It snowed again at night. The cold outside and the warmth inside the house seemed to be two different worlds.
Su Shanshan hugged Lu Zhibei, who had his back to her, tightly. She missed this person very much. Now that she was holding him in her arms, she felt a little dazed.
"Can you turn around?" Su Shanshan's voice was a little hoarse. She seemed to have caught a cold today.
Lu Zhibei took one last look at the alarm clock on the bedside table and turned around. It was 11:55 pm.
In the darkness, their eyes met, and they were both very bright.
" I think he's caught a cold. I'll go and take a look tomorrow." The first words that came out of his mouth blocked Su Shanshan's words. She knew that he was doing it on purpose, but there was nothing she could do.
" Okay," she replied and there was nothing else. The two of them looked at each other and fell silent again.
Su Shanshan was probably the only one looking at Lu Zhibei. The other person had already closed his eyes.
Hearing the other party's steady breathing, Su Shanshan moved closer. Since she could not do anything or say anything, she decided to stay closer to him. That way, she would feel safer.
Lu Zhibei felt the warmth of his body, but he didn't have any reaction. Although he still hadn't gotten used to it, he would definitely encounter this kind of thing often in the future.
Habits that had been accumulated over the years would not be changed so easily, and they would not be forgotten because they had not seen each other for a long time. The human body had memories. When you met a specific person, you would do something that belonged to that person. This was the romance that your body brought you.
The clock ticked slowly. It was already twelve o'clock.
Lu Zhibei felt the touch on her face, but she didn't open her eyes. If she did, things would be made clear, and she didn't want to make it clear.
It was not because she was afraid of Su Shanshan's feelings, but because she did not know how to face it, so she pretended to be dumb like before.
Duan Yixuan had once ridiculed Lu Zhibei, saying that she was a fool, a very smart fool.
It was New Year's Eve again. This reminded Lu Zhibei of that year's New Year's Eve. She had hurt two girls. How could she have thought that she would return here one day?
Lu Zhibei didn't know how to face it after that.
"You miss Duan Yixuan?" Su Shanshan was one of the few people who knew about the incident on New Year's Eve.
This was because back in You Tang, she and Duan Yixuan were not only rivals, but also love rivals.
That was why on New Year's Eve, Duan Yixuan had looked for her to discuss this matter.
"No, are you going out today?" Lu Zhibei came back to his senses and looked up at her.
" Yes, I'm going to buy something. Why don't you come with me?" Su Shanshan caressed her face. She knew what she was thinking, but since she did not want to say it, she did not force it.
"Alright, just us?"
" Yes, you know how to drive, right?" Su Shanshan recalled something from a long time ago. Lu Zhibei had driven them out to play.
"Yes," she said.
"Then let's go."
"Wear more."
"Alright," she said.
Lu Zhibei glanced at the snowflakes outside. It looked like it had been like this all winter.
Actually, every time he went out alone with Su Shanshan, he had to watch her because she had a bad sense of direction, just like Peng Jiamin and Hu Xiaohui.
" Don't worry, this is my house. How can I get lost?" Su Shanshan seemed to know what she was thinking.
" Yeah, I hope so. When I saw Xiao Peng before, she would get lost. You Tang San, who had no sense of direction back then, are still here, right?" Lu Zhibei smiled and started the car.
" If you want to ask about Xiao Bao, just say it. Don't beat around the bush." Su Shanshan seemed to be able to see through Lu Zhibei, but this could also be a tacit understanding that they had gotten along with each other for many years.
Lu Zhibei didn't say anything. He felt a little embarrassed.
" Little Bao is still the same as before. He's very innocent and silly," Su Shanshan said to herself as she looked ahead.
"But she cried the most because of you among us."
" Don't ask why. After all, someone has made a lot of verbal promises, and he has broken so many people's hearts." Su Shanshan yawned. She had a good sleep last night.
Lu Zhibei did not say anything because Su Shanshan was right. It was all her fault. If he had known that he would leave, he would not have left so many verbal promises in the past.
"Didn't I not think that I would leave?"
"Now that you're back, will you fulfill those promises?”Su Shanshan looked at her with the same serious tone and passionate gaze.
" I'll try my best." Lu Zhibei sighed.
" Heh, try your best. Lu Zhibei, you're so influential. So many people were waiting for you to say empty words, but now that you're back, all you said was 'try your best'? "That's amazing. Stop the car." Su Shanshan unbuckled her seatbelt.
Lu Zhibei was worried about her safety, so he obediently stopped the car.
Su Shanshan got out of the car and walked forward. She wanted to walk to the market by herself.
Seeing this, Lu Zhibei drove and slowly followed behind.
This scene was extremely similar to a scene where the girlfriend was angry and you were coaxing her.
"Lu Zhibei!"
After walking for some time, Su Shanshan suddenly turned around and called out.
" I'm here." Lu Zhibei quickly stopped the car.
" You won't leave again, will you?" Su Shanshan's voice sounded like she was about to cry.
She didn't know why, but when she heard Lu Zhibei's previous words, she was very angry, and now she wanted to cry.
"Yes, I won't leave."
" Then, when I said I'll try my best, I meant I'll do my best." Lu Zhibei walked over slowly and held Su Shanshan's hands that were red from the cold. He slowly rubbed them.
" Then I hope you have a choice." Su Shanshan looked at her, knowing that she understood what she was saying.
"Actually, I don't want to have a choice. It's good to be like this, isn't it?"
"Then you mean that you will be in all of our hearts and that no one else can fit in? And we'll be alone for the rest of our lives?" Su Shanshan was really angry at times. Lu Zhibei was still the same Lu Zhibei from before. He was still the same in terms of anger and EQ.
"No, I just want to be friends."
Lu Zhibei's words were like the cold wind in the winter. It hurt her skin and hurt her heart.
Su Shanshan retracted her hand and wiped her tears.
"You still don't understand what you want? But I can wait for you. After all, I've been waiting for you for so many years."
She and the others had thought that they would have a fair competition. When Lu Zhibei grew up, they would be able to get a Lu Zhibei who only loved her or any one of them. But now, it seemed like…
Lu Zhibei still hadn't grown up. She was still the Lu Zhibei who didn't know anything and didn't care about anything.
However, Su Shanshan and the others still held on to hope. That was because when one truly loved someone, they would ignore many things and only have eyes for the person they loved.
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