Guan Xinjing's heart was in a mess. It was the first time she was hugged by Zhang Ze like this. However, for some reason, she did not show any signs of anger or struggle. There was even an indescribable feeling in her heart, as if she had been looking forward to this from the beginning.
Her heart was beating like a deer.
Her pretty face was slightly raised, her eyes were slightly closed, and her small mouth was slightly pouted, as if she was expecting something.
But…
Zhang Ze, however, was very uncooperative and said word by word,"Guan Xinjing, I, Zhang Ze, am also a man. I am most afraid of letting down a beauty's kindness! Perhaps you think that this is very normal and a small matter, but do you know that you will give me a lot of pressure? You will make me feel that you treat me too well. You will make me feel that I owe you a favor. You will make me feel that you like me…and then, I will have no choice but to like you. Then…I will have no choice but to work hard to improve myself and look up to you. Otherwise, I will feel that I am not worthy of you.”
Guan Jing's small mouth was wide open as she looked at Zhang Ze in shock.
Why are you telling me this at this time? What was so bad about this? Alright, I admit that I just want to force you to be more motivated, but is that wrong? So what if I like you?
However, looking at Zhang Ze's serious face, which did not seem like he was joking, she actually felt that what he said seemed to make sense.
"Jingjing, I…I fear working hard the most in my life, so…I came to help you this time because I really want to help you. Who asked you to be my best friend? But I really didn't think of asking you to cover my expenses. I don't have the habit of spending money on women. I came to Shanghai with you because I was too bored, so I just took it as a vacation to relax. So…I'll definitely take the things you bought me, but I'll return the money to you.”
"Zhang Ze! Go to hell!" Guan Xinjing pushed Zhang Ze hard and got out of his arms. She took a few steps back and said,""You're just a pile of mud that can't be helped! You told me that you're most afraid of letting a beauty down, but it turns out that you're most afraid of working hard, heh…"
Guan Xinjing was really angry and let out a breath. "You have late-stage laziness cancer. You have to treat it!" he pointed at Zhang Ze.”
" There's no cure…" Zhang Ze sighed."I'm born lazy. When I work hard, my head doesn't hurt…Hey, don't hit me…"
Zhang Ze covered his head and fled like a rat. The room was scattered all over the floor. He threw whatever he saw.
With a bang, Zhang Ze ran into the bathroom.
"Stop fooling around. If you continue, it'll be too late. Do you still want to attend the banquet tonight?”Zhang Ze nervously patted his chest across the bathroom.
That was close!
This time, he really, really almost fell into it. A woman's gentle trap was too terrifying.
Think about it. A woman could treat you like this, spending tens of thousands of yuan for you without blinking. It was as if all of this was natural, as if she could give everything to him at any time. Which one of you wouldn't be touched? She was so touched that she would definitely have to devote herself to him.
From now on, for a woman like her, you have to give up the entire forest. Because this woman's feelings for you are too deep and too heavy, you will start to restrain yourself and not let yourself do anything to let this woman down.
Well, these were just the most basic situations.
Then, what else? You will realize that the gap between you and this woman is so big. She is too outstanding, so outstanding that you have to look up to her. Alright, for her, I'll start to change. In order to close the distance between us, I'll work hard, fight with all my might, and fight with all my might.
One year, two years, three years…
One day, you suddenly feel tired and take a break. When you look back, you will suddenly realize what the hell you have been doing? He had completely lost himself. Was he still himself now?
Was this the feeling of being touched and impulsive back then, and then he became someone else?
Perhaps you've gained a lot from all these years of hard work. Perhaps you've already caught up to her and can look down on her. Perhaps you've even surpassed her and can completely look down on her. But what about your original heart? Where was he? Could he still find it?
Here, you would ask, what is the initial heart?
Zhang Ze would say,'How the hell would I know what my initial heart is?' I only know that I have my own way of living, my own life, and my own freedom. I eat and sleep as I want. I spend what I earn. Although it's not much, I spend it freely and happily. I don't have to care about what others think. I know what I'm doing. I live the life I want. I'm free. The most important thing was to live with dignity. There was no need to look at anyone's face. There was no need to live with the feeling of owing others and having to look at others 'faces.
Life was that simple.
Free and unrestrained, live by yourself, live by your true self.
Alright, these were Zhang Ze's self-righteous truths, so there was no need to care about him…
People who fantasized and suffered from laziness always had many excuses that seemed to be Tangtang.
Just say that you're boring and that you're unwilling to give up the forest.
She hurriedly washed up.
Zhang Zecai secretly opened the door of the washroom and said weakly to the outside,""Jingjing…Jingjing, can you help me bring my clothes over?”
"Humph! I can't be bothered with you. Come out and get it yourself!"
"Uh…I'm naked."
"Oh, you're still young. You're shy."
"No…I was just afraid that I would scare you. If you're really not afraid, I'll really go out like this.”
"Humph!"
A small piece of cloth flew to the crack of the door.
Zhang Ze quickly caught it. It was a pair of boxers.
Alright, she put it on.
Zhang Ze actually liked to wear triangular-shaped clothes…
Since Jing Jing didn't care, Zhang Ze really didn't have to be shy. He just left the bathroom.
She even took a clean towel to dry her hair.
"Come here. I'll wear this set tonight, this set tomorrow, and this set the day after.”
Zhang Ze saw that Guan Xinjing had already picked up the clothes that were scattered all over the floor. She had even folded them neatly and divided them into three sets on the bed.
Sigh, a woman with perfect obsessive-compulsive disorder really couldn't be hurt.
She was actually so meticulous to the point of knowing what kind of clothes she would wear the day after tomorrow.
"Wait, let's blow dry your hair first." Seeing that Zhang Ze was about to pick up his clothes and put them on, she stopped him and ran to get the hairdryer.
"Sit here." As she spoke, she plugged it in.
Zhang Ze did not dare to provoke her at this time. He could only sit quietly on the chair in front of the big mirror in the room.
Hmm, the feeling of being served by a woman…was actually quite satisfying…
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door.
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