As soon as he finished speaking.
Swoosh! Swoosh! Swoosh!
The customers in the bar also looked at Huang Zhian in unison.
His hair was unkempt, his mouth was full of stubble, and his complexion was very bad. His eyes were red and bloodshot. In the eyes of others, Huang Zhian's image was as strange as it could be.
But unlike his sloppy image…
He was wearing a white shirt and a suit, a pair of wide-legged trousers, and a pair of black handmade leather shoes.
It formed a stark contrast.
A sentence suddenly appeared in everyone's mind…
This was a man with a story.
Lin An looked at him as well.
Especially when she saw the various bottles of wine scattered on Huang Zhian's table. She could almost smell the smell of alcohol on his body from far away. She fell into deep thought.
Could it be…
He was the one who wanted to commit suicide?
"I'm usually a quiet person, but today, I want to take advantage of the alcohol and everyone's presence to say a few words to you..."
"Brother Lin An, first of all…I want to thank you. Thank you for your song, it made me change my mind…"
"When I first stepped into the Starlight Bar, I had already thought about it. I wanted to commit suicide.”
Hearing this, everyone's hearts trembled.
Some of them even had exaggerated expressions on their faces. They even suspected that they had heard wrongly…
A few guests whispered,"Why did you commit suicide for no reason?"”
The manager in the suit was also stunned.？”
F * ck!
No way!
This word itself was not a good word.
There was an old saying in the country that said, it was better to live a lazy life than to die a good death. If one couldn't enjoy the world, why would one always think about death?
Lin An's heart skipped a beat.
So the person who wanted to commit suicide was really you!
However, he maintained a calm expression, not wanting Huang Zhian to notice anything unusual…
Huang Zhian didn't seem to care about what everyone was talking about. He only had eyes for Lin An.
" Brother Lin An, you should know that nothing is easy in the world of adults. The collapse of an adult is only a matter of time.”
"I'm forty-five years old this year. I have a wife and children at home, as well as a seventy-year-old mother. My old father passed away two days ago because of a tumor…I'm the manager of a small department in a business. My salary is moderate, and I provide for my wife and children every month.”
"However, in order to treat my old father's illness two years ago, I spent all my savings and even applied for a rescue subsidy from the leader…"
"Our family can't make ends meet."
"All the pressure is like a mountain pressing on me. On the left is my wife and children, and on the right is my old father who has raised me for so many years. I really don't know what to choose.”
At this point, many people resonated with him.
It was a huge blow to a family when an elderly person fell ill and was hospitalized!
Being hospitalized meant a lot of money. In addition, if the condition was serious, they would need chemotherapy and chemotherapy. The expensive drugs and examination fees could empty a good family!
Not to mention a well-to-do family, even if the family had a mountain of gold and silver, facing such a bottomless pit of expenses would still be quite stressful.
"There were a few times when I almost couldn't hold on and wanted to give up. But looking at my old father on the hospital bed and everything he had done for me, I really couldn't bear to pull out his breathing device…"
Tears streamed down Huang Zhian's face as he spoke.
Looking at him like this, everyone could understand how much struggle and struggle he had experienced at that time. Many people fell silent.
If they were in such a situation, what would they do?
It was to remove the breathing device and let his family live a good life, but from then on, he would have to bear a huge guilt…
Or should he continue the treatment and let his wife and children endure this difficult period with him to save his father's life, which had a success rate of less than 30%?
For a moment, they did not know what to do.
If it was in the past, they would definitely say that they would choose their wives and children!
Your wife and children will accompany you for the rest of your life. Your father can only accompany you for the first half of your life. Don't you know which is more important?
However, when it came to choosing, many people fell silent.
" Later on, I made up my mind to sell everything I could at home to treat my father's illness," Huang Zhian continued." Fortunately, I had a sensible child and a wife who understood me…"
"In order to raise more money, I started a small side business behind the company's back to earn some money..."
"Although it's a little tiring, it's worth it for the sake of this family. In the beginning, the burden on the family was indeed much lighter.”
"But good times don't last long. Someone found out about my side job. Just today, the company that I've worked for for a few years officially fired me because I violated the company's rules..."
" At that moment, I really felt like the sky was falling. I walked to the Dandong Bridge and smoked one cigarette after another. I looked at the dark lake and wanted to plunge my head into it…because I really didn't have the face to go back and see my wife and children…"
Huang Zhian choked again.
Hearing this, everyone could almost understand what was going on.
His father's departure was a huge blow to Huang Zhian.
Because of his illness, his family was in the red. Huang Zhian wanted to do a side job to earn some money to support his family, but he violated the company's rules...
He lost his job, his money, and most importantly, his father couldn't be saved.
His decision had completely destroyed a family. For a man with a strong sense of responsibility like Huang Zhian, this was definitely a devastating blow.
Even if his wife and children did not blame him, the guilt and self-blame in his heart were pushing him into the abyss step by step.
"Brother, I have to say, you're a man!”
"That's right! If it were me, I definitely wouldn't be as capable as you…I'm convinced!”
"No matter how big the blow is, no matter how big the haze is, there will always be a day when we walk out of it! I can understand you, but brother, let me give you a piece of advice. You still have a wife and child. Don't do anything stupid!”
"That makes sense! Brother, your father's death wasn't your fault. You've already done your best. You didn't let him down. Don't blame yourself because you didn't let anyone down…The only thing you've let down is your wife and child! If you die, what will happen to your wife and child? What would a child think if he lost his father at such a young age?”
As they spoke, many people stood up.
She didn't care about Huang Zhian's sloppy image, nor did she care about his reeking of alcohol. She ran to his side, patted his shoulder, and comforted him.
A few of them walked up to him with tissues in their hands and showed friendly and harmonious smiles.
A few pretty girls had tears in their eyes.
In this world where scumbags were everywhere, there was still such a responsible and responsible man. They were very touched…
The world was cold.
But in this small bar, it was filled with warmth…
……
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