Under the Moon
Facing the dim moonlight, Qiu Zhangtian stood under the street lamp and lit a cigarette.
The orange flame lit up Qiu Changtian's face. She was so perfect, so lovable, and so…cold.
Fujiang stood beside Qiu Changtian, enjoying the cold wind with him.
A wisp of white smoke drifted out from Qiu Changtian's fingers, followed by a huge puff of smoke. The smell of smoke made Fujiang frown. But she didn't care. She even wanted to get closer.
However, the coldness in the middle was like the deepest ice in the South Pole.
The two of them were silent as the cold wind blew. Qiu Changtian stood under the street lamp and smoked. Fujiang was fiddling with his hair anxiously.
This silence made Tomie feel very depressed. She wanted to speak countless times, but she didn't know what to say. In the end, she could only find a topic that didn't have any nutrition.
"You smoke too?"
"Yes."
"When did you learn it?"
"After my parents passed away."
After a short silence, Qiu Changtian took a deep breath of the cigarette and said,""That was my darkest time. I only felt better when the smoke entered my lungs, bringing with it a throbbing pain.”
Fu Jiang looked at Qiu Changtian. This look was like his own self.
Qiu Changtian felt extremely painful in his heart. He suddenly felt like he had to spit it out.
" Our family has never been peaceful. Father's life was full of ups and downs, and he didn't get along with Grandfather. Besides…"
Qiu Changtian punched the street lamp hard. His hand was scratched and blood was flowing out, but he didn't care. He continued,"
"Moreover, the people that father loved died one after another. In the end, he also buried himself.”
"I have three mothers. The first mother was my biological mother. She gave birth to me but passed away when I was ten years old. The second mother brought Qianxun with her, but she did not stay in my house for long. In the end, when my father was disheartened, Shawu's mother appeared.”
"That was one of the few happy times in my life. I can still feel the warmth they left behind.”
"But…this damned fate seems to be playing a prank on us. They both left, leaving only the three of us, relying on each other to live in this world.”
" Life is full of drama. Our parallel destinies suddenly intersected, and the price was everyone's parents.”
"Do you know that I only have the two of them left? I only have the two of them! I only have the two of them…"
"I work hard, I struggle. I just want to be an example for them and let them know that even if the sky falls, there's still my brother.”
"I did it. I'm perfect in every aspect. Things are getting better. Qianxun has already recovered from her grief.”
"But do you know? I'm still very afraid. I'm afraid that disaster will suddenly befall me. I'm afraid that I'll be like my father. I'm afraid that they will leave me. I'm very tired, I'm very tired. I can't lose anyone else. I can't lose them..."
"So, I won't let them get hurt. I'll bet my life on it.”
Besides, Qiu Changtian didn't mention one thing. In his previous life, he was all alone and had tasted the cold and warmth of the world. It wasn't easy for him to have a family. He wouldn't allow anything to happen to anyone.
Comedy came in all shapes and sizes, but tragedies were always repetitive. Their fates were similar.
The world was like a muddy river. The Fujiang River was like the mud in the river, while Qiu Changtian was from another river. He stumbled in this world, and only his family gave him a trace of warmth.
Fujiang couldn't help but hug Qiu Changtian from behind, leaning his head against his back and said,""The world is always like this, cold and heartless.”
However, Qiu Changtian only had one hand in his pocket as he looked at the dark night sky.
"I don't know if your love is real or fake, but there's only one thing. Please don't disturb our lives.”
Tomie's body froze.
" I know that you've been through a lot, and I sympathize with you. If I could, I would even fall in love with you. I've also wanted to make you better, but…"
" I'm sorry. I suddenly realized that I can't do it. The other you harmed Shawu. There are many things that can be forgiven, but I can't do this. She's my family, and I don't want to force her. Besides…after so many years, do you still remember the pain of losing your parents?”
"I remember."
"Then I think you should know what Shawu is thinking.”
Yes, when my parents died in front of me, my heart was filled with despair and hatred. I hated the person who killed my parents. I hated this world.
Shawu must hate me so much.
"Is there no way to remedy this?”
"Have you forgiven the person who killed your parents?”
"But that's not me."
"I know, but Shawu doesn't know. She's an innocent child. I've carefully protected her for so long. I won't allow you to destroy her.”
"She just…"
"She's just my sister, right? And she's not my biological sister.”
This was what Tomie wanted to say.
"Do you know why I want to write novels?”
Tomie only knew that he liked to write, but he didn't know why he wrote.
"Because of the gauze fog. Her mother knows how to draw, and I know that she learned a little from her, so I want to publish the novel and let her be my illustrator. It doesn't matter if she can earn money or not. As long as she's happy, I'm very satisfied.”
"I tried my best to get Shawu out of the room, but today, it was all ruined by you. I think she has already started to hate me.”
Looking at Fujiang's expression, Qiu Changtian sighed. Things had gotten to this point, there was nothing he could do to save the situation.
"Let's go. This is the last journey. From tomorrow onwards, we will be strangers. I just want to live simply for them.”
"Why can't it be for me? Is it because I'm Tomie?" Tomie's eyes were filled with tears. Why can't my salvation save me? Is my life going to be like this? She wanted to kill herself and leave her grief to another Tomie. Perhaps this was cruel to that Tomie, but this was the only way she could think of to free herself.
"Because you're just an outsider, and they're my family.”
"What if…I'm just saying what if, what if Sha Wu doesn't hate me?”Tomie didn't follow him. Instead, he stood where he was and asked.
"Then I will love you. I will love you for the rest of my life until you hate me. You hate me. I will follow you shamelessly and make you fall in love with me.”
Then, he looked at Tomie and said,"" But I advise you not to try. I think you should be full of kindness today, but things have turned out like this. You are in the wrong, and I am in the wrong, but please don't hurt Shawu.”
"I won't. I'll use this broken body to protect her and let her know that I'm not that person.”
"This is very difficult."
"I know it's difficult. I'll work hard.”
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These few chapters were very painful to write, but after the bitter end came the sweet. They'll be fine. I can't bear to see a tragedy, and I don't want to write a tragedy. This chapter was a bonus for gifts and votes.
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