You walked from here to there, you avoided my whole life, you were so far away, you made my heart keep going.
Gu Cheng
As soon as he finished speaking, the air in the room seemed to freeze in an instant. The two of them looked at each other speechlessly.
Shen Nan Shuang suddenly realized her impoliteness and apologized to the female owner,"I'm sorry, I was rude. I didn't mean anything else, it's just..."
However, everything here was similar to what she had discussed with Lu Yichen in the past. Shen Nanshuang could not help but ask.
The female owner also recovered from her shock. She had thought that she had exposed a flaw that made Shen Nan Shuang suspicious, but after hearing this, she realized that she was overthinking.
Facing Shen Nanshuang's apology, the 'female owner' waved her hands."It's okay. It's normal for Miss Shen to be a little cautious when she comes out to rent a house. I can understand.”
Shen Nanshuang was extremely embarrassed. She had asked such an abrupt question, yet he didn't care about it.
In the end, Shen Nanshuang still rented the place. After signing the contract and getting the key, the female owner left.
Shen Nanshuang sat on the tatami in the living room, leaning against the wall, lost in thought.
Her expression and actions were similar to Lu Yichen's in the car downstairs.
The ringing of the car phone interrupted Lu Yichen's daydream. He glanced at the number and answered the call."How is it?"
"CEO Lu, Miss Shen is very satisfied with the house. I've already signed the contract with her.”The owner of the house who was smiling politely in front of Shen Nanshuang had turned into a conscientious female secretary, reporting her tasks to Lu Yichen in an orderly manner.
Lu Yichen finally calmed down. He really wanted to ask if Shen Nanshuang had done anything special.
He really wanted to know if she was like him, still thinking about their past.
Did the girl he loved the most still love him…
Just as Lu Yichen was unable to express his doubts and expectations, the female secretary stuttered,""By the way, President Lu, Miss Shen... she..."
"What happened to her?" Lu Yichen's tone carried a sense of urgency that he did not even realize.
"When Miss Shen was in the house, she was distracted several times. The first time was when she entered the door. She stood at the door and was in a daze. The second time was when she was in the room. She even cried. Later, before signing the contract, she even asked me if the house belonged to me.”
The secretary's voice was cautious, afraid that her words would offend Lu Yichen.
Little did he know that the person on the other end of the phone was already ecstatic, but he still restrained himself."It's okay. You did well."
Lu Yichen hung up the phone and exhaled heavily.
He was very happy that the girl he loved the most still remembered him. Although he didn't know if it was because of hatred or love, she would cry for the beautiful memories they had. This meant that she hadn't completely forgotten him. This was enough to make Lu Yichen ecstatic...
However, after a moment of ecstasy, Lu Yichen felt suffocated. He also knew that there was an insurmountable gap between him and Shen Nanshuang. How could he repay it with the life of Nanshuang's father?
Even in her dreams, she called out for her father. That helpless and desperate cry lingered in Lu Yichen's mind. The pain was like a virus that spread to Lu Yichen's heart through Shen Nanshuang's tears.
If…if he had been able to stop his father back then, perhaps everything would not have developed to this point!
Lu Yichen closed his eyes, not letting the pain show through his pupils.
A gentle murmur escaped from his thin lips."Nan Shuang…Nan Shuang…"
"Nan Shuang, let's watch a horror movie."
"No, I don't want to watch a horror movie. I want to watch a comedy.”
……
"Nanshuang, what do you want to eat tonight?”
"Hmm…Let's eat braised pork and cola chicken wings."
……
"Nan Shuang, I bought you a new set of wine glasses. Do you like it?”
"Wow, I like it. Yichen, you're so nice.”
Memories always made me want to cry…
The sun was setting in the west. As the sun set, the light in the room slowly dimmed.
Shen Nanshuang maintained the same posture as she sat on the tatami. The images in her mind kept changing like a movie.
It was not until the last glimmer of light dimmed that she pulled herself away from her memories.
Her face was icy cold. Shen Nan Shuang raised her hand to wipe her face. Her hand was wet and she realized that her face was covered in tears.
Without turning on the lights, she walked straight to the balcony where she liked the swing.
In the dark night, when there was no one around, all disguises could be removed.
However, when he removed his disguise, all his strength was sucked away. He was very tired, as if he didn't even have the strength to breathe.
The late autumn night was cold, but Shen Nanshuang did not care. She found a comfortable position on the swing and lay down.
She wanted to fall asleep just like that, but every time she felt sleepy, she would hear Lu Yichen's voice.
He called out to her again and again. He was so affectionate and gentle, and he was doting on her slowly.
Shen Nanshuang tried many times, but in the end, she still lost to the person she loved.
Picking up her phone, she found a number and hesitated for a long time before dialing it.
On the other side of the ocean, Fang Zhenyu seemed to be still asleep. After a long while, he picked up the electric arc."Hello, Shuang Shuang, why are you calling me at this time? You shouldn't be asleep at this time. Are you feeling unwell?”
As Shen Nanshuang's psychiatrist, Fang Zhenyu knew her situation like the back of his hand. In the past three years, he had been working hard to cure Shen Nanshuang's " heart disease ", but unfortunately, the results were minimal.
Fang Zhenyu was surprised to receive a call from Shen Nanshuang at this time. According to the past, Shen Nanshuang rarely acted strangely at this time.
"Zhenyu." Shen Nanshuang's voice carried a hint of reliance." Ever since I came back, I couldn't help but think of him. I walked until I reached his company. Today, I just came out to rent a house, but I could still smell his scent. I feel like sleeping, but his voice keeps ringing in my ears. Zhenyu, I feel so painful, but I seem to enjoy this predicament. What's wrong with me…"
Hearing Shen Nanshuang's incoherent confession, Fang Zhenyu's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly by a pair of big hands.
She asked herself what was wrong with her and what could have happened. It was just that she loved him deeply and hurt him deeply. It was inevitable.
He could imagine how helpless and lost Shen Nanshuang was at this moment, just like how she had felt countless times in the past three years…
She loved that man so much that she did not hesitate to use her memories to numb herself again and again until she could not fall asleep. She fell into her own imagination and could not extricate herself.
Fang Zhenyu held his phone tightly.”# Daguan Review Passed: Daguan Time:122120183:45AM
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