When Lin Yong arrived at Wang Jingyun's house, it was already night.
After knocking on the door, Wang Jingyun realized that his expression was not good.
He sat on the sofa, picked up a book, and started reading it attentively.
Lin Yong saw that the book Wang Jingyun was holding was a " Classic of Mountains and Seas." He tried to recall that he didn't have this book at home.
"Is this the book you bought today?" Lin Yong asked cautiously.
"What's wrong? Are you spying on me?"
Wang Jingyun raised her head and replied softly.
Lin Yong didn't say anything and sat on the sofa quietly.
After a long time, he seemed to have made up his mind. He raised his head and looked at Wang Jingyun.
"I think we need to talk!”
"Alright!" Wang Jingyun closed the book in her hand and turned to look at Lin Yong.""What are we talking about?"
"Did you discover something that you didn't tell us?”Lin Yong said slowly.
Wang Jingyun didn't say anything. He seemed to be thinking about something.
"I know that you might have been influenced by Tang Rui and have some opinions about the government!”Lin Yong suddenly raised his voice.
"I don't deny that our government has done something that people can't stand to watch." Lin Yong seemed to have touched a certain thought in his heart,""Sometimes, it's almost like cheating. I want to curse!”
Wang Jingyun looked at Lin Yong in surprise, not knowing what he wanted to say.
"Take me for example. I was an astronaut before I became a national security officer." Lin Yong continued," Oh right, I'm an orphan like you!”
From an astronaut to a national security officer, it seemed like a big leap, but Wang Jingyun wasn't surprised at all. This was because in the military, this was all part of the military system.
"Do you think astronauts like us aren't afraid of death? Every time I go on a space mission, I don't know if I can come back. Compared to the universe, we humans are too small! It's not up to us to decide whether we can go home or not!”
"It's all up to God's mood!" Lin Yong raised his index finger and pointed at the sky.
"At that time, every mission was like a trip to the gates of hell!. Who isn't afraid!"
Lin Yong laughed at himself." Outsiders think that astronauts are elites among ordinary people. They are fearless for the great cause. In fact, I am also afraid of death. I am very, very afraid!”
"What can I do? Since I'm in this line of work, I have to pay the corresponding price for enjoying this treatment! Astronauts were probably the fastest rising position in the entire military system!”
Wang Jingyun really didn't know why Lin Yong was talking to him, so he didn't say anything and continued to listen.
"Our team had eight astronauts at that time, and I was the youngest. Every time there was a space mission, we would draw lots to decide who would go. Yes, the one who presided over the drawing of lots was our captain!””
"You know what? Until I retired, we had carried out a total of 17 manned space programs in outer space. I was the one who drew the lottery every time."
"Our captain, every time before he goes up to the sky, he would tell me with a smile that I am the hero of our team. After we successfully return from the mission, he would tell me something else-all the glory belongs to the team!”
Wang Jingyun's body suddenly trembled as if he had understood something.
"Right, draw lots. No one believed that there was such a coincidence! But I believe it!"
Lin Yong stood up abruptly and growled hoarsely,"
"Because I'm an orphan!"
It was as if this sentence had vented all the resentment in his heart, and Lin Yong's tone returned to normal.
"So, I finally reached the age of retirement and got the treatment I deserve. I got the rank of a senior colonel! By the way, the other members of our space team have never been in the sky before. Some of them have even received the rank of major general when they retired!”
"I don't complain at all. I really don't complain at all. Orphans like us can't find a good family or a good father, so we can only risk our lives!”
"Well, let's talk about it later. I, Lin Yong, am just an ordinary person. Do you know Wang Jingyun? Space wasn't as beautiful as it looked on television. It was a land of silence, incomparably quiet, and incomparably empty!“
" Humans are all like this. They need to find a reason to resist the shadow of death that lingers in their hearts... To put it nicely, it was to find a belief for himself. To put it bluntly, it was to deceive himself and others!”
" One day, when I was on a mission in the sky, I was overwhelmed by a sense of fear brought by loneliness and silence. Wang Jingyun, you can imagine that I'm a big person, but my entire body is locked in a space station with less than two cubic meters of space. I can't even straighten my waist and stretch my legs at the same time.
I can't see anything outside. I feel like I've been abandoned by humans, locked in a coffin, and thrown into hell…"
" At that time, I screamed in despair countless times, but there was no response. Really, there was no response. You can't imagine the despair of loneliness! Moreover, the Grim Reaper is hovering above your head every second. I can't take it anymore. I really can't take this feeling anymore. When I reach the extreme, I can't breathe!”
"At that time, I comforted myself. You can also understand that I was lying to myself.“
I told myself, Lin Yong, you are noble, all the pain and fear you have suffered is for the progress of mankind, for the prosperity of the country, you are great, your name will forever be engraved on the monument of history!”
" Then, slowly, I kept deceiving myself! He actually succeeded in defeating his fear!"
"Even if no one remembers me! Even if it was our captain who walked to the reporters like a hero after every successful mission! I still tell myself, Lin Yong, you are great! Everything you did was for the sake of everyone in the country! It was a small step towards the universe for humanity! Not for himself, not for the officials above him! Lin Yong, this is your destiny!"
Lin Yong's words seemed to have touched Wang Jingyun, and he exhaled softly.
"I know. Tang Rui must have grasped the secret of the sun suddenly beginning to wreak havoc on us! He definitely has a way to solve this crisis of humanity!”
"I also don't believe that a person like Tang Rui would disregard the survival of the entire human race! Even if he was the Spiritual Mentor of the Human Alliance!”
"But his sudden suicide left us with many mysteries!”
"And you seem to have sensed something! But he didn't tell us!"
Lin Yong got up from the sofa, walked to the window, and pushed it open.
He pointed outside and shouted at Wang Jingyun!
"Wang Jingyun, look outside!"
"There are 140 million compatriots living in the mainland!”
"Further away, there are 700 million lives in the world!”
"Do you have the heart to watch them walk towards the death brought by the sun day by day?”
(Uh, let me give you a heads-up. Lin Yong is a tragic hero in the first part of this book.）
According to the outline, there were about 20,000 words left before he would once again embark on a journey into space to save the solar crisis and set off towards the sun.
It was precisely because of the existence of such heroic figures that human beings were able to push forward the development of the entire Earth and exchange for a glimmer of hope for humans to walk out of the isolated island.)
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