Tang Tang, who heard the news, called an ambulance and sent me to the hospital.
I lost consciousness in the car.
When I woke up, the surgery was over. I grabbed Tang Tang's hand and asked,"What about me? My child…"
"Su Su, there will be more children in the future.”
My head buzzed as if it was about to explode.
What did she mean by that?
My child…is gone just like that?
I refuse to believe it.
Ignoring Tang Tang's shouts, she cried and ran to the bathroom to hide. Then, she shouted Xie Jingyuan's name. In the next second, he appeared.
"Where's my child?"
"Su Su, we'll have another child.”
"No, I won't listen." I grabbed his sleeve and begged,"I don't want any other children. I just want this one.”
"Su Su!"
"It's her, it must be her." I thought of what the female ghost had said to me in horror. She said that it was the Ghost Empress who had asked her to do that.
"Who is it?" Xie Jingyuan asked doubtfully.
"It's the Ghost Empress. She killed my child. I won't let her off.”I desperately tore at Xie Jingyuan." Tell me, where is she?”
"At this point, it's useless to pursue this. The most important thing now is to take care of your body, understand?”
"Useless?" I looked at Xie Jingyuan coldly." Can my child's life be settled with just these two words?"”
He looked a little tired." You won't listen to anything I say now. Calm down.”
After saying that, his figure disappeared in front of me.
I was stunned for a moment. After a moment, I could not help but burst into tears." Xie Jingyuan, you bastard! You bastard!"
" Su Su..." I didn't know when Tang Tang caught up to me. She grabbed my hand and wiped my tears." Su Su, don't cry. It's easy to hurt yourself."”
I sniffed and looked at her with tears in my eyes." Do I still care about this?”
She hugged me and stopped talking.
I stayed in the hospital for a week and felt better before I went through the discharge procedures.
When I returned to the dormitory, I threw away the ultrasound report and everything about the pregnancy test.
Tang Tang followed behind me. She didn't say anything, but her eyes were full of concern for me.
I forced a smile and said,"I'm fine. You don't have to worry."
"Yes."
At this moment, a pair of white shoes appeared in his line of sight. He followed the pair of legs and looked up. It was Ye Mei in a white dress and a red dress.
She frowned and questioned me coldly," The child is gone?”
I remained silent.
"Su He, you coward!"
With that, she jogged out with her ponytail swaying.
I almost cried again after being scolded by her.
The child is gone, so I don't have to apply for a leave of absence. I took advantage of the time between classes to go to the office building and find our counselor.
"Teacher, I want to recover my application for suspension.”
I've heard about what happened that day from my classmates. You…" He deliberated over his words and said,""Have a good rest and take care of your body. There's no hurry for class. I'll give you a leave of absence.”
"No need, no need. I've already been delayed for a week. If I don't go now, I'm afraid I won't be able to make it to class.”
Actually, these were all excuses.
However, I couldn't let myself be idle. Once I was idle, my hands couldn't help but touch my stomach and think about the child I had lost.
At that time, I even wanted to have a miscarriage and abort him.
But now, I really had a miscarriage. Only then did I know how sad and hopeless it was to have my dream of being a mother shattered.
Seeing that I repeatedly stressed that I didn't need a holiday, the teacher didn't force me. He called the director and returned my application for suspension.
When I returned to class with the withdrawal application, I heaved a sigh of relief.
"Su Su?"
"I got my withdrawal application back. The child is gone, so I have to continue my studies. Otherwise, what can I do?”
Actually, I was very confused.
If there was another world after death, and death was not the end, then what was the point of working hard while we were alive?
I knew that this thought was very dangerous, so I could only try my best not to think about it.
I didn't hear a single word the teacher said during class.
After class, Tang Tang asked me if I wanted to eat.
I shook my head. I didn't have much of an appetite.
"Su Su, look at how skinny you are. Even the White Bone Demon isn't like you.”She squeezed my arm and instantly lifted a layer of skin.
"Let's go. Eat at least a little. It's my treat.”
"Yes."
When I arrived at the canteen, I reluctantly stuffed some rice into my mouth. I suddenly remembered that my teacher had mentioned something about the inspection.
But I don't remember what it was exactly.
"Oh, you mean that? It's about a geological research project for the Three Gorge Project. They want two students from our major to come back with a 2,000 yuan bonus.”
"However, it's a little far from here, so no one is willing to go.”
"I'll go."
I calculated that I only need ten days to get a 2,000 yuan bonus. It's already very cost-effective.
During this period of time, I spent all my living expenses on all kinds of B-scans. Even the last surgery was paid for by Tang Tang.
Life will always force people to move forward. I finally understood what this sentence meant.
If I don't work hard and indulge in sadness every day, I really won't be able to live on.
"Then I'll go with you." Tang Tang said.
"Alright."
After dinner, we didn't go back to the dormitory. Instead, we went to the office. We were just trying our luck. We didn't expect that the teacher would really be there.
"Mr. Wang, Tang Tang and I plan to go to the Three Gorge Project with you. What do you think of the two of us?”
I nervously looked at the teacher's expression.
The teacher raised her presbyopic glasses and narrowed her eyes at us. She said regretfully,"I'm sorry, but one student has already signed up.”
Tang Tang and I looked at each other.
"Who is it?"
"Ye Mei." The teacher said to us,"So I can only take one of you two. You decide for yourself."”
Ye Mei?
Thinking about it, it made sense. I knew her from the last time I went out for an inspection. It was normal for her to be so attentive.
I sighed." Why don't I go by myself? There's a teacher leading the team anyway. It won't be dangerous."”
"No!" Tang Tang firmly refused.
"Good Tang Tang, if you don't let me go, I won't even have money to eat next month.”I coaxed and coaxed.
"I won't let you starve to death."
"Tang Tang." I looked at her seriously." You know that I can't always rely on you. One day is fine, two days is fine, but it can't be like this for a month, two months, and the future.”
I patted her shoulder and walked over to the teacher." Give me the name list. I'll sign it."”
"Alright."
After signing, Tang Tang's expression was still very gloomy.
I comforted her," I'll be back in ten days. Don't worry, I'll be fine."”
My words were just a simple consolation, but I didn't expect that my jinx would set a big flag for myself.
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