When Ding Jianguo stood in the lead singer position, everyone's eyes were focused on her.
At that moment, everyone was stunned by Ding Jianguo's beauty.
She was like a fairy who had descended into the world, cold and graceful.
"Is she a fairy?" Some male audience members could not help but mutter.
"Mom, I'm going to fall in love…!”
"So beautiful. Is this a girl from Ji 'an? Why haven't I encountered it before?"
" Goddess, goddess…!"
"Her name is Ding Jianguo?"
"Ding Jianguo…!”
In a short moment, the entire venue was in an uproar. Countless people stared at Ding Jianguo on the stage with shining eyes and then shouted crazily.
Ding Jianguo, who had just walked to the lead singer's position, paused. The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, but he calmed down after a moment.
Girls always wanted to be more outstanding and eye-catching.
If it was the Ding Jianguo of the past, he might have been happy because of this scene.
However, the current Ding Jianguo seemed very calm in the face of this crazy situation. Perhaps he would be happy, but he wouldn't care too much.
Because in Ding Jianguo's current world, no matter how many people loved and went crazy, no matter how dazzling the light was, it could not compare to Su Yang's embrace and a loving gaze.
At the thought of Su Yang, Ding Jianguo's eyes lit up.
She could not help but think of the song that Su Yang had written for her before. It was a song that seemed to be written about her past.
"I'll dedicate 'Dust in the Smoke' to everyone. I hope everyone will like it…!”
Ding Jianguo's voice was cold but pleasant to the ear. Then, she looked at the band members.
Looking at the extremely dazzling Ding Jianguo at this moment, everyone was happy for her, especially Su Yang. He winked at her encouragingly and then made an okay gesture.
The next moment, music started playing.
The gentle opening was able to awaken Ding Jianguo's emotions in an instant.
Because this song could easily bring out Ding Jianguo's past memories.
She and her world were once lonely and empty. It was as if she was the only one in the world. She had been forgotten and could only lock herself in a sealed space…!
This kind of isolation continued until he met Su Yang.
The longing to break free from loneliness but unable to do so, the days when she could only remain silent and indifferent, made her nose ache. In this mood, Ding Jianguo took a deep breath and slowly began to sing.
Watching the flying dust, falling
No one knows it exists
So free
But the world loves to be lively
Can't tolerate, I'm bored
I shouldn't be alone in a daze
Only I, guarding the quiet desert
She sang as if she was talking to herself, describing the dark days she had spent in the past.
Those days, she was just like the lyrics, sitting alone in the big empty house, bored to death, staring at the sky all day.
What kind of loneliness was that?
It was as if her life had no color and was a desolate desert.
As he spent more and more time alone, Ding Jianguo's pain became more and more intense, and the tune of the song slowly rose at this moment.
Waiting for the flowers to bloom
Only me, looking at the happiness of others
I actually feel emotional
Just let me, listen to the great truth
Don't want to understand
What is there, should be, should not be
The Ding Jianguo of the past had been forgotten in a corner. He was like a bystander in this world, watching the joys and sorrows of others and sighing alone.
It wasn't that she hadn't begged her father to not leave her alone at home. She wanted to end this kind of life, but all she got was all sorts of reasons and a few words from her father.
The endless perfunctory words made Ding Jianguo's heart sink.
In my heart lives an old child
If the world doesn't understand, confess to the shadow
Am I the only one still asking
Why, tomorrow will be more exciting
In the firework, can't find, the remains of innocence
The mood of the song was gradually decreasing.
Just like Ding Jianguo's growth.
Unable to wait for the attention, she slowly began to close herself off, refusing everything from the outside world to enter her world. She became cold and indifferent, ignoring everything that happened.
From then on, he would no longer fight, ask, or care. He would live alone in his own world.
Only I, guarding the quiet desert
Waiting for the flowers to bloom
Only me, looking at the happiness of others
I actually feel emotional
Just let me, listen to the great truth
Don't want to understand
It's just me, it's just me, so strange
As she sang, Ding Jianguo's emotions started to collapse. Her eyes became moist, and her mind replayed everything she had experienced when she was young. It was not something she should have endured.
At such a young age, which child did not grow up in the embrace of their parents?
But why was she the only one who didn't? Why was she always alone in her world? Waiting for her father to come back alone, eating alone, talking alone, sleeping alone, daydreaming alone…
The memories and the song intertwined. Ding Jianguo wanted to cry loudly and even question loudly. No matter who it was, she only wanted to question.
Why was all of this happening?
Why was she like an unwanted child compared to the other children?
Ding Jianguo seemed to be unable to control his emotions at this moment. Then, with the climax of the song, he burst out in an instant.
She raised her head and started singing heartbreakingly.
I'm still sighing ~~ Hey ~~ Hey
The wind blows, why don't you come back, come ~~
The wind never came back. Sad or not, sigh ~~
Numb so quickly, should I, should I ~~~
Can you slow down?
Laugh heartily, cry frankly
Why do I have to let the world arrange my expression?
I'm me, I'm just me
It's just a firework scattering dust, sigh ~~~~
The wind is blowing
The wind is gone and won't come back, oh ~~ come ~~ oh ~~~
Can you slow down?
Intense singing, full of emotions, Ding Jianguo expressed the entire song, especially the climax.
The pain in her heart was revealed through the sorrowful song. At this moment, she seemed to be shouting at the existence that caused all of this.
Perhaps this song was really too special, especially Ding Jianguo's heart-wrenching performance, which made the audience feel as if they could empathize with him. In an instant, the audience began to feel sorry for this beautiful girl.
They could not help but be filled with questions. What kind of loneliness and pain had she experienced?
The audience couldn't get an answer. Even if they could feel some information from Ding Jianguo's singing, they couldn't fully understand it.
The only person who truly understood this was probably Jianguo's father, who had caused all of this.
What Ding Jianguo and everyone else didn't know was that in a certain corner of the concert, someone's heart was wrenching as he listened to Jianguo's voice that sounded like a confession and a shout, especially the heart-wrenching climax. Seeing Ding Jianguo's painful singing and tears in his eyes, this person felt as if a knife was cutting into his heart. It was so painful that his entire body trembled and tears flowed down his face.
"What have I done all these years?" he murmured guiltily. How much damage had he caused her? How much pain did she feel in her heart? How bitter?"
As he asked himself, many images of the past gradually surfaced in his mind. When he saw how he had neglected and neglected his daughter, he raised his hand and gave himself a few slaps. Then, he said in frustration,"I really deserve to die. Jianguo, I've let you down.”
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The Sewing Machine band is about to end, and the next movie is about to begin. Look forward to it ~
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