Luo Li put on her mask and weaved through the crowd. She thought of a song, Black Panther's " Shame on You ". Luo Li tried her best to lower her head, but she felt as if everyone around her was talking about her, as if saying,"" Look, it's that wretched person. He lip-synched to deceive the audience and his fans."
Or," Look, the way he walks is so pretentious. He must be pretending to be something."
"Look, he lip-synched to deceive the audience for money. He's a complete hypocrite."
………
Luo Li felt the muscles on her face stiffen. She wanted to cry, but no tears came out. She wanted to smile to hide her embarrassment, but it was as if the air was pulling the corners of her mouth downward. Her legs seemed to be trembling. Luo Li quickened her pace and wanted to escape. She staggered and fell into a pond on the road. Someone squatted down beside her to help Luo Li. Luo Li flung away that person's arm and hurriedly got up. She ran further and further away until only her back was left.
He closed the door and locked it, but he still didn't feel safe. He moved a stool and placed it against the door.
He turned on the shower faucet and let the water flow on his body. He slowly squatted down and took off his mask. His face was dejected and sad. He could not tell whether it was water or tears, but it did not matter anymore. Only this half-acre square pond had become the only place in the world to live, but he could no longer ask where the canal was so clear. He was a loach in a smelly ditch. So what if he won the world? He would rather exchange a city for a smile, even if it was a pear blossom in the rain.
The world we live in is full of positive and negative energy. When you are surrounded by negative energy, if you don't escape early, these negative energy will accumulate in your body. If you don't hear it, just like in the song " In the Rain,"" You say that life is sad, I don't say anything, I can only silently bear all this." If you don't have a strong enough mind, you will be crushed. Many people gradually suffer from mental illness.
For a week, Luo Li didn't leave the dormitory. She only drank water every day, and her weight dropped as if she was jumping off a building. The school and company kept calling her, but they were all turned off. Gao Yi and Wang Zhengguo knocked on the door every day, but they gave up in the end. They were all guessing if Luo Li had returned to China.
When the dorm manager opened the door at the request of the management company, Luo Li was already as thin as a stick, curled up in the corner, her eyes glazed over. Wang Zhengguo walked over and squatted in front of Luo Li.
"Brother, what's wrong?"
Luo Li didn't say anything. Her eyelids didn't even move.
Wang Zhengguo patted Luo Li's shoulder. Luo Li's body trembled violently and she shrank back into the corner.
Wang Zhengguo sighed and stood up,"No, we have to send him to the hospital.”
At this moment, Alex came over and said,"Luo Li, because you did not attend the performance on Wednesday as the company requested, the company has suffered heavy losses. You will have to pay a penalty of 70,000 pounds!”
Wang Zhengguo pulled Alex over and scolded him in Chinese,"F * ck you. Look at him. Why is he still acting?”
Alex took out his phone and dialed the number. He answered the call and said," Security, come over immediately. I'm injured."
Wang Zhengguo kicked Alex and sent him flying far away, landing on the ground. Wang Zhengguo pulled Alex out of the door and threw a bunch of cash on his face, cursing,"Get lost."
With the help of Wang Zhengguo and Gao Yi, Luo Li slowly stood up.
" Your friend is suffering from severe depression due to the stress in his life. He may have encountered some unknown changes in his life. Based on his current symptoms, he is not cooperative with the treatment. We can only give him medication. In the future, he will take two pills a day and come back in a month. Remember to make him take the medicine every day. Don't let his life suffer any more fluctuations for the time being." After the doctor gave his instructions, Gao Yi went downstairs to get the medicine, while Wang Zhengguo accompanied Luo Li.
In order to let Luo Li recuperate in peace, Wang Zhengguo decided to let her stay in his own dormitory. Wang Zhengguo's dormitory was the largest in the entire dormitory building, and the accommodation fee was twice that of Luo Li's.
That night, at Wang Zhengguo's request, she finished her medicine. After about half an hour, she suddenly felt drowsy and couldn't even open her eyes. She stood up and wanted to go to the toilet but fell to the ground. Wang Zhengguo helped Luo Li up and walked to the toilet.
" D * mn, brother, can you watch your pee? It's all on the floor!"
Then, he helped Luo Li to the bed and started snoring.
What was going on? Wang Zhengguo thought about picking up the instructions for the medicine. It said,"Some patients may have drowsiness after taking the medicine."”
"No wonder," Wang Zhengguo said to himself.
At this moment, Wang Zhengguo's phone rang. It was the bar girl. Wang Zhengguo said on the phone, I'm sorry, please don't come over today. My friend is in my room.""It's not a woman, it's a man, we're brothers!"
The next morning, before the sky was completely bright, Wang Zhengguo was woken up by a burst of laughter. He opened his eyes and was shocked. Luo Li sat on the bed, her eyes glazed over as she laughed. She laughed so hard that her saliva was dripping everywhere.
Wang Zhengguo wiped his face and got up. He sat beside Luo Li and asked,"What's wrong with you, brother?"
Luo Li still didn't say anything and just looked at Zheng Guo with a silly smile.
Wang Zhengguo picked up the drug instructions and read,"Some patients may laugh extremely happily."
"F * ck you, why is this medicine like drugs?" Wang Zhengguo cursed. Then he turned around and asked Luo Li,"Brother, how do you feel?”
Luo Li still didn't say anything, only laughing loudly.
"Alas, this won't do." Wang Zhengguo thought,"I have to do something."
"Let's go, I'll bring you to see Lin Zilan." With Wang Zhengguo's help, they got into a taxi and arrived at the hospital. Luo Li laughed all the way. The people around her thought that they had met a lunatic.
Under the stimulation of the medicine, Luo Li walked as light as a swallow and could not feel her movements.
Opening the door of the ward, Luo Li smiled foolishly and looked around. When she saw Lin Zilan lying on the bed, Luo Li's smile suddenly stopped. She reached out and grabbed the door handle. She took a deep breath, pursed her lips, widened her eyes, and slowly exhaled. She held her breath and did not smile. She wanted to cry but had no tears. Her heart felt like it was being cut by a knife.
He slowly walked to the bed and reached out a finger to touch Lin Zilan's hand. He slid it up until he held Lin Zilan's soft hand. His hand was soft and his skin was smooth. He sat down calmly and looked at Violet Orchid. There was no smile on his face.
The morning sun shone in through the half-closed curtains, forming fragmented patterns on the floor tiles against the scattered holes on the curtains. Was there nothing perfect in this world?
When the morning sun was high in the sky, and when Heartbroken Man was at the end of the world, Luo Li and Violet Orchid were like two pieces of rotten wood, not moving at all. Wang Zhengguo sat beside them, playing with his phone and listening to music. He didn't want to disturb them.
When all the houses were lit up, Wang Zhengguo walked over and patted Luo Li's shoulder,"Brother, it's quite late. Let's go eat?”
After a long time, Luo Li stood up and said softly,"Alright."
Walking downstairs, Luo Li put on her mask. When she saw people passing by, she quickly turned around and waited for the crowd to pass before she staggered forward.
Wang Zhengguo walked shoulder to shoulder. Luo Li didn't say a word and looked around warily. In order to break the awkwardness, Wang Zhengguo asked,"The video of your performance last time has been circulating on the Internet. There are many comments. Have you seen it?”
Luo Li nodded.
"I see. Actually, I don't believe that you lip-synched. Don't mind those comments."”
Luo Li suddenly stopped in her tracks and said after a moment of silence," I sang it, but, but…" Luo Lizhan squatted down and wiped his tears."They muted the microphone!" Luo Li roared and punched her leg. She choked.
Wang Zhengguo squatted down beside Luo Li and said,"Actually, not many people know about it. I saw the video and only a few parts of the mouth didn't match. Only a few people found out about it in the comments.”
Wang Zhengguo handed her a tissue. Luo Li wiped her tears and said,"Even if I succeed in the future, the video will be dug out one day.
"Why don't we think of a way to sue them?" Wang Zhengguo said.”
Luo Li sighed." We can't beat them. This isn't China."”
Wang Zhengguo patted Luo Li's back and said,"Don't think about it anymore. Let's go eat first. How thin have you become? Your health comes first, and your career comes second.”
Luo Li nodded, put on her mask, and prepared to leave.
"I've never seen you wear a mask before." Wang Zhengguo asked.”
Luo Li looked around to make sure that there were no Chinese people, then said in Chinese,"I'm afraid that someone who doesn't like me will recognize me and come up to hit me.”
"What are you afraid of? With me here, whoever dares to touch me will be crippled. Let's go and eat!" Wang Zhengguo declared.”
When they reached a Cosmo buffet restaurant, Luo Li said,""This is it."
"Western food?" Wang Zhengguo asked.”
Luo Li said,"There will be people who will recognize me in the Celestial Dynasty Restaurant."
"Alright, then this is it." Wang Zhengguo said.”
It was Sunday, and the price was 15.99 pounds (159 dollars) per person.
The two of them chose a corner seat. Because it was in the corner, the lights were very dim. Luo Li felt a little safer.
When she went to get some food, Luo Li put on her cap and mask.
Wang Zhengguo took two plates and returned to his seat with a full plate. Luo Li only took one plate and picked up some vegetables.
Wang Zhengguo said,"Why are you eating so little? You have to eat more. Look at how thin you have become."”
"I don't have an appetite," said Luo Li.”
"Tell me, how do you feel?" Wang Zhengguo asked.
Luo Li looked around again. After confirming that there were no people from China, she said softly in Chinese,"I was scared. I was scared that someone would hit me. I was also in despair. It was as if my life had been ruined and there was no more hope. When I walked, I felt that people were talking about me. Moreover, I felt that I was controlled by the management company. I was like a puppet being manipulated by them, doing things I didn't want to do. I had no freedom.”
"You have to tell the doctor about this. I'll bring you to see the doctor next month. Let's eat first."”
Luo Li forked a small cabbage and spat it out. It was too bitter. She took a sip of the drink and suddenly thought of something. She took out her phone and opened the mobile banking app."What's your card number? I have some income from selling records and performances here. I'll transfer it to you first.”
Wang Zhengguo said,"Don't worry, we'll talk about money after you recover."”
Luo Li said,"Don't. If I don't transfer it to you now, I'm worried that I'll spend it."”
Wang Zhengguo said,"Alright, I'll give it to you. To be honest, I don't have any money to spend recently."”Wang Zhengguo smiled awkwardly.
After that, the two of them slowly finished eating, paid the bill, and left.
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