"Sure."
Even though I'm still not used to calling you Miss, Shengyi has already settled for the next best thing. I shouldn't be so picky.
After feeling better, Sheng Yi helped me out of bed and went to the doctor.
After asking, I was completely relieved when I learned that it would only affect the fetus.
However…
No matter how much I called out to him, there was no longer a child in my mind who would eagerly call me 'mommy'.
Xie Jingyuan came forward with a cold face and asked me," Because of your willfulness, our child is injured now. Are you satisfied?"”
"I…"
I wanted to say that I didn't do it on purpose. I just wanted to save Sheng Yi, but how did things turn out like this?
I turned around in a panic, trying to find Sheng Yi, but Sheng Yi's figure had disappeared.
"Su He, although I know that you don't like our flesh and blood, I didn't expect you to be so heartless as to hurt him for a Spirit-branded Retainer.”
"No, no." I grabbed the corner of Xie Jingyuan's clothes and wanted to explain, but he coldly pulled back his sleeves and disappeared with a turn.
"Thank you, Jingyuan!"
I shouted his name loudly, and everyone in the ward looked at me.
I realized that I had disturbed someone and apologized softly, but Xie Jingyuan refused to come back no matter what.
"Su Su, what's wrong?" Tang Tang came back with the medicine, held my hand and asked me," Why is your hand so cold?”
I wanted to cry a few times and complain to Tang Tang, but I held it in.
That would only make her more worried.
"Let's go back. I don't want to live here anymore.”The smell of disinfectant floating in the hospital made me nauseous.
" But the doctor said that she needs to stay in the hospital for observation for two days…"
"I don't want it." I shook my head and looked at Tang Tang. Tears almost fell.
"Eh? Alright, alright, we won't be hospitalized. I'll pack up and bring you back now. Why are you crying?”Her tone was filled with worry.
After packing up, I took a taxi back to the dormitory and lay on the familiar bed. Only then did I manage to suppress the inexplicable frustration in my heart.
I fell asleep in a daze and saw the female ghost again. She was wearing a red dress.
I've heard that ghosts can't wear red clothes. If you meet a ghost wearing red clothes, it must be the most powerful malicious ghost.
I had nowhere to retreat. I covered my stomach with both hands." Who are you? Why do you want to harm me?"
"Who am I? Looks like he hasn't told you yet." She walked up to me step by step and pinched my chin." I'm his ghost queen!”
"Who is it?"
"Thank you, Jingyuan." She smiled coldly." Look, you don't even know his identity as the Ghost King. He didn't tell you anything, which is enough to prove that he was just playing with you. If you know what's good for you, leave him as soon as possible, and I can let you live."”
"I don't believe you." I shook my head and shook off her hand." You said he was just playing with me. Then let him tell me personally."”
"The ghost is injured and the ghost realm is in turmoil. He won't be in the mood to talk about love with you now. If you don't believe me, call him and see if he will see you.”
After saying that, her figure disappeared, leaving behind a blood-red scene in front of my eyes.
I desperately shouted Xie Jingyuan's name, hoping that he would appear, even for a second. But in the end, my voice was hoarse from shouting, but he did not come.
" Thank you Jingyuan…Thank you Jingyuan…"
"Su Su? Wake up." Tang Tang's voice entered my ears. I forced myself to open my eyes. I felt extremely tired and weak.
"You had a nightmare. It's okay.”
"Where's Xie Jingyuan? Why didn't he come to see me?" I grabbed Tang Tang's hand and desperately wanted an answer.
"This…"
Tang Tang hesitated for a moment, then gritted her teeth and said,"Su Su, let's abort this child and forget about Xie Jingyuan from now on.”
"Look at you, what have you become?”
She grabbed my hand and placed it on her face." Su Su, look at me. Do you remember how happy we were in the past? "You always told me that you were happiest to be able to get into university and be with me. But now, you can't even continue your studies. Su Su, is this what you want?”
I lowered my head as tears fell.
Tang Tang reached out and handed me a few pieces of paper. She wiped her tears and kept them flowing. In the end, she simply gave up and asked me,"Are you not saying anything because you don't want to abort the child?”
"Think about it carefully. Do you want to live a life that is neither human nor ghost? Then I won't stop you."
As she spoke, she handed a mirror to me and let me look in the mirror.
I looked into the mirror blankly. My hair and face were unkempt, and my cheeks and lips were pale without a trace of blood.
In the past, I never knew that I could be so weak.
"I…I don't want it anymore. I don't want this child anymore.”
There was no need to thank Jing Yuan.
I took a deep breath and wiped my tears." Let's go to the hospital.”
"That's right, Su Su. I won't harm you. Abort this child and then we'll find someone to exorcise the ghosts and evil spirits. Xie Jingyuan will never be able to pester you.”
"Yes."
She had just left the hospital and was back in the hospital in the blink of an eye.
The gynecologist still remembered me. She looked at my abdomen worriedly and asked,"What's wrong? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"
"I don't want this child anymore. Help her abort it.”Tang Tang knew that I couldn't say it, so she said it for me.
"What's wrong? This child was developing very well. Why did she just abandon him like that?”the doctor asked with a frown.
"I didn't really want it in the first place." I said softly.
Seeing this, the doctor stopped trying to persuade me. Instead, he carefully looked at my ultrasound report." The child is already twelve weeks old. There's no way to have a medical abortion. We can only have an abortion.”
"Doctor, please help us arrange the surgery.”
"The quota for today is full. You can come again tomorrow.”The doctor looked at the information beside him and said to me,"If you regret it, you still have a chance.”
I turned around, not daring to look or think.
After a few twists and turns, I returned to the dormitory again. Because I missed my meal, Tang Tang took out some snacks and gave them to me." Eat some. Your health is more important.”
"Yes."
I took the snacks. As soon as I smelled them, my stomach felt nauseous. I quickly ran to the bathroom and bent over to vomit.
Because he hadn't eaten anything, he couldn't vomit anything. It was all gastric juice.
Just as I was about to clean it up, something surged up my throat again. I spat out with a wail. It was actually scarlet blood!
I leaned against the wall and let my body slide down the cold wall bit by bit.
What should he do…
What should I do?
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