After marrying Water Ghost Qin Shuixiu, I became the mistress of the bottom of Qin Shui Bay. The underwater house was very large and was all ancient. In such a big house, there are only the two of us, and our days are quite leisurely. He likes to read in the study. I'm very curious about those exquisite needlework. I didn't have time to make them in school before, but now I have a lot of time to study them.
Every morning, Qin Shuixiu would send me out of the water and let me go to the market to buy things.
It has been a week since we got married, and we haven't had sex this week. Even though we slept together every night, I still felt ashamed.
That night, when I was changing my clothes, Qin Shuixiu suddenly entered the room and hugged me from behind.
He buried his face in my neck and pecked lightly, or kissed my ears, or rubbed my ears with his tongue. A hand reached in from the seams of my clothes that I hadn't tied up yet. He used his middle finger to draw circles around my belly button.
My face immediately heated up. If I looked in the mirror, I would definitely be redder than Guan Yu.
" You pervert…Why do you always tease me…" I said in a trembling voice.
"I feel terrible."
His words were panting. My entire body was numb, and my heart was itching.
"Is it because…is it because you're sick?”
"Yes, I'm sick."
"What illness?" I asked despite knowing the answer.
"Only you can cure this illness.”he said pitifully.
"I'm not a doctor…"
"You are my bride."
I remembered what God Dao Zi said, that he had 500 years of resentment in his body.
So I asked him,"Is the 500 years of resentment real?"”
He let go of me and suddenly said to me,"I'll sleep in the study tonight."
After saying that, he turned around and left.
I turned around to look at his back. I felt a sudden sense of loneliness in my heart. I squatted down and hugged my knees.
Was he angry?
If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have asked such a question.
Late at night, I lay in bed alone, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. Although I could feel that he was angry, I still didn't understand what he was angry about. If it was me who asked, he should have said it clearly. I'm already his wife. What else can't he tell me?
The more she thought about it, the more uneasy she felt, and the more flustered she became. I simply got up and went to the study to ask him.
The light in the study was still on. I looked through the hollowed window. He wasn't reading a book. Instead, he supported his chin with his hand and stared intently at the flames. He looked like he had been kicked out of the bedroom by me, and even the shadow on the wall looked sad.
"Hey…"
I called out, but he ignored me.
"Qin Shuixiu!"
He still didn't respond to me.
I bit my lips and boldly shouted,"Hubby…"
"Speak." he said coldly.
"Um, you're not asleep yet?"
"I'm a ghost. It doesn't matter if I sleep or not.”
His tone was unusually serious. I don't like it. I hate it when he talks to me like this.
After a pause, I asked him with red eyes,"Are you angry with me?"
He looked over from the hollowed out window and stared at me with a sad expression. He asked me,"Are you afraid of marrying me?"
"No, I haven't."
"But you've always been very careful to avoid me and be wary of me. I realized that in your heart, I'm not your husband, but a bully who takes you by force.”he said.
I felt a lump in my throat and tears welled up in my eyes. At first, I thought he was unreasonable, but after he saved me and shared a bed with him, I didn't hate him at all. I'm a good-for-nothing. I can't stand up for myself. But now that I heard him say that, I felt so wronged.
" No," I cried." Because no one has ever treated me like this. I don't know how to deal with this situation. I'm not afraid of you. I just can't believe that I have such a great charm. Why would I attract you…"
"Didn't I say it before? There's no one like you who makes me care so much about you. In this world, you are the only one I care about the most. To me, everything has become a habit. It's a responsibility that you gave me since we were fated. Is this considered attraction?”
"But you are so cunning. You know everything about me like the back of your hand, but I know nothing about you. You're already married, but you don't even want to tell me why you're angry. You said that I didn't treat you as my husband, but you're still the same…"
As I spoke, I burst into tears and couldn't control my emotions.
He suddenly came through the wall and hugged me tightly. He explained,"I'm just worried about your doubts about me. If I can resolve the resentment, I can just find a random virgin to be fated with, but I only want to be with you. I have never treated you as a tool to resolve resentment.”
After a round of crying, she finally heard his reason. My heart finally settled down. At least I knew what position I had in his heart.
Because of this, I gave myself completely to Water Ghost Qin. In the face of his love, I know that I can't extricate myself.
This morning, I woke up in his arms and heard his weak heartbeat. This surprised me. Is he a ghost? Why is his heart beating?
Out of curiosity, I placed my hand on his chest and felt his heartbeat. It felt like a newborn baby, very weak but still moving.
He slowly opened his eyes, probably not asleep. He asked me,"Do you still want it?"
I clenched my fist and punched his chest."I'm not as perverted as you! I was just wondering where your heartbeat came from.”
"With you here, of course my heart will beat faster.”
"Seriously, what happened?”
"I'm serious." He turned his face and gave me a deep peck on my forehead." Because of you, I finally grew a heart after cultivating for 500 years.”
"What does this have to do with me?" Five hundred years ago, I was still nowhere to be found.”
"I fell into the water and died in my youth. I was filled with resentment towards the things of the world. Why am I dead when everyone else is alive? Seventeen years ago, you, who was about to die, were carried to the shore and asked for my protection. I wanted to watch you die to balance my wounds. But it seems that every time you struggle, I can't help but drive away your illness. You were given to me by the heavens, allowing me to regain my humanity. That's why I have human feelings.”he said.
I was very touched and happy. To me, he was the one who was given to me by the heavens. Whether I knew or not, whether I was passive or active, it was always me who accepted his sacrifice.
I hope that these days will never end.
However, hope was still hope…
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