shen Nanshuang faced the empty corridor and stood there for a long time.
Lu Yichen's words and Xu Bojun's words echoed in her mind. She suddenly didn't know if she was right or wrong to run away.
Shen Nanshuang went to the rooftop of the hospital and called Fang Zhenyu.
The other side seemed to be busy. After a while, he picked up the phone."Hello, Nan Shuang?"
"It's me, Zhenyu. I have a question to ask you. I wonder if I'm disturbing you?”Shen Nanshuang's voice was very casual.
Fang Zhenyu was preparing a speech for the third-year students.
"Go ahead. I still have a few minutes.”Fang Zhenyu glanced at the lively lecture hall behind him. Waves of students were coming in from the door.
Shen Nanshuang's long wind was blown into a mess by the cold wind."If I like someone very much but am afraid of losing him, should I leave or stay by his side?”
Fang Zhenyu was stunned. He didn't expect Shen Nanshuang, who had been avoiding this topic, to suddenly ask this question.
"Why do you think you're afraid of losing him?”
Shen Nanshuang thought for a while,"Maybe it's because I care too much, so I'm afraid of losing it."”
Another staff member had already come behind Fang Zhenyu to remind him that the speech could begin. He curled his lips and said,"Nanshuang, I think you already have the answer in your heart. Follow your heart and do whatever you want.”
Then, he hung up.
Shen Nanshuang looked at the phone that had been hung up and was confused.
She did not understand why Fang Zhenyu said that he already had the answer.
But it was actually very simple. She was afraid of losing it because she cared, because she liked it, because she loved it.
Since that was the case, it meant that deep down in her heart, she wanted to have it and get close to it.
He did not ask anyone else. Perhaps he was the only one who had the answers to many questions.
Shen Nanshuang went down from the rooftop of the hospital and ran to the head nurse's station. She asked for some nursing knowledge about stomach bleeding before returning home.
At noon, Shen Nanshuang arrived at the hospital with a lunchbox.
She pushed open the door and saw Lu Yichen sitting at the head of the bed, drawing on a drawing board.
Lu Yichen froze as if he did not expect Shen Nanshuang to come again.
Shen Nanshuang was also at a loss because of what happened in the morning.
In the end, she still carried the soup into the ward.
Shen Nanshuang's voice was a little lacking in confidence as she handed over the porridge in her hand,"I made some porridge for you. Do you want to try it?”
Xu Pojun quickly took the porridge from Shen Nanshuang."The nurse just said that he can only eat liquid food now. I don't know how to cook, so I was going to buy it from outside.”
Shen Nanshuang smiled but didn't say anything.
Lu Yichen's eyes were only on the porridge that Shen Nanshuang had brought over. Even though his stomach felt uncomfortable, he still finished all the porridge in the end.
Xu Bojun left at the right time, leaving Shen Nanshuang and Lu Yichen alone.
" I'm sorry, I didn't know that you would…" Shen Nanshuang didn't know how to continue, so she stopped halfway.
Lu Yichen held Shen Nanshuang's hand,""It's okay. I won't blame you.”
Shen Nanshuang looked at Lu Yichen's pale face and did not know what to say.
Although Lu Yichen had been drinking the day before, his mind was still a little blurry. Seeing Shen Nanshuang like this, he knew that he did not say anything serious.
"Nan Shuang, did you hear my request yesterday?”Lu Yichen looked at Shen Nanshuang expectantly and asked.
Shen Nanshuang nodded.
Lu Yichen was actually very happy that she was willing to respond to him.
Shen Nanshuang suddenly raised her head and met Lu Yichen's eyes.
Shen Nanshuang's eyes were as clear as ever. Even though she had experienced so many hardships and misfortunes, she still maintained her original heart.
"Yichen, I'm willing to trust you this once.”Shen Nanshuang's words were brief, but they gave Lu Yichen hope.
With his understanding of her, how could he not understand what Shen Nanshuang meant?
Lu Yichen's hand that was holding Shen Nanshuang's hand suddenly became hot. He looked at Shen Nanshuang with a complicated gaze, as if there were many complicated emotions in his eyes.
In the end, it only turned into a promise: "Nanshuang, one day, I will tell you everything. At that time, all the choices will be yours.”
Lu Yichen finished what he wanted to say in his heart. As long as you recover, I'll tell you everything. Whether you want to leave or stay, hate or forgive, it's all up to you…
Although the two of them did not say anything else, their moods had changed.
She no longer felt conflicted. She just wanted to love again.
If their love could survive, then there would be a day when flowers would bloom.
If their love couldn't last, they wouldn't let down this meeting arranged by fate.
Shen Nanshuang took care of Lu Yichen in the hospital every day. One of them was drawing on the bed while the other was writing an analysis report.
Sometimes, Shen Nanshuang would accompany Lu Yichen for a walk in the hospital garden.
Soon, Lu Yichen was discharged from the hospital.
This time, Lu Yichen did not lock Shen Nanshuang by his side in a hurry. Instead, he did it step by step.
The true meaning of starting over was to return everything to zero and focus on the present.
They were like friends and only treated each other as a part of their lives.
Shen Nanshuang continued to live in her small apartment, going to and from work every day.
Whenever Xiao Zimo had time, he would come to buy things and visit her.
Sometimes, Fang Zhenyu would also call her to ask about her recent mood to assess her condition.
From time to time, Lu Yichen would ask Shen Nanshuang out for a meal, and the two of them chatted and ate like normal friends.
Sometimes, the two of them would talk about their work. Lu Yichen would ask Shen Nanshuang about some of his designs.
Shen Nanshuang would talk to Lu Yichen about the taste of certain red wines.
The two of them avoided the distant past and got along more comfortably and naturally.
Time passed by slowly, and a month passed.
Shen Nan and Lu Yichen's relationship had also slowly progressed as they got closer to each other day by day.
The two of their hearts were getting closer and closer.
On this day, Lu Yichen asked Shen Nanshuang out for dinner.
After work, he went to Shen Nanshuang's company to pick her up. As soon as Shen Nanshuang got into the car, Lu Yichen came over.
Shen Nanshuang subconsciously flinched, but she did not push Lu Yichen away.
But Lu Yichen was just helping her fasten her seatbelt. He looked up and smiled gently at Shen Nanshuang,""Seat belt."
Shen Nanshuang looked at the seatbelt that she had just fastened and felt a little embarrassed.
The journey was warm and cozy. Lu Yichen drove by the side while Shen Nanshuang looked at the scenery outside.
Lu Yichen turned on the music player in the car, and the song that played was the " West Ocean Love Song " that Shen Nanshuang sang on the beach that day.#
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