In the days that followed, I felt like I had lost my soul and was in a daze all day. His body, perhaps due to the slippery tires, was also deteriorating.
I keep thinking about how stupid I was to send myself and my child to the enemy. Then, she couldn't help but feel sad.
The water elementalist tidied up the messy house while taking care of me. She also took the time to heal her injuries from the battle.
In just a few short days, he had become haggard.
I feel very sorry for him. Every time I heard his footsteps, I pretended that I hadn't woken up and refused to look into his eyes.
He probably noticed that something was wrong with me. There was once when a water elementalist came over to give me medicine. He sat by my bed and tucked me in before sighing softly.
Hearing his sigh, my heart shrank.
Then, I felt him lean over and lay on top of me with just enough strength not to press me down. He placed his head in the crook of my neck. I didn't expect him to do this. My body stiffened and I didn't even dare to breathe loudly.
After a long time, he slowly began to speak.
"Diu Diu, my heart hurts."
"I've already lost my child. I can't lose you too.”
Listening to his tired and sad words, I couldn't hold it in any longer. I suddenly sat up, wrapped my arms around his neck, and cried.
The water elementalist hugged me tightly. We can't change the past, but in the future…we will have more children. Maybe the baby will come back again.”
"Yes!" I nodded heavily, but I was still a little sad." I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I didn't protect our child well.”
"It's not just your fault. We're all at fault.”He patted my back and shook it from time to time.
I know that it's not that he doesn't want to cry. It's just that he's a man. He's my God. He has to hold an umbrella for me. No matter how bitter his heart is, he won't cry.
Therefore, I want to cry for him. After crying, we have to live our lives properly again.
"Water elementalists, we're going to have many, many children!”
"Yes."
"Water elementalist, I miss my baby. Baby, he, he will definitely come back, right?”
"Yes, he will. We love him so much. He will definitely feel it and return to us.”
The water elementalist's voice was choked with emotion.
I hugged him and cried out in pain.
Baby, baby, if you hear mother's call, please reincarnate into mother's stomach again! Father and mother love you so much! Mother is willing to use ten years of her life in exchange for us to continue our relationship!
After an open conversation, both of us began to face life in a positive state.
At least, that was how it looked on the surface.
In order to get pregnant again, after the wounds of the water elementalist and I healed, we began to hug each other like crazy.
In the house, in the yard, in the water, a glance, a joke, a breath. They could always ignite our passion for each other.
Every time I kissed his thin lips and caressed his cool and moist skin, I could see the same madness in his eyes as mine. Behind that madness, in order not to let the other party worry, he hid the sadness and desire.
I think we're all crazy.
Nothing can save us apart from having a child.
Slowly, I noticed that something was wrong with me.
I feel like I've returned to the time when Qiao 'er first arrived.
I always felt like throwing a tantrum. I couldn't help but recall the Second Dragon King's last words. I always felt that the person in his last words must have liked water elementalists. Perhaps it was Qiao 'er!
However, I also knew very well that according to what the Second Dragon King said, Qiao 'er was just like Concubine Xi, a' commoner 'born from a human background. How could he have come for Qiao 'er?
But this thought tormented me day and night.
Every time it was late at night, a bone-chilling chill would surge into my body. It would flow through my body along with my blood, constantly colliding as if it was trying to find an exit to rush out of my body.
Along with the cold came a roar filled with hatred, screaming in my heart: "It's Qin Shuixiu's fault! It's Qiao 'er's fault!"
This was very abnormal. My body gradually began to go numb, and I would occasionally lose consciousness.
This time, I didn't hide anything and directly told the water elementalist.
He's my husband. We made a promise. No matter what happens in the future, I have to trust him.
"Could there be a problem with the Water Repellent Pearl?”The water elementalist was worried that the Second Dragon King had done something to the Water Repellent Pearl.
However, after checking, he found that the root of the problem was not here.
The situation was getting worse. I couldn't sleep at night. I often dreamed that this airflow would pierce through my body, and as the carrier, my internal organs would rupture, and I would bleed to death from all seven orifices.
This dream was too realistic and too terrifying. Every time I woke up from a nightmare, my forehead would be covered in sweat. As for the water elementalist, he gently hugged me and wiped my sweat. I could tell that although he didn't say anything, his heart was filled with worry.
Finally, one day, I woke up from a nightmare. I dreamt that the airflow rushed out of my abdomen and gradually condensed in front of me, turning into a human figure. However, I couldn't see its face clearly, only a blurry silhouette.
It called me mother and blamed me for not protecting it well back then, so it wanted to come out on its own this time. That voice that seemed to come from underground was filled with hatred, making my hair stand on end.
I screamed and suddenly sat up on the bed.
I panted heavily. The panic in my heart made me completely unable to feel that my pajamas were soaked in sweat, and my hair was stuck to my face.
Sensing my actions, the water elementalist sat up as well.
My lips trembled as I looked at him, cold sweat dripping down my back.
The water elementalist didn't say anything and pulled me into his embrace. He hugged me tightly as if he would lose me in the next second.
After an unknown amount of time, I finally calmed down and fell asleep again in his arms.
The next evening, the water elementalist helped me pack some belongings and pulled me to the shore.
"I can't let you go on like this. Your condition is not just a nightmare.”He held my hand and said in a deep voice. There was obvious worry in his quiet eyes.
But what could they do if they went ashore?
Could it be that the half-baked Goddaozi can solve our problem?
The water elementalist stroked my head." His ancestor left him many things. Even if he doesn't know how to do it, he should at least have some knowledge." It's better than the two of us staying here at our wits 'end.”After a pause, he kissed me again."Diu Diu, as long as you're well, I'm willing to pay any price. You can exchange it with your life."
"Water elementalist!"
I hurriedly stopped him. These words sounded too inauspicious. I kept feeling that the water elementalist seemed to know something about the child."Hubby, do you know something?”
The water elementalist shook his head. I stared at him stubbornly. He couldn't stand my gaze and sighed."Diu Diu, do you remember what I told you? Ghosts were unreasonable. We were born with Yin Qi. If one did not cultivate the righteous path and controlled themselves, they would easily degenerate into evil ghosts. I'm worried that our son…"
He could not continue.
I understood. She felt even sadder.
My baby, are you really complaining?#
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