My Diary of Life
6 The first year of life

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Although we were reluctant, we had no choice. After all, a revolutionary soldier was like a brick. We could move it wherever we needed it.

We carried many bags and bags as we waited at the basketball court for the class allocation. Actually, I realized that I was quite fated with First Platoon. The new recruits were in First Platoon's second class, and the next company was in First Platoon's third class. The class monitor had also been changed from Clockwork to Zhao Wei. After we put our luggage away, we went to familiarize ourselves with the venue. There was the chess room, honor room, conference room, various classes, and every sentry post. When we reached the last sentry post, Xie Ban even said,"When you're on duty, be careful. Otherwise, go to the Wu and cafeteria later." He also said that there was too much mud when we were camping and training. After you left, we veterans cleaned up again. We also introduced the 400-meter obstacle course, one by one, which was the five-step pile, the deep pit, and the two meter deep pit. It was not deep, but it was only two meters, plus some sand, low walls, high boards, high and low platforms, ladder ladders... This was a grenade, a geocentric target, etc.

For this reason, he also said that our batch was better. When they had not yet become sergeants, the first thing they did when they left the company was to pack up and move to the camp. The first thing they did was to run five kilometers with their things.

In order to get to know us, the captain handed the glorious mission of organizing the recruits 'internal affairs and things to the squad leader. The squad leader and the sergeant were all old foxes, so they fell into the hands of the squad uniform and the veterans. We consciously introduced ourselves. I was very unhappy the entire time. Why did they all go to the first squadron? I came to the second squadron. The captain listened to it and only smiled.

In less than four days, it was the third night after the next match. Our class was knocked on by the staff on duty. It was the class uniform who said,"Pack your backpack…" We used six minutes. The duty officer said three minutes in the day and five minutes at night. The rest of the time, we'll get our guns. The class monitor taught him a very simple method. He tied a circle at each end very quickly.

There was nothing much to talk about during the class meeting a week later. They just folded the blanket. The only thing worth noting was that the places where they folded the blanket were different. Some were under the sun, some were in the toilet, some were in the bathroom, some were in the pigsty, and so on.

Then, on Wednesday, we had buns for lunch. I don't know who threw buns in the swill bucket. If no one admitted their mistake, then there was nothing they could do. They took their shoes, changed their clothes, packed their backpacks, did push-ups, and finally threw all the buns into the swill bucket to eat together. After eating, they did not forget to go on a five-kilometer armed cross-country trip. In the evening, we had a three-way exchange organized by class. The monitor asked me,"What is a three-way exchange?" I replied,"The three mutual benefits are helping each other, helping each other and learning from each other." I was very surprised. The class monitor might have noticed it and said seriously,"I'm afraid that you guys will get carried away." There was a saying that made sense. What one feared would come. I don't know how the conversation turned into an ancient myth. We looked at the phone and said that there were 13 Heavenly Emperors, and the Jade Emperor was only one of them! He even ranked them:

No.1 Heavenly God

Haotian God was also known as Huangtian, God, Huangtian God, Tianhuang Emperor, etc. He was the god who ruled the universe and the highest god in the supernatural world. He represented or was equal to the sky. He was the only Heavenly Emperor who had been publicly worshipped by all dynasties. It could be said that he was the most orthodox and ancient Heavenly Emperor.

No.2 Eastern Emperor Taiyi

Taiyi was also known as Taiyi, and it was another name for Heavenly Emperor. It was the supreme Heavenly Emperor of the Chu Country's divine system. It ruled over the immortals and absorbed all living things. However, with the decline of the Chu Country, the Taiyi Heavenly Emperor also slowly fell from the altar. Later on, he was even rumored to be the Demon Emperor who ruled over all demons at the beginning of the creation of the world. From then on, a series of wonderful stories were born.

No. 3 Dijun

Dijun was a divine bird born in the sun in myths and legends. The Three-legged Golden Crow was the supreme god that brought light and warmth. According to the Classic of Mountains and Seas, the sun that Hou Yi shot down was rumored to be his son. Of course, the records of " Emperor Jun " could be found in the Great Wilderness and the Sea in the Classic of Mountains and Seas. It was confirmed that the original form of Emperor Jun was the leader of the ancient tribe, Emperor Ku.

Jade Emperor

The Jade Emperor was the supreme god who ruled the three worlds in the Daoist system. His full name was: The Supreme of Haotian Golden Watchtower naturally had the True Jade Emperor.,Since everyone was familiar with this, there was no need to explain further.

Emperor Ziwei

His full name was Zhongtian Ziwei North Pole Great Emperor. He controlled Zhongtian and was also one of the most famous Heavenly Emperors. The North Pole Emperor Ziwei was in the center of the sky, so he was the most respected. He was the "Master of the Stars, the Grandmaster of All Creations", so he was extremely respected. Emperor Ziwei was in charge of the sun, moon, stars, and the four seasons. He controlled the stars in the sky and controlled ghosts, gods, and thunder. He was worshipped by the people in ancient China and was once the symbol of the emperor.

No. 6: Gouchen Emperor

His full name was Gouchen Shanggong Tianhuang Emperor. He was in charge of the three talents of heaven, earth, and man. He was in charge of all living beings in the world, as well as all military and war matters, so he was also a martial god. Legend had it that the Great Emperor Gouchen was the third generation disciple of Heavenly Lord Yuanshi of Yuqing, Lei Zhenzi. He became the Heavenly Emperor because of his contributions to heaven and earth.

Emperor Changsheng

Emperor Chang Sheng's full name was " Supreme Divine Firmament Jade Pure Lord Emperor Chang Sheng Heavenly Origin Saint Heavenly Venerate ". He commanded the lightning punishment of heaven and earth and punished all living beings. He was in the Supreme Divine Firmament Jade Pure Mansion. Legend had it that Emperor Chang Sheng was one of the nine sons of the Heavenly King Yuanshi. He was born with a divine nature and had the power to control the Thunder Punishment of the Nine Heavens.

No. 8 Houtu

The entire story was about how Heaven Bearing imitated Houtu Emperor, who was the god who controlled the earth, mountains, rivers, and the netherworld. She was also the only female among the many Heavenly Emperors. In the traditional Taoist mythological system, Houtu had always been compatible with the Jade Emperor, which was also the Houtu in the 'Huangtian Houtu' that we often talked about. However, in the primeval system, Houtu was an innate god, one of the earliest gods in the world, and the creator of reincarnation.

Central Heavenly Emperor Xuanyuan

Yellow Emperor Xuanyuan was one of the ancestors of the human race. He had an extremely high status in the true history of mankind. In the legends, he was one of the five Heavenly Emperors. The Yellow Emperor occupied the earth and lived in the four directions. He defeated the demon god Chiyou. Later generations worshipped him, so they regarded him as the supreme god.

No.10 Eastern Heavenly Emperor Fuxi

Fuxi lived in the east and ruled the green dragon. The gods of spring and flowers. It was one of the five emperors in the legends of the Han people in ancient China. The East, which ruled the world, was also one of the main targets of worship for ancient emperors and ancestral temples, so it was also called the Qing Emperor.

Legend had it that Fuxi had a human head and a snake body, and he was the brother and sister of Mother Earth, Nuwa.

Western Heavenly Emperor Shaohao

It was said that Shaohao was the son of the Yellow Emperor. He got his name because he was able to cultivate the Taihao Technique and ruled the world with his golden virtue. Later, Shaohao and the Water God Gonggong jointly controlled the west and managed the 12,000 miles of the west. Therefore, Shaohao was also a great god of the west and was called the White Emperor.

Southern Heavenly Emperor Shennong

Shennong, also known as Emperor Yan, was the honorific title of the leader of the Jiang tribe in ancient China. It was said that he had the head of a cow and the body of a human. He tasted hundreds of herbs and developed the use of herbs to treat diseases. He invented slash-and-burn farming and created two kinds of ploughing tools to teach people to cultivate crops. He also led the tribesmen to make pottery and cooking utensils for food. Because he created medicine, he was pushed to the highest position by later generations.

No. 13: Northern Heavenly Emperor Zhuanxu

Everyone should know quite a bit about this Heavenly Emperor. In the legends, this person was a fierce person. He once fought with the ancient god, Water God, who had existed since the beginning of the world, for the position of Heavenly Emperor and won. In the orthodox history, this was the grandson of the Yellow Emperor Xuanyuan, who ruled the north of the world. Thus, he was also a great god who advocated the north and was also known as the Black Emperor.

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He didn't know why it had turned into 'Is it easy to marry a Japanese woman?' Some people said," It's difficult to say. First, the language is difficult. This is easy to understand. Second, if you live in Japan, you have to follow the surname of the woman's family. Third, if you divorce, you are likely to lose the right to stay in Japan." The fourth Japanese woman looked gentle, but she was actually fierce to the bone. Fifth, the relationship between a Japanese wife and husband is really not accepted by us Chinese people. There is basically no such thing as being affectionate with each other among Japanese women, and there is very little communication with their husbands. It was easy to say. He even bragged that he had three friends who married Japanese wives. Overall, they were all okay. A Japanese wife wouldn't ask you for anything when she married you. The material requirements were very low compared to Chinese women. Since they did not live with the elders, family conflicts were easier to deal with…Our monitor stopped him and said,"As far as I know, Chinese people are willing to marry Japanese women because Japanese women are famous for being good wives and loving mothers." There were also the four recognized treasures in the world: American wages, British housing, Japanese women, and Chinese food. It could be seen that Japanese women were recognized as good women in the world. It was not easy for ordinary people to marry. Unless they were studying in Japan, those who had business dealings with Japan had a chance. Some people even said that they might encounter them in Beijing's commercial street. In fact, it was very easy to see them in Shandong's Taizhou University. They could also be their tutors. There were also commercial streets in the Jiangnan area. Finally, it was a place where foreigners gathered. There was a comrade channel that said,"Who has been to the Palace Museum in Beijing? I heard that you can't go back to the Palace Museum. Why?" To this end, I replied that the few large palaces in the Forbidden City were all on the same line, and they were all completed in one go. Moreover, the exit and entrance of the Forbidden City were separated. They would not turn back to the entrance because they could not get out. In other words, if he wasn't afraid of getting lost…Actually, I went there once when I was in the second grade. I went with my grandma and cousin. On the bus, I even saw my crush, Guo Shuang. She had just finished speaking a few words, but this fellow was…They asked one by one.

I looked at the class monitor, hoping to help him out. Who knew that the class monitor's interest was even greater than theirs! He had no choice but to simply talk about the people he liked at that time who loved to study, and the people he didn't like who gave him things every day. At first, he liked Ma Wenxiao, but later he heard that he was already taken. Cao Daya liked him…Later, I saw Guo Shuang and slowly fell in love with her. We were in the second grade for the summer vacation. We got up at five in the morning to go to the Gaotang County bus station to take a bus to Beijing. I saw her when I was checking the ticket. Then, we ran back and forth to deliver food. I wanted to take the opportunity to kiss her, but I didn't expect it and almost fell on my face…Then, every time we passed the checkpoint, the supervisor would let me sit on his lap and fall asleep. We played in Beijing, went to the zoo to scratch the tiger through the glass, looked at the snake, it was shedding its skin, looked at the peacock spreading its tail, looked at the giant panda, went to the aquarium to look at the fish, and went to the Palace Museum to play. It was also at this time that we learned that the Palace Museum did not turn back. The reason was that we would get lost at night and bought a 98 yuan roast duck... It had been a long time since he had contacted her, so he wondered how she was doing. At this moment, someone seemed to have a problem with the channel and remembered a local song that said,"There seems to be a movie about tears behind bars."

I have a large family and five mouths to feed, so I can only come out to find some trouble. (Price: 500 yuan) Sir: My family of three only has one child. Miss: I'm the fourth child in my family. (400 yuan) Sir: Life was not easy. The monthly fare was only 50 yuan. (Less 50 yuan) If you agree: Miss: Yeah. If you don't agree: Miss: A pair of socks costs 20 yuan. If both parties agree on the price and decide on the location, is the office far away? Is there a shop nearby? (Miss is looking for a place) I still have something to do. I'll leave first (Follow me). In the end, the more they talked, the further away they went. Fortunately, the assembly whistle sounded and the roll call was made.

After New Year's Day, we finally found out that we were the only squad in the entire squadron that night. The reason was:

1. The lights were out, but she was still eating.

2. The veteran knew that this was wrong, but he didn't stop it.

3. If he slept with his upper body bare, it would be fine if he did physical training with his upper body bare.

4. The duty officer is here, but you guys aren't sleeping or cleaning up this trash…

Just like that, we were given a set of backpack exercise by the duty officer, including three hundred dollars every night. The most important point was that we treated the festival as indulgence. We also talked about how the festival in the army was not a holiday but a war preparation. Relaxation did not mean indulgence.

February 8th, 2016 is the Spring Festival. We especially like the festival because we have a meal on the first day and a barbecue on the second day. If the holiday is long, we will have a meal and barbecue, including garden activities... That morning, we went through the plan that we had rehearsed earlier…Unfortunately, there was an accident midway. The reason was very awkward. I ran past it. That day, we cleaned our guns, cleaned up, pasted couplets, and held a meeting. At this time, we had a clear rule that fireworks were not allowed. Our team decided to change the balloons to be 1500 rings. We bought two boxes of fireworks and released them at night. It was really beautiful.

Finally, one day, I was a little annoyed, so I decided to send my phone over. Unfortunately, when I was resting, I opened my QQ account and saw a message that I would never forget for the rest of my life. The reason why the girl who was related to me dropped out of school a month later was because she went to get an abortion. The second photo was even more disgusting. She had even personally written a sentence for the photo in front of the man. Below it was a sentence that made me feel disgusted. That day, I was really in pain, so I made a mess of the training equipment room that my class was in charge of. Batons, shields, emergency batons, three-section batons, military training books, and so on were all messed up, including the shelves. There were bloodstains on my hands, arms, feet, and legs.

I don't understand what you're thinking. I don't understand why I've fallen into such pain one after another. No one loves me, no one loves me. Okay, but please let me go. I really can't take it anymore.

No one knows that I live like this every day. No one knows the other side of me, the things I hide. "But I really can't take it anymore. Don't force me. I really can't take it anymore. I just want to jump out of the window and ignore everything.

I torture myself every day, and you still torture me. I'm already numb and don't want to struggle anymore. Why are you forcing me and making me suffer?

You said that you knew what I wanted, and you said that you listened to me seriously every time. But, I've said it so many times, why are you still like that?

I just want you to look at me more and experience how I feel. I just want you to pay attention to me and dote on me. I just want to...

I don't want to live like this anymore. I really don't want to.

It's not that I don't want to communicate, but every time I do, it's like this. I'm even impatient. If you do it well, I won't say anything. I don't even want to say it now. You guys are forcing me to death. It's clean. If you're all happy, you can be satisfied. You won't be unhappy anymore.

Have you ever thought about how much I want you to look back at me or hold my hand when I follow you on the street? Have you ever thought that when you were walking so fast, I had to follow you up and down with great difficulty, hoping that you would come and help me? You don't know how much I hoped that you would give me a warm answer in the text message that I carefully edited and cried with all my heart. Have you ever thought about how much I wished you could be completely moved and become emotional for me after all the opposition from the people around me? Have you ever thought about how much I wished you could treat me well and coax me when I was acting coquettishly with you? Have you ever thought that no matter how tired and unwilling I am, I am accommodating you, but what about you?

I feel like my mind is going to collapse. I really can't take it anymore. Under your rationality, you are a sharp sword that hurts me. All of you are forcing me. If you force me to death, you will be satisfied. Even if we have no feelings, only

Every day, I had the urge to commit suicide. During that period of time, the captain and the instructor were observing me every day because I knew very well that when the recruits were doing the psychological test, I had already been marked with four stars, and that five star had already committed suicide by jumping off a building at the end of the second month of the recruits. That was why even the second floor had been installed with anti-theft windows.

Because the army couldn't stop me alone, I was sent to the health room of the detachment. In order to prevent the recruits from doing the same as me, they sent me to Jinghong City Hospital for a check-up... When I arrived at the detachment, I was in psychological therapy every day. I went to the venting room every day to beat myself up. It took me more than three months to finally end my treatment and return to the team. Due to the " observation period " and the " new recruits 'second adaptation period ", I trained for an hour and a half in the morning. In the afternoon, other than the meeting, I was contributing to the squadron. At this time, the leaders of three brigade headquarters came. Only then did I know that there was a brigade above the first, second, and third squadrons. I often went to the brigade headquarters to clean up. I also always followed the veterans in the logistics class who were in charge of paperwork to arrange the duty list. What 2 to 4, 4 to 6... I've done almost all the paperwork from 10 to 12 years old. I'm almost an agent. Of course, I have to go to the sentry post with the veterans at night to memorize the sentry duties. Because my recruit company's squad leader was from the first squadron, the young master of the first squadron's mobile battle team was in charge of training, so I began to memorize it together with the soldier's duties:

1. Understand the situation of the target on duty (patrol area) and the surrounding enemy society, familiar with the tasks of the sentry (patrol area), the duty facilities, the terrain of the alert area, and the neighboring sentry posts.

2. Familiar with the duty plan and relevant regulations, remember and use the password correctly.

3. Familiar with the relevant documents and usage regulations.

4. Dress according to the regulations and carry weapons, police equipment, and on-duty supplies.

5. Be on sentry duty on time and closely monitor the situation in the alert area.

6. Correct handling and timely reporting on duty.

7. Correct use of weapons.

8. Do a good job of sentry registration, use and maintain the duty facilities and supplies on the sentry post.

The meaning was similar, but they still had to keep their distance. After all, they had to keep it a secret. Even the company knew about it…

Not long after, the two meetings began. The military leaders began to prepare, and we also began to take action. In order to make it easier for us to study, we went to the cafeteria to watch the live broadcast of the two sessions to understand the schedule of the two sessions.

I. Fourth Meeting of the Twelfth National People's Congress of the People's Republic of China

Main content:

the 2016 NPC and CPPCC

Review the government work report;

To examine and approve the outline of the thirteenth five-year plan for national economic and social development;

To review and approve the report on the implementation of the 2015 national economic and social development plan and the draft of the 2016 national economic and social development plan, and approve the 2016 national economic and social development plan;

Review and approve the implementation of the central and local budget in 2015 and the draft of the central and local budget in 2016, and approve the central budget in 2016;

To review the draft outline of the thirteenth five-year plan for the economic and social development of the Chinese people submitted by the Standing Committee of the National People's Congress;

To discuss the draft charity law

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Later, the main team, detachment, and squadron studied, just in time for the activities and performances held by the prison leaders, which complemented the learning of the two sessions-"two studies and one action" and "learning the party constitution and party rules, learning the series of speeches, and becoming a qualified party member." "The party members, leaders, and members all went to the meeting, but I didn't go. The reason was that I didn't submit my junior high school certificate after dropping out of junior high school.

Later, the squadron leader held a draft paper and talked about the key content. We were still sitting and taking notes. The party constitution is the general constitution of the party, which reflects the nature and purpose of the party, the party's theory, line, principles and policies, and the party's important ideas. It also provides the party's important systems and mechanisms. It is the fundamental code of conduct that the whole party must abide by. Learning the party constitution and rules is to further enhance the party spirit awareness and political realm of party members, so that party members can figure out what to do and what not to do." With the "anti-four winds" as a breakthrough point, with the "eight regulations" and "six prohibitions" of the central government, he often looked at the mirror, straightened his clothes, washed his body, and treated his illness according to the party constitution. With the "three strictness and three facts" as the standard, always remember the identity and responsibilities of the party members; With "two studies and one action" as the carrier, we will continue to strengthen party spirit training and moral cultivation. In accordance with the provisions of the Party Constitution and Party Rules, we should carefully find out the vague areas in our thoughts and the deviation in our understanding, and guide the Party members to walk on the correct path without wavering. The party constitution is the "foundation" of the party members, and the party constitution is the "initial heart" of the party members. It was deeply rooted in the hearts of the members of the Party. It had become the source of life and the purpose of action for the members of the Party.

Don't forget your original heart, only then can you be stable and far-reaching. "Serve the people wholeheartedly" was the fundamental purpose of the party members. If they forgot their "initial heart", deviated from their "original heart", and separated themselves from the masses, they would be aloof, ignore reality, turn a blind eye to the sufferings and demands of the masses, be numb, and turn a deaf ear. They would be egotistical, domineering, and would not listen to any different opinions. Over time, they would be criticized by the masses, and the masses would lose confidence in the party and the government. The party constitution was the foundation of the party, the fundamental law of the party, the iron discipline of governing the party, the life creed and action guide of every party member, and the fundamental standard to measure whether a party member was qualified or not. It had supreme authority in the life of the party. Under the new normal of strict Party governance, the majority of Party members, especially Party members and leading cadres, should consciously study the Party Constitution, strictly abide by the Party Constitution, strengthen their ideals and beliefs, supplement their spiritual strength, and build a solid foundation of faith. Constantly strengthen party spirit training and moral cultivation, always care about the party, the people, and the country, consciously adhere to the principles of party spirit, and highlight the foundation of action. Second, he had to write down his experience in this meeting.

We train for five and a half days a week, and on the last day, we have plans and cleaning guns. Many veterans in our squadron said that they climbed a mountain after Wednesday, and of course, there were many more after Thursday, like:

He opened his eyes and closed his eyes to be on high alert.

Winter Melon Skin, Watermelon Skin, you guys don't sing shamelessly.

Some people might ask me, but I agree with these few sentences. Actually, I'll tell you that there are a lot of catchphrases in the army.

For example, when they were singing," One, two, three, four, five, we waited so hard!”; "One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, we've been waiting so anxiously!”; Then, he said," One in a row!”; " One, a row!" "You sang really well in a row. Do you want another one?”Such things were used to boost morale and liven up the atmosphere during cultural activities.

"Are you tired? Think about the 25,000 Red Army soldiers." This doggerel was used to boost morale during training and cultivate everyone's quality of enduring hardships and enduring hardship. Soldiers could not be spoiled. They were all men with iron bones!

"It's steel, not iron. It's iron, not steel. You'll be injured if you touch it." This was also a doggerel. It was to ask everyone to pay attention to the operation process during training. Don't randomly collide with the equipment, and don't let the equipment collide with you. Pay attention to safety and prevent accidents.

" One soldier bears a bear, and the general bears a nest." It was also a catchphrase. This meant that the leader of the army had to be strong in terms of personal military quality and thinking. Only in this way could he lead the team well and maintain the entire team's vigorous combat effectiveness.

" Sweat more during normal times, bleed less during wartime." This was also the mantra of many commanders. This required the soldiers to train hard, train their physical fitness, learn tactics, and master the ability to kill enemies. Only then could they reduce casualties and preserve their strength in real combat.

A soldier who doesn't want to be a general isn't a good soldier." This was a mantra that leaders often used to encourage their subordinates. The people who could become generals in the army were all carefully selected. The army was a combat team. There were no runners-up on the battlefield, so they had to be competitive and brave enough to win the championship. If they were first, they would never take second place! Therefore, the soldiers had to be determined to forge ahead and keep up with the generals.

“!”,This was a catchphrase used to criticize people who usually had a lazy attitude. Sometimes, it was also a catchphrase used by comrades to tease each other.

"New idiot!" When new recruits joined the army for training, they often made mistakes. The class monitor and the veterans often criticized him like this, so it became a catchphrase. Comrades often bantered with each other like this.

There are many catchphrases and jingles in the army, and I have only listed a few of them. Some of these catchphrases and doggerel could express profound truths in a simple and easy to understand manner. Some of them reflected the close and harmonious relationship between comrades.

The army was a melting pot. Young people who had the ambition to serve the country could go and receive training and experience a different military culture. Only after training and becoming a talent could one make contributions!

He threw 25 rounds of ammunition, rubbed his butt with a wooden horse, dropped a gourd with a single pole, and did not need to burn it when shooting. He sharpened his weapon at the last moment, and it was smooth even if it was not fast! Three soldiers and two squad leaders, veterans don't stand guard. During the day, soldiers looked at soldiers, and at night, they counted stars. When the company commander farted, the recruits ran out of breath, wore rubber shoes, tied a tie, and didn't eat stir-fried vegetables…

The soldiers in the iron camp were like running water, and the instructor's bag was filled with problems. The three steps of a female soldier: laughing and laughing when she first joined the army, dragging her feet when she had a partner, and being a womanizer when she had a child.

The Disciplinary Training Brigade was really good. It didn't matter if they couldn't come. They didn't have enough to eat during the day, and they didn't sleep well at night. They only took a shower once every three months!

Wait, there were countless of them.

I remember that when the vice-captain taught us, it was at 7 pm on March 31st. This was the sixth day after my birthday in the army. We learned about a person who was clearly not a hero but was said to be a hero.

The newly established New China had a lot of things to do, and a new system had just been established. In the beliefs of the Chinese people, the Confucianism that had been left behind since ancient times had also been abandoned by the people. The theory of society was everyone's belief. Heroes with positive energy brought people an example of moving forward. For example, Comrade Qiu Shaoyun did not expose his position to the enemy even when he was burned by fire. Comrade Huang Jiguang used his ordinary flesh and blood to block the bullet hole. These were all examples of positive energy. Liu Xuebao was influenced by this environment and gradually developed a fanatical admiration for these heroes. He also wanted to become such a hero so that people would worship and respect him. However, Liu Xuebao's starting point was wrong. He wanted to be such a role model to satisfy his vanity and achieve some goals. He didn't really want to give his all for the people's happy lives.

Therefore, Liu Xuebao paid great attention to everyone around him and observed carefully. He would never let go of any opportunity to become a hero. In this way, a person walked into his sight. This person's name was Li Shibai. Li Shibai used to be a soldier in the army of the National Party and served as a small officer. Later, Li Shibai left the ranks of the National Party for various reasons and stood in the ranks of the party and the people. After the founding of New China, Li Shibai wholeheartedly contributed his strength to the construction of the motherland and did not do anything that harmed the interests of the country. His conduct was upright and his style of doing things was very decent. After Liu Xuebao observed for a period of time, he did not find any abnormalities in Li Shibai. However, he did not give up. Finally, in order to complete his goal of becoming a hero, Liu Xuebao's heart gradually twisted and he made a crazy plan.

Liu Xuebao buried explosives on a bridge and tricked Li Shibai to the bridge. When Li Shibai arrived at the location where the explosives were buried, Liu Xuebao quickly detonated the explosives. When the nearby left-behind personnel rushed to the rescue, Liu Xuebao pretended to be righteous and asked people to ignore him and capture the agents of the National Party who attempted to blow up the bridge. People rushed to the bridge and began to search. They found Li Shibai, who had been blown up not far away. Therefore, people quickly sent Li Shibai and Liu Xuebao to the hospital for emergency treatment, leaving a few people to check the remaining explosives on the bridge. After the doctor's emergency treatment, Liu Xuebao was rescued. As for Li Shibai, because of his heavy injuries, after a day and a night of emergency treatment, he was declared dead.

Because of the explosion, one of Liu Xuebao's hands was cut off. When people asked Liu Xuebao, who had woken up, what was going on, Liu Xuebao said that he found Li Shibai acting suspiciously. He might be a spy arranged by the enemy, so Liu Xuebao kept an eye on Li Shibai's behavior. Finally, one night, he found out that Li Shibai was trying to blow up the bridge. At the critical moment, Liu Xuebao did not have time to inform people. He ignored his personal safety and fought with Li Shibai. In the end, This prevented even greater casualties and losses.

After the investigation by the Public Security Bureau at that time, although there were some clues, because the impact of this matter was very significant, Liu Xuebao was regarded as a positive hero, which would give people a lot of encouragement. Therefore, without much rational thinking, Liu Xuebao became a hero to protect the bridge. All over the country, Liu Xuebao's heroic behavior was publicized. He was even written into textbooks and praised as an advanced revolutionary figure. At the same time, Liu Xuebao was respected by many people and became a hero that people fought to worship. Liu Xuebao also promoted himself. Even if he had one hand left, he could still fight against the rebels. For the revolution, losing one hand was nothing. However, justice still came. More than ten years later, the public security organs carefully combed and investigated the case. They found that there was no evidence of Li Shibai's crime at all. The investigation of the case was very simple. Everything was said by Liu Xuebao himself. Therefore, the public security organs launched an in-depth investigation and finally found out that Liu Xuebao was fishy. Only then did the world realize that all of this was planned by Liu Xuebao himself. Li Shibai suffered an injustice. The trick was exposed, Liu Xuebao fell from the altar, and all the false deeds were removed from the propaganda. Liu Xuebao himself was also judged by justice and sentenced to life imprisonment.

As soon as the vice-captain finished speaking, someone said,"After graduating from university and going through nine years of compulsory education, why didn't I see this heroic deed in the textbooks?"

There was also someone who said,"How should I compensate for Li Shibai's infamy?" Was there any compensation for Li Shibai's family? How much money does this make?

As they argued, it escalated to the issue of people's hearts. You have to say that most of us were from the 1995 generation. What we said stunned the class leader and the veterans. Therefore, our experiences were written in the perspective of people's hearts, and we even said it in front of all our comrades.

In fact, the vice-captain originally planned to let us stand guard after the second adaptation period. After all, we were always leading the new…He didn't expect this to happen.

When we started working alone, I clearly remembered that another cell phone was sent to my house during this period of time. It was an iPhone. As for which one, I'm not sure. After all, I don't know much about iPhone. I handed over one phone and hid the other. I watched it when I slept at night. I clearly remembered that I watched an animated film on my iPhone called Detective Conan: The Specter of Becker Street. This animation was about Jack the Ripper being portrayed as a child who was abandoned by his mother. Because of his " extremely high criminal talent," he was adopted by Sherlock Holmes 'main opponent, Professor Moriarty, in Sherlock Holmes and trained as a criminal " genius." In the film, he killed four prostitutes and his own mother. Conan saved the alto Irene Adler, who was about to be killed. When he was young, his mother had given him a ring of the same style as his own. Jack the Ripper had never taken it off, so the ring finger of his right hand had always been as thick as his finger when he was young. It had also become the key to solving Conan's case. In the film, he killed four prostitutes and his own mother. In the real world of the movie, Thomas Schindler, the main developer of the game " Cocoon ", was his descendant. He had the same blood as him. After being discovered by his stepson, Hiroki Sawada, he killed his university classmate, who was also Hiroki's biological father, Tadaaki Tadamura. It could be said that Jack the Ripper's blood was notorious for thousands of years.

After reading it, I felt that this shouldn't be true. In the principle of not wasting money, I searched in the browser again. The result was: It's true! On August 7th, 1888, in Whitechapel in East London, someone reported the discovery of a body. When the London police arrived at the scene, they found that the deceased was a middle-aged prostitute named Marsha Tabrian. She had been brutally slashed 39 times, nine of which were concentrated in the fatal neck. The police immediately launched an investigation, but there were very few clues left by the suspect at the scene. There were also no eyewitnesses around. The case was temporarily deadlocked.

Just as the police were overwhelmed, a similar case happened on August 31st. The 43-year-old prostitute, Polly, was killed in a warehouse near Whitechapel. She was beaten up before she died. Her face was almost deformed, her front teeth fell off, and her neck was cut open by a sharp blade. The bloodiest part was that Polly's abdomen was cut open by the murderer and her internal organs were taken out.

On September 8th, another prostitute was killed. The victim was Eliza Smith, nicknamed Black Annie. Her corpse was found by an old coachman in the fence of the apartment. There were obvious strangulation marks on her neck, and her throat was also cut. There was a huge wound on her abdomen, and part of her internal organs were missing.

On September 25th, the police received a letter written in red ink, claiming that he was the murderer of three prostitutes, with a bright red fingerprint attached. At the same time, he arrogantly said that he would continue to commit crimes and kill more people before he was arrested. Finally, the letter was signed "Jack the Ripper".

After that, on September 30th, two murders occurred in succession. The victims were middle-aged prostitutes: 44-year-old Elizabeth Stead and 46-year-old Catherine Eddowes. The modus operandi was shockingly similar. Both had their throats slit, and one of them had been cut open.

So far, five prostitutes had been killed, and all of them died in horrible ways. Some had their necks cut, some had their stomachs cut, and some had their internal organs taken away. The police were helpless and could not find any clues about the murderer.

Two days later, a newspaper in London received a letter written in red ink. The letter once again stated that he was the murderer and planned to " do two more things the next day " and send the victim's ear to the police. The letter was believed to have been sent by the murderer before the crime on September 30th, and it was still signed "Jack the Ripper". After half a month, the murderer sent a letter to a civil organization in Whitechapel. Unlike the previous two letters, this letter was written in blue ink. It claimed to be " from hell " and was not signed.

On November 9th, the last victim, Mary Kelly, was found. The only difference was that the deceased was relatively young, only 25 years old. After that, the murderer seemed to have suddenly disappeared, and there were no similar cases in London. The lives of six innocent women put the police under tremendous pressure. They did a lot of investigation work, but they still had no clue. In 1892, they had to announce the suspension of the investigation of the case.

Then, was this self-proclaimed Jack the Ripper the murderer? Who was the murderer?

In the following 100 years, as many as 140 people were listed as suspects, but most of them were just speculations and lacked sufficient evidence. Some people thought that the murderer was a doctor who was familiar with anatomy. Coincidentally, one of the victims was very close to a hospital. The plainclothes policemen even followed and monitored the suspected doctor for a long time, but they did not find anything. Some people thought that the murderer was a Jewess. Because the murderer had left a sentence at the crime scene: "The Arabs are not a people who are willing to be blamed for no reason.”Therefore, they pointed the finger at the foreigners. Moreover, the murders were concentrated in the East End of London, where there was anti-Semitism. The Arabs were naturally regarded as suspects, but they were also just suspicions.

Some people even thought that the murderer was a woman. These people believed that the five victims were all women, and none of them had been sexually assaulted before they died. Moreover, one of the victims 'personal belongings was placed at the feet of the corpse in a " female way." The murderer's motive for killing may be to take revenge on others because he was infertile, and his mental state was chaotic when he committed the crime.

In 2011, a British businessman named Edward accidentally found the murderer.

In 2007, Edwards bought a bloodstained shawl at an auction. It was said that it was one of the items left behind at the scene of a murder. The shawl had been collected and passed down without being washed.

After obtaining the shawl, Edward studied it carefully and found a Michaellian daisy pattern. The festival had two dates, September 29th and November 8th. Surprisingly, two people were killed on the same day. This seemed to be left behind by the murderer on purpose to hint to the police when he committed the crime.

Most importantly, in 2011, Edward asked experts to extract the blood stains on the shawl. In addition to the victim's blood, they also found the murderer's DNA sample. Due to the long time interval, the experts could not extract it through conventional methods. They used a " vacuum absorption " method to finally obtain the murderer's DNA.

In the end, the police used technical means to lock onto the suspect, Kosminsky. In fact, Kosminsky was one of the three key suspects of the police. Because he was a citizen of the United States, he had only come to London with his family a few years before the murder. What surprised the police even more was that someone had identified Kosminski as the murderer, but the police lacked strong evidence to let him go unpunished. However, the latter half of Kosminsky's life was not easy either. In February 1891, he was sent to a sanatorium due to mental illness. He often had auditory hallucinations, worried about being eaten, and refused to wash up. In 1919, Kosminsky died in a mental hospital.

After reading it, I felt creeped out. Fortunately, I didn't have a shift tonight. Unfortunately, I wanted to go to the toilet. What should I do? I was so conflicted.

However, in my current state, a class monitor introduced me to a Dai girl. Although she was about the same age as me, she was as fierce as a tiger. In less than three days, she gave me a big gold belt. I was speechless…

Later, he found out that the gold belt was an important accessory for the Dai women in China. It was made of pure silver and weighed a pound. Moreover, Dai women cherished silver belts very much. No matter when and where, they had to wear silver belts. This was not only because it was a beautiful ornament, but also because it could show their identity. Through it, they could show their marital status. According to the rules of the Dai people, married women had to hang their house keys on their silver belts as a symbol. Those who did not hang keys on their belts were obviously unmarried women. This symbol of marriage was similar to the way some regions wore rings on different fingers to indicate whether they were engaged, married, or single. At the same time, it had more national characteristics.

He wrote it every day and even changed it into photocopying paper, placing it at the camp entrance every day:

The phrase " Salzburg's Branches " came from the book " On Love " by Stendall, which mentioned a concept of love psychology-" crystallization." It probably meant that after people fell in love, they would unconsciously add a lot of subjective illusions to the original appearance of the other party, just like the crystallization of salt on the dry branches, making people unable to see the original appearance of the branches.

Salzburg, near the German border, was the capital of the Austrian state of Salzburg. Salzburg was originally German, meaning salt castle, named after the nearby salt mines and castles. In the Halaine Salt Mine near Salzburg, because the water in the mine contained salt, if the branches that had fallen leaves in winter fell into the mine, after several months of soaking, they would be covered with a layer of sparkling salt crystals when they were taken out. "The smallest branches, thinner than a titmouse's paw, are inlaid with innumerable flickering and dazzling little crystals. People could no longer recognize the original branches... Whenever the sun was shining and the air was very dry, the miners in Halaine would give these diamond branches to tourists who were ready to visit the mine.”(On Love)

In " On Love," a young light cavalry officer in the Hallein Salt Mine was fascinated by the beauty of Mrs. Gherardi, who came to play. In the book," I " compared the officer's love at first sight to the salt crystals on the branches. He believed that the effect of Mrs. Gherardi on the young officer was like the effect of salt crystals on the grayish-black branches that had fallen leaves. He had ignored the origin and could only see Mrs. Gherardi's appearance that he liked.

The moment he was moved, it was like the moment when a crystal fell into a salt mine. The small and dazzling crystal was dazzling. The passionate love was like the most dreamy human filter in the world, making any ordinary " branch " stand out in the eyes of the lover. " He is my Salzburg branch." It was like a sweet and helpless sigh, coming from the rosy lips of a young girl in love. I was so fascinated that I could only see his diamond-like sparkling appearance.

There was a popular saying last year about the illusions that love could cause. It was " It's as if you suddenly have a soft spot and an armor." Some people translated it in English as " Love breaking your Achilles 'armor and his heel." Love gave you the armor of Achilles and his ankles. Achilles was a demigod hero who participated in the Troy War in the Homerian epic " The Iliad." His mother was the sea goddess Thetis, and his father was the human hero Peleus. The origin of Achilles 'Heel was mainly because his mother had dipped him into the River Styx when he was born in order to make him invincible. However, his heel was exposed outside the river and could not be trained, thus leaving the only weakness in his body. Later, Achilles was shot in the ankle by Paris's secret arrow and died. From this metaphor, it could be seen that in people's understanding, love was not only the only fatal weakness that broke through the full armor of human beings, but it was also a matter of life and death.

Jin Yanxi and Bai Xiuzhu were childhood sweethearts in " Golden Dust Aristocratic Family ". Bai Xiuzhu loved Jin Yanxi with the innocence of a young girl. When Jin Yanxi moved away from her in cold autumn, she showed the most straightforward sorrow of love-crying, making a fuss, and hanging herself. Unlike the tolerant and virtuous Bai Xiuzhu had deliberately displayed after Jin Yanxi's marriage, Bai Xiuzhu had done many crazy things under the trauma of her relationship. She made a scene, slashed her sword, and forced Jin Yanxi, who had been wavering between her and Leng Qingqiu, to leave her completely.

Perhaps the purest form of human love was indeed so "desperate". Tang Xianzu, a famous opera master of the Ming Dynasty, left a famous sentence in The Peony Pavilion: "Love does not know where it comes from, but it is deeply devoted. The living can die, and the dead can live." Life and death cannot be compared, and death and resurrection cannot be compared. This is not the extreme of love. It can be seen that love makes people want to live and die, and also live and die. Death might not be the death of the body, but the death of the spirit. Life was the same, it was used to show the freshness of life. Once a person's love was recognized by the other party, it was like a body floating in the dark night suddenly being illuminated by moonlight. If the person he loved got what he wanted, a kind of joy and vitality burst out from the source of life, making the body full. When Jin Yanxi and Leng Qingqiu held their wedding, did the innocent Bai Xiuzhu die?

These famous sayings and stories about love from ancient times to the present inevitably made people sigh at the overwhelming influence of the fanaticism of love. It was so unreal, so unreasonable, so full of ups and downs that we could almost equate love with danger. And that was the reality. In English, when we enter a romantic relationship, it is called "falling in love", and falling means falling. Falling was an uncontrollable, unexpected accident that could have dangerous consequences. In addition, most of the descriptions and metaphor about love were related to illness and pain. We say that love makes us heartbroken, paranoid, crazy, and anxious. Li Ronghao, who had been popular before, sang a song that said," Torment each other until their hair turns white, sorrow and determination will not let go." It was as if we had already believed that love was accompanied by unavoidable pain.

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