Without money to go to college, I can only go to slay dragons
48 : Self

Qing Shen

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Facing Lin Nian, who was angry from the bottom of his heart, Miyamoto Isshin lowered his gaze slightly and smiled coldly.""Lin Niansang, have you ever thought about what kind of person you are?”

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with Mr. Miyamoto.”

"No, I've been observing you from all sides since you entered school.”Miyamoto Kazuhiro said," People are always curious. A person who looks up to everyone should have something different about him. He should be proud, angry, humble, or indifferent." But in you, I see nothing. I only see a person, an ordinary person.”

"If my performance has disappointed you since I entered school, then I won't feel sorry or disappointed. I can't satisfy everyone, and I don't want to satisfy others. I just need to live my own life.”Lin Nian said coldly.

"But ordinary people don't need sharpness.”Miyamoto Isshin pressed his finger down."But from the moment I met you, I could feel that irrepressible sharpness on your body. It was as if the blade would poke out from under your skin with just a gentle press.”

"Everyone has a temper, and I don't really like your arrogant way of talking.”Lin Nian laid his cards on the table." From the looks of it, I don't think there's anyone in this academy who can 'sculpt' me or 'guide' me. Even if there is, it won't be you, Mr. Miyamoto."”

"Is it a problem of age? Do you think I'm still too young?”Miyamoto was a little surprised by Lin Nian's opinion.

"No, if you judge people based on their age, then I've made the same mistake as you.”

"Then how did Lin Niansang see that I don't have the right to talk to you?”

" How can I explain this kind of thing clearly? If Mr. Miyamoto insists on asking, then I can only answer. I only need to take a look.”Lin Nian said calmly.

Miyamoto Isshin clapped again."I was right, but I don't think I know you well enough.”

"I'm sorry, I don't even know myself.”Lin Nian turned around and was about to leave the table.""I'll have to excuse myself, because this conversation between us is not pleasant.”

"Lin Nian, don't be in such a hurry to leave." Isshin Miyamoto's voice rang out from behind him. Lin Nian suddenly turned his body and moved half a meter away. He turned his head and looked behind him in shock and anger, but he was shocked to find that Isshin Miyamoto was still standing there without moving. His hands were relaxed by his side, and his eyes were staring at him.

This was the second time Lin Nian had done something like this for no reason today. This feeling was really uncomfortable. Although nothing had happened, his body moved as if it was a conditioned reflex. He had a terrible feeling that he had become a marionette and could not control himself.

These two meaningless actions undoubtedly happened after meeting Miyamoto Isshin. Lin Nian could only think that everything was related to the man in front of him. Out of curiosity and anger, he suppressed the urge to leave and stood still."What did you do to me?"

"What did I do to you?" Miyamoto Isshin tilted his head." Didn't you say it just now? You don't even know yourself. How can you be sure that you didn't do anything to yourself?"”

The conversation was confusing and inexplicable.

Lin Nian was getting tired of this kind of conversation. At the same time, he remembered that this was Kassel Academy, which was filled with unusual people. The person standing here was the student union's Amber Hall. It was normal for a group of elites to find something strange about them.

"Yan Ling?"

" Of course not. No one can speak under the 'commandment' of the night watchers, and I'm no exception.”Miyamoto smiled and said," Maybe if you talk to me a little more and figure out a question that both of us are most concerned about, your answer will be easily solved."”

" I'm very curious about how a person can live in a prescribed situation for decades and successfully integrate himself into the situation as if it were natural.”Miyamoto Isshin looked at Lin Nian's face carefully."" I've read your file. In the past sixteen years, you've lived an ordinary life, an extremely ordinary life. You spent your childhood in an orphanage and spent your youth in a rented house. Your biggest worries every day were your school grades and the utility bills and rent of the rented house. Your life seemed to only be about daily necessities and the monthly utility bills.”

"When I first saw this resume, I thought that the school had made a mistake or that there was a technical error in your'S 'rating because a mixed-blood shouldn't be so ordinary.”" You have claws and teeth," Miyamoto Isshin said calmly." But you chose to disguise yourself as an ordinary person for 16 years. You even took the initiative to integrate into this kind of life. You tried your best to maintain and protect him, afraid that your bloodline would destroy everything. This is a very unbelievable thing to me.”

"Do you have any opinions about my life?”If Miyamoto Isshin's arrogance caused Lin Nian to feel uncomfortable in the beginning, then his words were on the verge of provoking Lin Nian.

Denying a person's past life experience was tantamount to rejecting the person's voice completely. This was a kind of provocation. Even if Lin Nian threw a punch at the Japanese man and smashed him into a pile of food, no one would say that he was wrong.

"Of course, I'm not saying that the lifestyle of 'living in seclusion in Yamada' is wrong, because I've seen such people when I was in Japan, and there were quite a few of them. However, these people all have the same characteristic, which is that they suffer from the suffering brought by their bloodline. Some of them are leaders of the underworld, and some are ghosts living in the underground world. After experiencing mountains of corpses and seas of blood, they see through the benefits, disadvantages, beauty, and cruelty of their bloodline. Only then will they choose to live like you.”Miyamoto Isshin looked into Lin Nian's eyes calmly as if he wanted to see through the deepest part of his eyes.""But Lin Nian, you shouldn't have encountered such things in the past 16 years, right? What kind of cruel hell have you seen that you would choose to stay as an ordinary person for decades?”

Hell?

The black fortress of solitude in the ice field flashed across Lin Nian's mind. A sense of loneliness and coldness rose from the bottom of his heart, but he suppressed it instantly. He looked at Miyamoto Kazufuru coldly and said,"" I'm sorry. I've never seen hell, nor mountains of corpses and seas of blood. I'm very satisfied with my life in the past sixteen years. I can say that I'm such an ordinary and unremarkable person.”

"If it's really as you said, and your life in the past sixteen years has been calm and peaceful, then you're not ordinary. After all, you haven't experienced too many things yet.”Miyamoto Isshin said slowly," To tell whether a person is a leader or a coward, a revolutionary or a traitor, just 'thinking' is not enough. To judge what kind of person a person is, you need to experience 'happenings'. A lot of' happenings', good things, bad things. When you stand at the threshold of choice, you can make your own judgment. Only then can you know what kind of person you are.”

Although Lin Nian was tired of the conversation, he listened carefully to Miyamoto Isshin's words because he had always been a rational person. Even if he had an argument with someone, he would consider whether it was a debate or an argument. If it was the latter, he would not hesitate to give up wasting time and turn around. If it was the former, he would finish the debate without any unnecessary emotions.

He had to admit that Isshin Miyamoto was right. If a person wanted to know what kind of person he was, he could only do so by reacting and making choices after encountering all kinds of things.

Lin Nian's past 16 years had been too ordinary. He had " power " but had shrunk back and become an ordinary person. He often lay in his bed in the rented house, thinking excitedly about what he could do with this " power ". He could become a track and field athlete, participate in the Olympics, or even become a chivalrous bat!

However, every time he thought of the most exciting moment, he would be afraid.

It was a fear that came from nowhere. It was as if it was quietly watching Lin Nian from the bottom of his heart. Every time Lin Nian had this thought, it would come out like a poisonous snake and pressure Lin Nian with its cold temperature and great fear, making him think of all kinds of bad times and give up on this thought.

It was as if someone had planted an idea in his mind.

Exposing yourself will lead to eternal damnation.

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