Fei 'er sat on the bed and dialed her mother's number. " Hello, Mom, my results are out. I scored 509 points. If I don't do well, I won't be able to get into a good university," Fei 'er said.
His mother said,"Oh, more than 500 points. How many points did others get?"
Fei 'er: "It's more than mine. I can only go to a junior college. I'm sorry, Mom. I didn't do well. I've seen a few universities in Shandong. They cost more than 4000 yuan a semester. I have to earn more money as soon as possible."
4000 yuan? Are they all that expensive?，Isn't there anything cheaper? Fei 'er's mother said,"
Fei 'er kept saying that schools with little money are not good and that the majors are not reliable. I don't want to go.(Fei' er understood what her mother meant and quickly said) It's okay, Mom. I can earn more money now. In the future, I can go to school and work to earn money. I won't waste the family's money.
Mom said,"How can I have time to study?"
It's okay, Mom. There are fewer classes in university, so I have time to work, Fei 'er said.
Is there any use in going to a junior college? There are so many college students. Aren't they jobless? Is there any use? Mom said unhappily. (It was a completely different conversation from when he persuaded Fei 'er to go to school.)
How could it be useless? Yes, it's not easy for college students to find a job, but I'm only a high school student now. It's even harder for me to find a job. I don't want to be an operation mother for the rest of my life. Fei 'er said aggrievedly.
Fei 'er's mother could tell that Fei' er was a little unhappy and said," Then you can take a look. See if there are any good schools and how expensive the tuition is.
En, do I know? Fei 'er said.
Fei 'er felt a little uneasy, feeling that something was about to happen. However, she never expected the final decision to be so cruel. At this moment, Fei 'er was still immersed in the joy of enrolling in that university. She was planning her future university life, how to work, how to study, and how to develop herself. She also wanted to get in touch with more people after entering university and make more friends with ideals. Even if it was not her major, she would still attend classes. She wanted to learn dance, music, and so on. These thoughts lingered in her mind. (Thinking back, he was unwilling to go to school no matter what. She was a completely different person when she was unwilling to take the college entrance examination. She looked forward to her university life. After the college entrance examination results were out, Zhang Xia went home to discuss the application with her family.
" Fei 'er, I'm going home today. I've applied for leave and discussed with my parents where to go to university. My parents insist that I study medicine in the future. I'm not willing to study. We'll discuss it when we go back. Are you coming home?" Zhang Xia asked.
Fei 'er said in a low voice," Oh, go back. I'm not going back. I'll decide for myself."
" Alright, then I'll pack up and go home now. If it's settled, I'll come back and resign," Zhang Xia said.
Alright, should I take the luggage with me now? Fei 'er asked.
I won't take my luggage for now. Let's talk about it when I get back.(Zhang Xia said as she packed up. She stuffed her clothes into her bag in a few seconds.) Alright, I'm done packing. I'm leaving. Fei 'er, Zhang Xia said.
En, I'll send you off. You know how to get on the bus, right, Xiaxia? Fei 'er said.
I know, this is nothing, hehe. Zhang Xia said
As the two of them spoke, they walked out of the dormitory and came to the bus stop at the company entrance. After sending Xiaxia off, Fei 'er, who had returned alone, was thinking about something. Thinking of what her mother had said, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart. She was about to fill in her application form and there was not much time left. She thought that if she went to school in Shandong, she would be a junior college student. If she went to other provinces, she would be a third-tier college student because there were too many examinees in Shandong. However, a third-tier college student was not as good as a good junior college student. Fei 'er was conflicted. She returned to her dormitory and even thought about where to go to university when she was at work. Thinking about the scene after school, she could not help but laugh a few times when she was working. However, the good times did not last long. At night, her mother called.
A crisp ringtone rang. Fei 'er, who was reading the application guide, saw that it was her mother calling, but hesitated for a moment before picking up the phone.
" Hello, Mom," Fei 'er shouted.
Fei 'er's mother: Are you off work, Fei' er?
Fei 'er: It's been a while since I got off work.
Fei 'er's mother,"Have you eaten?"
Fei 'er: "I've eaten, Mom. I've read the information about a few universities today."(Fei' er sat by the bed with a book in her hand and said that she actually wanted to tell Mom which university she had chosen.)
Fei 'er's mother rushed to say,"Fei' er, Dad and Mom discussed it today.(Fei 'er's heart tightened when she heard this.) She wanted your dad to tell you, but your dad said he didn't know how to tell you. Let me tell you.(Fei' er's heart was even more nervous when she heard this.)
What's the matter, Mom? If it's nothing, just say it, Fei 'er said.
Fei 'er, why don't we not go to that university? Just as Fei' er's mother said this, Fei 'er said excitedly, Why, Mom? It wasn't easy for me to make this decision. You were the ones who persuaded me to take the college entrance examination.
" Yes, Fei 'er's parents supported you to go to school, but your results weren't good either. There's no point in going to a junior college, and the tuition is so expensive," Fei' er's mother said.
It's useless, but I'll only have more opportunities to develop myself if I go to university. Otherwise, how will I survive in my situation in the future?
" Fei 'er, I know you feel wronged, but your father and I are old and can't earn money anymore. Also, your brother, we really don't have the money to send you to university. You should understand your parents," Fei' er's mother said.
At this moment, Fei 'er's tears could no longer be stopped.
" I can work part-time and not use my family's money. It's only 4,000 yuan a semester. I can earn it back. Otherwise, I'll apply for a student loan. There'll definitely be a way," Fei 'er said.
It's not as easy as you say.(Fei 'er's mother started crying as she spoke.) The bank isn't a fool. How could they lend you money so easily?
Fei 'er was already choking up and unable to speak. It was as if a knife had stabbed her heart and throat. She knew that no matter what she said, it would not change her parents' wishes, so she chose to remain silent.
"Even if we let you down, Fei 'er, you have to be well," Fei' er's mother cried.
En, it's fine if I don't want to go. I'm fine, Mom. I'm tired, I'm going to sleep. After saying that, Fei 'er hung up the phone and lay on the bed, crying loudly. Fortunately, the people in the dormitory went to work the night shift. Otherwise, Fei' er wouldn't even have a place to cry.
Yes, rest. I'm sorry.(The sound of the phone being hung up was heard.) Hello, hello. Fei 'er's mother touched her tears and said,"I'm sorry."
That night, Fei 'er did not fall asleep. Her mind was still unable to process her future plans. She had been planning her future development plans in such detail just a moment ago, fantasizing about her future life. She was so invested, but in the next second, she had to admit that those things had nothing to do with her. This was an indescribable confusion. She did not know where to go and what to do in the future because she had never thought about it. Fei' er cried as she thought about it, and her tears soaked a large part of the pillow. She was thinking about whether she should leave this place or what to do. The most important thing for her now was to earn money, so in the end, she chose to stay temporarily, even if it was to earn money to leave her hometown. Just like that, Fei 'er went to work the next day with her swollen, egg-sized eyes as if nothing had happened. When her enthusiastic colleagues asked her online what was wrong with her eyes, she only replied lightly that she had been bitten by a mosquito. The day before, she had said goodbye to her colleagues that the summer vacation was about to end and she was going to university. She might go home in a few days, but everything happened too suddenly. Fei' er seemed to be unprepared. Fei 'er did not tell her colleagues the truth not because of vanity, but because of stubbornness.
Today, Fei 'er's eyes were the hot topic of everyone's discussion again. Perhaps it was out of concern or because everyone's spirits were too empty, they wanted to gossip to enrich themselves.
Fei 'er was busy, and it was fine as if nothing had happened. She was working normally, but when she was free, she could not help but cry. She felt wronged and helpless. She was exhausted because she did not sleep well.
Fei 'er, who was physically exhausted, fell asleep after work, but when she woke up in the middle of the night, she did not fall asleep and pondered until dawn. Today, Zhang Xia came back to apply for her resignation. After she was done with the procedures, she went to the workshop to look for Fei 'er and her colleagues who were older than her.
She rushed over to Fei 'er and said," Fei 'er, I've already decided which school to apply to. I'm here today to apply for resignation.
Fei 'er said listlessly,"You booked it so quickly."(At this time, Fei' er was most afraid that Zhang Xia would ask her which school she went to.) That was great.
That's right, Zhang Xia kept talking about which school and which major, but Fei 'er didn't listen at all and was in a daze thinking about other things. Fei 'er, Fei' er, and Zhang Xia shouted.
Ah, what's wrong? Fei 'er replied.
Did you hear what I said? Zhang Xia said,"
" Sorry, Xiaxia, I was distracted," Fei 'er said.
How annoying. By the way, have you decided which school to go to?
What he feared came true.
Not, not yet, Fei 'er said.
Why are you so slow this time? Time is so tight. When are you going to resign? Zhang Xia asked.
Fei 'er said in a low voice,"I won't resign for the time being. I'll stay for a while before leaving."
" Why? What's so good about this? I really don't know how much they have given you." Zhang Xia said fiercely.
Fei 'er did not speak.
You can do whatever you want. I can't control you. Anyway, Zhang Xia said.
The days passed. Seeing that her classmates had left for school but she was still here, Fei 'er couldn't help but cry every time she thought of this. One day, Fei 'er received a group message from Keke.
Keke asked,"Is Fei 'er here?"
Fei 'er: Yes, what's wrong, Keke?
Keke: " Which university are you applying for? I'm going to Qing Dao."
Faye: I didn't.
Keke,"A frightened expression? What?" Private chat.
Fei 'er: My grades weren't good, so I didn't sign up.
Keke: " Then you should at least go to university. Otherwise, it would be such a pity, Fei 'er."
Fei 'er: It's okay, Keke. School is not the only way out.
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