[Hehe…Hehe…Hehe]
Looking at the three-striped test paper on the table, Yuqin wanted to laugh out loud.
Or cry loudly.
.
Unfortunately, she couldn't. Making a sound would only torture herself. She could only suppress her feelings and digest them. This time, she did not know how to digest these feelings.
In the past, she had always told herself to act rationally, but how could she be rational now? There were still two weeks before the college entrance examination. She, Yuqin, was pregnant?？She, a seventeen-year-old orphan girl, was pregnant?
She wanted to go crazy and express the madness in her heart, but what should she do? Tearing the book? Slamming a stool? Or, hit the wall or jump off a building?
.
Yuqin knew how she got pregnant. Before the blonde woman used her sword hilt to humiliate her, she had used a syringe to squeeze a small tube of unknown substance into Yuqin's body, saying something like,"I need to leave some of the King of Angels 'liquid in her body. This will bring light to her humble abode." At first, she didn't think too much about it and thought it was just a moisturizer. Now she understood that it was a man's experience!
[Is God really punishing me for my mistake? As a punishment for throwing a tantrum and losing the contact information that bastard left behind. Now that I'm pregnant, I don't even know who to blame? Haha, hahahaha! What a profound lesson, hahahaha, hahahaha!」
She laughed maniacally in her heart. She sat there in a daze, grinning foolishly. Saliva leaked from the corner of her mouth and flowed down the collar of her shirt into her clothes, but she was unaware.
.
"Haaah!!”
She didn't care about the pain of the knife cutting her hand. She laughed out loud. The pain forced her to moan more after laughing out loud. She was tormented until she had rolled on the ground countless times and her face was covered in tears. Only then did she stop.
.
" Yes, I'm guilty. I was a murderer in my previous life, so I used my previous life to pay off the debts of my previous life. But good things didn't last long. My rich father found me, and I couldn't pay off all the debts, so he asked me to continue paying them in this life. Very good, very good. Revenge is not good."
Yuqin stared at her stomach with eyes full of hatred, as if she was looking at her father's murderer.
[Good, what a good retribution. Then I'll continue to be a murderer for the rest of my life, continue to be a murderer!]」
She didn't know how much it would cost to get an abortion, but she thought that the ninety thousand rubles she had saved would be more than enough. She took all the money in the cabinet, mixed with the coppy's stack, there were about two hundred thick notes. She put the money in her bag and wanted to leave, but when she saw her school uniform hanging on the back of the chair, a vicious plan took shape in her mind. She was going to kill someone, kill someone! How could he not show off?
.
Driver, go to the provincial hospital.
After putting on a full set of school uniform and applying a thick layer of lipstick on her lips to sell herself for a good price, she majestically climbed over the wall and left the school during school hours. She hailed a taxi for the first time in her life as Yuqin. What she wanted to do was a great cause that made her tremble with excitement. She was so excited that she wanted to see the blood clot that was the victim immediately. She couldn't wait for the slow mode of transportation like the bus. She wanted to take a taxi and go to the hospital in the fastest way.
.
When she arrived at the hospital full of expectations, she realized something that made her collapse. She forgot to bring a pen and paper.
Gurgling 12@#@#@
She wanted to borrow a pen and paper, but she could use sign language at the nurses 'station. No one could understand what she was saying, so she became even more anxious. This was like sharpening a ghost's head blade and rushing to the enemy's house with the intention of killing him, but when he arrived, he forgot the enemy's appearance. It was as anxious as burning with anxiety. She asked others for help, but no one could understand her sign language.
.
"Dad! Dad, you must hold on!"
"Make way, make way! Please make way! Emergency patient, please make way!"
After a rush of the ambulance, a group of people pushing stretchers rushed into the main door of the clinic. There was a commotion in the hall, and then they made way for them. Even after the door of the emergency room closed automatically, the young man's painful cries for his father could still be heard in the hall.
.
“……”
Yuqin, who had made up her mind to kill, gradually calmed down after this.
[Teacher Meng…Mom…]
She found a seat and sat down. She stared at the emergency room in a daze as she recalled the memories of Yuqin and Teacher Meng.
" Forget it. Compared to Teacher Meng's life, I'll suffer a little more. What's wrong with sacrificing myself? Although I don't know if I can save Teacher Meng, this isn't a reason for me to be indifferent. The success of the matter is indeed in heaven, but the planning of the matter lies in people..."
Yuqin lowered her eyes and made a decision that made her feel weak all over. She needed to rest well to recover the energy she had expended to make this decision.
[Isn't it just having a child? Half of the people who have lived in the world have given birth to children…"
.
.
Half an hour later, Yuqin returned to the primary school that was connected to the orphanage. Even during class, the guards did not stop her. They all remembered her as a good and outstanding girl.
Grandma Fang, this is the money I raised for Teacher Meng's treatment. Can you pass it to Teacher Meng as an anonymous kind-hearted person?
After walking straight to the director's office, she threw more than 90,000 rubles in cash wrapped in a plastic bag in front of the director and said to her in sign language.
.
"Yuqin, you!"
Old Man Fang opened the plastic bag and estimated that there were 70 to 80 notes worth 1,000 rubles. This was probably close to 100,000 rubles! Where did Yuqin, a seventeen-year-old girl, get such a large sum of money?
"Yuqin, where did you get this money?!”
.
Scholarship…
.
"You're lying!"
The old man shouted at Yuqin, which was rare.
"Scholarship? You? 100,000 rubles? Do you think you went to the University of Oxford? A scholarship of 100,000 rubles for a student who ranked in the top ten?”
.
“……”
Yuqin turned her face away. She knew that the old man would not believe her nonsense. She just wanted to give the old man some mental preparation. Grandma Fang was old. Although she insisted on exercising and kept up with her nutrition, she was still seventy years old. Old people couldn't accept sudden stimulation.
.
"Tell me!"
Old Lady Fang's eyes were already filled with tears, which soon fell like rain. She casually wiped away the tears with her hand and pointed at Yuqin's nose as she shouted,
"Where did you get this money?”
.
Sell--
She hadn't been taught this word in sign language, so Yuqin could only make a sign of " sell " and then point straight at the part where she had made the deal.
.
“……”
The old woman's body was trembling, and large amounts of tears were dripping from her eyes. Her two hands could no longer wipe away her tears. For a moment, she was unable to speak.
.
Grandma, I'm not asking for your forgiveness.
Slowly, Yuqin knelt on the rough stone floor of the director's office, but she raised her head so that Old Man Fang could see her calmness.
I know that I did something wrong and you won't forgive me, and Teacher Meng won't forgive me either, but I don't regret it. Because you taught me a saying, that is, to repay kindness.
Teacher Meng is seriously ill. If I don't repay her for raising me, I might never be able to repay her in this lifetime. If that was the case, I would have to live the remaining sixty to seventy years of my life in pain with this heart disease. Teacher Meng saved my life and raised me. Without Teacher Meng, there would be no me, and there would not be that insignificant membrane. I'm willing to use it to exchange for money to save Teacher Meng's life.
.
"Shut up! Little Meng raised you up, and this is what you've become? Do you want to anger her to death?"
.
I know what Teacher Meng taught me. Teacher Meng once taught me a phrase: Yes, Teacher Meng also taught me another word, which is called propriety, righteousness, integrity, and shame. Teacher Meng also taught me a game of ancient poetry: You can't have both fish and bear's paw. You can't give up fish and take bear's paw. Life and righteousness cannot be combined at the same time, which is to abandon life and take righteousness. In my opinion, propriety, righteousness, honesty and shame cannot be combined with knowing kindness and seeking repayment. It is to abandon etiquette and seek repayment.
.
"You…You…"
Yuqin's eyes were also filled with tears that were no less than hers. Seeing her crying silently, her eyes and nose were red, and Old Fang's attitude softened.
.
Grandma Fang, please don't tell Teacher Meng the truth. I know that Teacher Meng can't accept it, and neither can you, Grandma Fang. However, if I don't do this, I can't accept it. Please forgive my selfishness, but please consider the meaning of the word 'repayment', and fulfill my wish.
After that, Yuqin slammed her head heavily on the uneven ground and did not sign any more.
.
Yuqin waited patiently. She waited for a long time. She didn't know how long it had been before she heard Old Man Fang's cries. She did not raise her head and continued to wait. After a long time, the old man's familiar and kind hand touched the top of her head.
"Why are you doing this…"
.
The grace of a drop of water should be repaid by a spring.
.
"I'm the one who harmed you. I'm the one who harmed you, Yuqin…"
The old man sighed heavily.
"Little Meng, she was in a car accident. When she was in the ambulance, she couldn't make it. Before she died, she muttered your name and said that she must not let you know of her death. You're approaching the college entrance examination and your future is limitless. Little Meng doesn't want her accident to cause you a lifetime of regret…"
.
「……」
.
"Yuqin? Yuqin? Yuqin!"
This book comes from：m.funovel.com。